The Annals of the Flame Kingdom (WN)

Lesson 57: Kota Matsudai III

"Oh, the... let it go, Doctor! Mr. Matsudai!"

Before the next week's lecture begins. One woman waited before Kota walked down the hallway. There's a pretty beauty with natural makeup on her hair cut together at the shoulder.

"Uh... Doctor, is that me?

"Oh, you're so determined! Well..."

Mojo and the woman dyed her face bright red and said in front of Kota. Next door Ayano looked interesting at the situation.

"Oh, that! Let, I'm sorry about last week!

A woman who shows most respect with the momentum that seems to sound like a bash. In that appearance, Kota waves his gaze to the left and right as if he had accidentally eaten it. And, at the end of his gaze, Ayano's face entered with a funny, niggling grin.

"Sa, Matsuyo Sensei? You forgive me? Or don't you give it to me?

"No, forgive or not..."

While perplexed, I still choose words.

"... who are you in the first place? Did I ever apologize to you anywhere?

""... what?

Unexpected, the voices of the two women get hammered. He stared at Kota with a flashing expression that said he didn't know the bottom of his heart, and the brunette turned to Ayano as she pampered her mouth to seek salvation.

"... Hey, this guy... Seriously?

"Unfortunately, maybe big. Seriously. Hey, Kota? Don't you remember?

"No, even if they say they don't remember... I'm sorry, I'm just remembering..."

One exuberant sigh at Kota twisting his neck. Ayano shook his head to the left and right as he pounded Kota's shoulder.

"You know, Kota? This kid, Mr. Matsuba, right?

"... Mr. Matsuba?

"... you know how amnesic you are, don't you? Last week's lecture told me to bore shit and I was half crying, that pine leaf guy."

"Hey, hey! Nothing, we're not crying!

"Oh, was it all crying?

"No, and!

"... Huh? Oh, I mean... Yeah, yeah!

Ayano and the female comic talent sideways, Hota shouts out. Ayano briefly reprimanded the voice as she bowed her head to the students looking back at something.

"Here! Shut up!

"Oh, sorry, no, but..."

I said that and seriously looked at the woman again... seriously from top to bottom, even though I understood that it was disgusting. I don't know what to say, but it's dramatic enough to have a popular show narration on my mind.

"No... I'm sorry. Seems so different..."

"Well... if I wanted to respond properly and sincerely, I could only think of enough to round my head... so, but as a girl, I'm kind of a round-boy on a boulder..."

Kota's mouth is bitterly distorted by a woman who looks at Hirota and says so with her shoulder hairs rubbed, like she's lit.

"... again, Mr. Matsuba, right? I can't forgive you for cutting my hair on purpose to apologize. Please, don't worry."

"So, but, we... you know, I said something really rude... and, excuse me, my dad said I wish I could make a deal with the East Cherry Blossom Girl, and, you know, the one who lived over."

"Yeah, I know. You worked hard for your father. I understand that, and your father would be proud to have a daughter like you."

"The way I did it was super bad, though."

"Ayano!... and that's right. I also have a point about what Okawa is saying. I know it's wonderful how you acted thinking about your father, but you still have to tell the difference between good and bad, don't you?

"Ah...... yes! I'm so, so sorry!

"Yeah, that's a good reply. Are you happy, Doctor?

Rich in tea. There was just a little light for a certain Friday at eight o'clock teacher-like development, and Kota stroked the head of the pine leaf tip two or three times with a pom pom to make Ayano.

"... ahhh"

Moment, Pong! The face of the pine leaf tip stains bright red to the point that it sounds like it. Well... it's me. Though she speaks in a lotus-leaved way, she said that she made Ms. Matsuba a purely cultured young lady who goes from kindergarten to East Sakura women. I spent a lot of time in my adolescence with women alone, dyeing their makeup and hair color like that, and the roots are serious. Almost all of them have no experience with concoction - if you ask me, "Pom Pom Pom" has only ever been done by your father and Ho Tai.

"... Mr. Matsuba? Can I sue you for sexual harassment? I'll introduce you to a good lawyer if you want. Don't worry, I'll definitely win."

