In September, Shi Changan dragged his luggage and an admission notice to a key university in the city. Lu Shenxing turned off his official duties and drove him to the school.
The dormitory is for four people. Two bunk beds are placed on the left side of the door. Opposite there are four rows of side-by-side table cabinets. The balcony has a drinking fountain. The toilet occupies part of the space. Overall it is very good.
In the end, Shi Changan didn't choose the Conservatory, and Lu Shenxing admitted that his method was a bit mean.
He is accustomed to seeing the results. As for the process, he can only put it behind his head.
The acne-prone boy who was especially taken care of by the youth stared at Lu Shenxing, who rolled up his shirt sleeves and made the bed. He approached Shi Changan, who was tidying up the closet, "Hey, is that your brother? So stylish."
Shi Changan turned his head to look at his roommate, and observed pure curiosity from the other's face, nothing else, his lips curled slightly, showing a shallow smile, and he said, Lu Shenxing, "Daddy. "
The boy widened his eyes and said, "Is he your father?"
Shi Changan raised his chin, "Yes."
"Your dad is so young." After silently glanced at his gully-looking old man, the boy held out such a sentence for a long time.
When the middle-aged man heard the envy from behind, he turned his head back and slapped his head, "Wang Shinan, you stinky boy, dare to dislike your father, dogs are not too poor, you are not as good as our big black."
Wang Shinan touched his head and rolled his eyes, "I said you don't want to hit me on the head, don't hit me on the head, but also hit, can my 170 dream come true?"
Everyone laughed when they saw it. Several people gathered together, and the awkward atmosphere changed with the father and son.
Shi Changan sent Lu Shenxing back, but when he closed the car door, he suddenly stopped, bent || and got in.
Get out of the car, Shi Changan’s mouth||lip||red||swollen, breathless, his neat and messy collar, suppressing the provoked desire||looks to turn and leave.
He basically lives at home, and his dormitory is just showing up. Shi Chang'an received a call from Huang Kuo when he studied at night, "Chang'an, I have no mother."
Shi Chang'an was stunned by the depressed choking. He got up and left his seat with a worried expression. A voice came from behind. It was the boy sleeping next to him, "Chang'an, if the counselor rolls the name after class, I will help you."
Shi Changan kept walking and quickly disappeared at the door of the classroom.
Wang Shinan poked the desk with a pen and said, "Qiao Han, I don't understand it. Don't you feel embarrassed to post on Chang'an so shamelessly?"
Qiao Han twisted his head and dealt with lazily.
Wang Shinan, who was ignored, twitched, "Don't think I don't know what your idea is!"
"Really?" Qiao Han turned his head back, "Then you tell me?"
"Did you read the set of comic books that Shi Changan put on the desk?" Wang Shinan grinned his teeth. He also took a fancy to it. He wanted to check it out but felt bad. They were not very familiar with it.
"..." Qiao Han patted Wang Shinan on the shoulder, "You are so smart."
Shi Changan found Huang Kuo in the playground they often go to. On summer nights, the calls of grasshoppers came from all directions, destroying the tranquility.
"Chang'an, it's you, I thought it was a trash sweeper." Huang Kuo lay on the ground, his mouth full of alcohol, and a dozen wine bottles swayed all around.
Shi Changan walked over, kicked off a wine bottle and sat down. He remembered that there was no mother at the beginning, and he didn't know how to comfort him.
"When did this happen?"
"I was not by my side when she left. I only found out after receiving a notice from ||public||security||bureau||. The person is gone." Huang Kuo's eyes were red, and he sniffed, "It's gas poisoning." , She doesn't want to drag me down."
Shi Changan pursed his lips, "Is your dad back?"
"He said there is no time." Huang Kuo's eyes showed hatred that didn't belong to his age.
Shi Changan reached into his trouser pocket, took out the tissue and handed it to him, "Forget it, I can discuss with me in the future."
Huang Kuo put the tissue on his nose and twisted it, embarrassed and pitiful, "Drinking?"
"Don't drink." Shi Changan shook his head.
"Chang'an, don't you drink?" Huang Kuo opened a bottle of beer and gave it to him.
Shi Changan drank his forehead, squeezed the can in his hand, and his breath was full of wine.
There was a moment of silence. The two teenagers whom I met were dull, drinking the fragrant beer one by one, and the crisp sound of the can opened and thrown on the ground lasted for a long time.
Huang Kuo looked at the stars in the sky, his tongue knotted, "Chang'an, I heard that people will become stars in the sky when they die. Help me see which one is my mother."
Shi Changan took off his glasses, wiped them, and put them on again. His thoughts were dizzy, and he looked at it for a long time, "That one."
"Huh? Where?" Huang Kuo kept his head up. I don't know how long he had passed. He raised his arm and buried his face in it, making a choked cry, and then crying in sorrow.
Shi Changan sighed and hugged him sideways, "The teacher taught us that no one can avoid birth, old age, sickness and death, Huang Kuo, everyone around us will leave one by one, including me and you."
Shi Changan suddenly stopped talking. He lowered his eyes, and Daddy would leave him one day and go to places he couldn't find. Then what would he do...
