Tensei Shitanode Tsugi Koso wa Shiawasena Jinsei wo Tsukande Misemashou

I feel my head filled with jill because of the scattered jill dictation.

I finally know that Jill really loves me, or is very much loved. Otherwise I don't think I'd kiss you or anything whispering all those sweet words. I don't think Jill jokes about her personality.

... That's why I'm so, so embarrassed.

Jill, who knows all about me, still wants me. I can't believe you asked me to be a woman.

I don't like it, I don't.

On the contrary, I think it's embarrassing, but embarrassing, and happy for you to think about it all the way. By the time you get upset, you take care of me and want to be with me.

...... I'm really glad about that. You only look at me, and I know you're trying to love me, so that makes me very heady. The fever twitched and I began to feel something similar to the famous and difficult floating feeling that was different from carelessness.

I wonder if this is what it feels like to like.

But I can't deny the possibility that this is just a temporary effect, so I can't give you an answer.

If this emotion was a transient one created by Jill's fervent appeal, then I'm afraid when this emotion is gone. And disrespectful to both sides.

If I choose, I want to identify my emotions properly and think about them until I think I'm certain. I don't want to keep you waiting, but I don't want to give you an answer that remains ambiguous.

Do I like Jill?

Do I want to love Jill? You want a kiss? Are you sure you're happy that you're gawking? You want to get married and move on?

... The answer is, it's not that easy. It's a mistake to want accurate answers because standards vary from person to person as to what is right by.

That's why I'm so troubled and my chest hurts.

"I've been looking at you for a while."

"Huh."

Yeah, it sounds like a scream to me roaring in my brain to keep it out of my voice.

If you turn back to me and raise your face, you must be Cecil with a frightened face.... I forgot I went to work for a few days.

"You really can't play poker face. He's in my face."

"Oh, was that so on your face?

"Oh, wow, he looked so different."

The greeting was also bothering me while I worked there, but apparently it was on my face. My hands were still stopped.

Well, by the way, you realize it's weird for everyone if you're changing your expression, right? Ning Lo, I guess it's your kindness that I haven't pointed out before. Because it seems like I aimed for a fit when my expression changed for a paragraph.

Cecil, you have a deep sigh on me holding my cheeks and untying them.

"For the most part, I can imagine what happened. Jill must have confessed."

"How do you know!

"Anyone can see that one if they watch it."

I don't know. It's not as blunt as it sounds, and you give me back words that I don't even feel like I'm being ridiculed, and words get jammed.... Well, I know it's dull, but I've been reminded. I guess all I don't know is who I am.

I will not deny it because it is an indisputable fact that I was extremely neglected in terms of love. I guess I was pretty dull from your point of view, Cecil, because I didn't realize the love affair from Jill for a few years, even if I quoted less.

... Cecil, I can see how you are that Jill has been thinking about you for quite some time. Because I'm terribly frightened.

"... what do you want to do"

"... I don't know. I like Jill, and I'm glad you've been on my side."

Cecil, you have a clear personality, so you wouldn't like to be given a very vague answer back.

But now that I'm not defined as a clear emotion, all I could give back to me was an ambiguous answer.

"But Jill wants you as a woman. What are you going to do, respond or not respond?"

"... I don't know, I'm in trouble."

Black-and-white personality is also a beauty, but indecisive people like me sometimes have problems. Cecil, as far as you're concerned, it's depressing to see, so I guess you want me to just put Keri on.

As for me being confessed and still having to worry, I still can't come to a conclusion that easily. I wouldn't struggle if I could get it out, Cecil, I'm not blaming you, but I really can't get an answer out of you right away.

I don't care what you ask me to do, even if I want to draw conclusions based on considerations.

"I don't like being kissed. I'm frightened, but I don't know if this is a good answer"

As for honest feelings, I like Jill.

I don't hate being kissed, and I accept if you've been nice to me. I think Jill is very important and happy to be touched. We can spend a long time together, I think.