"Hey, Ayano! What are you talking about?

Half-eyed and staring at Haota, Haota raised her voice to protest against Ayano, who said such a noisy thing. Vikri and his body trembled as if surprised by the voice, Pine Leaf Tip bowed his head again on the spot and ran out toward the lecture room.

"... hey"

"What?

"I could have settled the corner, but I ruined it because of you. What?

"... whoa. If you're serious about that, I'm not gonna quit hitting you if you cry, am I?

"What do you mean, it!

"Enough, you idiot!

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Though it was the first time I was most stuffy, Kota's lecture then went well over and over again...... if I noticed, it had become the most popular lecture in college.

Basic, university lectures are elusive. If you think about it, it's natural that some lectures are divided into pre- and post-session periods, where you learn, test, and score in just six months. The deeper the discipline, the more interesting it becomes in Russia, but since college lectures end in the takeaways, it is not possible to learn 'academic pleasure' in the true sense.

This is true even for professors on the teaching side. Even if they are 'research' professionals, they are not 'education' professionals. Because of the university situation yesterday, even if we tried to level up the faculty side to some extent, it tends to be an easy lecture to take credit for, after all, "popular lectures". Regardless, I'm not denying college professors by referring to this. They, or they, are professionals in "research," and even if they are obliged to show students one end of their built performance, they are not exposed to the need to organize a curriculum tailored to all levels of students, and it is worse not to be able to follow them than not to be compulsory education.

That's not to say the student side is bad either. They are like strays thrown out at the entrance of academia. In the current university system, the role of the "Exploring House of Knowledge" is not required of universities, and precision is only a preparatory school for employment. There will be an opinion as to whether that is an organisation called 'university', but people who want to tackle a difficult discipline on their own unless they are students who are willing to learn a lot… well, they will be a minority.

In that regard, the lecture on "Matsuyo Sensei" was different.

First of all, Kota is young. It is closer to the students than the professors, and I am still old enough to understand better that 'lectures are not interesting' than the distress of the students...... In addition, Hota emotionally referred to the university as either "Exploration Hall of Knowledge" or "Pre-Job School," who regarded it as the latter, with a close position on the part of the students. In addition, Hota is a person who understands that "I don't know" is a bad policy. It is my own experience of where to look and where to stop, and I can offer a solution. If it was Ayano, this would not be the case. She is a person who doesn't know what "I don't know" is. She has no experience because she can understand only hearing some things obviously. It's commonly called, 'Why can't you see this?' The type. As good players can be unfamiliar with good mentors, it is a story that players who are not good will remain good mentors.

And extremely, it is significant that Kota was a "hard worker". Naturally, it is indispensable to preview and review the lecture by making handmade réjmes, including commentary where it is difficult to understand, pinching small stories with coffee breaks so that you don't get tired of the lecture, and if you have any questions, teaching them cordially after the lecture until the questioner is convinced. Time and effort were spared to make the lecture a success.

He's an elite at Sumitomo Bank, he gives a very interesting and understandable lecture, and if there's anything you don't understand, he thinks with me. In addition, it also applauded Kota's reputation that rumors circulated that 'Matsushiba Sensei would not be expelled even though he rambled because he had harboured Matsuyo to direct a ruling to the board chairman'. Kota's stock recorded a stop-height around the area where Matsuba didn't deny the rumor and showed what a lovely trick it was to make her cheeks blush and make her look like a Yamatsuko who quit her "that" makeup and brown hair to frown even at cherry blossom officials. Someone who is not just good, but kind, weighty, and not just spoils, but leads young people down the right path.

... If this doesn't make you popular with Hota, that would be the lie.

Doors can't stand in people's mouths, and people who hear rumors about people will also listen to Kota's lectures. If you listen and see, then the lecture is as interesting as the rumors say. If so, the earlier rumors would be true… and by the end of the three-month lecture, it had become a popular lecture with approximately two hundred students, including so-called listening students, who had not taken credit for Kota's lecture.

"... I knew better about this one."

