The Choice of Fate Comes to Night

Looking at the hand shaking with Lancelot, I mumbled, "At least, I think so."

"So, what about Amamiya?"

Lancelot's sudden cry made me stunned.

"I?"

"Well, what is Amamiya's wish?"

When Lancelot said this, his eyes were slightly bent with a smile.

"Honestly...I don't know..."

Lifting my left hand, I looked at the traces of the spell on it, "Even if... Sister Medea died in front of me, I still can't feel it. What do I want... Lance, do you say I am Is he a very selfish person?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Whether it is the Holy Grail or the wish, even now that I have already fought other heroes, I still feel that all this has nothing to do with me..."

I was somewhat confused and sorted out my thoughts, "I can't imagine the things like fighting other people for the Holy Grail. I have no reason to get the Holy Grail..."

"..."

Lancelot did not speak, but listened to me quietly.

"Since I learned about the'Holy Grail', I've been thinking, if the holy grail can really fulfill the user's wishes, what should I pay in exchange? Although my own magic system is very complete, as an alchemist, I know very well. There is no free lunch in this world. If you want to get something, you must give something..."

My thinking seems to be a little confused, but at the same time, I also feel something faintly to come out, "Everyone’s values ​​are different. It is probably only a slight price to the Holy Grail, but it is the most important thing for me. ——This is a possibility that no one can deny... Is it worth sacrificing your important things for an unrealistic wish?"

"This question, I think no one can answer it?"

Lancelot whispered in my ear, "No one will know what the future will look like. Not everyone can understand what they desire the most. Amamiya will not know their wishes. This is normal, nothing strange."

"……but……"

"I believe Amamiya will be selected by the Holy Grail, it must be because Amamiya has a wish that can only be realized by the Holy Grail. Anyway, the current Amamiya is already involved in this matter."

The blue ice-colored eyes staring at me have a certain look that makes me afraid to look straight. "It doesn’t matter if you don’t notice your own wishes. Just follow Amamiya’s own pace to decide what to do next. Okay. For the rest, don't think about it."

"Such a thing... will it be allowed?"

I will participate in the Holy Grail War, just because I have a spell in my hand. If I don't fight with other Masters, the person who dies will be me.

After Sister Medea died, I couldn't believe in others, if I wanted to live, I couldn't beat others.

Even if the ultimate goal is not to fight for the Holy Grail, will this be allowed?

"Yes."

Raising his hand, covering my eyes, Lancelot's soft voice rang in my ears: "If you are confused, just ask your own heart. Amemiya, what you want to do most is what?"

"What...what I...want to do the most?"

He slowly closed his eyes under Lancelot's palm.

"Yes, Amemiya is one of the things you most want to do right now? Can you tell me..."

The low and soft voice gradually guided a certain idea of ​​mine—or the idea that has been in my heart since sister Medea disappeared—surfaced, "Killing Teacher Ge Mu, indirectly caused The combination where Sister Medea died...I can't forgive..."

Hatred is often such a simple thing.

"Look... the answer is out."

One hand is still covering my eyes, but the other hand lifts my left hand, "As long as it is Amemiya your wish, I will help you fulfill it-swear in the name of the'Knight of the Lake'. "

The touch as light as a butterfly wing is fleeting on the fingertip of the ring finger, but the temperature remains on it.

"..."

My breath is choked.

Why... why should you be so gentle to me?Lancelot...Do you know if this continues, it will only make me become more dependent on you...

very dangerous.

Obviously I heard the warning from my heart, but at this moment, I am like a child, eager for the warmth given by Lancelot at this moment.

"When you are sad, it is better to cry..."

[You, it’s better to cry when you’re sad...]

Lancelot's voice overlapped with the voice in the memory, closed his eyes, felt the liquid struggling out of the eye sockets, and then slid down the palm of my eye.

"I hate sister Medea."

"Ok, I know."

"Just because Mr. Ge Mu died, he completely lost his will, and finally used my hand to escape... Such a person is the most annoying and annoying!"

"Ok, I know."

"So... I won't, won't cry..."

"Ok, I know."

"Even if you cry, it's definitely not because of Sister Medea... definitely not because of her!"

"Ok, I know."

"I……"

After breathing for a while, I finally admitted my feelings, "...uncomfortable..."

"Well, I know... because Amamiya is a gentle person to himself."

Putting my whole person in his arms, Lancelot's whispers were as gentle as ever, "So, it doesn't matter if it's a temporary dependence, please don't suppress yourself. Because..."

Later, he said something, but he couldn't hear it very clearly because the voice was too low.

But... it doesn't matter anymore.

Because at the moment, I was only selfish, borrowing Lancelot's gentleness, and crying in his arms.

Chapter Thirty Two

I will sort out the contents of the last few chapters to prevent someone from not understanding it.

The reason for the tragedy of Liudong Temple is at the end of the chapter "The Fucking Insect" in Chapter 24 of this volume, the sight that Little Squid felt.