The Branded Female Fencer
City of Pleasure, Part 136 - Encounter in the Mist (7) -
"Hey... do you remember that?
Raided by the leftover meat mass of Libidu, the Knights of the Temple had split splendidly. Few knights had enough blows to break through the floor and break through the meat walls to join their companions. It was parted, driven away, and no one was already there when Ultina swept away the surrounding meat walls.
And it sounds like Ultina's ear that started exploring again, over the whisper of Libidu. I didn't care when I was in a group, but I knew she was whispering from somewhere. But when I'm alone, the whisper is strangely loud. You must not answer this whisper of your hand. Evil spirits and dead spirits are always searching for the gaps in our minds and trying to possess them. I needed to shake off the temptation with a strong heart.
"(Fine, repeat as much to yourself as you want. I don't listen to your voice)"
"Oh, really? I've had enough of your reaction."
I heard Ultina speak out against emotions she didn't speak out for. Urtina looked around as she was surprised.
"(Can you pick up my... heart voice, too?
"The fog obscures many things. Even if you don't realize it, your emotions and what you want to hide will disappear in the mist. Humans who embrace weakness are strong. Especially a boy like Jake. He's one of the best of you in your mental abilities. That kid's already made up his mind. After knowing all my weaknesses, I still keep trying tirelessly. I'm not going to break that readiness.
In contrast, humans with lids on their hearts and wounds are very weak. Especially people like you, who have grown stronger to hide their wounds. "
"Hmm, what's wrong with that? Fact is I'm strong. There's no such thing as being demeaning to me here."
Ultina's words were sincere, but at some point I heard a laugh from the fog that was emerging that dull. Ultina thought what magic was fog in the building, but was more uncomfortable and concerned about Libidu's voice than that.
"You... you're really strong. You lost your place because of that cute, poorly done brother? Are you sure you don't resent him?
"I have resented you. But I'm happy with my current position."
"Do you really think so? Remember that."
Ultina was born with quite a pattern. Not enough to occupy important positions in the country, not enough to be slightly insulted. Was it not the birth desire of my father that was not mediocre, of the aristocracy that was quite so? The father, unable to emerge in his own generation, placed great expectations on Ultina, who was his eldest daughter. He ordered Ultina, who was also good looking and brainy, to study abroad in Arnelia, where he tried to create a bond with the good houses.
There were about three distant younger brothers downstairs, but Ultina's father believed that, although his character was very calm, he was not enough to entrust the clan to him, in a younger brother so gentle that he might be mistaken for not being smart at all. The fact was that my brother was an abusive end in Arnelia, and I didn't know how many times Ultina was covered.
Ultina's clarity was pretty good in the sync. Classes and such were enough to be taken in the flying class, and even witchcraft and physical arts were extraordinary. It is ironic that Ultina, who gains a place and somehow exerts that power, had a wider choice, but on the contrary fewer men considered her necessary as a woman.
There was no good talk of friendship, and when I tried to finish all Arnelia's middle process, my brother, who would finish all of the primary process, was frightened. What a princess she was studying abroad, hiding her identity from her classmates. Even if the right to inherit is low, he has offered his brother an engagement at the same time as he graduated with the momentum that those who join him in the royal last seat will like his brother very much and that his descendant will not quit either. The royal family also does not attach much importance because of its low inheritance rights, but inheritance rights occur if children can. If you were a father or blood relative, your position would rise to the lowest level to the Marquis. With more direct jurisdiction, there was no doubt that a great deal of birth awaited.
My father jumped to an unwanted story, which quickly came together because the two of them were on board in the first place. Given their age, they stayed to the point of engagement, but because the sober-minded princess applied to live together, Ultina's home became as noisy as flipping the heavens and the earth, and no one had time to honestly care about Ultina.
Ultina also applied for a short-term extension of Arnelia studies because she did not want to be involved in such disturbances, and in the meantime she also experienced working at the Deep Green Palace, during which she was accompanied to the pilgrim's assignment, where she found further abilities. By the time two years had passed since I continued to make achievements, Ultina was no longer needed as an instrument of birth at my parents' house. My brothers are amiable, and my father and mother will wait for an adult to enter into a formal engagement as soon as possible, and the beginning and end of talking about direct jurisdiction, households and positions that will already be added from the royal family. My father, who was so hard on me, already had a favorable look on his face, and when Urtina confirmed them all, he accepted the formal inauguration of the pilgrimage.
From time to time since then, my parents have only interacted to the extent of greeting me at the beginning of the year, in such a way that I am no longer interested in what kind of task Ultina may be performing in Arnelia, to the extent that Ultina would bitterly laugh if only words were repaired.
Ultina has never had any negative feelings there about being a special hater or anything. I just once wondered what I was. Besides, I didn't feel bad about fixing my outstanding grades and coming out. It is undoubtedly those who have achieved more results than themselves who are above themselves, and are also convinced by Ultina. Sooner or later, above them. I wanted to think that the desire was undoubtedly moving Ultina forward and that the difference was gradually but also narrowing.
Suddenly a wall was revealed in front of Ultina. Until the sixth of the pilgrimage came up well. He considered it advantageous to be born, and also belonged to the faction. But before that, he suddenly appeared, a nagging, gripping man, Brandio. At first I thought it wasn't enough to take, but no matter how meritorious it is, I can't go above Brandio. I had never doubted Arnelia's ruling before, but for the first time Ultina made a direct judgment. The contribution of Brandio I saw there. Where in that graspless man is he capable of carrying out all these tasks? Ultina couldn't really understand.
Then sometimes the watchman was close, and Ultina and Brandio worked together on the assignment from time to time. But I still don't understand. Brandio solves the problem at some point as he clears up his mission with a positive attack method. That's been happening for a long time now. Moreover, Brandio did not apply for any merit outside the mandate. I asked you once why.
"Wye, I'm so interested in being born. Well, if Wye solves something, and more people laugh at it, then that's it, right?
The word returned. Since then, I haven't felt like Ultina could really go beyond Brandio. Defeat as a person. I felt so sorry for myself for not even understanding such a fundamental thing when it was supposed to be a pilgrimage to help others.
When the sight to that point floats inside the fog, it disappears. Ultina never noticed that Libidu laughed at her, and she didn't realize that she was showing a gap where evil spirits would come in at that stage of reflection. Already Ultina's consciousness was imprisoned in the reminiscence, and he had begun attacking Jake, who had found him in his hazy consciousness as he walked in the fog.
Continued