Jin was out of the guild and walking around the city.

I felt the adventurers stare at me when I left the guild after redeeming the money, but as Greg said, I decided not to worry about this as much as it might be the effect of Ant Modochi (Mad Ant) exorcism. However, it was strange to think that some Alliance staff were looking at me for some reason, but I decided not to care as much as I wondered if that was the case.

And the Gin who left the guild is on his way now is Bean's pharmacist.

Aria told me that Bean wanted to meet me and thank me in person, and she wanted to refill the potion that was gone, so it was just the right opportunity.

Bean's pharmacy, where Jin visited him, was a large shop facing the boulevard. Jin accidentally double-checked with [MAP], but there was no mistake in the location.

"Hello"

That said, the store space inside was not that large compared to the exterior, and most of it seemed to be devoted to work and warehouse space. It doesn't feel like a drugstore-like store, it feels like a pharmacy that prescribes drugs. One middle-aged woman, who would be a clerk, had a store number on the counter, and there were plenty of pills lined up on the shelf behind it.

"Welcome, what are you looking for?

"I'm looking for a potion to restore HP and MP. And will Mr. Bean be there? If you could just tell me Jin's here, I'd know."

"Well, you're Mr. Jin, aren't you? My husband is taking care of me. My name is Maggie and I'm Bean's wife. I'll call you right away, so please wait a minute. You, Mr. Jin, have seen you."

With that said, Maggie only put her upper body in the back door and called for a bean, and the bean appeared in no time.

"Mr. Jin, please do me a favor. Thank you so much for picking up as many as 12 wheels of Pam flowers yesterday. As long as you have all that ready, you'll be fine now. Thank you so much."

Yes, with a full smile, Bean conveys his gratitude. And your wife Maggie likewise thanked you.

"No, I'm honored to be of service. Now I'm glad you don't have to worry about drugs."

Jin also responds with a smile.

I can go on because any job makes me happy to do this, and it means I can be confident and proud. Plus if you think there's a smile on the faces of the kids who will be free from the disease ahead, it's worth putting your body up and being unscrupulous about one of Ant Modki's (Mad Ant) cases.

Jin naturally made the next use of reflection as a reflection, but at the same time he wanted to accept this achievement without humiliating it as an achievement.

"I am not familiar with the details, but I have heard that Mr. Jin has been quite impotent this time. How are you feeling?

"Yes. I've managed to be safe. I just ran out of potions, so I thought I'd buy a new one here."

"Oh, did I? Then here it is…"

That's how the potion recommended by the bean wasn't the flask type I got in the tutorial, it was the type with a cork-like stopper in the test tube type bottle. Realizing the importance of the means of recovery, Jin ended up buying 10 intermediate HP recovery potions and 10 lower MP recovery potions each. And while I don't think it will cause abnormal conditions, I also bought five abnormal recovery items, such as poisoning and paralysis.

"Are all these medicines made by Mr. Bean alone?

That's how Jin finished shopping, asking Bean as part of the public discourse.

"Most of them are, aren't they? I also have an apprentice, but I haven't woken up to my skills yet, so quality is one of them."

They can still make things without skills. But there still seems to be some unevenness in what you can do for the amount of time you can't benefit from your skills. They say that medicines to make such apprenticeships are a little cheaper because they are one effect now, and some of them are fancy to buy instead of nutritional drinks to restore fatigue.

"I'm not saying right now, but can I visit Mr. Bean one day and learn how to make medicine?

There are still other technologies to prioritise now, but if it is possible in the future, self-sufficiency of the potion will be possible in conjunction with sampling.

"Yes, I don't mind Mr. Jin. The cost is fine if you bring the herbs you use to practice, and you can visit whenever I'm around."

"Oh, thank you. Please do so then."

"Yes, say it anytime"

Jin, who specializes in adventurers, is forbidden to sell personally, even if he can create his own medicine. If you want to sell it, once a specialized vendor like Bean has bought it, it will be sold. Even though teaching Jin how to make potions doesn't make him a direct competitor, he still won't be teaching without tuition, and it takes time. I was very grateful to Jin for the generosity of Bean, who nevertheless agreed to it.

That's how she promised to come and learn [the formula] one day, and Jin said goodbye to Bean and Maggie and left the pharmacist behind.

And the next thing Jin went for was the usual temple.

Instead of just coming in as quickly as usual, Jin first sat down on one of the benches arranged after a gratuity toward the statue of God. To look back at my thoughts before praying. Jin kept his gaze on the statue, and in his head he recalled that he had returned the benefit of [damage reproduction rate].

