Biquge www.xbiquge.cc, the fastest update to the latest chapter of the slag attack [Quick Wear]!Xiao Yan looked at the torn jade pendant on the ground, and met Xie He's cold eyes. His body became stiff...Even if he hurt Xie He like that before, Xie He was only afraid of him, just didn't trust him, never looked like Now so...very cold...like looking at someone he hates so much...

At this moment, he suddenly understood that he had really lost this person.

Xie He looked at Xiao Yan, tried his best, and slowly said, "Please, Lord, never show up in front of me again."

After finishing speaking, he grabbed the crutches beside him, stood up slowly, and walked out with difficulty.

If it were usual, Xiao Yan would have passed by to help, but at the moment he was standing there, realizing that he could not move.Xie He’s icy words and eyes were like a knife that drove him inch by inch, telling him that he was not worth forgiving...

I also have no right to ask for forgiveness.

Finally, Xiao Yan watched Xie He pass by him, he was the only one left in the room.

He stood motionless for a long time, then slowly bent down and picked up the jade pendant on the ground. The sharp edge of the fragment cut through the palm of his hand, but he didn't notice it, clenched his hands firmly, and the blood followed his fingers. The seams flowed down, and the pain reminded him that he had to face the cruelest reality.

There is no eternal secret in this world. Xiao Yan has always understood this. He is not the kind of person who likes to be lucky, but this time...because he is too afraid of losing, he is obsessed with such unrealistic hopes. Don't extricate yourself...

But after all, this day has arrived.

Xie He walked out step by step, his eyes were dull, and he was stopped when he was about to reach the gate. He could go anywhere in the palace, but he could not go out.

He didn't resist shouting, or even showed anything, and walked back calmly and returned to his room.

Xie He sat on the edge of the bed. He closed his eyes. The things he was about to forget many years ago were rummaged from the depths of memory. He thought of his elegant father and his gentle and virtuous mother. Love him so much... They are also the people he loves and respects most.

When he first lived in the brothel, he had complained about them, why did he do that kind of wrong thing, and why he left him so mercilessly and let him live alone in the world to suffer for them.

He couldn't understand.

Later, when Xiao Yan told him that his father was innocent and his parents died unjustly, after so many years of painful torture, he no longer resented the injustice. He was only fortunate that he could still get it in his lifetime. Such an answer is already satisfied.

He has not been able to go back, but at least when he died, he no longer had to hold unwillingness and regret, at least when he was dreaming, he could see his parents smiling at him.

His request has been so humble, but now someone is telling him... it's all his fault.

If it weren't for him, his parents wouldn't die, his father wouldn't need to be infamy, and he wouldn't fall into a brothel and become a lowly brat...

"Father, mother, I'm sorry..." Xie He muttered to himself, a trace of determination flashed in his eyes.

In fact, he has always understood that it was the prince who was corrupting the law and killing the innocent, not Xiao Yan. Xiao Yan didn't know that such a thing would happen, and even helped him avenge him, so he couldn't blame Xiao Yan...he hated most. It's actually himself, hating himself for hurting parents, hating himself for making everything like this...

It's just that...he couldn't accept Xiao Yan, because it would remind him of the mistakes he had committed.

He finally understood why he had to suffer such a sin, it was all he deserved.

Xie He opened the corner of his mouth and smiled lightly. He picked up the tea cup at hand and threw it to the ground, then picked up a fragment and cut it on his wrist.

Stay here, trampling on the bones of his father and mother, if nothing has happened to be the princess of Xiao Yan, enjoying the glory and wealth?

No... he doesn't want it.

The damn thing is him. If his parents are alive in the sky, seeing him so shameless, I don’t know how disappointed...

Xie He threw away the fragments in his hand, and the blood from his wrist poured out frantically. He lay quietly on the bed, lowered the curtain, and closed his eyes with a calm expression.

[444: Ah, ah, host, what are you doing, QAQ]

[Xie He: Baby, why are you excited?It's just a mere slashing of the wrist, and it won't die for a while, but the blood on the bed works very well. Xiao Xiao will definitely feel distressed when he sees it.Smile JPG]

444: ...

[444: But why are you doing this? I almost thought you were going to marry him..._(:з∠)_]

[Xie He: Baby, you don't understand that.When a man lies and conceals and feels guilty towards you, he will do his best to treat you as much as he can. This is out of a mentality of making up. Xiao Xiao performed well before, but if I really do what he wants Becoming his princess, it takes a long time for the following two points of favorability to be brushed up. I have always been an efficient person. I am not interested in playing the couple love game with him for 2 experience points. The fastest way is to pierce him directly. His lies forced him to face the reality, throw away the fluke, and make the last choice.It's time for him to learn to face the bleak life:)

[444: Then what will he do?QAQ

[Xie He: cold salad.

