Tensei Oujo wa Kyou mo Hata o Tatakioru

A gentle breeze blows through.

I turned to look at the blonde dancing at the edge of my eyes, like I was chasing after them.What I thought was an out-of-season butterfly was the hair of a girl walking next to me.

Platinum blonde waves gently as she walks, glittering in the sunshine.Her pale eyes also seemed to shine beautifully in the sun.

The pale red lips appear well on the white skin with good blood color.An adult dress with a dark red floral fabric and black laces, wrapped in a thin body, suited her well today.

Nebel's treasures, the jewels of life, are so painful that I know how people feel.

The first person I saw in a long time had grown dazzlingly into a beautiful girl.

I feel like I've gone farther than I've ever had enough tall flowers.

Georg-sama?

"... yes?"

I was dumbfounded, and my poor voice drew me back to my consciousness.

Looking at Marie-sama with a slightly troubled smile as she bounced her shoulders at Daewoo.

I dug a hole and wanted to fill it.

Why am I always like this? [M]I feel like I'm showing the worst in front of the one who wants to see the best outfit.

When I fell down on my red face, I realized that Marie-sama had become even more troubled, and I didn't know what to do anymore.

In the process of being taught work by my father, the head of the Marquis family, I met countless people in the social world, at my uncle's workplace.

No matter how old or young, no matter how noble.I have met and spoken with various people and sometimes crossed dangerous bridges.I cut through them with my uncle's and father's trained brains and speech skills.

But now, none of my memories are useful.

Always. I'd be the most pathetic man in the world in front of Marie.

I can't help being scared that words will come out of her mouth that hate this time with me. [M]I can't stand up if they tell me I want to go home.

Now, just one sigh from that little lip is enough, and I'm sure I'm fatally wounded.

But Marie-sama didn't want to go home against my expectations.And I didn't even have to rush.

As if there was no awkward silence, he talked normally.

My brother came home the other day.

"Ah, yes, it seems that His Highness Johan has returned home after completing his studies in the Kingdom of Vint.It was a sudden story, so I was surprised. ”

Marie nodded with a pleasant expression.

"That's right." I seem to have come back after a lot of difficulty, and I've only been in the office for a while. "

Marie laughed mischievously as she took over the work she had left behind and seemed to be doing the same for me.

I also smile in the form of being caught. [M]

Yes, I didn't fall in love with his beautiful appearance.

I was attracted by the kindness that cares for others as if they were breathing.

"Johan knows a lot of foreign stories because he knows a lot of merchants.I'm looking forward to hearing a lot from you from now on. "

And then, I was curious.

Even if the noble lady seems bored, she will shine her eyes and listen with pleasure.

Marie-sama has long been interested in foreign cultures.

"Yes, very much."

“I'm always amazed at Marie-sama's wealth of knowledge.”

“Just showing what's in the book, I don't know it myself.”

I prefer books to dresses and jewels.

A knowledgeable but never overpowering place.

Marie-sama's eyes suddenly looked like she was looking into the distance.

"I really want to go and see for myself."No one can see it, but the view is just like it is. "

In fact, it's a chunk of action.

Her eyes narrowed as she dazzled with a straight look that hadn't changed since she was a child.

Marie-sama smiled bitterly when she noticed my staring.

You're disqualifying the princess for making such a statement.

Please keep quiet and shrug your shoulders.

While pure and straightforward, I don't lose sight of my position.I laugh and deceive because I know that if I act freely, it will affect my surroundings.

Every time I learned about your strength and weakness, I felt irresistible.

"It's because of you... I..."

Huh?

She stopped her legs and muttered in a faint voice.Marie stopped to imitate me and retorted words that had never reached her.

Now that you are reflected in a cloudless pale, you can go on forever.

With such an unfulfilled wish, I open my mouth. [M]

Such a disqualified princess was dazzling to me

"... eh"

Lady Marie's eyes curled up as if she had been struck by voidness.

"Beautiful, cute, knows everything, and is gentle with it.For a little me, you were like a goddess. "

"Eh, ah, eh?"

The white skin is twisted and colored.

You'll be tired of hearing rhetoric, but I love the innocence that comes from such awkward words.

Eyes narrowed and corners of mouth raised.She whispered softly to reveal her secret.

"My first love is you."

Marie opened her eyes wide in surprise and hardened.

After a moment of blankness, my face was dyed bright red.

I am also surprised at the reaction. [M]

I'm glad that many men are kneeling and begging for love, without laughing at the impossibility of confessing, which fascinated me with memories.

The shy, skinny child I was at the end of my heart laughs.

"I'm glad I fell in love with Marie-sama."

"I heard you were going to be engaged."

Marie-sama's face hardened in bright red, and she blinked.

The flow of talk has suddenly changed, and I guess I can't catch up with it."Yes," she affirmed, puzzled.

Don't let the pain mix in a bit.Don't distort your face.

I smiled with all my spiritual strength.

"Congratulations."

Marie-sama's expression relaxed as she blessed me with a full smile.

Even though it's a good time to joke about it, don't blame it.From her understanding that it was only a story of the past, she even felt at ease.

Thank you very much.

A smile, a little... a little bit heartbreaking.

But more than that, there was pride.

"Please, be happy."

I'm glad that I didn't do anything to damage the heart of my beloved in the orgasm of happiness.

Get in the carriage and sit down silently.

My uncle in the opposite seat glanced at me, but he immediately turned his gaze back out of the window.The carriage ran out as soon as it cared about the flowing silence.

I listened to the sound of the wheels slipping through the cobblestones, and I remembered what had happened before.

I was able to convey my feelings to those who have always liked it, in whatever form it was in the past.

I think it is good that it is not played as a joke, but it is tightened with a weight that does not become a burden on the other party.

I could say it all without chewing it, and I could give it as a gift.

You can tell me you've done well.

I nodded and looked up out the window.

Like my feelings now, a clear, clear sky was spreading out.

"............"

A rain grain strikes the back of my hand on my lap.

Even though there are no clouds in the sky, and it is still indoors, the rainfall will not stop but wet my hands.

Why, no. This is the last one.

I don't like the way it ends when I'm not dressed like this.

You can't be like this, even if you want to be a man who can one day be proud of being my first love.

I covered my face with my hands to hide it, but the bamboo fell to zero.

"... I can roughly imagine what you're thinking."

My uncle, who had been silent until now, quietly told me.As I peered through the gap between my fingers, my gaze was still looking out of the window.

It must be my concern not to look at me. [M]It was about my nephew who was exposing his pathetic figure.

"Georg is a good dresser."

Contrary to his gentle and gentle appearance, he had an unusually gentle voice from his harsh uncle.

"No matter what anyone says, he's a proud nephew."

"...... ah"

She bites her lips tight and swallows.

I want to say that even though I usually get a merciless criticism, don't be gentle at a time like this.

I'm going to cry a lot. I don't want to expose my pathetic parts anymore.

Well, it's a little crafty right now, though.

I laughed at my uncle, who added with a teasing smile, and cried.

It's annoying.

"Cry as much as you like and get over it properly.Then the time you spent thinking of Marie-sama wouldn't be wasted.It will feed you in the future. "

…………

I nodded tinyly as I fell down.

The pain in my chest is still too vivid to even show any evocative signs.

I didn't have any expressions, tricks, or words that I thought I liked in the past.

Someday, a white handkerchief will cover my vision of the future.

Through the handkerchief covered from overhead, I was lightly beaten on the head to indulge.

"Good luck, teenager."

"... it smells old."

I wipe off my uncle's hands and wipe his tears.

The dull and painful head, on the other hand, was a little refreshed.