... but I don't know if this is a good answer.

Did you get annoyed, too, Cecil, or freaked out by this emotion that you can't give yourself a perfect name for?

If you distort a very unpleasant face, sigh deeply. You don't really like the noise, Cecil, so I understand you're angry at me for looking at it.

But there's nothing I can do about it. I like it, I like it. But, Cecil, for example, I don't know how far I can forgive you, unlike what I like to do to you or to Your Highness.

You're getting too young, and I lowered my brow like a messy mix of emotions that I had to laugh at myself. Cecil, you see your face close to my weeping laugh, you whine small, "hands-on," and you walk over here.

I looked up in awe that even my fist bones would be dropped on the wake, and I just realized that Cecil and I were getting an unusually close distance.

Closer than usual distance.

On the contrary, the distance from each other is not one fist's worth. Cecil, you stay at a distance you can touch without even bothering to reach.

To me hardened, Cecil, you stretch your arms.

That grabs the back of the chair, and Cecil herself brings her face closer to me. There is little distance between him and me. As close as I can get to touching one of them if I move at all.

The golden eyes give me a sharp but sincere look and won't pierce me apart.

"Can I kiss you like this?"

Cecil, you look closer to me than to be distracted by a sudden development. As close as my lips are going to touch me in a little while, close. Even beautiful silver eyelashes look clear, there is no extra room for each other as much as exhalation caresses the skin.

"Me and Jill, which is better? You think you're happy I kissed you?

Cecil, there's no such thing as a word as you guys, but a teared up atmosphere. Seems like the kind of word you want, and then some kind of inquiry to be sure.

I tried to chew the words, but I couldn't swallow them too close. Hiu, and there's even a sound in your breath.

Cecil, with you, Jill?

Cecil, you kissed me... what do you think?

You're literally at a distance between your eyes and your nose, Cecil, and if you tilt your face slightly this way, you'll be able to make it touch your lips. I can't get away with it because I'm backhanded, and if a man really tries to contain it, my resistance and so on would be pointless.

So, Cecil, what you call a kiss is also easily feasible.

Cecil, if you kiss me.

"Chiko, uh-huh."

... I feel different. I don't hate it, but I don't think it's the feeling and emotion I asked for. I'd be surprised if they did, but sometimes I don't think the comfort that contains the sweetness that comes from the back that makes my chest hot doesn't come to mind.

That feeling of my head twitching and tingling like I'm paralyzed all over my body is definitely just for when I get jilted. The only intermediate sensation of embarrassing and sweet, that notoriously difficult slight sleep and exaltation is felt by Jill.... Cecil and I have a different feeling.

"... sorry, do"

Instinctively, I don't feel like what I'm looking for, rather than which one is better or that kind of problem.

My hand was pushing your chest back, Cecil. No, just think so.

No, and if you want to distance yourself so you don't touch your face, Cecil, you lay your eyes down lonely for a moment, and then bring your hands to your forehead. If I could figure out what they would do, my thumb and middle finger made a circle...... properly, the sound rang.

Cecil smiles calmly at me leaking her voice and repeatedly blinking about the shock and pain she ran on her forehead. The grin, which contained a slightly troubled shade, was just quietly soothing my cheeks without pressing me.

"So you have the answer."

"... Cecil, you"

"It's just a lost role, really"

You must have deliberately done this to inspire my consciousness. Because I had such an atmosphere that I assumed that I would be rejected somewhere.

I was grabbing my back. Let go of my hands and let go of my body by body. Cecil, you mix the bitter things in your grin and give up and sigh. It wasn't something called shuddering, as I told myself...... I was throwing out deep, troubled exhales repeatedly.

"... Cecil, I'm annoying you all the time"

"I know. Well, now you can write off the loan and pay back the interest."

"... yeah"

You bought me something for me that I might hate if I did bad, Cecil. Of course I didn't mean to hate it any more, but that's what made me do it. I'm really sorry that my indecision and bluntness have caused you trouble, Cecil.