At the other end, Shi Changle was standing under the tree with his bag on his back, his eyes staring straight at the lights not far away, his feet sluggish.
At that time, he refused to bow his head, thinking that he would not be able to come back if he lost the bet, otherwise he would be laughed at. Now it feels ridiculous to think of it.
Shi Changle, on his eighteenth birthday, his daddy's assistant came to him and gave him a card and the sentence "In the future, your life will be your own decision."
That is to completely abandon him.
Shi Changle gave up on himself for a while, and accidentally learned that Daddy had planned to let him and his brother become independent when they became adults.
It's just that he doesn't understand, why can brother stay with Daddy?
Today when he started school, he saw that others were accompanied by family members, he was alone, and Shi Changle clenched his belt tightly.
A beam of lights approached with the sound of the engine, Shi Changle stepped back, hiding in the dark and watching the man coming out of the car.
The man suddenly changed direction, Shi Changle wanted to escape, but there was a glimmer of hope.
A pair of strong arms embraced him, and there was a wet||hot touch|feel on the back of his neck, too close to him||The secret behavior made Shi Changle afraid to breathe, completely stunned.
"Didn't you text me that you would be late?"
Shi Changle had a meal, and thought disappointedly, it turned out that Daddy had admitted the wrong person, who did Daddy consider him?
The next moment Shi Changle's ear sounded a familiar name, "Chang'an."
His face kept changing, he broke free vigorously, and ran away staggeringly.
Lu Shenxing, who had already known that he had confessed, pulled his hair fiercely and cursed in a low voice, "Fuck!"
When Shi Changan came back in the evening, Lu Shenxing, who was most annoyed to deal with the misunderstandings, took the initiative to confess that it was dark.
Shi Changan turned off the shower nozzle switch, took a towel and wiped the water, and said faintly, "Daddy, don't admit it again, okay?"
He minded, and he couldn't control the situation at the time.
Lu Shenxing uttered a syllable from his nose and hugged Shi Changan to the sink, using his mouth instead of a towel to get rid of the drops of water on his body.
After staying in the bathroom for more than two hours, Shi Changan and Lu Shenxing both took a bath again before they went to bed.
Shi Changan held the hand on his waist, "Daddy, if you want to leave me someday, can you take me with you?"
The atmosphere in the room became depressed. After a long time, Lu Shenxing put his lips on Shi Changan's forehead, "Okay."
A few days later, Shi Changan saw Shi Changle at school. The first sentence of the other party was, "I know it!"
Shi Changan put his hands in his pockets, and the wind blew the neckline and hair ends of his clothes, revealing a little neck covered with big and small kiss marks.
Shi Changle took a deep breath, his face was ugly, "Did you and Daddy, you...have it become a relationship?"
Shi Changan raised his eyebrows, "You came to me just to ask this?"
The improper tone angered Shi Changle. He looked at his brother with a look of dirty things, "You are so disgusting."
"Are you finished?" Shi Changan said with a cold face, "I'm still waiting for dinner, please let me please."
Shi Changle was there, trembling with anger, "You actually got together with your own father!"
Shi Changan stretched out his hand to push Shi Changle aside, and walked away. From the moment he decided to admit his distorted feelings, he didn't care about the eyes and attitudes of others.
Shi Changle slowly squatted down, and he was very uncomfortable. The two closest to him had a relationship that he could not get involved, and he was abandoned.
After that time, the two brothers in the university town would occasionally run into them, except for attracting kind jokes from the people around them, and those jokes ended with the indifference and alienation of the two parties.
Shi Changan’s goodbye to Huang Kuo was in ||Public||An||Bo||
After completing the procedures, Shi Changan asked Huang Kuo to the hospital without asking.
"Chang'an, you go back soon." Huang Kuo grinned, bleeding from the broken skin, and he didn't seem to feel any pain. "Thank you this time."
Shi Changan frowned, "Can't you find another job?"
"Hey, I don't want to leave there." Huang Kuo smoked a cigarette. At the beginning, he had used the fastest speed to adapt himself to the acceleration of heartbeat, heaven and hell, in order to stay on the ground. The atmosphere for a moment, and even the desperate desire to be able to sit and play at the table, now I really cannot do without.
Shi Changan's eyebrows tightened, and he saw a strong color in the eyes of the young man in front of him, which was a pursuit of fame and wealth.
"Chang'an, you don't understand." Huang Kuo took a few mouthfuls, his movements were adept, and he said with a smile, "It's easy to eat mixed meals, but it depends on what you want to eat."
Shi Changan is unwilling to continue the topic of "We are not a world", "How much compensation should I pay this time?"
"Not much, I have a way." Huang Kuo squinted his eyes and made a bet.||The guest on the table lost a large amount of cash and bite||He must have stolen it, and a few people beat him. Kick, monitor||control||record||look like it was taken out, the few people did not apologize, because he had back then, and someone was found to put him into the game the next day.
The dog saw the people low, Huang Kuo pinched his cigarette butts, then he climbed up, and then stepped those people under his feet.
There is no blood relationship between the protagonists, please see the reviewing students!