Final day of lecture. From the student side: "Next semester there will also be teacher lectures, right! 'What an unpleasant sight to show Kota who gets stuffed and becomes a taj, and still says,' Good day party, do you want to? 'Ayano, who followed Haota's words, spoke to Haota that way, sipping a rock of yam shochu.

"What?

"The moment when a person fits into a religion, you say, oh."

"... dude. That sounds really disturbing. Besides, isn't it religion?

"Fun lecture and a gentle tone, the face............... well, there"

"Tame is long! No, I don't think he's good-looking..."

"A fine teacher who works really hard on lectures for his students, huh? Why don't you quit as a banker? Wouldn't you rather be a college professor or something? Or the patriarchs of emerging religions. Oh, yeah?

"Get away from religion! Why would you do that?"

Stir up another potato lock in dissatisfaction. Pu shouted at Ayano, who breathed out the smell of alcohol, and Kota accidentally looked at her too.

"... you"

"Mostly, you're good. What," The Knight of Residence "? It was like a fan club."

"No... well, that's..."

"Compared to that, what am I?" The Mad Dog of St. Helena "," The Sneaky God "," The Woman Kicking the Crying Face "," The Ghost Dancing Taps on the Dead Man "... and" The Devil in the Skin of a Raccoon "is definitely information you're sending out, isn't it?

To Ayano in the jitsu eye, Kota replies by turning to him and whistling.

On the other hand, Ayano stock was on the way down the line, as Haota's stock soared. Even though there was one first case and it was originally the subject of 'fear', Ayano was harsh on the students - mainly, on people who use color on Kota. Students are also students, next to "Nice Nice Matsuyo Sensei," I always want to smoke Ayano, and between students and Ayano, there was a battle under the water that was so intense that it became a single book... save the details. Let's just say that Ayano had enough battles to get some 'bad reviews'.

"Hmm! Unlike me, Matsuyo Sensei, who is very popular with college girls, is good ~. The president also said," If you don't mind, don't forget to donate courses to Matsuyo in the future "! Hmm! You can become a college professor like Kota!

"Become a college professor... you"

One sigh of sigh in Ayano, whose eyes sat down step by step. Kota hands on the Cassis Orange at hand. I don't hate the atmosphere of the drinking party, but I don't like alcohol. Take it to Kota, and tomorrow in my work situation, excessive alcohol consumption is an immediate death game.

"I can't be more than a college professor... He's retarded."

"Really? I think researchers are better suited to Kota than university professors? Look, you work like an asshole."

"... will you at least say stupid?

"Whatever. Researchers are horas, that's what... what do you mean? Isn't it important to do the trick and the hard work? Here's the thing, 'Explorer of Knowledge! Like,"

"Well, I know what you're roughly saying..."

Saying so, I sip a bonito tatataki, throw it in my mouth and chew it. From the recession, I feel the sauce taste is slightly thin.

"... you're Edison, right?

"What's Edison... Thomas Edison? The one who invented the bulb?

"Yes. Edison says, 'Genius is ninety-nine percent effort and one percent talent,' right? That means, in the end, if you give it back, you'll never be a genius in" 100% effort, "right? You can't have any talent for about a percent."

"Well... well, I guess so"

"Researchers, they have to have some kind of track record, don't they? I don't know the details... but I think maybe we need a mon like 'Flashing'. I can't do such a creative job."

Laughing in mockery, take another bite of Cassis Orange. Do you want something to get your mind back on? Ask.

"Something... I don't care."

Ayano and his eyes were in the eyes of Jito.

"What?

"Well, your low self-esteem. I haven't eaten in a long time."

"No, even if they say so."

"No, it's a bit of a low self-esteem... hmm... what do you mean..."

Put your hands together, yeah and roaring Ayano. A claw twig added to his mouth swayed up and down to link to Ayano's head movement. If you look at it from scratch, it is an old man.

"... oh well. Are you saying you're underestimating yourself or that 'giving up' is too good?"

Eventually, Ayano, who stopped 'Yeah Yeah', let him pound one hand.

