Chapter 35: [R18 BONUS] You’re Mine, Only Mine
I clutched the bolster tightly against my body, burying my face in the fabric right at the crook of its neck. This long pillow I had sewn with so much care, night after night, so it would look exactly like Kuro — his shoulders, his chest, the exact shape of his face... everything.
"Kuro... my Kuro..." I whispered, my voice already trembling.
I breathed in his scent that I had imprinted into the fabric and immediately felt a heavy wave of heat rising from deep inside my belly. I was completely naked. My bare breasts pressed against the cushion’s chest, my sensitive nipples rubbing against the soft material with every small movement.
I started slowly grinding against it, wrapping one leg around the bolster. My soaked pussy slid along the fabric of its thigh, leaving a warm, slick trail. Each gentle rub sent little sparks of pleasure through me.
He’s mine. Only mine.
I glanced at the magical circle on the floor. Kuro was there, shirtless, training. His muscles flexed and shifted under his skin as he circulated his mana. Sweat glistened on his chest and abs. The sight made my heart race wildly.
"You’re so beautiful..." I murmured, kissing the pillow’s neck tenderly. "No one else is allowed to see you like this... only me."
My hips began moving more insistently, rubbing my swollen clit against the bolster. I was so wet it was dripping down my thighs. I slid a hand between us and gently touched myself, caressing my slick folds before slipping two fingers inside.
A soft, shaky moan escaped my lips as I slowly pumped my fingers in and out, imagining it was him touching me.
"Kuro... can you feel how wet I am for you? This is all because of you... only you."
I hugged the bolster even tighter, pressing my breasts harder against it while my fingers moved a little faster. My clit rubbed against my palm with every thrust. The tension inside me kept building, slow, hot, and delicious.
I didn’t want to cum yet. I wanted to stay lost in this feeling for as long as possible.
I gently bit the fabric at the pillow’s shoulder as I fingered myself deeper, my hips rolling against the bolster like I was really riding him. My moans grew louder, more desperate.
"Kuro... Kuro... I love you... I love you so much it drives me crazy... You’re mine... mine forever... no one will ever take you from me..."
The pressure in my core was growing stronger. I could feel a powerful orgasm approaching, but I slowed down on purpose, pulling my fingers back just enough to edge myself. I wanted to suffer a little more for him.
I pressed my forehead against the pillow’s face, eyes fixed on Kuro in the magical circle, and whispered in a hoarse, possessive voice full of obsession:
"You’re mine... only mine... and I’m yours... for eternity."
I couldn’t take it anymore.
Still on my knees and breathing heavily, I hugged the bolster tightly one last time before laying it down on the messy bed. I climbed on top of it, pressing my body against its length, and spread my thighs wide around it.
The moment my dripping pussy made contact with the fabric, a powerful shiver ran through me.
I started rolling my hips slowly, grinding my soaked folds against the bolster. My heavy, full breasts were squished against its chest, but with every movement they bounced and swayed heavily. Their weight felt deliciously obscene.
"Kuro..." I whispered against the pillow’s neck, my voice already hoarse with lust.
I glanced at the image in the magical circle. He was moving now, flowing through powerful, fluid motions. Every flex of his muscles made his sweat-glistened skin shine even more. The sight drove me insane.
My hips moved faster on their own. I rubbed my burning pussy harder against the bolster, leaving a thick, shiny trail of my juices on the fabric. My heavy breasts bounced and slapped together with every thrust. I grabbed them with both hands, squeezing them roughly while pinching my sensitive nipples.
The sensations were overwhelming. My pussy throbbed, soaked and hypersensitive. I pushed two fingers deep inside myself in one go, thrusting them in and out while I kept riding the bolster like it was really him.
"Haaah... Kuro... you’re so perfect..."
I arched my back, sitting up a little. My heavy breasts bounced freely now, jiggling with every roll of my hips. Sweat slid between them. I squeezed them harder, almost offering them to the image of Kuro in the circle.
My fingers moved faster, making wet, filthy sounds that filled the room. My swollen clit rubbed violently against the soaked fabric with every movement.
"You’re mine..." I panted, my voice growing more and more possessive. "Your body, your smile, your eyes... everything belongs to me. No one else has the right to look at you the way I do..."
I leaned forward again, crushing my breasts against the pillow, and bit softly into the fabric at its shoulder while speeding up even more. My thighs trembled around the bolster. The pleasure was building like a slow, crushing wave, growing more intense with every second.
I kept grinding frantically, my heavy breasts bouncing against him, my dripping pussy sliding nonstop over the cushion.
"Kuro... I love you... I love you so much it hurts..."
"It’s not enough... Kuro... it’s not enough!" I moaned in a broken voice, almost crying from frustration and overwhelming desire.
I sat up for a moment, panting, my thighs shaking. My heavy breasts rose and fell rapidly with each breath. I grabbed Kuro’s letter from the bedside table with trembling hands and quickly unfolded it.
I lay back down on the bed, spreading my legs as wide as possible, and placed the open letter on my stomach. With one hand, I slid two fingers back into my dripping pussy and started fingering myself hard. Right away, loud wet sounds filled the room: schlick... schlick... schlick...
