The Choice of Fate Comes to Night

"The people I care about are only a small group...or just a few."

I raised my hand and drew a small circle, "Those who are not in this circle, to be honest, it seems to me that there is no need to pay attention."

"then?"

"So far, the only person who can stand in this circle is you."

When I met Lancelot’s icy eyes, I curled my lips and smiled, "So for me, even if other people get close temporarily, they can be abandoned when necessary. Yes. Because... my heart is only that big, I can only accommodate so few people."

"..."

Lancelot didn't speak, but looked at me, as if waiting for me to follow.

"So, whether it is to ask Yonmine Kirei to dispose of Tosaka Tokimin, or to ask you to pretend to be a little Maude and lead Altria out, so that the members of the church can take advantage of the attack on Alice Sophie. Eh, or let you pretend to be Gilgamesh near Zhao’s house and leave a breath so that the legacy heroic spirit can misunderstand... I don’t even feel guilty at all."

With a sigh of relief, I counted the series of arrangements I had made before going to the church, and then spread my hands. The family can be counted should be related by blood... But in the end, when it comes to calculations and sacrifices, I don't have any softness at all."

"You, I know all these things."

Frowning slightly, Lancelot looked at me with obvious puzzlement, "Just, why are you mentioning it now?"

Also, people like him who have been walking in the sun probably don't understand my darker thoughts, right?

To put it another way, maybe I said this to Lancelot, just subconsciously, I want to act like a baby to him, right?

Because I know that with Lancelot's lousy personality, I will never leave me alone.

"Because I just think that someone like me is destined to have a seat for me in hell."

I laughed at myself, I stretched my waist and closed my eyes, "Lance, have you ever thought about why we appeared in this Holy Grail War?"

"To be able to see you again."

For my question, Lancelot answered almost instantly after I asked it.

"..."

After blinking my eyes, I was stunned by his answer that can be said to be completely unthinking. After a while, I finally curled my lips and laughed, "Hehe, it looks like Lance's answer you will have. ."

"What's wrong?"

"It's not wrong, but I always feel that sometimes I envy you..."

I lowered my head and looked at my knees, "In my impression, you have never been confused by anything. You always have a clear goal... It's really too dazzling for me."

So sometimes, I often think about where I can attract a pure person like Lancelot.

Then he became less and less confident.

"Really, you imagined me too perfect."

Lancelot was silent for a while before he raised his hand and hugged me, and whispered in my ear, "In fact, I was confused and perplexed in places you can't see. So many people, many things have been missed."

"what?"

Will it be like this?I can't see it at all...

"Now, excellent..."

However, Lancelot obviously didn't want to talk more about this aspect. After exhaling, he changed the subject, "I remember you told me that you can't remember what happened before you appeared in England... Is that true?"

"Ok."

I nodded, "It's totally different from you. My past, in my memory, is a completely blank white paper. I don't know where I came from or where I am going... "

"So, is there a possibility that you will appear in this Holy Grail War because this war is related to your memory?"

"Huh?! What..."

Because of Lancelot's hypothesis, I was completely stunned-because the possibility of such a situation is not completely impossible.

In fact, after seeing the Zhao You family that I feel very familiar with, and knowing the blood connection between myself and them, I vaguely felt this way, but because this kind of speculation was too ridiculous, so I was completely Did not continue to consider this aspect.

"Miss Vivienne once said,'There is only certainty in this world, there is no accident.' So if you speculate based on this sentence, this possibility is not without. Because you have been the most entangled in this matter, right ?Although it was later replaced by various other things."

Lancelot's tone is still calm and unhurried, as long as he listens to his voice, he always feels that no matter how anxious the mood is, he can completely calm down.

"Although it can be understood that way, what do you want to say, Lance?"

Turning around, I looked into Lancelot's eyes again, "Don't you mind? The things I did, in fact completely violate your usual guidelines, right?"

"Ha ha……"

I don't know why, Lancelot looked at me and suddenly laughed softly, with a tenderness that could almost drown people in his blue eyes.

"???"

This time the confused person was replaced by me.

"You always seem to struggle with some things...but you will worry about my thoughts. I really feel very happy about this."

Lowering his head, Lancelot kissed my forehead lightly, and said to my forehead, "It's just that after we are summoned, the ultimate goal is to obtain the Holy Grail, right?"

"Well...That's right. But..."

Does this have anything to do with what is being said?The two can't be confused at all, right?

"As the heroic spirit, we have already died once. According to common sense, it is not a good thing to return to the throne. This is the realization that we should have when we become a heroic spirit. ."

With a low laugh, Lancelot explained quietly, "You, you said you are calculating and using people you have been close to, but... Miss Alice Sophie herself is the'Holy Grail' prepared for this war. Container, and the Zhao family...According to your plan, apart from the remaining heroic spirit, there will be no real harm to the three of them, right? Compared to Miss Medea's attempt to use the entire Fuyuki City residents as the medium for summoning the Holy Grail So, what you have done... isn't it enough?"

"Uh...this..."

Okay, maybe I have to admit that I don't understand Lancelot's values ​​that are obviously different from ordinary people.

"Don't forget, you are the one who makes the plan, but I is the one who executes the plan. No matter what the final result is, don't forget..."

After a low laugh, Lancelot drew a little distance, "You, I am your accomplice."

"Don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Because of my arrangement, do things that go against your usual style.

"Huh? My state is completely fine!"

However, it is obvious that Lancelot took my sentence into another meaning.

"..."