444: ...

[Xie He: Just kidding, what else can he do besides letting me go? Is it possible to watch me die?Baby you really need to use your brain.Smile JPG]

444:……_(:з∠)_

[Xie He: So, love still has to be magnificent to be interesting. As long as Xiao Yan releases me out of the house, the prince’s people will have the opportunity to fight back. They have tried their best to pass the news to Song Heng and let him provoke me Xiao Yan, I definitely can't let them down.Although the prince only exists in just a few words, but such a coordinated divine assist, although I have never met, but divine friendship for a long time, I am very grateful to him:)]

444:…………

[Xie He: Well, sleepy, I will sleep for a while first:)]

444: O(∩_∩)O~

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Xiao Yan returned to the study, took out the brocade box, gently wiped off the blood stains on the jade pendant fragments, and then carefully put the fragments into the box and put them together again.

He stared at the deep crack on the jade pendant in front of him, recurring the scene of that instant fragmentation in front of him time and time again.

It wasn't just this jade pendant that was shattered, but also the last bond between him and Xie He...cannot make up for it anymore.

Xiao Yan received the news that Xie He tried to leave the house, but he went back by himself after being stopped by someone, feeling heavy.

He remembered what Xie He said, and he said that he should never show up in front of him again.

He knew he would never forgive him again...

Xiao Yan sat there, without moving his body for a long time, like a statue, until it was late, someone came to ask Xiao Yan for instructions, saying that Xie He closed the door and ignored anyone, and didn’t even eat. They didn’t. What should I do if I dare to trespass?

Xiao Yan finally rolled his eyes. He was silent for a long time, his stiff body stood up, and said in a deep voice, "I'll go take a look."

The door of Xie He's room was closed tightly, and it was very quiet inside. Xiao Yan opened the door gently and walked in with heavy steps, his jaw tight.

Xiao Yan walked around the screen and saw that the curtain on the bed was lowered. His eyes moved down, and his expression suddenly changed!He stretched out his hand to open the curtain, the scene in front of him made his pupils shrink and his hands trembled.

Xie He lay quietly on the bed with his eyes closed, with his left hand on his side, the whole bed was stained red with blood, like a blooming peony, lining his beautiful and delicate face, with an indescribable beauty, so determinedly beautiful.

Xiao Yan quickly pulled off his sleeves and tied Xie He's wrists tightly, and then shouted sharply: "Come here, go and get a doctor!"

He stood by the bed, tremblingly stretched out his hand to caress Xie He’s cheek, his movements were very light, lest he tried harder, the person in front of him would disappear under his touch...You just don’t want to stay by my side, I would rather commit suicide than look at me again, right?

In your eyes, I am the source of all tragedies that brought you...

Sorry, you wake up, I will let you go, OK?

Xiao Yan's eyes were full of pain and struggle. He had never loved someone so much in his life, but he was doomed to not get it.

He clasped his hands tightly, and the unhealed wound was bleeding again. Just when he was about to despair, the imperial doctor finally came over.

The doctor looked at Xiao Yan's hands dripping with blood, and then looked at Xie He, who was in a pool of blood. He was shocked, and the nervous cold sweat was flowing down. At this time, he couldn't care about politeness. He quickly stepped forward to check Xie He. If Xie He died today, the prince might not anger him!

As an imperial doctor, treating these nobles seems to be beautiful, so it's not like walking on thin ice, who knows when it will cause murder.

The imperial physician took out his medicine box, quickly gave Xie He a needle to stop the bleeding, and then carefully diagnosed and treated Xie He, and finally determined that Xie He was not life-threatening. Although he had lost too much blood, he found it in time and took his life back.

The imperial doctor wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, and said to Xiao Yan: "The prince doesn't need to worry, the son is all right, but he has lost too much blood and needs to be recuperated."

Xiao Yan heard the imperial doctor's words, and the nerves that had been tense just now finally let go. In any case, Xie He was still alive.

As long as you can watch him alive, does it matter if you keep him by your side...

I don't want to let it go, it's time to let it go.

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When Xie He woke up, he found himself being held in Xiao Yan's arms. He pushed it lightly, and there was a cold look in his eyes.

Xiao Yan didn't sleep soundly, but he woke up all of a sudden. He looked at Xie He's cold eyes, and his heart was full of bitterness. By now, any self-deception is in vain. In the end, he just said: "You Woke up."

Xie He ignored him. He turned his eyes away, struggling to leave Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan didn't stop it. He just said a word, and Xie He stopped moving. He said, "I will let you go."

From now on, as long as you can live well, does it matter if my wife is by my side?As long as you live... If I can only keep your body, then I choose to let you go.

