Chapter 1432 - 1252: Accompanied by My Life-and-Death Samsara
This evening, there was a fireworks display in T city, which was stunningly beautiful.
And it was on this night that Song Yansheng was freed from the suffering of abstinence.
It was also the first night after Song Qingyang and Yu Dou got married.
Song Qingyang was quite affected today, so after bathing, she went straight to bed, while Yu Dou remained in the study and did not return.
Song Qingyang didn’t mind; she was chaotic herself and had no time to care about Yu Dou.
Moreover, she felt that many people were affected by today’s events, and Yu Dou was one of them.
Since both needed peace, it was better for them not to disturb each other.
Song Qingyang was right; Yu Dou was indeed feeling a bit unsettled tonight.
But his unrest was not due to Shi Nuan and Song Yan’s matter; it was because of the note left by Yang Jing.
After the wedding, he found an opportunity to call Shi Yuanbo, who admitted he had previously talked to Yang Jing and arranged for someone to send Yang Jing and her son away after the wedding.
But Yang Jing left on her own, and even Shi Yuanbo wasn’t very clear about this.
He advised Yu Dou that since Yang Jing had left, it would be best not to search for her; Yang Jing was not a weak woman, she would take good care of the child and herself.
But Yu Dou still had unfinished responsibilities and things he wanted to do.
Especially now that he was married to Song Qingyang, it was crucial to keep the issue of Yang Jing and her son completely secret.
Yu Dou did not actually have any feelings for Yang Jing; being set up to indulge for one night angered him, especially since that person had just left not long ago.
He felt that was a betrayal to that person.
Later, when he left S city, Yang Jing gave birth to the child behind his back, which was something he didn’t anticipate at all.
Yang Jing dared not tell him until she encountered an emergency situation during her delivery, and the doctor asked her, so she gave his number to the obstetrician.
When he received the call, his mind was in turmoil, completely unable to imagine that a woman had been silently pregnant for ten months and was about to give birth.
He hurriedly went to S city, and by the time he arrived at the hospital, Yang Jing had already given birth, both mother and child were safe.
Just like that, he cluelessly became a father, at a speed even he didn’t anticipate.
At that time, he didn’t actually accept Yang Jing and her son, plus he had his own things he wanted to do.
He couldn’t marry Yang Jing, nor could he genuinely accept the child.
He admitted his lack of responsibility, but he had to return to T city; there were still many unfinished things.
And Yang Jing wasn’t part of his future plans.
Yang Jing willingly accepted everything, raising the child alone.
He rarely went to S city and seldom looked at the child, giving Yang Jing only money.
Yang Jing occasionally sent him some of the child’s pictures; indeed, a very cute child, much like him when he was little.
One time later, due to work, he needed to make a trip to S city, and after much struggle, he decided to see Yang Jing and her son.
The little Xiao Yuan at that time was not yet three years old, with a chubby head, very cute.
He liked Xiao Yuan very much, to the extent that when Yang Jing taught the child to call him dad, he surprisingly didn’t oppose it.
After that visit, he would return two or three times a year to see the child, but only to see the child.
He also discussed with Yang Jing whether she could let him take Xiao Yuan so that she could live her life.
He couldn’t marry her, and she, as a woman, couldn’t continue like this for a lifetime; she should marry someone.
And bringing a child along was always a burden for her.
But Yang Jing refused, even though he said he could never marry her in this lifetime and no other possibilities existed between them, she still refused.
Yang Jing said: "Actually, I have long made preparations to bring Xiao Yuan alone for a lifetime... You don’t need to feel guilty; it is all willingly done by me, and I know that whether it was that night or Xiao Yuan, it’s all things I imposed on you, you shouldn’t have accepted it.
I am too selfish, always hoping for some connection with you, a connection different from others. But I deeply understand that you dislike such connections, you can rest assured, Xiao Yuan and I won’t disturb your life, we will peacefully stay in S city, and also not mention you to anyone, you can do what you want to do, love the people you want to love, I... we won’t care about you!"
A year and a half ago, Yu Dou got engaged to Song Qingyang, and after the news was reported in the newspapers, he knew Yang Jing was always following the news in T city and must have known.
But Yang Jing contacted him two months after he got engaged, the reason being Xiao Yuan got hurt while playing.