Tensei Shoujo no Rirekisho

"Lew, frog again today......?

"Oh, yes, get into a frog. Look, it's good for a diet or something, and I feel like it's good for beauty... Yes"

Kou Mother sends a suspicious eye to me bringing frog meat as a souvenir day after day.

"Hmm? Leo, you're not hiding anything, are you?

Dorky! That's Cow, Mother, sharp. Is everything foreseeable......

"You're a frog again. I, for the first time in a long time, want more oily meat!

At Mother Koo's house before me, naturally, a lenient Alan child has complained.

Come on, thief, kid!

"Then Alan doesn't have to eat -! Mostly Alan, you've come too far here! You've been here almost every day lately!

"Beh, it's nothing, okay? Besides, instead of eating, the wizard makes things that come in handy, and even Mr. Kouki, he can come and go!

"Because Mr. Koo is so sweet, get on with it! I don't know about entering the house without my permission! Let me through first!

"'Cause when you tell Liu, they say no!

"That's not true. I forgive you if it's about once every five days"

"Don't be like that."

This, this...!

As me and Alan were starting a verbal fight, Mother Koo, who looked forward to seeing how it was, took the souvenir frog meat and went to a room with a kitchen. Looks like he'll be cooking frogs.

"Uh, frog meat dish again today. Mostly, why are you buying frog meat all the time?

"... because I like it"

I can't tell you. It's really for experimentation, or I can't.

Alan is a little frowning and suspicious of me for turning away a little and answering. Please, I have to change the subject.

"Besides, if you don't like frog meat, you don't have to come to Mr. Koo's for it!

"Hey, what the fuck! Fine, nothing!... I mean, why are you so reluctant for me to eat with you?... So, you don't like it?

Yes, no, I don't hate you anything else... Shit, the kid's a little shunny, that kid. Hey, don't look at me like such a poor kid!

"Beh, it's not like I still hate you. It's fun to dine with, but..."

But with Alan, I don't think Mother Koo will be able to relax.

Because in Wangdu, he plays a normal man against people other than me. Even in front of Alan, I hide the basics, although I occasionally show one of Onei's scales. When you enter the king's capital, the heartless ones say something nasty and seal Onei.

So when Alan is around, Koo, I was wondering if your mother would be tired because she can't get herself out of the vegan...

"But... you see, I think it's hard to cook for a number of people, because it annoys Mr. Koo..."

"Even I'm helping, and Mr. Kouki says it's easier for me to be here!

"Well, that's just what Mr. Koo says because he's sweet..."

"Or, Lyo, because there's something about Mr. Kouki hiding his true self when he's with me... don't you like that?

I was stuck breathing for a moment. What a conjecture to Alan's habits. To Alan's habit.

"Hey, what are you talking about? Beh, nothing. Mother Koh is hiding nothing..."

"I kind of know if we're together, and there's quite a few more elements out there sometimes. You don't have to hide anything. I don't give a shit. If you don't like Mr. Kouki pretending to be something in front of me, you don't have to pretend like that."

Huh? Is Alan aware of that? Koo, about your mother. Well, yes, Mother Koo, there are quite a few things that make me vegan, but I said that... but.

But, because when I came to the King's Capital, someone I didn't know had a strange eye on Mother Onei Koo. Some people say that naniare is a kimochiwalui......

"You say that, after all, you don't feel right!?

When I said that quite loudly, there was the sound of cachary and dishes hitting.

When I saw the sound, there stood Mother Koo with a plate of soup. They were coming into the room at some point to prepare the table from the kitchen.

And then I realize that my words just now sounded like Cow Mother.

Me, my God, I said...

“In the end, you say you don't feel right!?"... it's like that's how I feel about your mother Koo in my heart... It doesn't even sound that way...... that's not true......!

Koo, your mother doesn't feel bad! Best mother ever!

But when entering the Wang capital, people around me looked at it with some disgusting eyes or said something disgusting...

"Shit, Alan, did you notice? When I entered the Wang capital, I was told a lot of things I didn't like. But Alan, if you say this is a good idea, I'm gonna expose you."

Kou, Mother heard a bright voice. And the sound of the dishes chattering. Maybe Ko, Mother smiles all the time, handily preparing meals at the table.

Yes, it's the same as always, Koo, it's not about caring. But I still can't see your mother Koo's face properly...... Because if you look like you're hurt, I think...