I began reading the letter out loud, my voice hoarse and trembling, while masturbating harder and harder:
"I need you, Alice..."
My fingers thrust faster. My pussy made louder and wetter sounds with every movement. My hips lifted off the bed to meet my hand.
"Your smile..." I moaned loudly.
I arched my back, making my heavy breasts bounce. I tugged hard on my nipple, letting out a sharp cry of pleasure.
"Your impossible temper..."
My fingers were pounding me mercilessly now. The letter shook on my stomach. My juices were flowing everywhere, running down my ass and soaking the sheets.
"You in my life..."
I almost screamed the words, my voice cracking. I dropped the letter onto my chest and grabbed my other breast with my free hand, squeezing both of them hard while fingering myself like a madwoman.
"Kuro!!!"
I spread my legs even wider on my back. I imagined Kuro on top of me, staring at me with those intense eyes. With one hand, I kept thrusting my two fingers deep inside, curling them to hit that perfect spot. With the other, I kneaded and pinched my heavy breasts without mercy, making them bounce and jiggle wildly.
My hips bucked like an animal, slamming against my hand.
"Kuro... fuck me... take me... I’m yours!" I screamed between raw moans.
The wet sounds were deafening. My pussy was burning, clenching tightly around my fingers. My breasts were flushed red and extremely sensitive.
I kept reading the words over and over in a completely insane, obsessive voice:
"I need you, Alice... Your smile... Your impossible temper... You in my life... You in my life!!"
My body suddenly tensed like a bow. A devastating orgasm crashed through me. I screamed his name at the top of my lungs as my pussy spasmed violently around my fingers. A powerful, hot squirt shot out, soaking the bolster, my stomach, and the sheets in long, uncontrollable bursts.
Even after the peak, I kept moving my fingers slowly, prolonging the spasms, my body shaking uncontrollably. The crumpled letter was stuck to my sweaty chest.
Still gasping for air, thighs trembling, I whispered desperately:
"Kuro... come back to me... I’m going completely crazy without you..."
I was still lying there, panting, my body covered in sweat and my own juices, when I suddenly heard it.
From the magical circle, Kuro’s voice — soft, quiet, but perfectly clear — reached me like a whisper straight to my soul.
"Alice... I miss you."
My heart stopped for a second.
I sat up instantly, eyes wide. Without thinking, I crawled off the bed on all fours, the letter forgotten, and rushed toward the glowing circle on the floor. I knelt right in front of it, so close that my face was only a few centimeters away from the image. My breasts hung heavily, nipples still hard, brushing against the wooden floor.
Kuro was alone in the middle of the endless forest, sitting on a rock, eyes closed. He looked peaceful... but there was a faint sadness on his face.
He said it again, almost like a sigh:
"Alice... I miss you."
A broken, obsessive moan escaped my throat.
"Kuro..." I whispered, my voice shaking with pure madness and love. "You miss me? You really miss me?"
I couldn’t hold back anymore. I spread my knees wide on the floor, right in front of the circle, and slipped two fingers back into my soaked pussy. I started fingering myself hard while staring at him without blinking.
"Yes... yes... say it again... tell me you miss me..." I begged, even though he couldn’t hear me.
My fingers moved faster, making loud, wet, filthy sounds. My heavy breasts swayed and bounced beneath me as I rocked my hips. I leaned even closer to the circle, my forehead almost touching the magical projection, eyes locked on his face.
"Kuro... look at me... please look at me..." I moaned desperately.
I imagined him opening his eyes and seeing me like this — naked, on my knees, masturbating frantically while watching him. The thought made me lose my mind. I curled my fingers harder inside me, rubbing that sensitive spot without mercy.
"I miss you too... I miss you so much it hurts... I can’t live without you..." I sobbed while fingering myself even faster.
My juices were dripping onto the floor. My clit was swollen and throbbing. I used my other hand to rub it in fast, tight circles while my fingers kept thrusting deep.
Every time Kuro moved slightly in the image — the way his chest rose when he breathed, the way his muscles tensed — I felt another wave of insane desire crash over me.
"You’re mine... you’re mine... you’re mine..." I kept repeating like a prayer, my voice getting louder and more broken.
I was completely lost. My face was flushed, tears of overwhelming pleasure and obsession running down my cheeks. I pressed my breasts against the floor, nipples rubbing on the cold wood, while I kept fingering myself violently, never taking my eyes off him.
"Alice... I miss you."
He said it one more time.
That was enough to break me.
A devastating orgasm exploded inside me. I screamed his name at the top of my lungs as my whole body convulsed. My pussy clenched hard around my fingers, and a powerful, long squirt shot out onto the floor in front of the circle. I kept rubbing my clit through it, prolonging the pleasure until my vision went white and my arms gave out.
I collapsed onto the floor, face still turned toward the circle, breathing raggedly. My body was completely drained — legs shaking, chest heaving, pussy still twitching.
The last thing I saw before exhaustion took me was Kuro’s peaceful face in the forest.
A weak, loving smile appeared on my lips.
"Kuro..." I whispered one final time.
Then, completely emptied of strength, still lying naked on the floor in front of the magical circle, I fell into a deep, exhausted sleep — my hand still resting between my thighs, the image of him watching over me.