The place where he picked wild vegetables was where Fang Yan had been before.

Fang Honghua taught Fang's father and Fang's mother to recognize the appearance of wild vegetables, before bending over and starting to identify the wild vegetables among the weeds, picked them out and put them in the back basket.

Fang's father and Fang's mother were supposed to be scattered to other places to pick them, but until Fang had picked a lot of red flowers, they still stayed beside them. They seemed to be trying to distinguish the difference between weeds and wild vegetables. Above, the basket they were carrying was empty and there was nothing.

Fang Honghua bent over and picked some, then straightened up and asked straightforwardly: "Do you have something you want to tell me?"

Fang Mu suddenly looked at her.The expression is serious, not unexpected, as if ready.

That is indeed it.

Fang Honghua simply stopped and asked, "What do you want to say to me?"

"We want to tell you something about inkstone."

"Inkstone? Oh, you said Xiaobao."

Fang's mother emphasized the accent, and said one by one: "My inkstone, he is not called Xiaobao, he is called Fang Yan, his grandfather gave him the name."

Fang Honghua was stunned, and the smile on her face gradually faded.Fang's mother suddenly changed her attitude towards her. She was not stupid, and she probably understood what Fang's mother meant.It meant to tell her that she was soberly aware that her little treasure was already someone else's son.

But this is a fact that cannot be refuted. Xiaobao was originally not her child, she bought it with money, and was born in October.Although it was lucky to have been together for ten years, Xiaobao's biological mother came to the door, and Xiaobao had already left her.

Fang's mother didn't object to her calling like that before, because in front of Xiaobao, now that she left Xiaobao, she immediately came to correct her mistake.

Fang Honghua barely squeezed out a smile and nodded in response: "Yes, look at my memory, it's inkstone...inkstone, his name is Fang Yan."

Fang Mu let out a long sigh of relief.

She softened her tone and said softly, "I know that when the inkstone was with you before, although he was not very good, but he was very happy, so after he returned to me, he still thought You, this time I brought him here to see you. Although I hated you before, since Yan Yan likes you, as long as you don’t want to snatch him back, then I can try to accept you. ."

Fang Honghua hurriedly said: "Don't worry, Xiao... Inkstone is your child, I won't take it away. As long as... as long as you let me see him occasionally and talk to him, it will do. ...It's like today, a few months, no, a year! Come here once a year, and see him once a year, I can be satisfied."

Fang's mother did not answer.

Fang Honghua was startled, her voice suddenly weakened: "One year... can't it?"

"Of course I am not against him seeing you." Fang said: "But here is too far from the capital. It will take a whole day to come here. The transportation is inconvenient and the conditions are not good. You have seen it, and the inkstone is sitting. One day the plane and car came over and almost exhausted him. Today I saw him for the first time and got up so late."

"I...I can go to the capital to see him!" Fang Honghua said anxiously.

Although she had never been so far, she had never left this small village, the farthest place she went was the city, and no matter how far away, she had only heard of it from others.Although she didn't know how far it was to get to the capital, or how much it would cost to go to the capital, she could still give birth to the courage to leave her hometown for her son.Even though it was a place I had never set foot in, I didn't even know what danger was hidden.

"I am farming. I can earn a lot of money from farming and sell eggs every year. I can save money and spend more... Oh, now the inkstone is no longer by my side, and I don’t need to save him tuition. I can I save more than before. As long as I save, I will definitely save money to go to the capital." Fang Honghua looked at her hopefully and asked carefully: "At that time...Can you let me see him?"

Fang's mother still did not speak.

The light in Fang Honghua's eyes gradually dimmed.

The child belongs to others, and it is their business whether to agree or not.

But when she thought that she would never see the child she raised again, she felt a pain in her whole heart.

She lowered her head, twisted her fingers at the corners of her clothes, and saw her rough hands. With a second glance, she glanced at the hands of the opposite person who were more tender and tender than the 28th girl, and immediately retracted her eyes with inferiority.

The child she brought up is going to live a good life, and if she asks to see him again, it might be a burden to the inkstone.

Father Fang sighed, patted his wife on the shoulder, and said, "We don't mean to prevent you from looking at the inkstone."

Fang Honghua immediately raised her head in surprise, and quickly said, "You said, no matter what the request is, I will agree to it!"

"We don't have much demand, but you have seen it. The conditions here are really terrible." Father Fang said repeatedly: "We want you to go to the capital. I wonder if you want it?"

"Go to the capital?" Fang Honghua was stunned.

This is the answer she didn't expect.

She was born here, grew up here, spent more than 40 years here, and never left. She can tell every detail here, and always feel that she will always live here until I grow old until I die, and then just like the villagers, even the ashes are buried in this land.

She never thought of leaving here.

Fang Honghua opened her mouth, but there was no sound.

She did not dare to agree.

She knew that if she agreed, there would be an unknown and very difficult road waiting for her, which would subvert all her cognition and challenge her courage.

She did not have the courage to leave here.

"This is what my wife and I thought about for a long time before they came up with a good way for our two families." Father Fang said: "We also know that suddenly letting you leave your hometown is really difficult. But inkstone. His home is in the capital. Every time he comes here, he has to go through a long journey, which will only make him more tired. But if you also live in the capital, it’s different. You can see him at any time and when he wants to see you. It’s okay."

"Of course, it's not all for inkstone." Not long after staying here, Fang's father was keenly aware of the current situation of the village: "You live here alone, although there are other villagers to help, but no With the heirs, those people still look down on you a little bit. If you are willing to live alone, we don’t say much. It’s just that there are no children around and no other people to help. When you get older, it’s not easy to live alone. "

For single women without husband and children, in this village, they will be criticized by others.

Moreover, there used to be an adopted son to help, but now she is the only one to do everything, and she is too busy with many things.For example, empty water tanks, used up firewood.

She still has strength now, but when she gets older in the future, she can't even move the ground, and it becomes difficult to continue taking care of herself by herself.It’s easy to get sick when I get older, and if I have a headache, every house here is far away, even if I shout loudly, I can’t find anyone.

Raising children to guard against the elderly, she bought a child from a trafficker for this purpose.

"Inkstone is going to grow up. He definitely doesn't want to see you affected. But when he grows up, he will definitely stay in the capital. Even if he wants to take care of you, people can't do much in the capital. What, I came here a day’s journey, and it’s too late to help.” Father Fang said, “That’s why we thought, or if you move directly to the capital, not only Yanyan can often see you, but the family is together. We can take care of anything we need to help. In comparison, the capital is one of the fastest growing cities in the country. It is very convenient for everything. Even if you want to live alone, it is much more convenient than here."

"If you want, we can also help you live in the capital."