Tensei Shoujo no Rirekisho

"Alan..."

The voice that spilled out of my mouth became strangely faint due to tension.

Alan was definitely the one who called us by name.

"I didn't expect to see you again..."

My green eyes are as beautiful as ever, and I miss them.

And when Alan noticed me, he opened his eyes and hardened.

- Dosa.

Alan's luggage falls to the ground.

An apple filled with paper bags spread across the ground.

"Why...... Ryo......"

I can't believe it, my eyes are shaking.

I'm not ready yet.

I am the one who came here after Alan, but I can't believe I can suddenly reunite with him like this.

Alan first lowered his gaze as the two of them unexpectedly held their breath.

"You look pretty tired." I didn't expect to see Ryo's phantom..... "

Alan shakes his head sideways as he kneads his temples.

The face even had a sad atmosphere.

"Alan thinks I'm a phantom or something..."

Having understood the situation late, I opened my mouth.

"It's not an illusion, but..."

My voice was somewhat unreliable and I was shivering while embarrassed.

”Well, I'm saying that phantom is not phantom... I might not be able to do it anymore...”

Alan was depressed. You still think I'm a phantom, and I'm depressed.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

I swallowed my spit. Then inhale the almost forgotten breath and exhale slowly.

Don't be scared now, me.

I ascended Uyori, bid farewell to everyone, and came all this way to see Alan.

If I'm backing down here, Mother Kou, the preacher of love, will be mad at me!

"Alan, it's not an illusion. I've been chasing you."

When I said that, Alan looked at me with an unbelievable look on his face.

"Chasing after me...?"

I approach Alan, who still seems unbelievable.

I spread my hands to appeal to the authenticity of it.

“It's true. I followed Alan all the way here.”

Isn't it a phantom? Is it really Liu Liu?

I nodded in amazement at Alan with my eyes wide open.

"No, but why is Ryo here...?"

"Alan told me, didn't he? You can come with me to my neighborhood."

"I told you, but Ryo..."

That said, Alan caught his eyebrows in agony.

"I'm sorry about that time. I didn't mean to hurt Alan, but no, I think it's just an excuse to say anything, but it's not a lie that I want to go to a neighboring country with Alan..."

"I see, I see." Mother and Cain-sama told you something, so you brought me back.... but I'm sorry you came all the way here, but I'm not going back. "

I took a deep breath as the conversation went unexpectedly.

No, I didn't bring him back.

"Fine, I'm not angry." But I'm not going home. "If I'm over there, it's going to be so painful..." That's why Leo should go. No, we should go. There are a lot of people out there who need Lew, right? "

Stubbornly, I became sad at Alan for not listening to me.

Could it be, no, after all, for Alan, I'm already... "

"...... Don't you need me anymore for Alan?"

I say it in a rash.

My body felt as heavy as lead.

If so, it is sad.

Just imagining it was sad and hard, I opened my mouth again to distract sadness.

“Sure, there might be a lot of people out there who need me." But I, I... "I came here because I wanted Alan to need me more than any of the many people I left behind."

When I said it desperately, Alan looked hurt.

"Ryo... stop it already." That's how you'll scratch my heart again. "

“Because Alan won't listen to me!”

"That's how Leo always makes me expect...!" If you don't pay more attention to words and deeds, you'll be mistaken! "

Yes, Alan shouted out loud.

I don't know what you're talking about.

What's wrong with that?

"It's a mistake to think that Ryo liked me!"

I accidentally lost my words. I can see that what Alan said about 'love' is not a matter of friendship.

That's right. I chased Alan because I like him.

Of course, I like it specially, never as a friend or as a human being.

Until now, I've had to go after Alan, apologize, come here just because I want to be with him, and leave me to face my feelings.

"Yes, I like Alan..."

And yet, I haven't told Alan how I feel.

"Look, I didn't even think about it." Ryo, it's always the same. "

Alan turns around, as if he were a fool.

I took another step closer to Alan and closed the distance, laying my hand on his hand.

"I like you, Alan. I like Alan. I like it special....... Otherwise, I wouldn't have come this far."

He looked up at Alan and said so, as if he was unfamiliar and blushing with embarrassment.

Then Alan looks down at me with his eyes wide open.

And I didn't do anything like that.

What do we do now, Alan has become a statue?

Are you breathing...?

I became anxious and tried to put my hand in front of Alan's mouth.

"Wow."

I was pulled into my arm with a strong force.

