Chapter 1393 - 1237: Song Yansheng Is My Love (3)
In this respect, he’s actually not as good as an ordinary person.
But life is like this, it gives you glory and status, and inevitably, you sacrifice some things for fairness.
Ou Xiaoning blinked: "And what about you? How does it feel to be in love with Song Yansheng? Compared to Shen Zui, Song Yi..."
Before she finished speaking, Ou Xiaoning seemed to realize she had spoken wrongly, and quickly shut her mouth.
No matter what, Song Yichuan is Song Yansheng’s nephew, she was afraid Shi Nuan would mind.
Shi Nuan smiled and said, "Actually, there’s a big difference, Xiao Ning, you know? I feel that after being with Song Yansheng, I truly understand what love means, what it means to love someone..."
In Shi Nuan’s life, since the age of eleven, the warmth around her was taken away one by one, turning her from a lively and simple little girl to a silent, quiet person.
She became estranged from her father, from her classmates too, with no one around except Ji Xia.
From then on, from primary school to junior high, until high school when she met Shen Zui.
Shen Zui indeed offered her a time that was unforgettable, that time warmed her, gave her coziness and happiness.
At that time she truly cherished that warmth, but beyond cherishing it, she also felt a sense of timidity.
Always afraid that the warmth was like the match in the hand of the little match girl, and there would be a day when it extinguishes.
And in fact, that was indeed the final outcome.
So after Shen Zui left, she became more silent, quieter.
Her father didn’t notice anything unusual, and even if her roommate knew the reason, they dared not ask anything.
The only person kind to her, Ji Xia, just sighed, feeling sorry for her.
At that time, Ji Xia was already working at Shi Family, and had successfully become Shi Yuanbo’s secretary.
Once, she unintentionally mentioned to Shi Yuanbo about Shi Nuan’s recent poor mental state.
Because it was close to Shi Nuan’s birthday then, Shi Yuanbo showed a bit of concern.
After work that day, he avoided Li Guirong and specifically took Shi Nuan out for a meal.
During the meal, Shi Yuanbo was gentle and kind to Shi Nuan, embodying the typical image of a loving father.
But halfway through the meal, he suddenly received a call stating Shi Tianchao was crying relentlessly for his father. Without hesitation, Shi Yuanbo left Shi Nuan, choosing to accompany Shi Tianchao.
Shi Yuanbo instructed Shi Nuan to finish her meal, and the driver would take her back to school afterward.
After Shi Yuanbo left, Shi Nuan looked at the heap of dishes on the table and found herself unable to say a word.
Would she shed tears? No, she wouldn’t, because she knew it was pointless.
When feeling upset, she bore it herself, endured grievances, held back tears when wanting to cry...
That was the cruel life she faced at the time.
Later, it was Song Yichuan who gave her another warm life until he left this world.
Shi Nuan’s gratitude to Song Yichuan far surpassed that towards Shen Zui.
Shen Zui brought a ray of light to her dark life, but Song Yichuan gave her warmth beyond that light.
And what about Song Yansheng? What did Song Yansheng give her?
Shi Nuan felt, it’s a future, a bright and happy future!
Because whether it was Shen Zui or Song Yichuan, she often dared not imagine the future, only Song Yansheng allowed her to.
Only Song Yansheng gave her the courage and strength to think and hope for the future.
Shi Nuan said, "I think Song Yansheng is my love!"
...
Because the next day was Yu Dou and Song Qingyang’s wedding, which was another gossip point Ou Xiaoning focused on.
He Meisui wouldn’t let her ask Song Yansheng, but asking them should be fine, right?
As a result, Shi Nuan simply said, "I don’t know..."
Ou Xiaoning blinked: "How could you not know? Aren’t you familiar with Song Qingyang? I remember she invited you for meals several times before!"
Shi Nuan awkwardly said, "Well, before... before it was fine!"
Ou Xiaoning felt a pang in her heart, quickly hitting herself: "Hey, why do I always say the wrong thing!"
He Meisui, while drying her hair, said: "If you know, then shut up, don’t talk anymore!"
Ou Xiaoning, feeling dejected, said: "But... I just want to know!"
Shi Nuan said, "But I really don’t know clearly, I only know one of the bridesmaids is Sister Xia... She’s my father’s secretary!"
Shi Nuan initially felt calling Sister Xia too intimate, but thinking about how she now works at Shi Family and it’s Shi Family supporting her meeting with Ji Xia, it wasn’t strange, so calling her that seemed fine!
Calling Zou Rong, isn’t that just calling her Sister Zou?
But this news apparently couldn’t excite Ou Xiaoning, who said disappointedly: "You really don’t know huh!"
Shi Nuan shook her head.
Ou Xiaoning felt dejected.
Shi Nuan’s eyes flickered, saying: "Actually, I have something else today... I want to ask you for some help..."
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