Tensei Oujo wa Kyou mo Hata o Tatakioru

I repeat myself that I am not in love.

"Klaus"

I can't feel the malice in the leader's careless gaze and voice.Even though I couldn't find even the superior fragments, it was terribly unpleasant.

The feeling of wetness on my cheeks is depressing, and I feel uncomfortable while roughly wiping it.

Why are you uncomfortable?

He raised his face and saw the face of the man sitting directly opposite him.

Leonhard von Orsayne is a very uncomfortable man who is blessed not only with appearance and family character, but also with strength.

However, I will not bother with the high level of abilities I was born with.Without overstretching their efforts, the people below them also had the sincerity and seriousness to care about.

The point is, you're too much of a hateful man.

But that was my personal impression.

If I were asked if there was a shortage in entrusting Rosemary-sama, I would say no.

He is the most brilliant man in the country, and he has no problem with his personality.

Besides, I cherish Master Rosemary very much.

Without taking a step back from the threat of the Demon King, I heard that I had recovered Master Rosemary.

Unlike me, who was crawling through the ground until it was fixed, I was useless.

I thought about it as I twisted the edge of my mouth to make fun of myself.

I said I could do anything for that person, but I couldn't do anything.

I didn't even deserve to keep my mouth shut.I know you don't want that.

But why is it so painful for me?

Loss and deep sadness dominated the chest as if there were a hole in it.

Tilt your neck as you hold down your twitching and aching chest.

It's strange.

Since the long first love of my dear husband finally came to fruition, there's no reason to mourn if you want to celebrate.

I watched as Master Rosemary admired the leader.

I can think back as soon as I close my eyes.

What you were like when you just met.

When I was a little girl, Rosemary was very wise and mature, with a lovely figure like an angel painted on the church wall.

Just by smiling, everyone would kneel down and try to fulfill their wishes first, but with a noble appearance that doesn't use any weapon.

Even though he has a lot of knowledge and his head turns fast, he is diligent in reading books and asking teachers to teach him when he is free.

Without spoiling myself because I'm so admired by my brother, I'm thrusting my heart out for the sake of his future.And because of the straight roots, it's clumsy to hit and scratch directly from the front.

Everything is venerable and beautiful.

As soon as I was assigned to Rosemary-sama's dedicated bodyguard, I was intoxicated.

Since he was a humble man, I realized that every time I complimented him, he looked very unpleasant, but I didn't think to refrain from doing so.

The idea of making my husband feel uncomfortable is also in the corner of my head.However, it was difficult to resist the temptation that I was the only one who was able to draw such a look from a person who was not a junior nobleman but even a commoner.

Klaus

With a dazed face, sometimes with an angry face.

Every time you call me, the numbing joy fills my whole body.

Klaus

Rosemary, who had grown up a bit, called out to me worriedly.

When I think about it now, I repeat the mistakes that make me want to beat myself up, and you can trust me little by little.

Although she looks like a daughter of a deep window, there are some verses where Rosemary, who is actually a chunk of action force, thinks she has to solve any difficulty by herself.

I wonder how many times your heart has been crushed by the recklessness of your stampede.

Such a person has come to rely on him a little.

I am more proud of it than of my growth and promotion.

Klaus

Returning from a long journey, Lady Rosemary grew very beautiful.

It blossoms vividly without damaging its original beauty, as if its hard buds were falling apart.

Knowing the outside world, Lady Rosemary turned in a good direction.

The corner of the stubborn and clean area was removed, and it became flexible and strong.

I learned to rely on others because my shoulder strength was good.

The expression became richer and more beautiful.

Everyone looked back at the smile, especially if it was overflowing with joy...

……

Without a word, I put my strength into the hand that was pressing against my chest and stood up my nails.

I thought it was no good.

Before I understood it with my head, I heard a voice from the back of my heart asking me to stop.

Someone shouted, "Don't notice."

Dear Rosemary,

Dear Rosemary,

I've been longing for you ever since you were a child.

But don't worry. It's not an insubordinate feeling.

He is the most respectable of all.

Most precious of all.

If you can sacrifice and amulet beside me, I won't ask for more.

If you're happy.If you're healthy and laughing, then that's it.

Klaus

"...... ah"

I wanted to disappear with a smile on the back of my eyelids and covered my face with my hands.

The liquid flowing from your eyes slips through your fingers and falls off.The back of my eye was hot and I complained of a dull headache.

The roar of the beast and the sobbing rose from the depths of your throat.

"I'm not in love."

I repeated it like a curse with a faint voice.

This is.

There is no such thing as this. There can't be.

I didn't need any shards for Rosemary's glorious future.

You must stop breathing before you are noticed.

Not for anyone, but for me.There will be no sadness in the future, to be next to him.

I don't need this.

"Falling in love--I can't fall in love with you."

The real truth that couldn't be suppressed fell to zero as it became a voice that spat blood.

The head of the regiment looked at me in tears without saying anything.

How long has it been?

The tears kept flowing like an idiot, but by the time they calmed down a little.

The leader opened his mouth in astray.

"... I don't care if you hate me, but..."

The leader of the group delimited the words once, putting it forward in a harsh manner.

"... if I were to lose the princess, I thought you would be the most likely."

"... what about you?"

I was distracted by the commander's words of being taken away while distorting my face, but the words that followed were more shocking.

I think with a dumb head.

Speaking of dislikes, it is true.It is too much to say when both feelings come to mind.

Moreover, even assuming "if" seems to have been disliked, narrowness and arrogance are hidden around the area just in case.

Perhaps this man, Leonhard von Orsayne, smells more of a human than I thought.

"The princess is relaxing her shoulders just in front of you." It's closest to the element. "

Unwillingly, she said that with a face that seemed to add.

"If you're the opponent, the princess will scold and get angry without getting rid of it."...... I'm sure they'll show you how to sneeze and stretch. "

The leader, who dropped his gaze to his feet, uttered a monologue.

It seemed to me that his words, which seemed to have nothing to do with it, were genuine.Even the words "I envy you", which were added in a small voice, didn't bother me.

I don't think you can afford to be a winner or be a fool.

I knew from the bottom of my heart that the only man Rosemary ever loved.

I'm not worthless to Rosemary.

It is valued in a different sense than the leader of the group.

Believing that, my heart was lightened.

I thought I was rewarded.

Wipe the wet cheeks with the hand wipe that was still handed over.

The tears had never faded anymore.

"That's right. I've been around all this time, so I know a lot of Rosemary who doesn't know the leader of the regiment."

……

The face of the swaying leader grew steeper and steeper.

You're so narrow-minded, really.

When I realized that I was standing in the same place and swinging in the same direction, rather than looking down from a height, there were a lot of things that I could see.

"Klaus. He's called Klaus without a title."

…………

”When I'm next to the leader, I feel nervous and tired, but when I'm with you, I'm distracted and sometimes sleepy.”

The wrinkles between the foreman's eyebrows were getting deeper and deeper.

"You... you have a good personality, don't you?"

"" "" "" "" "" "" "" "" "" "" "" "

When he replied with a beautiful smile, the leader shut up for a few seconds before exhaling a long sigh.

Grumbling in your chest.

Ah, at the same time as Lord Rosemary's enthusiasm, the Kingsguard will resign, so please hire him at Count Orsayne's house.

"No."

The chest was sharpened by the suddenly flattering leader of the regiment.

It's much better than saying 'welcome' with a gentle face.

Much more than the attitude that it can't be an enemy or an obstacle.

Which is better, to ask Rosemary directly?

It was ridiculous and irresistible to have a face that seemed to crush bitter insects even more.