Cecil, you remembered that interaction when you were little.... Honestly, I'm taking too much interest. A lot, a lot of inconvenience, and I've been taking care of you. Don't push anything further on Cecil. [M]

Cecil, you've been taking care of me, and I get a bitter laugh, and my eyes narrow and my serious eyes catch me again.

"Hey Liz, can I just say this?"

"What is it?

It's no surprise you're bitter, and it's no wonder you're embarrassed to hold on from now on. That's all I've been burdening you with, Cecil, and I've been taking care of you.

But to turn your predicted words to me, Cecil, your expression is something that is both rigorous and serious. Don't be angry, don't be shy, just stare at me sincerely.

"I like it."

That's how Cecil told me, my movements solidified.

"I didn't mean to say it now, but I thought I'd keep it on. I've decided on a corner. It's hard to bother you."

Forgive me as much as this, Cecil, who lowers his brow and smiles. You can even hold your breath, stroke me gently.

"I like it, about Liz. It's dangerous, it's neat, it's defenseless, it's innocent. I got anxious watching it, but more than that, I wanted to protect it. With this hand, I wanted to be happy."

But the role belongs to him, and he laughs. That laugh is terribly bitter, and then it's as refreshing as it's already blown out.

... Me, ha.

Cecil, don't know how you feel, it's all about you, with your head full. Cecil, I didn't even think about how you felt. I didn't even try to think about it.

I recognise that I'm a selfish person, and I'm terribly sorry for what I did to you, Cecil. The heat that builds up in your eyes is going to overflow, your chest clogged and tightened, and it's painful.

But you're more painful than I am, Cecil. You swallowed it all up and backed me up, Cecil, because you're more painful.

"... in the end, I couldn't be my last. If you were happy, I couldn't have trampled on that happiness."

"... let, ru, ku"

I've never seen you try to get through me, Cecil. I didn't want much stuff, and I never said anything about it. He was very disciplined, kind, and much more adult than I am.

... Cecil could have stopped me from feeling certain. And yet, Cecil, you thought about me and prioritized my feelings. In pain, you stood by me.

I couldn't bear the regret of letting that happen, the regret of not realizing why, and the pity of sweetening you everywhere, Cecil.

The softness dripping from my eyes is pounding zero, and my whimpers are splashed with bitterness, sadness and pity seeping from the inside out. I know if I cry, I'll just bother you and make you worry, but you won't stop crying selfish.

"... let me tell you, don't get sick. Don't regret it. Here, don't cry."

Say no. If you don't, Cecil, you keep laughing. You take the handkerchief out of your nostrils and wipe your eyes. On the squeaky face, Cecil, you stroked my head, "Okay, okay," and I regret not knowing how annoying and laborious you are making me. As much as I want to stick with my pity.

Cecil laughed bitterly and forgiven me for shaking my body like a cramp and squeaking my tears. Cecil, it must be hard for you to care about someone who didn't choose you.

I can't be so weak, I'll wipe my tears and face you properly, Cecil. He's got a grumpy nose and a very pathetic face, but Cecil, you put a bully on him, so I have to put a bully on him, too.

"... thank you, Mr. Cecil"

I don't know what to say, but I feel different about apologizing.

I thought I should thank you for the inconvenience, worry, hassle you've put me through, and then how you feel, Cecil. I'm sorry, Cecil, but I didn't feel like I was gonna tell you. I would like to express my utmost gratitude to you, Cecil, and my future independence.

If I stare straight at you without running away, Cecil, I'll round my eyes like I've been poked a little. Then I turned my bitterness into a soft smile.

"You're welcome. Be so happy that you won't regret shaking such an excellent property."

"... Cecil, you're so nice that I don't have any body."

I smile calmly, too, to a teasing, pranky grin.

That's all, for real.

I didn't compare it to Jill, nor did I determine the value of both sides. But I don't think people who are so nice and kind and good deserve to be bothered and bothered me a lot.

