Tensei Shitanode Tsugi Koso wa Shiawasena Jinsei wo Tsukande Misemashou

Even now, one night after His Highness's Birthday, in my mind, the events of last night took turns occupying thoughts.

"Lisbet-Adelchan. Please, will you be the companion of this Eurice '

"I, as one man... want you"

My whole body blushes for no reason that my skin can beat the confession of two vividly resurrected fevers. I haven't looked in the mirror, but maybe right now I'm so wide of Zhu that I can't even beat my own eyes.

My whole body is hot, my thoughts boil. I even had the illusion that they were whispering alternately, and I even remembered being dazzled by the grid of too much shame.

Your Highness wants me, and Jill wants me, too.

They both like me. I want it as a woman.

... His Highness knew. There was strong surprise and hesitation because I knew, and shame was there. I even thought the time had finally come.

That's why I never thought Jill would confess to following me then. I didn't have a clear certainty, even if I did, so I just thought it was something that still had warm days to go on, though.

... I can't believe you want me to do this to Jill.

Since when did you start pointing a feverish eye at me?

Now that I realize what it means, I can somehow tell that that one was craving me as a man, but I wonder if I've been snuggling around without knowing it.

Hold him, kiss him on the cheek, stick him in his bedtime clothes, and fall asleep right in front of Jill.... Even if it's safe because I slept on Jill's side probably when I'm not feeling well, it's also a convincing distance for Jill to reputation as defenseless.

I wasn't thinking about anything because I was happy to have Jill on my side at the time, but I don't care what you think, it's out.

Though it was good because Jill did nothing with reason, imagining what he was thinking inside of it would make shame rave around and roll over the bed and try to dissipate once again. As much as I want to say "notice" or "think about some more contact" to myself in the past.

But Jill's side probably won't ask because she likes it. I realized Jill's affection, which is why I can say it objectively.

Jill sees me as a girl.

That means you want more than just me and a kiss or a hug, that's why. So I got upset when I hugged him so much, I put a kiss mark on him, for a reason. At that time, Jill was... you know, greedy, right?

... No, I've been thinking about it and I'm getting my head around it. I always only see her as a squire, but Jill sees her as a woman.

I didn't listen to my head or my head, and when the confession plays, I just have to scratch the algae.

I can't go to work with this face, and I can't work.

I feel kind of guilty, though I don't have to go to the Magic Institute every day. I can't believe Cecil, who lives in the Basic Demonic Instruction Institute, has a lot of work to do, but I'm the only one taking a break from this mental problem.

But I'm embarrassed to be spotted, so I just have to pull it off. If they point me out, I can't hide it, because I seem to be easy on my face. That tells the story of the fever that still lingers on this cheek.

Was it just a little resistant? Though heat doesn't come out like then, in my head, when the two confessions are played back and I can't think well.

I don't feel like eating breakfast, I just have to pull into your room without having a conversation with Maria. I don't want to leave as much as I can because I could run into Jill if I go outside the room. Because I don't know what face to look like when I see you.

"Liz, are you awake?

Even in bed. Soft voice for me to hang from outside the room.

I don't want to go to work, I don't want to have breakfast. You must have cared about me and come to see how things were going. My mother is attentive, so she must have seen something wrong with me since last night.

I'm ashamed to be seen in this state, but I didn't like to drive my mother back to the corner, so I replied, "I'm awake, please".

I'm not too reluctant because I'm family, just that voice. My mother slowly opened the door...... she looked at me stuffy in bed and circled her eyes.

"Oh, my face is bright red"

As my mother pointed out, my face is so red that I can't beat the boiled octopus.

The mother I've visited seems to enjoy why. You don't even feel sure you're spotted.

"... never mind this"

"Hehe, you're like a girl in love, aren't you?

That's how you threw a sharp pointer at my mother to exhale. You said take off your hat, or you thought it was amazing what a woman looked like again. Sometimes it just means I'm easy on the face.

"It's like, I guess not.... What's bothering you today? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

Mother walks slowly to the bed where I am with a gentle smile. I don't try to force myself to ask, it only gives me freedom of choice.

I've been worried about you like this since last night, and I'm sorry about Maria. Plus, there's same-sex stuff, and I even thought it would be easier to say it than to keep quiet all the time.

I'm ashamed to let my real mother talk to me like this, but my mother is the only person I can talk to right away with Raw Hate. Maria will really get a response from the servant's eye, so I think my mother, who will look at me objectively, is the fitter.

"... won't you tell anyone else?

"Yeah, there's no reason to talk about my daughter's problems."

"Even to my father?

"If Liz wants me to keep it to herself, of course"

I'm kind of very relieved of my mother leaving it to my autonomy, and I sit on the edge of the nodding bed saying, "Well..." My mother also came to peek into this side to sit next to me and encourage me.

"... to His Highness and Jill, at the same time..."

"You've been confessed."

I follow and consult with a small voice, but even if I didn't say everything, there was a point of agreement between my appearance and half the words. I just broke it off lightly.

