Sumi de ii Desu. Kamawanaide Kudasai

Take off the light-spring, peachy young vegetable-colored beating and I'll put my feet on from the basement to the ground.

I escaped from this castle today.

Raw in the name of Aili, no longer how many years.

"I found it. Aili, you have no escape."

I saw you in my eyes when I woke up from the dark.

It was hot and hot all around me and I couldn't help it, my skin was so hot that it seemed to burn, but my chest was about that, and I felt terrible pain in the sensation that my whole body was burned to the point that it seemed to burn with burning thoughts on my chest.

I was turning my back and my shoulders rose frighteningly to his voice, holding my mouth by my hand.

At this moment, for the first time, I will hit you with my thoughts.

I reminded myself of my life so far, like a running lantern.

I escaped from a cramped castle, I had no shards of responsibility, I couldn't resist my position, I didn't even think about the inconvenience around me, I was a princess of no good.

I wasn't told by others that I can't, but there's more to it than it helps, such as a castle or a princess of one country who didn't like to dowry for everyone and ran away with it. And I closed my eyes when I remembered my father, mother, and nannies.

Where are the princesses, princesses, princesses, no princesses, and as always, without being called by name.

My daughter-in-law was a few years away.

There should still have been time, and I would have been able to prepare my mind.

It was this story that I had one brother, but I hardly ever met him, and it was when my father held his head that I lifted him up wondering what was wrong with that brother lying on the floor. I also had one sister, but when I was young I suffered from illness and often fell asleep. My father and mother used to hang there, and I called her names after all, Princess Yu Namiki and Princess Yu Namiki.

Until then, when I was dearly raised as the only healthy son in the castle, the princess, without any kind of disability, I wore beautiful kimonos and ate sweet sweets, and spent my days wondering what future I would daughter-in-law under.

Even so, when people talk like that, my chest stings and hurts.

And just like that time of year, I was starting to dream a certain dream.

"Aili, Aili"

Voices calling me over and over again.

Someone who dreams every night.

I couldn't get it out of my head.

The man who dreams every night, but is faceless, calls my name many times in his dreams. I'm calling it after the white one.

He was a gentle man's voice, a moist voice as if stroking the cat's jaw.

I tried to reply, but I didn't hear a word.

Thanks for calling my name, what's your name? I wanted to hear it, but it was a dream I'd see over and over again and yet I never got to speak up.

As I dreamed of it many times, I realized that the person was somehow, while calling my name, looking at a different person.

The voice is certainly calling me. But the other end of the voice was diagonal, and it never resonated with me.

Even though it's my name, it's not mine.

People will tell and laugh that it's just a dream story that a woman who wants to escape fantasy, delusion, reality saw.

Still, I don't even know who that person is, but I scorched my breasts pale and pale at that person voicing my name.

The young man of thought jumped out of the castle one day to find the man.

If you can't get a voice, you can go deliver it. Nothing starts just waiting. To that man while this voice arrives.

... while it arrives?

When it arrives, I don't know.

Even though someone doesn't know where they are or if they really are real people, the impulsive thoughts of it leave calm, throw reason at them, and just move their legs as instincts do. I felt like I had to go now.

After that and beyond, even though I think for myself that I won't be doing such a joke imitation, I still can't stop the impulse and run even.

Apart from the fact that he ran mostly on the ground, he opened his big crotch and proceeded, and so on. And yet I had this weird feeling that I'd been out there a long time ago, like I'd run like this one day.

That's how I continued to run desperately to get there. Ahead, it was a town with slightly more women. Put your hands on your chest and breathe, looking around.

There was Yoshihara, who knew only to the extent of hearing or not from those close by.

It was only later that I realized that Yoshihara was there, but when I hid in a sparsely populated place, I was exhausted and fell on the spot.

"What's up?

Then one, right in front of me, a man rushed over.

The man was the owner of the brothel and the uncle of the Tianjing brothel, who would take great care of him afterwards.

It was the morning after the fall that I learned that my uncle and the men of the world had taken me inside and helped me as I was falling behind the building.

A man with striking eye wrinkles and shallow black skin next to me who rose from the mulch and futon. Ryugi, the owner of the brothel named, slept in a hush.

Now that I have returned to me, I try to return to the castle, but I have hardly ever been under the castle or out of it, so I don't know where it is, and when I return, I anger my father, and I never lose my dowry talk, and maybe I will remain trapped in the castle more than ever.

Now my legs are sore and scratchy, my thighs are shaking slightly, but it's the first time I've run around the ground so freely, and it's better to jump out than to pop out regret, for some reason I'm calm.

I had the sight in my head that everyone would be looking for in the castle by now, and I looked up, but still didn't feel like going back.

My uncle noticed me when I woke up, yawning but worried that something was wrong, and I whispered my back.

When I told him I was okay, he said a word with a reassuring face and wondered where I'd come from next.

I hold my body tight.

Yes, I ran away from the castle. I tried to hide from my uncle's eyes staring at the kimono I was wearing, but there's no way I could hide.

But I can't reveal who I am. I can't even think of lying well.

If anything happens, I run away.

I realized at this time that this was my bad habit.