I don't remember much afterwards. For now, in front of Alan, I found out that Mother Koo seemed to pass with vegetables, but at some point the meal seemed to be over, and when I realized that I had come with Alan to the front of the school gate.

I don't have much memory. What did I look like in front of your mother? Koo, what face did your mother see about me?

Before I proceed back to the Tobotobo dorm, there is Alan.

Yeah, let's ask Alan, let's ask Alan.

"Hey, Alan!

Alan shook Vic's shoulder, looked back and looked at me. I hear Alan say, "Oh, you're back to sanity," but ignore that and ask about your mother Koo.

"Mr. Koo, how have you been? Koo after I said something weird...... Mother"

"It wasn't normal, was it? Leo was the only one who was weird."

"Because I said terrible things. I didn't think you were sick! Running like that...... I definitely hurt your mother Koo"

"Really? I don't think you cared. Well, you're not feeling well. You looked worried."

"It's not like I don't care! Me, Koo. I love your mother! I never thought I was sick! I don't know why I said that!

"I don't think Liu heard it when he asked me to send him home because it felt like the sky was up there, but Mr. Kouki said it. When I entered the Wang capital, I was told a lot, that I didn't care because I was used to it, but that it looked like Liu was hurting me. Maybe Mr. Kouki knows. Liu said he didn't think that."

Yes, I did feel so bad then... because Mother Koo is not the kind of person who gets badly... because she's the most important person...

"... Mother Koo, will you forgive me"

"Liu is the only one who cares about forgiveness and nothing. Perhaps Mr. Kouki will be saddened if he's depressed forever."

Right, right? Either way, I can't help thinking about what I already said.

I'm sorry, and let's just say I love that I don't think it's disgusting. I'll try to believe what Alan says. I'm sure Alan's right, Koh. Mother would forgive me.

I'm sorry, Cow. Mother. Me, really, what are you doing? Koo, Mother, hurt me......

At that time, I remembered what Master Cain had said.

Sure, that's what I heard when I was freshly admitted to this school, when Alan and I were dueling, having a big fight, making up and crying and Master Cain was comforting me.

People grow up hurting each other.

That's what Master Cain said.

Has Master Cain ever hurt anyone? I may have hurt Mr. Koo. Is this what you need, for me to grow up? Is it really necessary......

I, from the time of my previous life, have been clumsy about that...... maybe I can't grow up without hurting someone and learning that over and over again. But scratch your loved ones, that's it, I...

"Hey, Alan. Do you remember what Mr. Cain said when we fought? People grow up hurting each other..."

"Of course, I basically remember Brother Cain's words!

Oh, yeah, right. I don't have to appeal to you to remember so forcefully. In any case, Bracon...... Well, I'm a faza too...... a mazacon.

"If you really can't grow up without hurting someone... me, I don't have to be an adult, I feel good... because I don't want to hurt anyone"

It's best not to hurt anyone. By making contact with people this way, you hurt someone, regret it... and if you have to repeat that to grow up, you don't have to be an adult...

I felt Alan's leg stop as he walked next door.

Surprised... I think I said something weird, too. That said, either way, your body grows, and it may be difficult to live without harming people at all. That's why living without getting involved with people is unlikely to be possible for me right now. Because, at last, I could have met some important people who would look at me.

"Lew, don't say that."

I was only a few steps ahead of Alan, who stopped, so looking back, Alan looked kind of sad.

"Even me, there's something quite insensitive about it, and it seems like maybe you're hurting someone before you know it, and I really want to, but... just push it, and end up being selfish, and... and..."

That said, once Alan looked down, then looked straight at me.

Alan occasionally looks like this. It's better to be seen, as embarrassing as it gets, looking straight at people.

"Besides, I'm not... You can hurt me if you want to. If it's for Leo, I don't mind getting hurt."

Alan says that with a serious face, so surprised and unexpected, I took a serious look. Then as he looked around, Alan's face turned red and suddenly ran over to the men's dorm.

I ran out of the blue, so yeah!? I kept thinking, I couldn't even speak, and I was dropping off Alan's back as he ran away, but Alan stopped on the way and looked back.

"Oh, and! Maybe even Mr. Kouki thinks the same thing!

That's all Alan said, he ran over the men's dorm in the dash again.

Alan......

He said I could be hurt... he consoled me, I guess it's just me.

Or maybe Alan...