[Ding, target Xiao Yan favorability +1, current favorability 99]

Xiao Yan stretched out his hand and gently held Xie He, with a gentle expression and a low voice, "Don't worry, I will let you go now, and I will prepare your residence for you. It is far away from the palace, so don't worry about bumping into it when you go out. I."

Xie He's eyelashes trembled, and finally there was a wave of waves in his eyes.

Xiao Yan slowly said, "But you are not in good health right now. I have assigned a few servants to serve you. Don't refuse, just take it as my compensation for you...they give you all the deeds of selling. , Will only be yours in the future."

Xie He remained silent, and did not refuse in the end. He knew that a few of his followers were not worth mentioning to Xiao Yan. Rejecting himself might make him change his mind. There is no need for more twists and turns, and there is no need for hypocrisy.

Xiao Yan saw that Xie He accepted, closed his mouth and stopped talking. He didn't prepare too many things that were too public. He just laid down a few boxes, mostly gold and silver and medicinal materials. If you are not in the palace, you have to raise it well.

He personally sent Xie He onto the sedan chair, and then watched him go far, but did not follow.

It's just... staying in place for a long time and never left.

Xie He sat in the sedan chair and did not look out. His expression was indifferent. After a long time, the sedan chair finally stopped, and a maid respectfully helped Xie He down.

Xie He raised his head and saw the plaque on the mahogany gate with two powerful characters: Cui Mansion.

He fixedly looked at the two words, and suddenly his eyes became wet again.

He finally left the palace as he wished, gained freedom as he wished, and even regained the'Cui Mansion', just like when his parents were still there, but now this Cui Mansion is the only one...

Things are wrong.

Xie He walked into the courtyard. The inside was not too big, but the room was clean and elegantly decorated.

Xie He stayed here and stayed behind closed doors. There are many people who know him in this capital city. Many of his brother-in-laws are his benefactors. Even if he now has his own real name and status as a good citizen, in the eyes of others, It's still the top card of the famous Glory-seeking building, which makes a ridicule.

A man with such a noble father, if he knew that there was a son like him who served people in Israel, he would feel speechless to face his ancestors if he died.

Xiao Yan did not go to see Xie He again. He understood Xie He's feelings. As long as he saw him, he would remember everything he had suffered. Because he kindly saved a person, he was innocently involved in partisan disputes, his family broke down, and he fell into a brothel. , How can it be accepted...

Although he did not go to see him, he was always paying attention to Xie He's every move, paying attention to his subordinates' secret reports every day. Xie He had a few bites of food today, what dishes he used, what time he slept, and he woke up at night and said What happened...

He can only use these few words to portray Xie He in his mind as if he was still by his side.

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Xie He didn't see Xiao Yan again, but one day he ushered in another guest, Qi Qing.

At the beginning, Qi Qing took Song Heng into the mansion and told Xie He the truth. Xiao Yan was very angry. He thought Xiao Yan would kill him, but he didn't... Xiao Yan just expelled him from the palace in the end.

Qi Qing knew that he could survive because Xiao Yan was looking at Xie He's face. Even if Xie He didn't know it, he didn't want to do anything that would make him sad.

When Qi Qing came over, Xie Hegang didn't get up for a long time. He didn't seem to be very surprised, and said softly: "Master Qi."

Xie He’s expression seemed calm, but Qi Qing could see the vicissitudes in those eyes. He was still very young, but he had experienced the most suffering in this world. In his short life, pain occupied the vast majority. , I can't help but regret.

At that time, Qi Qing told Xie He the truth on impulse. Later, when he heard that he had committed suicide, he did not regret it.He thought at first that if he didn't tell Xie He, he would know in the future, and he was afraid that he would not be able to accept the result, and he would be even more broken and sad, but after saying...it is actually the same sadness.

It's just the difference between morning and evening.

Qi Qing was silent for a moment, and said, "I... no longer work as a errand in the palace. Today I just stopped by to take a look. If you need help in the future, don't forget my friend."

Xie He paused and said, "Okay."

Qi Qing said again: "I live not far from you. If you have time, you can also sit there."

The two talked for a while, like ordinary friends, they understood that it was impossible for each other, Xie He could no longer accept others easily, Qi Qing could not take advantage of others, he could not disturb his peaceful life.

Qi Qing didn't stay long, and finally took a deep look at Xie He and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Xie He stood up and watched him leave. When he was about to go out, he said softly: "Don't blame yourself. I am grateful for you to tell me the truth."

Qi Qing's movements stiffened for a moment, he nodded, turned and left.

He walked a long way before he stopped, lest he would be aware of his nostalgia when he looked back just now, but these were not what Xie He wanted.

In fact, he is the one who should say thank you, thank him for his thoughtfulness and gentleness.

Although he couldn't be together, Xie He was the only one he wanted to protect at all costs.

[Ding, Qi Qing's favorability degree +5, current favorability degree is 100]

Xie He returned to his room, closed the door, and then went to bed lazily.

