I've been here six months.

I can't fit in. I've learned a lot.

First of all it's the name of this town... but it was that 'Yoshihara'. The context of the times would be places such as the Edo period. Personally, I had the opposite image of the world I was in, so I thought my name was "Haraji" or something like this appropriately anyway.

But the mountain came off beautifully.

It was normal.

More and more I don't understand this world.

If you think the roles of men and women are the opposite, not surprisingly, the man is in charge of the power, the big black pillar of the house, and the job. But it is also true that a large percentage of women also work.

The only difference is that there is a sense that it is normal for a woman to play at night, and that a woman who can't be polite is not a woman.

I don't know why.

Simply put, the words' a man can't cheat ',' a healthy man ',' female play is the status of a man 'cannot be in this world, and' a woman can't cheat ',' a healthy woman ',' male play is the status of a woman 'are normal in this world.

I didn't understand anything, even if I was taught.

Because something fundamentally too different.

I asked my brothers and sisters why they were conscious, but they told me that it was too obvious to know the opposite.

The money you need to buy a playman is earned by the husband if you have a basic husband. People who work for themselves earn their own money. People whose houses have money say they play with that money.

Oh, sir, is that good?

But that's not why women say it's a tyrannical attitude.

All the guests I've ever seen were at least sober, hanging sweet on the playmen or whispering love quietly. The vultures can't get out to the basic sitting area, so it's a feeling to the extent of a peek… but they were normal women with nothing to do with it.

It's a world I'm still unfamiliar with, but I'm going to try my best.

"I can't take the daisy off me."

"Brother Ramon is big."

"Oh, now you're telling me."

My head, which has three flavors while sitting in the front seat, can be stroked gushy. Occasionally, I wonder if everyone in this brothel likes to stroke their heads.

I see my brother in front of me who teaches art today.

This man is Ribbon Hanaki. The age is 17 and two years older than Brother Shimizu.

As for appearance, I have healthy whitened skin and black eyes on my hair hanging on the green shoulder position, and a slightly dripping gentle lower right eye area with a crying black child (Melo), even if it is normal, I have some color.

The powerful arms peeking through the cuffs make a woman feel like a man… only Hanakiri is still a beautiful man.

Although his usual personality is a little rough, he is no less popular than Shimizu Hanaki because he offers his sincere and supreme love and enthusiasm for the person he dreams of overnight, even overnight.

"After all, the three sides are big for daisy."

"Right, how about that? All right! I'll tell you what to watch out for in the sitting area today."

He is now receiving a lecture on the arts by Brother Ribbon Yisama along with Autumn Water. I've been learning the art for a while now and today it was a trio... but the size of the trio doesn't fit the size of my body.

Even if I tried to force myself to master it, when I grew up being taught to play like this, my practice went in the direction of no by saying that I would get weird habits when I played.

Damn, I can't do it!!

There are a total of eight arts I have to master first.

It is classical, calligraphy, tea ceremony, Japanese song, kite (yes), trinity line, bezel, dance moves.

Strict numbers of mastery.

I have at least 10 years to stand alone, so wearing fine arts in the meantime is at my top.

We have to work hard.

"Hey No-Ju, okay?

"!, yes!

"Then let's go. First, call me" one yarn, "" two yarns, "" three yarns "in order from this thicker..."

I'm going to focus first.

The three-sided lecture begins at noon and is about to be plugged into the evening.

The red day illuminates the tatami, and the hanging axis of the room copies out the red as loose as a flame.

"... oh? Is it evening already? Well, I guess we'll just have to do this today."

"" Thank you ""

The three-sided lecture on one street is over, and Autumn Water and the two of us bow down to thank each other.

"Thank you for coming."

Autumn water is a level where you don't have to take today's trinity lecture. Still, he said I was the one who took it with him because he couldn't help it.

I don't know what that means, but let's interpret it as worrying me.

I don't believe I'm saying that because I can't, or because I'm dumb, or because he's going to annoy my brother Yi.

Autumn water, thanked by me, turned away.

"Well, never mind. You can't help it."

He tells me.

... I just found out that I can't help but say I'm the guy in the fall water that I can't fit in.

It's autumn water...

After this, the work from this should still be for the night, so I'm going to ask for instructions from my uncle.

"So, Brother Ramon. I will."

"Oh, wait, wait. Because the daisy is supposed to be on me today. I need you to get me something."

Oh, I saved you a lot of trouble.

"Am I different?

"Akimizu is probably from Ujino Hanaki. Well, good luck with that."

"Really, I get it. Then I'm going."

Autumn water opens the door to the room and heads to the next holding area.

I will continue to help Brother Ribbon prepare his kimono.

It is difficult to prepare Ribbed Brother Y because he is a person who attaches a lot of ornaments, but other than this, it is fun.

There are corals, jade, amber, ivory, and armor (Beko), glass on dragonfly balls, ear decorations made of shellfish, and ornaments made of onions (Menow), and so on, but it is my pleasure on the day when I prepare all these beautiful ornaments and decide what to make today with Brother Ribbed.

"Which one will it be today"

"That's right."

While sandwiched between Brother Ribbon's legs, he indulges in decorations arranged on a white cloth that is neither this nor that.

Is the band fastening still jade? I think it looks absolutely good because my hair is green. Because today's feather strings are orange, ear decorations are made from orange dragonfly balls combined for a sense of unity, and it might be a good idea to fit an ivory bracelet in your wrist.

You'd think humans would lose to ornaments if they put on all this decoration, but Brother Ribbon is different.

It makes me look great for some reason.

I guess such a run run feeling was passed on to Brother Ribbon Yi as well. Even a slight laugh sounds like a vibration of my brother's laughter because he is being held from his back.

"Ha, fun?

"Yes!"

"Right. It's been six months since you've been here, but I'm glad you're getting used to it."

I can stroke my pompous head. Green hair hangs on my cheek.

You really like to stroke your head already.

"The wind," he said. "We're going to play Beecher in the Autumn Water and Nodaisy Room tonight! 'He said it sounded fun in the morning. It seems that Rangiku is with us... but it's good to have company, if we're close."

Wind and orchid are the same bald boys as I am.

At present there are only 4 bald people in this Heavenly Moon brothel for me, Autumn Water, Wind and Orchid Chrysanthemum all combined.

Even so, there is one or two bald men in the other playhouse. This vulture is the only thing that can become a vertical new (hitachi shinzo) and a flower queen, so it can also be said to be valuable.

That's why nature and fellowship were created. Though we weren't too close to each other in the beginning, now we go to play in each other's rooms. The child's adaptability is amazing.

There are still nights when I get anxious because I don't know who the hell I am or who I was, but lately I've been busy every day and I'm losing my mind because of my people.

No one can tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but at least I feel lighter.

"... is this good?"

"Wow! Very cool"

Unexpectedly, he opened his hands and raised his voice of admiration to Brother Ribbon, who wore the ornament after choosing it.

It suits you!!

An orange feather string colours the dark green dressing with a jade band and blue feathers on top. The head brackets up the hair next to it with a magnolia, from which hangs an amber rectangular ear ornament in the ear peeking.

My brother put red makeup on his eyeballs for the finish.

It is the best flower queen in the brothel.

"Oh, I'm good at praising you. Here."

"Wow!"

"Light nah no daisy. It was expensive."

……

Brother Ribbon, you too!!