Chapter 905: She Couldn’t Do It
She let herself go completely because she lost him.
She felt it was unfair, why was she so miserable, while others could be so happy and carefree? She was jealous, she resented, and she loathed the unfairness of this world.
So she indulged herself, doing things that made her feel a sense of relief. Watching those people struggle in pain like her, seeing them living a life worse than death, she felt a bit of fairness. Look, with just a wave of her hand, many people in this world became as unfortunate as she was.
She forgot, she forgot what he taught her.
She forgot that he said not to seek revenge, but to live well.
How could she not want to live well herself?
But how could she possibly do that? How could she not hate?
The one she loved, the one she loved most, was killed just like that. She waited in this long passage of time, drifting without a home, how could she not hate? How could she possibly live well?
She couldn’t do it, she really couldn’t do it.
Bai Xueruo’s tears finally fell, drop by drop, but they were tears of blood.
Each drop hit the snow fiercely.
Thousands of years of waiting, thousands of years of love and hate, all turned into tears of blood at this moment.
She was not wrong, she just felt it was unfair. All the pain she endured during this long time, no one could share or understand.
But she was wrong, she was wrong in loving him so much yet not listening to him.
She betrayed all his expectations of her.
She now kneeled in front of him, unable to argue, unable to utter a single word.
"Originally, since I have dissolved our contract, what you do from now on is none of my business. But Xue Ruo, after all, I raised you, whether as a master and servant or a teacher and student, the wrongs you have done, even if I don’t pursue them, someone else eventually will. I told you long ago, there is no invincible myth in this world, so I asked you not to do things that go against morality, yet in the end, you still didn’t listen to me."
He knew that dragons are inherently fierce.
When he brought her back, she was still young, injured, and pitiful.
At that time, he thought she was capable of understanding because as long as he educated her well, perhaps she could appreciate his efforts. He didn’t ask her to benefit others, at least not to harm the innocent. In the era when the Divine Clan was still at its peak, dragons, with their inherently fierce natures, were usually brought back for taming just to harm others. Just like those who were taken back for training, the so-called superior enforcers of the Divine Clan, in essence, were actually meant to be assassins, to execute some tasks that go against morality.
Her talent was high, and she was extremely smart, which stirred pity in his heart. He felt she shouldn’t be taken back as a training tool, so he took her away.
She thought that he saved her life and would also save her entire life.
But unexpectedly, he ultimately failed to do so and instead... allowed her to develop emotions she shouldn’t have, ultimately harming herself and others.
He was not a dull person, how could he not know her feelings? But originally, these feelings should never have existed. His identity did not allow him to have any personal affections, let alone seeing her as his disciple, how could he have any improper feelings towards her?
Ultimately, her becoming like this, he cannot shirk his responsibility.