Tensei Shitanode Tsugi Koso wa Shiawasena Jinsei wo Tsukande Misemashou

My mother said, do as I please. He said he would support me on my chosen path. If I'm going to be happy, that's fine.

... So can I be happy if I choose between the two of them?

Maybe, given your position, it's Jill, not Your Highness. I don't have enough weight to be royal and do my duty, and I don't like being exposed to people.

And I... I'm sure you'll remember the sense of obstruction, loneliness, and jealousy that you have to prioritize the people.

I know by reason that the king has no choice but to give top priority to the country and the people, and I think he's right. But as a wife, I'm sure she's proud and lonely and jealous.

I'm narrow-minded.... you'll just want me to see it. Even if it didn't deserve it.

Jill would just look at me.

In that regard, Jill will make you happy as a woman. It leans against the side and protects me. That's all I think about being the supreme happiness as a woman.

So do I like Jill in the first place?

Of course, I like it.

I don't like being touched, and I like being on your side. It's embarrassing to be seen as a woman, but I don't hate it, and I don't hate being kissed. But I stopped to see if I wanted to go further.

Do you want to have a deep relationship with Jill? Do you want to be in a relationship between a man and a woman? So, my thoughts have stopped.

'Cause I can't imagine Jill and I would... things, things like that.

Unlike modern society in nobility, it's normal to stay clean until you marry, and once you get along nicely, the goalie is normal. The redo basically doesn't work, and the idea is that you're sorry to flush multiple and floating names. Even if it does, it doesn't happen so many times because of their scandal or the convenience of the house.

So if I choose one, I will marry as I am, and I will build a family.

... I can't imagine getting along like that with that Jill I was with...!

You can imagine a kiss or a hug, but if you try to imagine more than that, you will suffer from shame. I can't imagine being sexually touched because it always felt like treating me like a child.

Jill said she wanted me as a man, so naturally she also wants that kind of act...... just trying to imagine it is going to blow fire out of her face and give up.

Though I could only afford to think about it, I thought about it and the annoyance made me wander around. Even if I manage to suppress it, my head is scratched by the fact that the dialogue is rebuffed at will in my brain. It's adorable when it comes to occupying your head about Jill and His Highness, but you actually say you're bored with shame.

I'm the best at what I do, so I can't really consider the feelings of the two of you. You shake one in the first place if you choose, so you hurt it either way.

It's troubling, as always, the days of disturbing the sheets, but it returns to me the sound of knocking on the door.

I had a good breakfast today, and I can't believe I went out of my way to visit my room. Something like Ruby or my mother. You're pulling a little. You must have come to show me your face.

I didn't even feel like dealing with it underneath, and when I got up, I called out "please come in"...... when it came to my mood when the reply I got back was a sweet bass that I was "awed".

Why did you reply without checking someone?

Even while I'm freezing on unexpected visitors, the door opens and Cui enters my sight.

Put a teapot and cup on the tray, and transfer your gaze to me with the same graceful smile as usual. I put a tray on the table saying "I brought you some tea" to change the quality to just a little fun or a pranky grin.

Why am I such a wolf when the person who was the culprit of the troubles and confessed is so snug?

"I don't care if you're that conscious."

"Yes, because... Jill did"

Jill also smiled softly at me trying to hide in sheets because I couldn't get my gaze on her. However, shame is doubled because it is something that you can look at with a smile that you love rather than be shy or something.

"You don't mind treating me the way you've always been, do you?

"Please don't force me to say it!

I've come to make such a fervent confession, and it's impossible to push the challenge too far to treat a human being who has come to kiss me as normal. I just want you to praise me for not getting away with it, but if Jill's going to praise me now, I'm going to explode with shame.

Nice to see you, kid. I can't stand Jill's tender, febrile eyes. Around your cheeks, you will have the twitching fever on your face.

I honestly just want to hang around because even I look adorable like that. Here's the thing, my eyes feel adorable about girls, and I'm so embarrassed.

"I blush my cheeks consciously. You're really cute too, but as far as I'm concerned, I want you to treat me like you always do,"

"Oh, I said that... because Jill..."

"It's a little late to be conscious as a man, isn't it?"

I'm very weak when they point that out, but I think Jill is also responsible for this.

Jill has treated me like a child, too. The spoil was done continuously, so Jill just said he saw me as a child, too. Besides, even though we've been friends since we were little kids, you wouldn't think I'd see you as a woman now.

"I thought you were a man for a long time, but I didn't think Jill was looking at you as a woman."

"... Still dull, right?"

'Cause I've been with you since I was a little girl, and I don't think that's what you think.'

"Well, I've certainly been on your side since Master Liz was a little girl. I know when I was stomach and sleeping and I thought I was afraid of ghosts, pushing me around at night, climbing trees and hooking me up to branches and I couldn't get down and crying."

"Forget that! Why are you digging back!

If you hang a giggle on Jill, who personally keeps up with all the red shame incidents, giggle at her throat, giggle.

I can't say it back too badly because I can tell right away that this is a tease.... because I can see them definitely outweighing the objections. I don't think I can beat Jill in argument.

"That was childish and smiling. … Still, I see you as a woman now"

My breath becomes irregular and clogged for a moment by words as heterosexuals mixed together unwillingly. Know it or not, Jill sits close to me on the edge of the bed.

"Master Liz is feminine and has become beautiful. I'm afraid the contents have become a little innocent."

The sheets that I was clamping on slipped off my head.

To me standing and solidifying in front of me, Jill occupies my sight with a calm but lustrous glance and grin.

I didn't get kissed, I didn't get extremely close, but when I bowed my back, my eyes were nailed to the way I mouthed my hair.

