Tensei Shoujo no Rirekisho

When I looked through the paperwork in the office, the fragrant smell of tea came out.

When I raised my face unexpectedly, there was Kou's mother with the tea cup.

"Mother Kou, are you here..."

When I say that, Kou's mother laughs like she's in trouble.

Ryo-chan, you've been stuffing too many roots lately, right?

Having said that, I placed a cup of tea on my desk.

"... full of things to do."

Having said that, I inhaled the steam and scent rising from the cup all over my chest. And spit it out slowly.

Ah, it's healing.

I can see my body loosening.

"It looks like you don't even have lunch." Don't push yourself too hard. Ryo-chan's going to fall down. "

Kou's mother said that while looking at the side of the desk.

There is a sandwich of eggs and leafy vegetables that was given to me for lunch, which is left untouched.

"I forgot to eat..."

"That's right... I'm so immersed. I'll eat it."

Say that and grab the sandwich.

The surface of the bread became a little stiff. I left it here for quite a long time, so I can't help it.

Kou's mother sat down in front of her desk while she ate her sandwich.

”Maybe if you stayed still, you'd remember?”

Kou's mother told me that, and my hands stopped eating sandwiches.

I mean, it was a picture planet.

Kou's mother didn't want to say exactly what she remembers, but I'm sure she sees everything.

Recently, when I sit still... I think of Alan.

And when I think about it, it makes me sad, so I'm trying to forget it at work so I don't remember it.

I haven't heard from Alan since.

Maybe something happened and I was worried, but it seems that Alan is spending his time in Rainforest helping Eileen.

Because when Lady Caterina and Lady Salome wrote to Alan, they got a reply.

I was relieved to learn of Alan's recent condition, but at the same time I became sad.

Because I'm the only one who hasn't heard back.

I suddenly managed to swallow the sandwich that I chewed in my mouth with a bitter feeling.

"I did something terrible to Alan. That's why I know it's natural for Alan to hate me..."

I can't keep up with my feelings.

Sometimes I think about it.

I wonder what would have happened if Alan had had his hand at the time.

"It's about Alan, so I feel like there might be some kind of mistake..." But if it bothers you so much, why don't you come and see me? It's not that far to the Rainforest, is it? "

"That's true, but I'm going to be out of here for a few days. I can't be away for days.”

"Yeeeeeeeee!" If I'm not there, I can handle it without you. I have Alec and Bash, and I can rely on Tagosak-chan for the contents. "

"That might be true, but..."

"Alan, are you scared to see you?"

I opened my eyes to your mother's words.

Yes, I'm scared.

"If I go to see Alan and he turns me down, I don't feel like I can stand up anymore..."

"However, I think it's better to make it clear than to think it out loud." Besides, if there's a word you want to convey, if you don't properly convey it, you'll always regret it. "

"Mother Kou..."

Sure, it is.

I've been bothered, regretted... I hate that.

"Ahh, but I think so, but I can't step on it...!"

How long have I been such a good character?

But I'm still scared.

In my head, I know it's better to be clear, but I can't keep up with my feelings.

Because, after all, I'm scared.

The more I think Alan will make me cold.

Maybe Alan is really special to me. Because it's so special... it's so scary to be rejected.

I wonder how long I've been so sweet to Alan.

I've been by your side all this time... no, if Alan had been by my side all this time, it would have been natural for him to be by his side, and I didn't realize how I felt.

"Come on in, Lew. I'm here for a regular update."

My parents came into the office in a strange tone.

Then, when I saw Kou's mother with me, I frowned.

Returning her heels, Kou's mother sneaks at her parent's arm as she tries to leave with unprecedented speed.

”Ahhn, Alec, where are we going even though you've come so far?”

"Kouki..."

Kou's mother was not frightened, but tangled her arms in a momentum that seemed to slap her tongue.

The movement of the parents was completely sealed.

Until now, I haven't really cared, but isn't Kou's mentality strong?

Even though I was treated roughly by my parents, I was taken off my hat by that mentality.

I'm starting to feel like an idiot in my heart, worried about what to do if Alan responds coldly...

Yeah, and I need to hear from my parents.

"So, you came to the periodic report, right?" Is the report in your hand? "

When I waved, my parents, who hadn't peeled off Kou's arm in an attempt to tear it off, turned away.

"Oh, yes, and I'm going to be away for a while now that I'm calm."

I get the report from my parent and read it easily.

"Um..."

Eek, eek, eek, eek, eek, eek, ee

◯Month■ Day, Sunny

It was still peaceful today.

It was peaceful yesterday, and maybe tomorrow.

The people downstairs are doing a lot of work on their own, and there's nothing I can do about it.

It ▲is the first daily report for ten days, which is generally sunny on the◯ moon.

It's always peaceful here, so there's no particular problem. Young people were building houses.

They're amazing.

I guess the best thing I could do was dig a wall for the wormhole.

When I said I didn't have to put up that much force, I was stunned.

They're scared.

○The moon is◯ raining.

The Knights made their own discipline.

It seems that you're not ashamed of yourself, but you're pretty strict.

It seems that if you do something that is against Yori, you will cut your stomach yourself.

You're a barbarian. And you disobey Yori. It's too rough.

Do I have to fit in with that? It's depressing.

I made various other rules, but it was troublesome to remember them.

Well, the Knights' morale is high, so there's no problem.

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No, no, no, it's a report, it's a diary!

And I don't even wear it every day!

And the Knights will stop the spread of strange laws throughout the regiment!?!?