A heartfelt thank you to him for wishing me happiness.

"Look, come on"

"Yeah."

I chose.

I have no regrets about this feeling.

Someone who's always been on my side and helped me out and put a lot of love into it.

I was confused and lost when I was confessed, and I was embarrassed that I didn't know why, but now, I can tell you how I feel properly. Warm and cozy, I want to be on your side the whole time. I want to spend my whole life with you. I want to be happy with you, dear.

From the front, I want to tell you how I feel.

Cecil, you don't look back, I jumped out of the lab.

"Jill!"

Even if you don't look, you can sense where you are with the ring. With the agreement of both parties, we can identify the location, and in the first place, we should just visit because we are always in the training area between jobs.

I have to tell you from me because I was so annoyed and even held back by people, and I want to tell you how I feel about this. I've kept you waiting, and you must have made me do it.

Running to the reactive training ground, Jill was there as a matter of course, manipulating the magic.

Momentum opened the door and she was surprised that it was closed. Jill looked back and closed her eyes, but when she found out it was me, she relieved her expression somewhat.

Still, I run over to Jill, who looks at me like I'm watching him.

"What's going on, Liz... Wow"

When I reached Jill with the momentum I ran, I pushed Jill's body center of gravity forward if it was too unexpected, and I put my buttcake on the flutter as it was if there was magic fatigue.

Though I landed gently in wind sorcery, Jill kept his eyes black and white on my outrage.

Looks like Jill is having a little trouble too, either because I'm holding it around Jill's chest, or because I'm riding it around Jill's thigh and it looks like Jill's on it. I saw my hands wandering through the universe losing their way.

"Dear Liz, what happened?

"You know, Jill, I have something to say to you!

Okay, please calm down.

I want to say this within the unfaded determination, me and Jill, who seem to have no idea what it is.

Take a deep breath because you know you've got too much momentum on the boulder, and wait until you're ready for each other on Jill's legs. Jill's gaze may have wandered quite a bit, but my expression was serious, so she said, "What's wrong?" He gently asked me back.

Face to face, keep staring at each other.

I look straight up into my beautiful emerald eyes and I slowly open my mouth.

I like Jill.

"... Yes?

After worrying about her troubles, Jill opens her eyes with a barbaric voice if she even pushes her back and tells her how she feels properly and gradually.

Then I narrowed my eyes softly and looked at them like they were sincere. I don't wonder why this one looks like this when he confesses to a face that's suddenly going to say what.

"Could you say it again?"

"What? So... I like Jill."

I'll tell Jill how honest I feel again, even though there's no way I wasn't hearing you at this close range.

I'm embarrassed by the boulders when they say it twice and I get a little fever on my cheeks, but I put it into words exactly as I was wanted... I was sighed for some reason. Deep down, too.

"Why are you sighing at the conclusions that people have troubled?"

I didn't think Jill would react unexpectedly this way, either, when people said they had replied to the confession based on the greatest decision of their lives.

I don't hate it, but what can I say...... you look somewhat tired. As far as I'm concerned, I thought it would be a bit more passionate or a romantic development, or too light or too thin a reaction to be subtly convinced. What is this reaction by the person who confessed, even though it is the conclusion I have drawn with all my troubles.

"No, I've been in a hurry for years, so I didn't think I'd get a reply so lightly."

"I was still very worried about this..."

What I was so worried about, and Jill knew about the habit. Jill also sees that she was bored in bed.

The only thing Jill doesn't know is how to interact with you, Cecil. Because I was so worried about the exchange and I made a choice, it was a big decision from me, and I said that I had chosen where I had been set up in a major branch of my life.

When this is lightly said, hey.

Mmm, and to me pointing my lips as I grabbed Jill's shirt chest, Jill stroked her head with a soft smile, "I'm sorry," she said.

"As far as I'm concerned, I thought it would take longer, because I was also looking at long-term warfare and the possibility of being turned down."

