― ― How many times have I bitten helplessness?

I'll never forget it. I can't forget it.

The first time I realized my powerlessness was when I was only three years old.

He and his mother, who had been driven out of their existence as proof of infidelity, were hung around their necks and banished.

I thought it was the first time I had changed my name that day. The new name is number 23.

She was just staring at her mother, who had been bought with money and had been murdered in front of her.

I could only see my parents screaming and dying to protect their children.

――――

I think my throat is crushed. Only the bizarre sounds of dryness, like the way out of the rubbing wind, were spun from Nanica, who opened her eyes wide to look at us.

And then -- no, now.

The current tragedy is strong and stirring. I don't know why my mouth moves if I don't want to. I'm sure you know what's going on in front of you.

It's a different, ambiguous boundary.

I didn't know what was going on that day.

And yet, I'm desperately trying to stop what's happening in front of me.

Reach out.

Its thin, unreliable, nutritious and unsatisfactory fingertips are as young as dead branches.

I don't know what will happen when it arrives.

Otherwise, there is a sound.

The force that pushed open the eyelids gave rise to a light that opened her eyes.

Sunlight streaming in. Bedroom with canopy. Painful Randy.

"...... Yume"

It was a symbol of the standing of the Chamber of Commerce for itself, which was strongly held in the heart.

I think my eyes are blinking.

To say - dreams are regret, envy, and deep feelings.

Bite your teeth at the knowledge you've put on that fact.

Even though I don't care anymore

What's the matter with dragging past things like that?

Thinking about things that can't be changed, what does it make you feel?

That's why I was supposed to cut everything off and shake it off.

Your name, and then your hair.

And yet it's not like I'm dreaming like this, it's like...

"There's nothing I can do for you in the past."

I was able to take life today in a battlefield called the Chamber of Commerce.

That's what I used to be.....

――――

He said that he was not like Nanica, who kept looking at us with bloodied eyes.

Yes, because there was a heart that could only be preserved by insisting.

― ― Pasta house.

I jumped out of bed alone, remembering what I was going to do today.

Put your shoes on and go to the closet with your pets.

At the same time that it opens, it becomes a frown surface because there is no way.

From the majestic attire of the past (our ratio), to the cute children's attire.

I want to make it feel like I like Pasta-chan's clothes, so I'll ask a tester!

Somehow, the invincible member of commerce packed his clothes in the trunk and sent them back.

"...... Gugigi"

That said, I can't just leave my pajamas like this.

Several times the sound of the hangers rubbing against the sticks was heard, and she threw several clothes into the bed with a sigh.

As she leans down, she removes the buttons of her pajamas one by one.

When the underwear is finished, remove the camisole from the bottom drawer of the closet and let it go through the sleeve.

I don't have to tighten my chest, so I think it's time for something to change.

Given his current position, he said, "Well, this is a good deal."

So this is not a loss. Yeah, it's not a defeat.

The maid, the princess's clothes are so tight.

It's not a loss.

One of the clothes thrown on the bed is a one-piece type that wraps around your thighs.

It doesn't mean I don't wear a skirt or pants, but I do wear leggings.

Pale pink dress with black leggings. I didn't dislike the lace design with flowers on my ankle.

Speaking of dress pieces, the shoulders are exposed and the camisole shoulder straps can be seen. "Are you sure this is okay?" I heard that, but the invincible business member said, along with the invincible fashion person, that "the world will adapt if the pasta chan wears it".

I don't mean to be cutting-edge. I thought I would say that, but the current situation of pasta chan seeing the pastry on the main street reflected in the window of the Chamber of Commerce, the denial material was poor.

"There's more in the sleeve." I don't know what that means. "

Instead of my wrist, I think this sleeve that erodes to the back of my hand is very dirty and scraped off and seems to wear out quickly.

In the meantime, the pasta had to leave the room, as I would report it later in order to fulfill my job as a tester.

It's unusual for her to go outside at this time, as she's usually a little busy tidying up her papers in the room. The person will never admit it, even if he is unconscious for more than half a century - perhaps the bad dream has a strong impact on people's lives.

"--Today, there should have been a little more time."

Caring for flower beds and checking documents. Leafy was taken to the northern woods yesterday and asked about the gorillas.

Let's do what we can before the afternoon's schedule. With that in mind, she remembered something as itchy as a little uncomfortable.

And with just a few thoughts on the reason, I'm tonguing.

Unusual today, always alone.

That's why I burned my mouth with the hot lemonade that was made.

The flowers were in bloom.

Today's flowerbeds are also in good shape.

It's a stick to grip with a familiar hand. It looked like a skewer, and in one hand, she went into the flower bed.

The purpose is simple.

It is the elimination of insects.

Meow! This bug is... 40 points!!

{Yaah! Sister Koro, you got the highest score!!... how's Beato, sister? "

Why don't you bump into the princess for now?

Oooh... the princess doesn't like bugs, so she can beat them up.

Ah, that's right.

Beato, how many bugs are there?

What do you think?... I'll eat that leaf, so I'll give you zero points.

Leafy?

I wonder if I should feed him some worms.

... the exchange in the garden is revived.

”What, you don't like bugs either? Lilac-sama--"

Don't be with me.