My whole body will be lit by the feeling of shame, creepiness, and itching that came in one tempo late, even unsaid. I know it was intentional, but I can't resist the shame.

Jill shoots me through with some intoxicated, happy glance, close to snoozing with Jill.

Jill won't stop me, even though my heart hurts like it was ejected by it and I can't help but be hot. He was sending a smile and gaze to include the colors he seemed to love on the front of Ningro.

"… Jill has become a sag"

"Dear Liz, it's exclusive, isn't it?

"That's the place!

"It's true, but you've never seen me say anything other than you, have you?

"Well, that's true."

"I'm a long way more than Liz thinks I am."

It's something that gives me a sweet word and a grin to exhale, so I also feel like I'm going to be filled with something sweet up to the back of my chest. I don't have heartburn, but like this, do you have an itch and shame that is hard to brush?

This is the first time Jill has been told straight to this point, and there is no reason for me to be intolerant of this kind of rhetoric without having much to do with men in the first place. To a sweet, feverish whisper, my capacity, etc., immediately exceeds its limits.

Whether you complain or say anything, all you have to do is squeeze your chest clogged and shut up at all costs to take the given word.

"Heh heh, those places are adorable too."

"... Huh... Jill is"

"Yes."

"What does Jill like about me?"

... Always, love is whispered in cute and such terms, but what the hell does Jill like about me?

I intend to be impeccable in my position and abilities. He's the eldest daughter of the Marquis family, and if it's just magic, he's the top... because he seems to be. As a blood muscle, it is also thick and strong as a family line of magicians.

The appearance is, well, inherited from my parents' blood, and I'm pretty much in order, and there's so much to be told... is there? Maybe I'm not that hot because I don't have a lot of those occasions.

But I don't even think I'd look there just for Jill.

If so, where did you get attracted to me?

"Master Liz's, is it?

"So, because at Jill's age, it would be easier to look at adult women. Why me?"

That's where I doubt it in the first place, because eight is different, so it would be normal to choose an adult beauty over a tiny one like this. And yet, I'm the only one who's seen it for a long time, I can't believe it.

"Hmm.... that's right... it's hard to tell where."

If you were wondering if there was any clear reason, Jill's response would be very vague.

... and I was very disappointed.

Jill smiles at me after figuring out my expression, aware of the brows that come naturally by and trying to calm down and release the strong tension.

"It's adorable to trust me and treat you innocently, and I want to protect you from the unexpected brittle and weak. I also like the fact that it's kind but not all of it spreads charity, and for important things, it's ridiculous and cute to decide to be ready. It's dangerous to be terribly defenseless against people you trust, but that's also Liz's charm. The side that made me live with my childhood and adulthood is fascinating, and if you ask me what I like, I'm in trouble... all in all, I like someone named Liz."

"Ya don't have to tell me after all!

...... but I wish I hadn't been disappointed! They're so naturally ashamed of me! I didn't think praise killing was such an embarrassment and itchy thing!

My shame tolerance also seeps in some tears at the limit to Jill, who made the difference and lifted it at the level that I might have deliberately lowered it at the earliest. It's an awesome experience in a sense that I'm really going to cry because of the embarrassment, if I can, I'd prefer not to.

"Oh, Master Liz wanted me to."

"... I feel like I'm being spoken to"

"I'm dictating."

Jill's pace can't break, that's before lunch I realized.

I've lived eight years longer than I have...... the problem is that my contents have grown younger, but Jill has done a lot of things and is good at a bunch of them.

Or is it the innate temperament or the fact that the feminist part and affection that is kind to women have played their part, or it's half disastrous to me, and it's at a level where you're very good at dictating and honestly have trouble.

Ugh, and although I keep my sanity with a meaningless roar, I'm embarrassed enough to ignore Jill's presence and lock him in bed if he pushes me one more time. If you need anything, Jill, I'll kick you out, put the lid down, and pull you back.

It's good that you gave me cool-down time when I'm going to be unbearable, but Jill smiled loosely and glossy.

"I won't ask for a response right now, although I'd be happier sooner.... but just know this. I mean it. As one man, I want a woman named you. I love Master Liz."

"Become"

"I want to make you happy. I'll make you happy. … please consider"

A terribly sweet, mellow, feverish and loving whisper is dropped in your ear.

Not only that, but my lips fell on my fingers when my palms were lifted. Chu, and I thought I heard deliberate lip noise, and it felt soft on my finger skin. Even idiots know what they've done.

It's not like I've never been done before, and I just got that on my lips the other day, and still, the embarrassment is turning my spine and paralyzing my whole body. I was just fingered, but I was so embarrassed, and then I feel weird with my head pounding because Jill spoken weirdly. Absolutely.

"Jill's fool...... Huh!

"I can't afford it, either. Because you're so cute."

"... and horns on the rabbit, please leave! No entry for a while!

My head is burning in shame at a level where my cells are going to die if I don't cool my head as soon as possible, and I'm still on my side. Orders Jill's chest pounded pompously to leave. Jill smiles happily and nods, seemingly painless or itchy, "hehe, I'm awed," not trying to chase him any further.

Because I could hear him whining instead of making anyone hear him say "he's really cute" when he left, and I'm at the limit too.

Make sure Jill disappears across the door, then fall into bed, grab the cushion that was on your side and fill your face.

"... naturally..."

Jill's words and actions aren't good for the heart, even though he knows it's mainly exclusive to me.

I don't hate to be complimented, and I'm ashamed, but I'm happy. I didn't want to be asked for it, I thought Ning Ro... and realized that I was kind of full of my head about Jill and I was once again a shameful and stuffy feather.