I let God reincarnate me into this world. He stays in the VR game settings he played until recently, with many skills such as "Talent of the Martial Arts" and "Health". Besides, I even have the skill of 'menu' that no one else has so that I can use the game settings as they are. On top of that, my body is young until I'm 18 years old, and my experience and memories are not only physical, but also spiritual. It's a cross-world reincarnation in a way that's nothing more for me.

I also appreciated the blessing words God gave me, but I can only thank you for this one.

But I voided the benefit of [Damage Reproduction Rate] at my discretion.

This will be my selfishness, my self-satisfaction, and my arrogance. But as an old man who once lived his life through all sorts of pain, and as a young man who was going to live in this world, there was really no way he could just be a one-sided pain. Because I think it's a denial of my life so far and too dishonest to live as an adventurer in this world.

If you are going to take your life as an adventurer, you must be prepared to take your life yourself.

If you attack (inflict pain) as an adventurer, you must be prepared to be attacked (inflict pain) as well.

I know there's more to it if it's true, but at least I think this is the kind of courtesy to keep.

Maybe it's the extreme of arrogance, but I still don't think I'm wrong to feel pain.

But maybe I should just throw out all my favors. Massive funding. A privileged talent. The only skill. And an unharmed body.

Especially the last unharmed body. This is definitely an dishonest object that should not be real either. Throw away only the body that feels no pain and only shock, and the body that doesn't hurt remains intact. But pain was the only problem in me, and I still don't get strong feelings like I did then. But can you be so selfish? Are you sure that's okay?

"No. Once Stopped"

Jin shakes his head loudly and stops thinking about it once. He seems to think too much in bad habits again. I'm not good enough, thinking that I might be wrong is one of the important ideas to keep growing, but after that, it becomes hypocritical and not spiritually good.

"Sounds like a lot of trouble."

Make sure Jin's thoughts are broken, or someone will talk to him like that.

"Oh, this is Mr. Clark. Hello."

"Yes, hello, Mr. Ginn"

It was Clark, the head of this temple, who had spoken to me. Clark, bright white with his hair and beard, smiled like he cared for Jin that way.

"I've been watching you ever since I realized what you saw, but I've been worried about you for a long time."

"Really? I'm sorry I didn't realize this. Yes, I did think a lot of things."

Clark laughs without worrying and Jin puts his head on like he's in trouble. Nothing like this in particular, but Jin felt that her feelings had settled down. Jin opened his mouth after a calm silence for a while then.

"Mr. Clark. Would you mind listening to me for a moment?

"Yes."

Ginn, prompted by Clark, slowly spoke as she sat down opposite the two separate benches.

"I can't give you the details, but to be honest, I'm a little different from others. I've been helped by that, and I appreciate it. But at the same time, I feel dishonest that I'm different from the others."

"Hmm, against what is dishonesty?

"Is it against other people or this world? I haven't been able to sort things out well around here myself. You made up your own mind about something that you couldn't accept, and I'll leave you alone with nothing else. I don't think I can do that. I think I'm a mess."

So Clark smiled and stared with tender eyes at Jin holding his head.

"Mr. Jin is serious, isn't he? Now I ask you, is that unusual thing about Mr. Jin like annoying someone?

"No, I don't think so."

To be precise, it's a story that needs to be abused, but I don't intend to do that to Jin.

"So it's like someone gets a gain if that unusual thing about Mr. Jin is gone?

"No.... maybe the opposite can be inconvenient"

Think about it a little bit, Jin said.

Being able to work in a guild is a skill, and most importantly, without [language settings] in the [menu], we can't even talk like this.

"It's not something that annoys someone, it only has a negative effect where it's gone. Wouldn't it be a good thing Mr. Jin said something unusual about that?

"Eh. … that's true"

If you think about it, it was only with these skills that you could collect all kinds of herbs and [Pam's Flowers], and you could win the battle against Ant Modki (Mad Ant) and go home alive. And I was able to help cure the illness that the children would need in the future, and I was happy for Aria and Mr. and Mrs. Bean.

I was just wondering if it was okay for me, and I decided not to do this on my own.

I don't know what was bothering me anymore, and Jin tells me what I care about for now.

"Is that what Jin said earlier, that you don't have to use your skills? If so, do you not know the story of 'Margas's Choice'?

"No, unfortunately we do not know that story. What kind of story is that?

What Clark is saying is certainly close to what Jin wanted to say.

