Chapter 1201 - 1198: A Feeling That’s Hard to Call Out
He truly wishes him well.
"Mom, mom, I’m so conflicted inside. Actually, Brother Zi Yunsha being my brother would be just fine! But now, since he married you, he has become my dad. I genuinely feel like I can’t bring myself to call him that! I truly can’t!"
"Mom, don’t pressure me, okay? It would make me feel really bad because I would still be in pain talking about the nose surgery here. Mom, please don’t say things like that. I feel your words are really hurtful, and, besides, Uncle Qi Longbing is truly a great uncle."
"Let’s just watch a movie together, alright? Because this feeling genuinely makes me sad! I don’t want to think about complicated thoughts, because such complicated thoughts would certainly make us all happy, but if we’re all unhappy, then what’s the point?"
"Mom, don’t you agree? Because I still want things to be simple; just having Uncle Qi Longbing as my uncle, Brother Zi Yunsha as my brother, wouldn’t that be fine? Mom, if in the future I need to accept them, I will naturally change my address, but it really would be hard and painful for me."
"Because I know you love me, and this kind of thought can be kept in our hearts, that’s enough. Other things really aren’t worth thinking about more, because additional thoughts would only make us all uncomfortable. Moreover, I truly want to watch a movie with you guys, and you shouldn’t bother me."
"Let me watch the movie peacefully, okay? Because I really like watching Pretty Guardian Sailor, because I also want to become a Pretty Guardian Sailor, truly throw away all the dark things, and keep all the beautiful things." Candy said with a smile, with a hint of care in his eyes.
Actually, he really feels conflicted. On one hand, after mom married Zi Yunsha, he has to call Zi Yunsha "dad", but now, in front of Uncle Qi Longbing, he truly can’t say that title!
Because he feels the relationship between him and Brother Zi Yunsha is indescribable, he sees him as a brother, but now he has to become his dad, it truly gives him an unbearable feeling.
But no matter what, he feels he should genuinely correct some thoughts because mom is indeed married to Brother Zi Yunsha, so he should acknowledge this fact in his heart. Regardless of how things will be in the future, he will certainly change his view, it’s just that he’s feeling a bit uneasy at the moment.
Hua Xiaomo nodded and stopped talking, looking at Candy’s situation, he also felt some difficulty for the child. After all, the child still can’t fully accept things right now, but he feels this is a matter of time. He hopes Candy can figure it out, but he will give him the greatest understanding and will patiently wait for his moment of realization.
"Alright, all of you stop talking now. The key is to look at what one’s choice is. As long as we all earnestly do what we should, I believe we can certainly find this kind of happiness. So don’t you think the key to whether the child can find this happiness is not to pressure him?"
"Whatever decision is made should be respected. As for the future, we’ll talk about those things later, don’t you think? And our current feeling should be most important for Candy. I believe Candy is also very willing to accept this, right? Moreover, he’s truly a good kid; I can feel that because Candy is truly obedient and attentive!"
"From my perspective, he’s an exceptionally sensible child, and handles all matters brilliantly. For such a good child, how can we not treat him with the utmost understanding? Hua Xiaomo, I think it’d be better not to force him, because leaving things to develop naturally would be wonderful, right?"
"This approach could also give him a certain amount of time and space, thus allowing him the opportunity for independent thought, which is beneficial for his long-term perspective, don’t you think? Nonetheless, I feel children’s maturity isn’t entirely good; they should enjoy a carefree childhood!"
"Such a childhood is certainly what he deserves. No matter what happens in the future, I still hope the child can be happy and joyful, as this is what should truly be valued. Regardless of what might occur, we should cherish it, don’t you think? I recall what happened before with you, but for me, it’s truly irreplaceable."
"And my feelings for you also can’t be replaced. I will surely keep this feeling well; for me, I truly love you, and miss you. Such emotions deep in the heart are impossible to substitute, because such feelings are extremely precious, and very much worth our fondness, as I truly will do my best to accomplish some things well."
"These matters are always worth our fondness; we will also take good care of them. No matter if it’s now or in the long-term, we will surely take care of them, and we will also seriously accomplish these things. These matters are truly worthwhile for both you and me, and many times we should do these things well, don’t you think?" Qi Longbing looked at Hua Xiaomo as he spoke.
With a glow in his eyes, he genuinely hopes Hua Xiaomo won’t force Candy, because Candy is really a good kid!
If his ideas are imposed on the child, it certainly wouldn’t be like what used to be indescribable pain. In that case, it would bring burden and pressure to the child, so why bother?
He hopes he can be cheerful and joyous, let’s leave it at that. Other matters can be discussed later, because currently, he understands Candy isn’t able to accept Zi Yunsha.