Summoner of Miracles

“...... ”

JOAN [Alter] 's sarcasm on his face stalled.

Looking at such an Alter, Lo Zhen gave a faint smile instead.

“You see, people here are upset, not just because they've been doing meaningless things, praying meaninglessly, living meaningless lives with meaningless beliefs, or because all of this is meaningless, but they can all smile sincerely and try to do all of this with great satisfaction. ”

“You see, Bedville was not upset because he was still stubborn even under those circumstances, but because he had clearly become like this, and he was still pursuing his dreams, pursuing his dedication, dragging his body here, and worrying about the people here regardless of his body. ”

“It all comes from envy and jealousy. ”

“Who makes the same dreams of shadows, they have things to do, things to pursue, and you have nothing? ”

Luo Zhen revealed things like this, one after the other.

Yes, it is.

That's why Alter is so irritable and grumpy.

JOAN [Alter] is really dreaming of shadows compared to the people here and Bedville.

Her hatred was false, because it was supposed to be something that Joan the Virgin deserved, and she was just a forgery, something that was compulsorily implanted in her spiritual base and had nothing to do with her.

She had nothing to do, and came to this particular point, with no goals, no tasks, just vaguely wandering.

Ordinary neutral followers are those who voluntarily summon the Holy Grail against the existence of followers summoned by the Grail to disrupt the order of singular points, with the mission of repairing singular points and saving the world and humanity.

And Alter?

She's not.

Da Vinci also said that only because of the commonalities between the Grail and the reality of Alter, a record that emerged from the Grail under collateral cause and effect, was not the object of the Grail's voluntary summons, not to mention the spiritual presence here for the sake of the world and humankind, but only once, a miracle that could not be repeated.

In other words, the advent of JOAN [ALTER] is only a coincidence, and there are no other factors.

As an accessory, she's a forger.

As an Ying Ling, she is a forger.

Life is a fake.

Hate is a forgery.

All of it, all of it, is a fake.

Sooner or later, she will disappear silently and there will be no possibility of coming back.

Compared to Bedville, compared to the refugees of this era, it is Alter who truly faces despair and cruelty.

Doesn't make sense?

In fact, JOAN [Alter] knows very well that his existence is the most pointless thing.

JOAN [Alter] 's discomfort and dissatisfaction with everything therefore stems from envy and jealousy.

This is the most fundamental idea of Joan Alter.

JOAN [Alter] wanted to rebut, but found himself unable to rebut at all.

There is no way, once rebutted, that Alter will reveal his heart, his emotions, and he will be unconvinced.

Now, Joan [Alter] looked at Luo Zhen, and his eyes filled with laughter.

“So?” JOAN [Alter] mocked: “Are you trying to pity me? ”

Rumor has it, Rojin laughed.

Smiled rather indifferently.

“How can that be?” Lo Zhenzhen said faintly: “I just think that you are just as dumb as that girl as you are to be stripped of your virginity. ”

“Silly?” JOAN [Alter] glanced at Luo Zhen.

Look, if the conversation doesn't go well, I'm afraid Ro will have to face the flame of this Avenger's cursed flag and be baked properly.

But Ro is fearless.

Just kidding.

“Not everyone has meaning at birth. ”

Luo Zhen looked at Alter and spoke plainly.

“Perhaps some heroes are born with a mission, and some children are born with high hopes, but likewise, some are born unblessed and unexpected, even Tristan, and there are many who look at the world with the same example. ”

Isn't that right?

Who was born destined to have meaning?

Some children are also abandoned and disgusted.

JOAN [Alter] is just like those people who were born, even if the hatred in their bodies is false, life is false, emotions are false, even existence itself is false, so what?

“The meaning of man was only later found, and only a small part of it was born meaningful. ”

Luo Zhen said this to Joan [Alter].

“How long were you born? You haven't found your meaning yet, and here you are, mourning yourself? That's really pointless! ”

So Luo Zhenzhen said that JOAN [Alter] was as stupid as the little village aunt who, even when sentenced to fire, still did not hate anyone, let alone consider herself a Virgin, but felt that she had too much blood on her hands in the process of saving France, and that was why that happened.

From this point of view, JOAN [Alter] is also a reversal of JOAN.

“The first thing you need to think about now is survival, and then you need to find the meaning of your existence. This is something everyone understands. Even abandoned orphans won't sit there waiting to be killed. Instead, even if you go through the trash can and pick up leftovers for others to eat, you won't think about the principle of life. It makes sense to look for yourself. Don't tell me that you're worse than ordinary human orphans. ”

When he heard it, JOAN [Alter] was silent.

Just because she's right.

And then...

“How can I survive if they can go through the trash can and pick up what's left to eat?” JOAN [Alter] scoffed at himself: "I'm not the one who can eat enough to go on living. At the end of this peculiarity, I'll disappear, won't I? ”

That's true.

It's not really hopeless. Who wants to give up survival?

JOAN [Alter] can only confess his life if he truly sees no hope.

But, um...

“Who says you'll disappear when this is over?” Ra is truly unthinkable: “Your existence is based on the destruction of human beings leading to a distortion of the common sense of the world, not a distortion of this particular point, which disappears after the end of this particular point, because you entered into a temporary contract with me, and in the case of a formal contract, you can come back with me to Caledy, even if it is a dream of shadows, at least, before the foundation of humanity is completely re-established, before you are repaired, can you survive? ”

JOAN [Alter] was completely stunned.

How can Alter not understand what this means?

“You...”

JOAN [Alter] wanted to say something.

But he shook his head and interrupted her.

“You don't have to decide now, you can think about it slowly.” Ro said, “Anyway, I think you can try this road. ”

After that, Luo Zhen turned around and left only JOAN [Alter] standing there, unresponsive for half a day.

And Luo Zhen, who had left without a head back, was smiling.

“As a result, I did not enter into a formal contract for the devotees, and I did issue an invitation for a formal contract for former enemies. ”

It's ironic, too.