"Simply put, we're talking about a man named Margas, who was born and was given the skills of 'sewing', not going down the sewing path where success was promised, going down the blacksmith path that he dared to admire, and finally getting through the difficulties and finally getting the skills of 'blacksmithing' to grow up"

Jin listens closely to Clark and thinks what he means.

"It's not something that is rarely, as you know, innate in being endowed with skills, etc., and it can be described as just a gift of God. But it's up to the person to go down the road to harness that skill. And God also watches over that choice with respect. Proof of that is Margas' mastery of 'blacksmith' skills."

"You don't care if I use that skill or not, you just have to act with faith in your choice."

"Yes, you're right. Use if necessary and not if not necessary. God allows us that freedom of choice."

Indeed, the [damage reproduction rate] could have been changed even though it should not have been possible to change it. That would be to say that God respected his choice not to use it, Jin thinks again.

"And..."

Jin listens to Clark's words that follow.

"I don't know what Mr. Jin was given, but if it's not something that annoys anyone but something that affects Mr. Jin himself well, I think it's something that should continue to be polished. Besides, there are things that I feel unnecessary right now, and maybe the day will come when I say I will need them in the future. Of course, you won't need it all the time, like" Margas's Choice. "But here's what I think. I was wondering if Margas could have made it on the blacksmith path because she dared to make a choice not to use 'sewing'. As Margas needed to be prepared not to use it, I think it might have been necessary for Mr. Jin to be prepared not to use it."

Listening to Clark, Jin realized that there were no more things in him that were mocking, such as anxiety and fear.

"(maybe with pain I could finally be a living person in this world called 'Jin')"

Kind of neat as a possession had fallen, Jin decided to stop thinking about his existence at this time. Just keep trying to get around things with your own convictions and enjoy this world. And one day in an attempt to repay this world, Jin thought so.

"Besides, I personally prefer Mr. Jin to think seriously about the meaning of what he's given, rather than just accepting what he's given."

At the end Clark laughed and said so.

"Thank you, Mr. Clark. Thanks to you, my troubles are clear."

Jin stood up and bowed deeply to Clark. Jin felt saved by Clark's words in many ways.

"You're welcome, I'm glad I could help"

Clark also smiled and gave it back to Jin.

And when Jin thanked Clark once again for taking up his time while he was busy, he stood before Clark and the parting altar and came to God.

Of course I conveyed the thought and determination that came together within me, as well as my sincere gratitude to God.

And the last time I put 5 pieces of silver coins that also matched the natural magic, I followed the temple in a light foothold. The jinn's face, which I looked back after leaving the temple and thanked him, was clear and clear with my troubles disappearing.

And on the other hand, a little after Jin left, in one of the temple rooms, a female cleric stood in front of Clark, who sat at his desk. A young elf female cleric featuring long hair and pointed ears.

"The other day, I talked about it, and I saw it."

The woman was a cleric who accidentally watched Jin wrapped in light when she first prayed in the temple.

"Was it still so"

Unlike a female cleric with a serious expression, Clark's expression on his mind of Jin is unchanged and gentle.

"Whether that light you saw is God's blessing or not, Mr. Jin certainly has something special for you. But so what do you say? I think he has a very good heart, as far as I can tell."

"I don't know. I just wonder if I've ever seen that sight before, or if it's any good for God."

"That could be just your curiosity, right?

"Perhaps so. But I can't forget how he prays."

The face of the woman who answers is serious everywhere.

"Hmm. Rachel, then why don't you be an adventurer? Mr. Jin is an adventurer, so he may throw a party at some point. If you have any connection, maybe you can be a part of it. And anyway, if you want to know about Mr. Jin, I think it's the fastest way to stay in the same world, right?

Rachel, the woman cleric who heard about Clark, left the scene after a few thoughts, accepting to be an adventurer. Clark, left behind, sighed as he saw himself afterwards.

"Oh man, I don't have that kid who's promising for the future but who was just as worried about the future. I can't say it's totally irrelevant, but I'm not the first person other than God to be interested in Mr. Jin. It's convincing and reassuring in a way, but I kind of miss you. Well, personally, I wanted to do something for Mr. Jin, and that kid wouldn't have a problem. Do you think it was just the right time?"

First of all, I think it's okay, but Clark figured if Rachel ever bothered Jin about anything, he'd take responsibility for it then.

And in a way Clark, with elements of a grandson fool, smiled gently, thinking of Jin's happiness and the growth of her lovely grandson.