[Xie He: Xiaoqing's favorability rating is full, it's time to take a trip and leave.Smile JPG]

[444: (⊙v⊙) Well, what about Xiao Yan's favorability?

[Xie He: Baby, this is just to prepare for him. The house is going to be moldy all day long, so how can I continue to brush up my favorability without giving him a chance to contact me?

[Xie He: I think the princely remnants are also impatient to wait. They know that I am so important to Xiao Yan. They will definitely try their best to deal with me. After all, it is very difficult to deal directly with Xiao Yan. I am ready to give They gave away their heads:)]

444: ...

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The second day Qi Qing visited, Xie He called his butler and said that he was leaving the capital and returning to Jiangzhou.

The butler was very surprised, and advised Xie why not move, so he had to pack his luggage as required, and at the same time quickly sent a secret letter to Xiao Yan.

Xie He didn't care about the careful thoughts of his servants, he just didn't want to stay in this sad place anymore, leaving here, leaving all the unbearable things to look back on, and going back to where his parents were.He missed them, just worried that his parents would not want to see him...

They didn't have a lot of things, and they packed up quickly. The butler was afraid of bumping Xie He, prepared a very comfortable carriage, and helped Xie He get into the car. The group of people left the city before it was lighted.

Xiao Yan rode far behind. He had heard the news a long time ago. Nobody stopped Xie He. Finally, Xie He's life was restored to peace. He must do his best to protect all this, and he must not destroy it again because of his selfishness. , But he couldn't bear to feel relieved, so he followed far behind to escort him.

Xie He was weak, they were not walking fast, and before they had time to rush to the next station, they camped in the mountains and rested overnight.

Xiao Yan hadn't seen Xie He with his own eyes for a long time. He stood at a distance and looked over there intently.

The tender and weak young man got out of the carriage with the help of his servants. He didn’t see him for a while, and seemed to be thinner again. Did the servants serve them with all their heart...Because the night is cool, the young man is dressed in thick fox fur, but With his face still cold, Xiao Yan wanted to go up and hug him, but he knew that if he went by himself, Xie He would only be sad and would think of those sad things... so he held it back.

Xiao Yan stood there watching that night. Because he was afraid of being caught and there was no fire, the subordinates behind him did not dare to say anything. Fortunately, they were all strong bodyguards, so they wouldn't be cold and sick.

Xiao Yan followed Xie He for three days, and the guards behind him finally couldn't help but persuade: "Master, it's time to go back, you have been away for a long time." Now the situation in the capital is uncertain, and the princely remnant party is struggling to death. Xiao Yan sits down.

Xiao Yan also knew that he should go back. After sending it so far, it should be fine. He just thought that there would be a long time in the future that he would not be able to see his loved one again, and even letters about him would have to wait many days to receive. When I arrived, I couldn't bear to leave.

This day, thank them, they passed a forest, and suddenly the ground in front of them collapsed, the horses neighed, and a group of evil spirits rushed out with knives!The people around Xie He were all skilled, but the other party had been prepared for a long time, and there were many people, and they were quickly killed!

Xie He opened the curtain of the carriage and saw that the butler who had been caring for him was pierced with a sword in his chest!Before he died, he opened his eyes and said to him: "The son, run away!"

Xie He looked at the tragic scene in front of him, trembling all over, with grief and indignation in his eyes. Although these people were given to him by Xiao Yan, they had always taken care of him very carefully, especially the housekeeper, and treated him like an elderly person. He, at this moment they desperately defended him, but they were all killed!Xie He watched them fall down one by one, and his canthus was about to split. At this moment, the grief overwhelmed the fear, and he shouted, "Who are you!"

The headed man's sullen gaze fell on Xie He and sneered: "Catch him for me, be careful not to kill him, and rely on him to draw King Su out."

Xie He understood immediately, his eyes were extremely angry, "You are the prince's people."

The man smiled and said, "What a beauty, it's no wonder that Su Wang has been fascinated."

Xie He turned around and fled, with hatred in his eyes. The prince killed his family, and now he is coming to kill him again...At the same time, there is a deep powerlessness in his heart. He obviously doesn’t want to, but he can’t escape the grievances between King Su and the prince. .

Because King Su liked him, the prince refused to let him go.

Xie He couldn't run fast at all. The men followed behind like cats and mice. Seeing Xie He fell to the ground, he laughed at his lame leg: "It turns out to be a disability! In this case, this leg is still needed. What do you do, I just cut it for you, so you won't be able to run away in the future!" As he raised the dazzling knife, he cut directly at Xie He's legs!

Xie He closed his eyes and his face was pale, when he heard an angry shout: "Stop!"

At the same time, a familiar embrace held him in his arms.

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The next chapter ends this world~