Chapter 1204 - 1201: Can You Really Be Happy and Joyful
That way, it will only make people feel terrible.
"Candy, I was just joking with you, please don’t react so strongly, okay? I know that most of the time you’re really nervous and very sensitive, but we just want you to be happy and joyful. As long as you can truly be happy and joyful, mom really doesn’t mind!"
"Mom really can give everything for you, you know? Little Candy must work hard and study well, don’t focus too much on the kind of relationships between adults, that will affect your studies, do you understand?"
"Otherwise, mom would also feel very guilty, mom would also feel very sad, mom would feel like maybe mom is affecting you, making you unhappy or upset, that would make mom unhappy too, do you know that? So ultimately, you should be happy and live joyfully, do you know?" Hua Xiaomo said to her daughter, her gaze shining with warmth.
At this moment, she glanced at Qi Longbing, and there was a hint of loneliness in his eyes. Back then, he could empathize deeply, but now it’s not the right time to talk about these issues. After all, Candy is too young. He wants to wait until she’s a bit older or in middle school to tell her.
This way, certain things might be easier to accept. But if told at such a young age, it would definitely cause her some psychological harm, and he really can’t accept that reality, for he truly loves her.
Zi Yunsui has also sacrificed a lot for her daughter.
Little Candy said nothing, laying in her mother’s arms, her eyes wide open, feeling indescribably complex. But looking at Uncle Qi Longbing on the side, he also felt sad. Is this really true? Is he her father?
But mom said it was a joke. But is it really a joke? She’s not so sure now, but she hopes that adults won’t lie. She hopes adults are honest in what they say.
Because they all love her that much, she’s truly touched, and she knows she really loves both of them very, very much.
But her eyes revealed a sense of care. She really doesn’t want her mom to worry and don’t want herself to suffer, and she doesn’t want Uncle Long Bin to be upset, because she thinks Qi Longbing is a really good uncle.
He gives her a very, very gentle feeling, she really likes Uncle Qi Longbing.
But is Uncle Qi Longbing her father? And her mom’s words carry a sense of uncertainty, making her feel hesitant, but no matter whether this secretary is her father or not, she always loves him and always likes Qi Longbing.
She always wants to live with Qi Longbing. Such a feeling pains her deeply in her heart, but she also knows, for this surface harmony, she can’t do things against her will, can’t make her mom unhappy. If she does anything to upset mom, mom will feel sad too, and it would be painful for mom too.
"Mom, my dear mom, I really like you so much, I really love you. Now I truly understand you, because you’ve really gone through so much struggle to raise me!"
"I know, so I no longer want to know who my dad is, because that’s really meaningless. I’ve figured it out, I just want to be with you, to be a filial daughter to you, to let you have the love of a daughter, would you like that? Because I really like you, I really love you. This feeling is something I’ll never lose, mom, I really like you, you know?"
"Such a bond can never be lost. I really, really love you, I am very, very attached to you, I want to be with you forever. This is what I really want in the deepest part of my heart!"
"And this bond has been running deep in my heart for many years because I’ve always thought this way, always seen it this way. I think many times the bond I share with you is not something everyone can understand, because I truly love you, mom!"
"Because this kind of feeling will never be lost, has never been unhappy!"
"Because I really enjoy being with you, you know? Mom, I really miss you, because this feeling at the core of my heart really pains me, because I truly, truly love you, mom. I really like you!"
"I also want you to have love because this love has been sincerely flowing in my heart for many years, you know? I really want to treat you well, I really want to love you well!"
"Because this love really moves me deeply, you know? Mom, I really like you, love you, mom, I really don’t want you to be unhappy because if you’re unhappy, you will definitely get angry, right? So I really want to make you happy and joyful, so I really like you. You should live the life you deserve happily, and that will make you feel happy!"
"And I would also feel very happy. We all will have a very joyous time, don’t you think? No matter what thoughts we may have in the future, for you, for me, we all should consider some things seriously, for these things are so real for us. Because I know, many times, we all should take things seriously and do them well, by doing them well, we will all have happiness!"
"And this sense of happiness is really worth preserving for you, just as it is for me." Candy looked at Qi Longbing, her eyes shining with brilliance.
For her, she really wants to do everything well, she really wants to straighten out what’s necessary. So she truly, truly loves her mom.