Yu Ze left Ye's house, he returned along the original road, passing through this dilapidated old alley.There are few pedestrians in the alleys, only some old people sit at the roots of the wall and enjoy the sun.Some people will stare at him, but no one will call out his name.

Yu Ze's car was parked on the side of the road outside the alley.Yu Ze got in the car, and Song Yan was sitting in his car waiting for him.

"How is it?" Song Yan asked immediately.

Yu Ze shook his head. He wanted to say too much, but he didn't know where to start.He said: "Let's go to Yunshan."

Yunshan's red leaves are very famous locally, and many people will go to see them in late autumn.But now it's a bit past season, Yu Ze just wanted to go suddenly.

He drove himself and took Song Yan to Yunshan Scenic Area.

They did not go to the crowded temple, but walked up the mountain, chose a secluded viewing platform halfway up the mountain, and sat down to talk.

Song Yan admired: "The scenery here is more beautiful than I thought. I didn't expect to see the red leaves."

Yu Ze said: “When we were in school, we often came here for spring and autumn tours. In spring, there will be peach blossoms and crabapples, especially crabapples, which are also very beautiful."

Song Yan said: "I know the Drum Tower, the city wall, and the Fuyun Temple. If you don't bring me here, I really don't know the red leaves of Yunshan."

Yu Ze's expression was much calmer, not as gloomy as when he first came out of the Ye family.Now he just looked a little dazed and kept looking into the distance.

Song Yan asked softly: "Have you been here with him?"

Yu Ze came back to his senses. He forced a smile on Song Yan and said, "Yes. He and I are classmates, of course we have been together. His name is Ye Xingzhou. I always call him Xiaozhou."

Yu Ze finally started talking about this person, and Song Yan was inexplicably nervous.

Song Yan wondered, why is he nervous about a dying person?This man can't even be called his rival in love.But he can feel that this person is very important to Yu Ze.

"Is he your first love?" Song Yan asked.

Yu Ze said: “If it’s first love, it’s not, at best, some hazy affection. We have always been classmates and friends. When we were in middle school, we all wanted to be actors. At that time, we didn’t know that being an actor was so difficult to become famous. One thing. But Xiaozhou said I can do it."

Song Yan smiled and arched Yu Ze with his arm, and said, "Whoever sees you will think so. You are already shining in the crowd."

He is not a brainless compliment to Yu Ze, he has seen photos of Yu Ze when he was a teenager.

Yu Ze said, "Xiao Zhou was also..." He remembered the Xiao Zhou he saw today. He was weak and weak, and he was trapped in the bed, as if a random gust of wind would sweep him away. It was not the brisk running that was a decade ago. Jump and fight with him.

He paused and continued: "I was working in the theater at the time, and Xiao Zhou was practicing dancing in a nearby dance classroom."

Song Yan said: "Then you guys..."

Yu Ze said: "We didn’t pick it up, but we had a lot of happy moments at that time. Xiaozhou split a bit before me. We all expected that he would split into omega. When he split into omega, he used to treat me I said, looking forward to the day I split up, he will tell me a secret on that day."

He smiled at Song Yan: "Think about how shocked he was when he discovered that I split into omega. He never mentioned the secret again. I asked him once and he said he had forgotten. I think, The attraction between us just disappeared suddenly."

Song Yan now knows that this small boat poses no threat to him.But he hated this man inexplicably.

He said: "You have nothing wrong, nothing wrong!" He repeated it emphatically twice.

Yu Ze nodded: "I understand. We were all right. But I still felt guilty at the time. Later we were friends, but we didn't discuss the future together. We went to different universities and he had a real boyfriend, an alpha boyfriend. We gradually lost contact, and I never met him during the class meeting."

He let out a long sigh of relief: "This is the story between Xiaozhou and me."

Song Yan said: "These are all over. You have done nothing wrong and don't owe anyone. Don't be sad for him... I mean, he is sick, and I am very sorry. You are sorry for him and want to help him. It’s all normal. But don’t get hurt about this, I don’t want you to get hurt."

He wanted to say that if Yu Ze was injured, he would also be injured.

Yu Ze smiled at him: "I am not as good as you think. I am not injured, I am afraid."

Song Yan said, "What are you afraid of?"

Yu Ze said: "I thought about why I liked Xiaozhou at that time, perhaps because he was very similar to me. We were born in the same background, grew up in the same environment, and had fanatical and unrealistic fantasies. We were even too alike. In the end, they all split into omega. But in the end, my fate was completely different from his. I dare not say that it was all because of my hard work. I don't know how much luck there is. I have never felt safe. Seeing what Xiao Zhou looks like today, I even thought that this might also be my destiny. If I met a cunning and rude alpha before I became famous, if I missed the first role, I might be seriously ill now. , Can't afford the expensive inhibitor omega."

Song Yan said, "What are you talking about?"

This was probably the most confusing moment after he and Yu Ze were together.There are thousands of men and women, regardless of gender or attributes, who are attracted by Yu Ze's appearance. He bet that every night there are at least 100,000 people doing the spring/dream of Yu Ze's protagonist.

Not to mention Yu Ze's acting skills, soon after he appeared on the big screen, he conquered audiences and critics.It seemed that he took the actor as a matter of course, so easy.

Such a person said that he was insecure.Song Yan felt unbelievable. If Yu Ze was not his beloved, he would definitely say that this person was lying, even a little hypocritical.

"I advise you to look in the mirror?" Song Yan said.

He handed the phone to Yu Ze: "Because you should feel safe as long as you look in the mirror."

Yu Ze laughed out loud.He didn't expect Song Yan to understand this feeling, he himself sometimes felt weird and even regretted.Why no matter how many years in the past, this kind of anxiety has always entangled him.Sometimes he seemed to be still staying in place, staying on the night of the split, limp in the locker room, unable to move.

"I have to look in the mirror more," Yu Ze said, "Thank you, more witty than my psychiatrist."

Song Yan wanted to push Yu Ze out of this emotion. He said, "You still have me. I will hold you tightly. No matter what you become, I will hold your hand."

He took Yu Ze's hand and put it in his windbreaker pocket.

They blew the wind for a while on the mountain, until Yu Ze began to cough.Song Yan grabbed him and led him down the mountain. He even insisted on betraying Yu Ze for a while.

Yu Ze lay on his back and said, "Let me down or let your bodyguard come. I'm a little scared." Song Yan's bodyguard followed not far from them.

Song Yan said: "I said, I won't let you go!"

Yu Ze said helplessly: "No, I'm really a little scared. I think you are too tall and your center of gravity is a bit unstable."

Song Yan smiled and said, "Honey, you hurt me."

He memorized a short period of time, and when he got to the side of the road, he put down Yu Ze, finally ending the movement of showing affection more than real meaning.But Song Yan has this kind of magic power, and he also carries a joyful atmosphere in doing stupid things.Yu Ze was so tortured by him, it was really not as uncomfortable as when he went up the mountain.

When Yu Ze returned home, Song Yan was about to leave the ancient city—he could not stay here for too long.They agreed to see you in a few days.

Yu Ze's mother had a successful operation and went home to recuperate.She knew that Yu Ze had been to see Ye Xingzhou, and she was moved a few words.She didn't ask how much help Yu Ze gave to the Ye family, but said: "If you can, help. It's too hard to get this disease at a young age."

Yu Ze called Aunt Ye twice, helped her contact a doctor, and asked the assistant to help them rent a new house and change to a better environment.

Aunt Ye couldn't help crying and say thank you.

However, the public did not know what Yu Ze did to Ye Xingzhou, they only knew that Yu Ze and Song Yan were photographed again!