"Too good to give up? Well, I'm pretty much the type to say one thing or the other, huh?

"No, that's true... for example, suppose there was a wall in front of you? If there was a wall, I don't think you're the type to climb."

"... do you? It's..."

"I listen to people all the way to the end. What about you? The walls of" The Height You Can Climb "are desperate to climb. To do this, I work out my body, I buy Zail, and I take rock climbing classes. But there's nothing you can do about it. If it's a wall of height, you're the type to quit climbing."

"It's..."

Speaking up to make a denial, Kota speaks to the exact allegations. Indeed, as a result of his efforts to find what he could do, Kota became only a banker.

"... but isn't that what we all do?

"By the way, I'm the type to charter a helicopter if its walls are too high to cross on my own."

……

"Nothing, I'm not denying your efforts... you know? You used to say," All you have to do is try "?

"Yeah... well, yeah. Because I can only try."

"That's it."

"Which one?

"I say 'about effort', but usually there are quite a few people who can do that 'effort'."

"Really? That sounds like a good idea, doesn't it? Anyone can do it if they want, as hard as they can."

"No, I'm not. Um, I hate to sound kind of proud... but I've done pretty much anything since I was a little girl. Mandarin, mathematics and English, I know a lot once, and maybe the guidelines are better."

"You sound proud of me?

"I don't tear it up. So, you see... what do you mean? I don't know how to handle that 'hard work'. I don't know how to work hard, what to work hard, how far to go. So, 'That's about as good as it gets,' I think about it in an easy way. Well, that's pretty much how it goes."

"Correction. It just sounds proud"

"You said roughly, didn't you?

That said, Ayano puts the yam shochu in his hand and peeks into Kota's eyes.

"Even this lecture, I think that's why Kota went so skilfully."

"... I don't know. If Ayano did it, it would be more..."

"I could have done a better lecture. I might have been able to teach you the 'theory', which is dense and really helpful even in society. But I'm sure I'll tell the students, 'Next semester, please! I don't think I could have given a lecture like that."

……

"Because you took the students' position sincerely, chose the lecture content, chewed it until you were convinced, and taught it in further shavings, you were able to give the students a popular lecture. I can't do that."

"... it's my job. I'll do my best without losing my hand. It's obvious, isn't it?

"If you're serious, you're so crisp you want to hug me. Look around, will you? You think there's someone out there who's throwing everything he can at a thoroughbred job? Everyone's out of control somewhere. Neither do I. I wonder if this is good enough for today. So you're a pretty rare character who doesn't go in an 'easy' direction so the water flows low, and I wonder if I could give up a little worse then. Don't set your limits on your own, don't you think you can try?

So much so that I take the glass and stir it in my hand like it was just a little lit.

"Well, what do you want to say... well, I admire you for that 'hard work to be foolish' thing, and I think it's a goal I want to reach someday. So, like that... quit doing things that make you despise yourself like this, right? You don't unfairly disparage my goals!

Stir the rest of the yam shochu all at once and say, 'Take your place!' On the side of Ayano, who laughs at me.

- The feeling that the lid should have been closed is twitching.

"... it's you? We're still working tomorrow, right?

Quit, stop, Yamelo.

Don't want it, don't think it's important, don't want me to be beside you.

... When you get it, don't think.

I'm the one who feels hard, I'm the one who feels sad, I'm the one who hurts.

"Hmm. Unlike Kota, I drink alcohol.

I can't contain the emotions that have moved me back to back with myself thinking calmly that way.

"I'm not weak, either, am I? Because you make him drink too much."

I was happy.

I was glad to hear you say that the efforts you yourself have made are not in vain.

I was glad to hear myself say, "I have great stuff" when I thought, "Nothing".

No one, "Ayano Okawa" said that to me - I couldn't help but be glad.

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"... hey, can I have a cigarette?

"Huh? Coata, did you smoke anything?

The woman, naked in a sheet, frowns in surprise at Coata's words, but says' yes' and offers a cigarette, one from her own cigarette case. Received in gratitude, Kota stares at and smells the cigarette.

