Sumi de ii Desu. Kamawanaide Kudasai

Beginning in Year 5 4

Me, I'm going to say it today.

I'm going to tell my brother-in-law who is sitting in my futon and eating cranberry sugar today.

Courage, courage, wild chrysanthemum, ask innocently. It doesn't feel unnatural. 'Did you cut your hair?' Like, it has to feel insignificant!!

Pahwah.

"Um, ten brothers-in-law"

"Hmm?"

"Uh, you know"

"What?

What's wrong with me!! What do you need to be afraid of!!

I'm not natural anymore!!

"Well, if you say so."

"?... Oh, if you say so"

"That's what I said... eh, yes?

"Orchid was cutting his hair today, Bassari."

"What, did you cut Orchid?!?

I got a 'haircut' that didn't feel unnatural -

So I cut my orchid hair. In my memory, I can only remember the last look of Orchid Chrysanthemum, who had long, beautiful red hair in one, so it's a little uncomfortable to imagine.

I think it was short when we met, but I can't remember much.

But I'm sure it suits you. I mean, any hairstyle would suit you, baldness would suit you. Absolutely.

Good. I envy you. I knew I wanted to look good.

"And fresh water. About on the shoulder. But it was all the way up to my waist."

"Yes!?

Brother Shimizu, did you say you hung up?

As for that guy, I can only think of him for a long time, so can my imagination look like this................................................................................................................................................................................................. My forehead is uh, my back is koo, and my sides are oh, I'm sure it feels koo......

Like, well, I've imagined, it's been four years, so I guess they look slightly different.

'Cause I'm 20 now, 20. Brother Ripple is 22 years old, and Brother Ujino is 25. I stink that time passes fast when I represent it in numbers like this... I'm telling you I feel like I haven't seen you for so long.

What about autumn water and wind? Even though my ten brother-in-law Yisa talks to me from time to time, it's only a 'story', so I can only imagine it.

"I can't imagine anything."

"Really?

"Oh, yeah. My brother-in-law is good because he's watching."

"Well."

"It's kind of a thoughtful autumn."

"Do you want to use that here?

"A Thousand Autumns a Day" means that the season turns many times during a day, and the time feels very long, as if autumn has come 1000 times. That is to say. Shall I say how I look forward to it now or now?

But if you calculate it in detail over a four-year period, it's 1460000 at 365x1000x4. I mean, I feel like I haven't seen him in about 1.46 million years.

1.46 million years... something, a little... It's subtle as a feeling because it's too long to know better.

"Uh, bye.

Thousands of years old and gone by this time, I might have been greedy.

"Oh, that's a straight ball. I feel like it's been a thousand years, so why don't you come see me soon? Well, apart from the part where you come to see me, you're close to feeling it."

"Ten brothers-in-law, isn't there a good woman?

Yes!

I buzzed in here -!!

It was natural, wasn't it?

Uh, this is all I have left, but I got super courageous.

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"... hmmmm..."

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... but something. That. That?

After all the thought and curiosity and asking, think calmly... love is this hand question taboo to the ex-girlfriend of Yoshihara in hell, isn't it?

Bullshit - what are we going to do?!

Even if he is attracted to customers, he has a husband! You know, destiny that doesn't tie! Like I'm not in the world anymore... what if I were like that!!

Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid! Otako nasbi!!

I wasn't thinking about it at all because I felt too strongly about it.

Chirali, and I look at my brother Yisama and he is looking up with his hand on his chin.

Oh, oh! Could it be the kingdom of heaven after all!

Excuse me, excuse me, excuse me, excuse me, excuse me...

"I'm sorry. Ah!

"What? All of a sudden... there was a good woman."

I rubbed my forehead against the tatami and apologized, but it ended with laughter. When I look at my ten brother-in-law, he smiles with a calm face.

And as I turned my gaze toward the lattice window behind the room, I slowly opened my mouth.

"Just once, I just saw it through the plaid window in the room. It was sold at 13. When was 20? She's a beautiful brunette, wearing a vine-colored kimono. I was walking in Yoshihara town even though it was daytime time when each brothel still wouldn't open. Alone, huh? I don't even have one."

"Were you working in a brothel like Eric?

To my question, I laugh with a slight twist in my neck and throat.

"No. Well, I think maybe that was the guy who opened the store in Yoshihara"

"I see."

"So, he just walked out of my room in a visible position. And then the woman, what cloth? I dropped it, and I realized it. That's why I called."

"Ooh! I fell. '

"Holy crap, with your voice. Somehow."

"Somehow"

"Somehow."

"Then the moment I picked up the cloth, the woman put her hand next to my mouth."

"Ahhhhhhhhh!

"I'm surprised. So I returned it with my voice. What the fuck! Holy shit. Well, neither do I.... but it was far-sighted, but the smiling face was so cute at the time."

My ten brother-in-law, who I remember, looks very happy, but looks lonely.

"Look, it's natural for a guest woman to ask for something from a playman, right? Even if this one does something, it's natural. So thank you. I've never been thanked for anything."

"Is that what it is?"

"Oh, that's the way it is."

Well, then we're on the service side. It's my job to pay to deal with the women who come to see me. A position where I must thank you for spending my money to come and see me.

"... I didn't expect you to thank me for smiling like that just because I said 'I fell -'"

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"Something, I wonder... I can't really tell you how I feel."

"Aren't you happy or something?

"It's not like that. Something..."

Then I bring the apple sugar I had in my hand to my mouth, ten brother-in-law. I said eat it.

... Pacri.

Yeah, delicious.

"Mogmog... Uh..."

"Later and earlier, it was only then that my heart almost cried when I saw the woman. As much as I can tell this is love, I'm not a wacko in love, but holding a woman gently never felt that way about her. Now that I think about it, that, maybe it was love."

The eyes of my brother-in-law, who talks like that, are sparkling.

"Yeah, that's my good girl."

Only you later and ahead.