Would you say that your mother's inquiry was terrific, and you thought this would happen in the first place? I've talked about it before, and unlike the fact that I've shaved my eyes with extreme dullness, my mother may have been watching from the outside and noticing Jill's love affair early.

Still, being spotted is embarrassing, and the cheeks reheat again. My mother's cheeks are also broken if she agrees with me first. Instead of teasing me, I was smiling "Oh well," with a relaxed exclamation.

"So you're worried because you don't know what to do. Heh heh, come on."

"Damn, please don't tear it up"

"Hehe, I'm sorry"

Mother with a grin that rang her throat and still maintained her elegance.

I've never seen my mother in such a hurry. Always relaxed, eagle fried or large vessel...... horns on a raven, someone not disturbed. That would be a great thank you to me for listening.

Don't deny it, don't affirm everything.

I don't feel like you're good at hammering or wanting to be sweet. You're good at maintaining a sense of distance that you want to talk to from yourself.

"Liz, what do you want?

"... I don't know, I'm in trouble"

"And so is that...... then what shall we do?"

What do you want me to do?

If I knew, I wouldn't be bored to this point. I don't even want to hit my mother eight times, but I'm so worried that I can't grasp my feelings.

I'm glad you two liked me. That is the undisputed truth. There's no reason why someone close to me likes me and doesn't like me.

So how do we respond?

This is where my thinking stops. I don't hate them both, and I prefer Ning Lo. I also know it's a lovely lord.

... What do I want to be with them?

If I am united with His Highness, I will have to behave as queen in the future. Personally, it's not very desirable, but I prefer an individual named Eurice, and I think he's a very good person out of position.

If Jill is tied, in this case, whether I go to Jill or Jill enters his son-in-law will be a horn, and he will no longer be a subordinate. I like Jill, but I was still worried about whether that was something of the opposite sex.

... I can't make a clear distinction between this emotion because I've been with you since I was a little girl. I don't know where to base it.

I guess this is why they say I'm young. I can't believe I don't know how to fall in love at this age.

My mother looked at me with her lips tied together without haste. I guess you're waiting for me to speak for myself.

... and my mother wondered why she chose her father. I have heard that this combination of beauty and talent, precisely the talented mother, was often told by the Lord.

If that was all men were courting, maybe there would have been someone better than my father if only on terms.

"... my mother is"

"Hmm?"

"How did Mother feel when she confessed to Father"

In the end, that's probably what I want to know. How did it feel to be told directly from the front that you liked it? I don't know the answer to that part, but I think it's there.

"Oh, heh... hey, I wasn't about to confess at first. 'Cause, Velph, your stepfather and I had a fight and we were all scratched."

Once my mother told me, the noise of the proposal.

That I fought with your grandfather and asked for your mother, even though she was covered in blood.

"So, I got better and they said it again, and I really thought it would be good for me. Because he's the Marquis' son, isn't he?

"... weren't you happy?

"It was a pleasure. That's why I was in trouble, and I could see Velph being badly told if he was tied to me, a weak aristocrat. I was forced to kiss you, and I got angry."

"Still, you chose your father."

"Yeah. Something I liked. Besides, Verph said, 'Don't stick around because it's good. Let me know how you really feel. If you accept me, I will protect you from anyone, and I will make you happy'. Heh heh, there's no way I'm not gonna snort when you say this."

My mother, who soothes her eyes happily by dyeing her cheeks rosy, is sure to be poor and beautiful no matter who sees it. I say it doesn't matter how old you are to fall in love, but I'm sure that doesn't change being a mother. My mother has always fallen in love with my father and loves him.

... I envy my mother like that and it's dazzling.

"That's all Velph meant. He doesn't usually say that."

"... Mother, are you happy?

"Of course. I had three cute kids tied up with someone I liked."

"... is that right?"

As much as I don't have to ask, my mother loves her father. My father also loves my mother and lives happily leaning on each other.

No matter what anyone says, you two are happy.

Can I, like the two of us, feel that way and build a family? Your Highness, or with Jill. Can I just love you of my own free will, regardless of my duty or position?

... If that happens, I wish.

Kew, and to me gripping the sheet and leaning down, my mother just smiles beautifully.

"It's Liz who decides how to respond, but you just have to be honest with Liz's feelings. Do you think Liz could have that kind of relationship with His Royal Highness Eurice or Jill?

To His Royal Highness Eurice and Jill, and to the couple.

"I can't give you an answer. Liz's emotions. That's why you should worry about it. And no one complains about the conclusion that I've drawn."

"... Yes"

Often a man asks for a solution to consult and a woman says she asks for empathy...... I guess that's not wrong. I just asked my mother to talk to me, and I had some time to sort out my mind and spare.

Of course, I haven't got the answer yet and I don't know. But I've got enough free space to think about. Whether I see His Highness and Jill as men, like them or want to be husband and wife... I can afford to just stare back at it.

"... Liz is a girl too, parents are leaving early"

"Mother"

"You're gonna pick someone you think will make you happy, aren't you?

"Yes."

Nodding, my mother stroked my head with a beautiful grin that didn't make me feel old.