"Hey, Coata-kun? Smoking is smoking on fire."

"... something... mint? Smells like that."

"Because it's Menthol. Yes, Writer."

"Sanki...... a hundred yen lighter? What a surprise. You, I thought these little things were more elaborate. I thought you'd choose. Like an antique zippo."

"I've tried zippos and matches and everything, but the gas lighter fits the menthol best."

"It's economic."

He receives the lighter and Kota adds the cigarette to his mouth and inhales it for a breath. She stares bitterly at Kota, choking unwittingly at the foreign body and smell that fills her mouth and lungs, and slaps her on the back of it with a ton.

"You're amateur! Yes, Coata, smoking was still fast for you. Here, take your time."

As they say, I put tears in my eyes and slowly smoke cigarettes. A bottle of purple smoke leaked out of Kota's mouth.

"... hmm"

"Weird?"

"As you wish, you're a goldfish."

"Goldfish?"

"It's called 'goldfish' to spit it out without putting smoke in your lungs, just in your mouth. Me, too. - Whoa, smoking's been around since I was twenty, right?

"... you"

"No, I haven't since I was 20, have I? Just got a little interested and smoked it."

Hmm, he replies carelessly, and Kota offers her the cigarette he was smoking. With a pranky smile on his face, he said, 'Indirect kiss?' I received it with what I said. She sipped the cigarettes looking delicious. The figure was even in the hall from Kota.

"Hey, Maki?

"Hmm? What?

"It's you... what do you like about me?

"Where it's financially stable"

No time. She looked ridiculous - Maki rang her own throat with a twinkle - at Kota, who was taken aback by the words struck back.

"Can't you?

"No... I can't... I don't know what to say, some more, no?

"It's financially stable, and I think you're attractive as a man, right? With being good in the face, smart in the head, you think you can play sports, right? If you don't feel comfortable with that, you like 'sweet' places, too?

"... that's enough"

"Is that it? Angry? Are you kidding?

"Seriously tell me what kind of chemical change would make me go to that sentiment!

Looking at Kota like that in a bit of a hurry, Maki handles the sheets.

"But... I won't let you do it anymore"

"... are you keeping it?

"No, I'm not."

'Cause, Coata, you don't like me anymore.

As if, Kota's body unwittingly solidifies in the middle of saying so easily to say tomorrow's weather. Seeing that Kota's reaction, Maki sighed a little unfortunately.

"Ah, I knew it ~. Somehow, I felt that way ~. Already, Coata! I'm not hooked as easily as I cum! I was fooled into acting like," What are you talking about, that's not happening? "

Pumping, and Hota's guilt solicits in the middle of an angry way that seems to have pseudonymous sounds. I'm sorry. Maki gently pushed Kota, who almost apologized.

"Sorry, no. Because it will be miserable. But I'm a little interested, and I think you have every right to ask, so let me ask you something, okay? What kid?"

"What kind of child... the face... well, normal. Kind of a small animal system...... or like a raccoon. Damn, it's not like Maki has a good style, it's tiny when I say one way or another - it hurts! Why are you throwing cigarette cases!

"Isn't that Bacca?" I don't want to, until I win. "

"... stop. It's like a war slogan."

"'Cause Coata, is it a little different to say that abnegation..." Because you can't get it for yourself anyway, "Itaiko said, giving up without even reaching out."

"... I was a little surprised before I got angry when they said Itaiko. You've been watching me pretty well. Economic stability is my favorite habit."

"First date"

"What?"

"You went to the Rat King Dam in Urayan. Did you have fun?

"It was fun, what... what? You, weren't you having fun?

"Look, it"

"I think I've had something lately, this exchange. Uh... which one?

"What about you? It's always been about me." Do what Maki wants "," Do what Maki wants "," Do what Maki wants "... well, I was purely happy to treat you like a princess. I was wondering if you could give me a few more words."

"... you look really good, you"

"For once, it's your girlfriend. Anyway! You're the kid who rarely wanted a coata like that, right? I don't care about your face! Personality, personality! What kind of child is she, that child?"

