I guess the reason I thought the days would pass by was because I was happy and filled and immersed in that comfort.
"Sister."
My beloved brother will come to me, who was on vacation and, as usual, indulgent in his room, eager to read.
It's no wonder Ruby's visiting my room, and it stays there when she's home. That's why I, without any doubt, invited you into my room with pleasure.
I knew there was no training today, and I didn't think it was weird to come. But I didn't imagine I could even bring a slightly sneered smile.
A smile and a more loving grin than usual. It's no exaggeration to say that a full smile, an unyielding smile, was perceived by me as unnatural for some reason.
"What's wrong?
Encourage me to sit empty next to the couch and I will sit back to stick to me with an unchanged smile. Then you hold it to entangle your own arm in my arms, and you stare up at me.
Ruby is also much older, and within that time my height will follow me, but this is the kind of attitude that looks up at me from the bottom whether it's all intentional or not. I felt like I was holding on with my body so I wouldn't even let my gaze slip away.
"Sister, you're hiding something from me, aren't you?
That's how it was released from Ruby's mouth, confirmation that he took the body of doubt. The words you ask sound convinced.
Oh, I didn't think I could hide it forever, but I didn't expect to expose it so soon. From the beginning Ruby was a smart and sharp kid, he should have been more careful because he was the owner of an excellent observational eye.
"... why did you think that?
"I have a sixth sense working!
She's more like my mother than I am.
Eh, the chested Ruby is adorable. But only the eye is sincerely oriented towards this side so as to repaint that impression. If my gaze intersects with mine, my grin disappears like I scratched it off all the time, a look that corrects the color.
"I know what my sister's hiding. But I want to hear it from my sister. Don't lie properly, don't delude me, tell me the truth."
Forever, Ruby is not a young child. Ning Ro, I am about as good as my mother at reading emotional subtleties. The power to discern the essence is very little on my feet.
I guess that's why I broke through my, no, our 'hidden things' too. Even if we didn't say anything from our mouths, we got to the truth from a little attitude, air, and eyes.
It would also be rude for Ruby to try to hide it forever even though it is spotted.
If you lower your eyebrows and smile, Ruby lays her eyes down just a little, but looks straight back at me.
"... Ruby. I chose Jill."
My true intentions are, I'm sure, not happy with Ruby. Because Ruby loves you, Cecil, and I'm sure Cecil would have wanted you to be her real brother.
But there's something I can't give away, either. Because I have thoughts I can't bend, even if I'm begged by my beloved brother.
To me, whining slowly to say, Ruby was ready or shook his eyes, but just zero his exhale like trouble.
"Does your brother know?
"Yeah. Backup, because you did."
"Your sister knows how your brother feels, doesn't she?
"... Yep"
I know what you think, Cecil, and I chose Jill. I'm sorry, but I have no regrets. Because I chose it of my own free will.
You know Ruby won't change her opinion from the look on my face either, just quietly groaning "... soooo" and lonely. I don't try to pinch the waste, I lay my eyes down and hug them all over my arm.
"... it's my sister's choice, so I can't talk to her. But I thought my brother would look good on my sister."
"I'm sorry."
"My brother is a fool, too. The corner, I was holding back, too. I think your brother is really sweet and sweet."
I like it there, but laughing so intricately is a grown-up laugh I've never seen before. Soon, Ruby had grown a lot more than I thought. I was able to respect people's feelings.
I don't like Jill, not a word. Just unfortunately putting your forehead on my shoulder just strengthens the hug. I'm aware that I'm sorry about Ruby, too. But this is my choice.
I'm sorry, and if you change your position and invite Ruby to your chest, I'll come around your back with an honest hug. If you stroke your head and whisper "I'm sorry" again, your back trembles just a little.
"I won't complain to my sister if she chooses. It's my sister's choice, there's no reason not to wish her happiness."
... Oh, what a good boy you grew up with.
Clever, kind and caring enough to fit in with my brother.
When she gently strokes her head and squeals and hugs her sincere thanks, Ruby smiles up and just a little pranky.
"But you're mad at Jill, so now you're going to tell Jill one! How dare you take my sister?"
"... please give him a break"
"That depends on Jill's attitude?
Ruby smiled briskly as she shook off the damp air. If you smile already, you'll turn off your grin and look up at me quietly.
"I'm not the only one. I don't realize it now, Father, but if I do, I think it's gonna be more painful than me. Jill won't admit it until she shows her sincerity in capturing her sister."
"... I know. I'll tell you what I'm serious about, sooner or later."
You won't run away forever, and if you stroke your back, Ruby rubs her cheeks to sweeten with her face buried in her chest with Po Fung. I'm sure that soon I'll be Ruby's only me.
"... you know, I love my brother, but I like my sister more than that. So if your sister chooses Jill, if that's what makes you happy, I'm here for you."
"Ruby......"
"But you're complaining to Jill because you're not convinced!
Ruby, smiling up and smiling, stood up away from me, turning her back, although she seemed to regret it.
My back, which I always thought was a child, was bigger and more successful than I thought. I'm not just being sweet anymore, that's what I thought I was talking about on my back.
"Ruby."
"What?
I just looked back a little bit and laughed as much as I could at Ruby. I'll put my sincere thanks on your face.
"... thanks, Ruby"
"I'm on your side."
With his chest stretched and his eyes proudly narrowed and a smile, Ruby left the room after receiving the words.
If I had pointed out that my red balls eyes were slightly damp, I'm sure Ruby would have been stubborn. "I'm a man, too, so let me dress up".
... It's painful because I knew Ruby's wishes. But this is my choice, and I deserve it.
That's why I put this pain in my chest and smile instead of showing it to anyone.
Thank you. Squeeze so small.