And it just sits inside Alan's arm.

I-Is this possibly hugging you!?

The heat in your body is rising for some reason in your heart, which is finally noisy.

It is not unusual to say that the fever gathered on the face.

"No, tell me." If you don't say anything like this, I'll really, really misunderstand you! "

Alan's impatient, faint voice echoes in my ear.

All of a sudden, I'm surprised, but I don't like it when Alan hugs me like this.

I put my head on Alan's chest.

"That's not a mistake."

"No, maybe I'm still dreaming. I'm strange. I mean, this is..."

“It's not a dream, Alan, I don't believe my words. I didn't say or have ever said anything that would distract such a person."

"I have it!" How much do you think I've been swinging around! "

Um, no, no. I don't think so... I can't remember.

"And most of all..."

I raised my face. Look up at Alan.

"Besides, I said it properly, but Alan didn't tell me what he thought of me."

When I say that, Alan raises his eyebrows in bewilderment.

"No, that's... you don't have to tell me." I told you before. "

"I used to. I don't know how I feel now." If you don't tell me, I'll be worried. "

No, Ryo won't be worried about that anyway.

Yes! I am the steel woman inside Alan!

This is my old maiden!?

"Yes! I was really scared to go after Alan." I was scared that Alan might hate me, that even if I went after him, he wouldn't even say a word to me anymore... "

As I said it, many thoughts came up and my voice trembled.

How uneasy it was to hear from Alan.

I wanted to confirm Alan's feelings, but I was afraid to be rejected, and I didn't have the courage to pretend that I didn't see what I felt.

But even if you don't see it, you'll remember Alan in the blink of an eye.

That's what bothered me because I like Alan.

I'll tell you what! When I was mingling with adults and moving as one of the Ten Pillars of the Merchant's Guild, when I was Gethry's fiancée, and when I was tying up the Holy Land of Wuyoli, I had never been so troubled!

"Ryo..." Are you sure, Ryo is talking about me?... do you like it? "

Alan muttered to himself, looking like he had just noticed.

"That's what I've been saying!"

As I swelled my cheeks with frustration, Alan shook his eyes in bewilderment and wrapped my cheeks with his hands.

The hand is gentle, and the air slowly lets out from the angry cheek.

“You chased me across the ocean?”

I nodded.

At last, a smile appeared on Alan's face.

A slightly hot smile in the green eyes, and it was almost like I was about to cry.

"I also like Ryo." I love you. The only person I've ever wanted to be with is Lew. ”

With a crying and laughing face, he told me to put every word straight to my heart's content.

I heard about Alan's feelings again.

The eyes that looked straight at me were more sincere than ever before and more beautiful than any jewel in the world.

Alan's face gently approached as he almost got sucked in by his slightly moistened eyes.

My lips overlapped.

With a gentle touch of a kiss, you can close your eyelids and enjoy the soft touch of your lips.

At the same time that you want to touch each other more deeply, the embarrassment that you can't say to yourself when you think about it makes you dizzy.

After kissing for a while, they slowly let go of each other's lips.

There was Alan's bright red face.

"... even though I got it from Alan."

"I can't help it!" Because what shines shines shines! "

Outraged, Alan said that and drew his face closer to me again. The forehead and forehead stick together this time.

"One more time."

Alan whispered so and his lips came up again.

It's deeper and hotter than the kiss I just gave you.

And it tasted like sweet and sour apples.

I'm sure that every time I eat an apple, I think back to this moment. I felt that way.

Drunk with happy kisses, what's been happening so far rushes through your head.

The fact that he was born as a child of a poor peasant with the memory of his previous life.

After that, it was sold to an aristocrat's house and used as a small room.

Being captured by a bandit, I became one of the bandits.

The fact that I was greeted by the noble's adopted daughter and became a student.

While going to school, I became a merchant.

To become the fiancé of a royal family after swearing to live as a merchant.

From the royal fiancé to the evil girl who caused the rebellion.

That I became a goddess that everyone worships after the rebellion.

And I stopped being a goddess, became just a girl in love, and chased someone I liked.

It was a life swinging.

I was flushed because I wanted to make up my own mind.

I had no choice but to take on a role that I could do on the spot.

But at the end of the day, I was able to do what I wanted to do by my own will, so I can even imagine that everything I've ever done was something that made sense for me at this time.

The wind blew hard. Petals of cherry blossoms were scattered nearby, dancing around.

Kissing in the light, hiding us.

Gotcha.