"What kind of child..."

"I admire your efforts to be foolish, and I think it's a goal I want to reach at some point."

"... the kid who watches the 'process' instead of the 'results', huh?

"What's that?

"Do you feel like the kid who appreciates the effort you made to get the one you were talking about called 'economic stability'? Sorry, I honestly don't get it."

"I don't know, do you somehow 'want' it?

"When I say I want it, it's me... I don't know, I say I want to be with you..."

"... what is it. You're in love. to the habit of cota."

"... hey"

"A fairy-like coata is the girl you really want ~. Because this kind of thing doesn't make sense. Oh well... is that such a 'good-looking woman'? So? Is that 'good-looking woman' properly free?

"... with that said, I've never heard of it. Boyfriend, are you there?

"... Yi. Shall I say I don't have a standing ovation if the boulder shakes me for love... by the way, what are the odds?

"... what do you think? Is this what I'm supposed to say? Like, me, it's the way I feel waving you right now?

"If I were a little younger, I'd stick it at your feet and say, 'Don't throw it away!' You can cry. If they do, you're in trouble too, right?

"... Yes, I'm in trouble"

"... well, I just got it, and it's the last gift I'll give to Coata! All right, let's break him up!

"... you'd be too much of a man, you"

"It's nice to break up, but it's a creed"

"Wow. Seriously, the manly dialogue popped up."

"Basically, men are more feminine. You say that often, don't you? A man's romance is saved by folder."

"... you say that often? This is my first ear?

"Really? I know I ask you a lot... you know, I always think of a man." Ex-girlfriend, you actually still like me, don't you? 'I thought you were an asshole. I thought you were stupid. A woman's relationship is overwritten at all times. There's no way you're dragging your broken up boyfriend all the time. "

"When they say that, well, I don't know what to say... that sounds sad"

"Look, it's feminine. That's how you keep the folder named 'Maki' on your desktop for the rest of your life. And you will remain permanently as' She dressed well when she left '. What do you say, asshole? Don't worry.' Cause I'm gonna find you a better looking, more economically stable, gentler, more sportsman Kalesi, and I'm gonna overwrite the folder on Coata for you."

Smile like a prankster.

"So... you don't have to worry so much about me. Well, if you don't feel guilty... 'I don't have to be you'? So."

Don't look so sad.

"I'm the one who wants to cry," he said.

……

"... Honestly, Coata is a better man than I think. My ex-girlfriend, I'll prove it to you."

"Because it's financially stable?

"Door ho. If that's all, I'm catching even older people dying sooner -"

"... wali no"

"When I found that out, I just left. I left." Her Maki is no longer in store. "

"... this is my house"

"Oh, well. Then come on over to the internet cafe for about three hours. If you take a shower, make up, get dressed, pack my stuff, I'm leaving."

"... it's too late, stay -"

"Pretty stupid if you're serious. You know what? How gaggy of you to stay at the abandoned Kalesi house. You can't have that much body style, me."

"... that, Maki"

"You don't need an easy dialogue like 'I really liked you', do you? Don't tell me. My favorite coata doesn't say that. At all times, you will find the right person for your height and try your best to fit your height."

My darling... idiot, and.

"... that's why you leave the house, and when you're ready, I'll go home. Whoa! Whoa!

"... whoa"

"Good luck. Well, if there's anything you can do about it, let me know."

"... why?

"Because I'll laugh at you as much as I want."

"It's a ghost!

"Jah, jah, jah. I'll see you then. Me gently welcoming my boyfriend who dumped herself once, oh how sweet! The whole United States is in love!

Show me that with a big hand gesture. In that intense movement, a sheet wrapped around his body was about to be removed, and he panicked and handed it to his own body: 'Did you see it?' he asks Kota with his jitsu eyes.

Such, same as usual, the look of Makoto.

"... that, Maki. Me."

"Don't say it. I know you can't be so clever."

……

"... make me dream, you idiot"

Just a little, hard to hear, to that voice.

"... thanks, Maki"

Instead of apologizing, Hota quickly changed her clothes and opened the front door.