"... no, was it?

"No way. It's just too unrealistic"

"It's real."

Neither me nor Cecil will stand up to dream of this, so I'll hold it in Jill's chest to make sure it's a good reality.

If you turn your arms around your back and bury your face on your chest, I'm a little happy to hear you beat faster than usual, especially, and think you're messing with Jill at all. I was always in a hurry, confused and bored, so sometimes Jill just had to be thrilled.... Me too, I'm thrilled.

The scent of Jill spreads all over the cup if I hug it all the time, making my head blur. That would be remarkable if Jill's arms turned softly around her back and in a cuddly position.

hugged and snuggled by a big, successful arm. Comfortable warmth and the peace of mind surrounded me, reminded that I was a man, shame and a howling of my chest, and then the happiness required of anyone I liked, pushed me at once.

... After all, it's just Jill. I'm so, so comfortable, so happy, I want to stay like this forever. I have a fluffy head, but I feel only Jill's feelings clearly. The only thing I love and want to be with is what Jill feels like.

If you look up at Jill with your naturally melted cheeks, your hot eyes will pour down. Jill also blushes slightly on her cheeks to see if she is illuminated, but she could afford much more than I could, and her eyes were shaking with joy that Ning Lo's memorial came true.

"Master Liz, you don't have two words for choosing me, do you?

"Yes."

"... can they do something like this?

I knew immediately what these things were referring to.

A palm turned in the back of my head stops my escape, and my close-knit face immediately becomes zero distance. I'm a little surprised by the skin tone that filled my vision at once, but I'm not willing to reject it.

The softness of the pressed lips is different from mine, responding as Jill asks, feeling it with a blurry head. Chu, and he ate his lips, and he couldn't help but fluff his head like he was floating in heat.

My heart was making a blast even though they were just eating a little lips, and I felt comfortable and happy to sleep that habit slightly.

...... I only knew it in the story, the feeling of happiness that could be mouthed by whomever I wanted. I didn't think that was such a lovely and happy thing.

Peeping into my face slowly away Jill, I smile my embarrassment intact as I glimpse through my fever-sharing lips.

"I wanted you to say it first.... Yes"

I wanted you to let me get my mind ready first, but now when I look at Jill's lips with my fingertips, Jill smiles happily despite her caution. I don't think I'm reflecting, but I don't think I'm going to listen to you, so let's just give it up for now.

"... you, too, are a fool, aren't you? Something caught me."

"That's what Jill's been up to, isn't it?

"Well, yes.... my sweet Liz."

I'm going to kiss you lightly from the side I told you. Jill isn't really reflecting, but I don't dislike it, so I'll make him like it. I like it when Jill talks to me. Of course there are limitations because there is so much embarrassment.

It's obvious that you won't listen to me when I say it, because it's something that makes you wander your cheeks more and more happily when you beat your chest and protest.... Seems like I've put up with you quite a bit before, so it would be nice to kiss you... If you don't tell me first, the accidents are hard on my heart. I'm with you from time to time where you told me.

"... a planner named Jill?

"hehe, what do you think"

"You're a planner."

"... maybe?

"Already."

Stay on your side.

Perhaps the hang-up that I liked a lot about Jill was in the fact that they helped me through the ordeal together and protected me. It's not the same as the suspension bridge effect, but I think it had years of imprinting.

Still, this feeling is real, and I chose Jill with my choice of others. Even Jill left me room for choice.

It was my will that chose Jill, and I'm not false about it. I have no regrets about choosing Jill. He's the only one who seems happy to be with me.

"... you don't regret being caught, do you?

"Of course."

Jill is good, let me just tell you that from me.

Jill looked slightly at me when I answered without hesitation. Then happier, loosen my cheeks and hold me tight.

"I like you, Master Liz"

"Yes."

When they say it again, it's still embarrassing.

But above all happy, loving and comfortable.

I smiled back, too, with a face so loose that I couldn't fool around with Jill.