Tensei Shoujo no Rirekisho

I was born in a village outside Gwennasis territory.

A recently made village called Pioneering Village.

Our village was told to grow mainly wheat in the fields, but it didn't work out very well and I always relied on the food my lord supplied.

I've seen things that people around me don't see since I was a little girl.

Later I find out it was a spirit, but when I was in the village, I didn't know it, but when it came to seeing something from my friends and parents around me, they said it was creepy, so I pretended not to see it, even if I could.

That's how I lived relaxed, but at one point the lord's use, who always distributes food, stopped being more patchy.

At first, the village grownups thought they would come one day, but they stopped coming because they waited to live.

At that time, maybe our village had been abandoned, but they didn't even think about it, so the villagers thought relaxed that the user must have been lost or something.

But there was no way we could live without rations, and the village went hungry.

More graves, too. Weak kids couldn't live.

And there was something black in the village that only I could see, overflowing.

It was such a well understood thing, resembling a feather worm and glowing black light at all costs.

Something black wanted to be on the weak side of the village. There was not a single person in the village who had nothing to eat satisfactorily but something black had not gathered. Including me......

It turns out to me that one day the crop will bear fruit, that the villagers are watering the fields, but the fields will not bear fruit. The field is already dead. 'Cause something black is all over it.

As it is, the village will be wiped out, and the representative will talk to the lord.

Now that I think about it, I wish I had done so more quickly, but I didn't even have that idea for those of us who are always passive.

And then, after a while, a representative of the village brought one wizard out to use a young man from a village who was still physically fit.

The wizard told me to plow the fields and feed them because I would no longer deliver food.

But the fields, as the great men say, I felt it was impossible to cultivate or plant seeds without fruiting well. And there's something black about it, because I live in that field.

Back then I was vaguely aware. That this black thing is gathered in something close to death. So I thought I wouldn't grow a crop in a dead field that wanted something black.

It seems that the adults in the village didn't think it would be possible either, and when I complained to the wizard who came to me that the crop would not bear fruit in the field, the wizard said something to me. Then the crop grew from a field that had not even budged, and became a large wheat field.

The villagers gladly thanked the wizard.

Even if I stopped paying for food, if the fields were to bear fruit properly, it would be fine, because I thought so.

I was also pleased to see where the crop would bear fruit.

But I looked over the field again and despaired.

Because something black is still gathering around the field...

"Dear Wizard! No, there's still something black in the field. This field is dead!

The word was the trigger. The wizard found out that I had something, that is, I could see the Spirit, and I was recognized as a wizard.

Turns out I'm a wizard, and the village is under noble jurisdiction. The villagers thanked me, but some of them blamed me, and I wasn't very happy.

Besides, although he appreciates it by mouth, in everyone's mind, he also feels like he's blaming me...

'How could you keep quiet when you were a wizard! If you hadn't hidden it, she wouldn't have had to die!

That's what the woman who lost her child to a cold told me last year. I can't leave that word. I was wondering if that's what others think...

I left the village and hurried to the king's capital when I greeted my lord, as if I had to go to school immediately at my age

In the meantime, I was taught a lot of things, like reading and writing letters, manners, but all of a sudden I didn't know anything about it...

When I got to King's Capital, I greeted the daughter of the greatest man in the Gwennasis realm where I live. He was a person named Katerina, who only spoke a word or two just to say a short greeting, but was very beautiful and a little scared.

In a very cold voice, he said, Shake not to be ashamed as the wizard of my land.

I heard rumors, but I heard that he was smart and tough on me and all around him. I was a girl close to the ideal that a wizard should be like this, and I thought she was strong and very cool.

But I was far from the ideal wizard that Master Caterina thought I was, and besides, a rotten spirit user, and I couldn't live up to her expectations.

Even I want to be a cool girl. If I'd been firmer.

If I knew I was a wizard, even the children of the village might not have died.

Yeah, either way, I don't need a rotten spirit user. There's no way I can help anyone.

Besides, when I enrolled in school, I can't even keep up with class.

Even the letters still don't remember perfectly, but I'm the only one who doesn't even know that...

It was Master Liu who spoke to me at that time.

Be nice, smart, beautiful, strong. She was like a girl who collected all my admirations.

Master Liu said he was from Pioneering Village, but he could read and write letters perfectly, and manners and tricks are sophisticated. Besides, according to what I heard, he was plowing fields and making tools in the pioneering village without the help of magic......

I immediately loved it. He wants to be like that. When I'm with Master Liu, it's all new, always amazing, so much fun...!

Even Master Katerina, who had a little thorn, created an incentive to break it down.

Besides, he told me that he needed my magical powers, which I thought were useless. He told me it was amazing.

I... love Master Liu.

Speaking of which, Master Alan seems to like Master Liu, too, and tries to put it on something and stay with him.

But it's bad for Alan, but honestly, I don't think it's right for Liu. Master Liu is amazing. If you're not really amazing... for example, if you're not around Henry, I don't think you look great next to Mr. Lew.

For example, if Master Liu were to be with Master Henry, Master Liu would be queen.... Oh, but I wonder if it will be a side room or something because I'm not a wizard. I don't like that.

But if I could be the righteous queen, yeah, Master Liu would be. Then the queen of this country will be like Liu.

That's so nice.

If that happens, I, Lady Lew... can do anything for the Queen.

Because I want to be near Master Liu. I can do anything for it.

Because if I were nearby, I'd feel like I could be as strong as Master Liu.

I want to be strong. I want to be like Master Liu.

I don't like it anymore. I really don't like it when someone gets hurt because I'm weak.

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I didn't feel well today and I was allowed to sleep a little in the school infirmary.

While I was asleep, it was like I was dreaming about the old days. I felt a little nostalgic.

When I look out the window, I blur and rub my eyes that the sun is about to set in the orange sky.

When I looked at the table beside me, I left a letter. It was from Master Liu. You're worried about me. It said something about the contents.

Today, it's been a long time since sunshine, so maybe he's playing dodgeball by now.

I could have joined if I was feeling better, too.

- - Concon.

A knock sounded on the door of the infirmary.

But it looks like I'm the only one in the infirmary right now, and no one's showing signs of going by the door.

Should I go and open the door on this?

I looked at the door, except for the curtains that were like compartments.

It's the infirmary, so don't knock, you just have to get it on your own, and when I was thinking about it, I heard Conn and Knock again.

"Oh, you know, it's okay to come in, I think, right?

That's right, I called, but I stopped making any noise from across the door.

And I rubbed my neck and twisted it, and when I saw the door as serious, I realized

By the door, the black spirits… the inferior rotten spirits are beginning to gather.

What is this...?

When you tried to figure out what I meant,

- Gang-gang-gang-gang-gang-gang.

and the sound of a heavy knock on the door sounded with the momentum of rocking from room to room.