"It's not that good......"

'Ah. But. Yeah. Right... fufu. Fine, that's going to be a fun conversation with Lilac, isn't it?

I guess so. I'll ask if I'm having any trouble talking to you.

I was uncomfortable, too, but he must be even more uncomfortable.

I let you accept that, and did you make any progress after that?

Oh, my God.

"Go away."

Place the leaf-eating caterpillar on the skewer and throw it in the distance.

Irritability has caused the flight to take longer than usual. I would have gone out on the street in front of my house, but I snorted, wondering if it was okay.

"Really, I'm upset"

This is my house.

A mansion that hasn't been around for a long time and shouldn't have given a damn.

And yet - wherever you look, someone's face comes back to life.

I can forget, everyone else envies me. Any memory, any past. Everyone who could talk felt terribly envious when they said, "I forgot."

Water

Get up and water the flowers.

A convenient world where you can easily pump water from the tap in the kitchen.

I came back to the mansion with my head, and first of all, I gently poured a circle of vases that bloomed by the window.

It was still blooming bright red today.

"--Do you remember everything?"

When I asked, I shook my head.

It's a stupid story. There is no way that the flowers will respond.

But I don't know why. I don't think this flower has blossomed beautifully since I remembered it all.

If it were such a beautiful flower, I'd have forgotten all the bad things--that's what I thought.

"I feel like I can remember everything."

"Ah!?"

If you turn around in a hurry, something hard will hit your head.

Before I could open my eyes, I noticed whose belly it was.

"What... what? Why?"

"Why is it this dialogue?" Even though no one was home, the door was open, so I ran around the mansion in a hurry. What can I do for you? "

"If you were sorry, it would be your timing." I was going back and forth between the garden and the kitchen. "

"What's wrong with you..."

If you look up, you'll wipe your forehead.

Running in such a tiny mansion, you're sweating, and you're a champion?

If you're looking for it in the first place, why don't you let it out first?

In general, if you are coming, you may contact me by coming.

Various words came out of my throat and I left.

"Yeah, but you are."

"What the hell?"

Glance at him, and the man who turned away will say:

"Clean up the room..."

"Ah...!!"

It was just for today.

I forgot to hit Leafy with the laundry. I left the room without putting it together. And besides.

Today, today's the day.

"Lie to me, that's what I do every day."

"It's really just for today!!"

"Yes, yes, I'll let you do that." I'll tell Leafy too. I want you to do your best instead of your unclean employer. "

"It's not like that!!"

But if you hit your stomach, it hurts as usual.

Even though the man in front of me is very nervous, he's always getting upset.

"...... that's how serious you really are?"

Pasta with one eyebrow raised looking down.

Usually, it's like, "I don't want to do that," or, "You're the one who's serious, aren't you?" or, "Well, you can take care of it."

If the woman in front of me is going to throw up, there's as much in her head.

And yet, I wonder what it is. Unusually, I don't say anything.

"I'm not going to make a fool of myself with just one cleanup."

Somehow, the hoof got worse and I said so.

That's right. The more you hit it, the louder it sounds. When that happens, it's like I'm blaming myself.

"... no."

Hmm?

Finally, the spun words are a denial that doesn't know what they're up to.

In front of the frown, the pasta gnawed.

“Irrelevant”

And there was an exchange that sounded when it was struck.

Houta is not sensitive to such conversational communication.

Rather, she is accustomed to the bargaining process - it is the first thing to notice the signs of losing.

If there is a denial that it is not, it is.

"You're irrelevant."

Say that it doesn't matter, and then break away from this topic.

Oh, no. Somebody's face is flickering today.

"Um... you..."

But, if you're thrown out, if you're not involved, you're rejected.

So, from the beginning, it wasn't like this.

Vaguely, the owl gazes at the flower that blooms by the window.

"It's none of my business about you." That's what it's all about, isn't it? "

“What's that?

"I don't know why I'm depressed by this." It's always hard. "

"Shut up!!"

Having said that, Huuta finally continued to look into the girl's eyes with her face raised.

"What did you say about your hands?"

Just saying it hurts, in addition to the phrase.

"But I'm still looking at you."

……

"If you say it's out of reach, wherever you go" "...... ah"

――――――

It reminds me of my open eyes. Once upon a time, memories were a dream of resentment.

I couldn't reach my extended hand. I don't know what will happen when it arrives.

Still, even if you're still watching it, it 's--

"...... why are you staring at the end?"

The question that was spun with the trembling mouth was certainly not addressed to the young man in front of us.

He said suddenly.

"You're worried, so you're sure."

- Far, far, heavy past.

I didn't know why he was looking at us.

I didn't know why that "Nanica" was a bloody eye, and she didn't turn away from us no matter what she did.

I didn't even try to understand it, it was engraved as a very scary memory. Though the facts are scary and the past cannot be changed.

"-Yeah."

As she murmured, she smiled as if her possessions had fallen.

……

Huuta, on the other hand, was a little stunned, and her smile immediately changed into her eyes.

"What the hell?"

No.

I turned my gaze to the red flower by the window to escape from her.

She murmured at the beautiful, poor, adorable flower.

"--I knew you'd remember everything."

That's why it's so beautiful.