Yan Shu is not gay.
A male colleague from the company came over to talk to him, leaning too close, breathing into his neck, he would reject it, let alone any physical contact.
But he is simply special to one person.
This kind of special seems to be born with it, but I never found it.
After he said "Let's try kissing again", the child's thin lips rose up, and a smile appeared in his eyes. He saw it and felt that he had become the fish Taigong Jiang said.
He took the bait.
This kiss was not as fierce and fierce as the corner of the stairs, but tender and tender.
The cramped cubicle exudes a damp smell, mixed with a fishy smell, and there is the sound of water from the urinal outside. Two men are joking and talking about where to play after get off work at night.
Yan Shu's legs were a little soft, his hands pressed on Lu Shenxing's shoulders, and the protruding knuckles were slightly white.
"Breathe."
The voice in his ear was hoarse and muddy, Yan Shu instinctively did so, he drew oxygen from a short gap.
The sound of footsteps outside gradually moved away, and Lu Shenxing took his hand out of Yan Shu's clothes, squeezing it with unfinished thoughts.
He went out first, bowed his head and made a messy clothes, pulled his jacket down to block the hanging space, and washed his hands in the sink casually.
Yan Shu in the compartment took a few deep breaths, tugged his coat, and when he came out, he inadvertently swept the man in the mirror. His lips were red||swollen, his eyes were wet, and his cheeks were stained red.
He was taken aback for a moment, and he was irritated by Liushen Wuzhu by his appearance of ||chaos||love||fan||
After walking a few steps, Yan Shu's back arched an arc, and he squatted down the wall to the ground, "I want to wait by myself."
Lu Shenxing didn't bother, and gave him time to calm down and accept.
Yan Shu's mood is complicated. It's not that he has never kissed Mou Yun. He has never been hot and crazy. The tip of his tongue is pained by the abuse, his mouth is like fire, and every drop of blood in his body is boiling.
He is not a hairy boy. He feels terrible because he knows everything. Yan Shu needs to sort out his emotions.
Lu Shenxing didn't expect that Yan Shu would just shrink his head, and couldn't get out of the shell.
On the day Yan Shu moved away, Lu Shenxing stood by the window watching him walk out of the complex, sucking the milk box in his hand.
It was really a rush to leave, even the house deposit was not needed.
Xiao Bai grabbed Lu Shenxing's trouser legs and rubbed it down. Lu Shenxing bent over and picked Xiao Bai up and put it on the window sill. Xiao Bai's tail was pinched, and his hair was shaking.
Lu Shenxing sneered, "Coward."
I don't know if I'm talking about a puppy or who.
He is a person who wants to do whatever he wants. He likes this today, and may not like it in a few days. He has liked that soul for so long.
Lu Shenxing hooked Xiaobai's chin. You were mine for a long time. Where can you go?
Everyone knew about Yan Shu's move. His room was the only one with a small independent balcony. Although it was in the north and there was no sunshine, it still had a lot of attraction to those people.
They all geared up and went to Lu Shenxing and said they wanted to change.
"That room is not for rent." Lu Shenxing flipped through the book review with his legs folded.
Among these people, Zhang Ping’s mouth is the fastest, "Why? Isn't it free?"
Lu Shenxing slid the mouse to the bottom, "I left it for my wife."
The shocked people, "..."
This reason is really strong enough, they have nothing to say.
Everyone went back disappointed, Zhang Ping still pestered, "The landlord, they are all gone, here is the two of us, just tell me, how much has it risen?"
As long as the price is within her acceptable range, she is fine.
Lu Shenxing said lazily, "Zhang Ping."
Zhang Ping's eyes lit up and there was a play, "You said."
She knows that housing prices are rising fast now, and the landlord must have been embarrassed to talk because everyone has lived for so long, but no matter how much it rises, it will not be higher than her current master bedroom price.
Excited, Zhang Ping heard a laugh, "Your pants are reversed."
Looking down, the two pieces of leggings with ten dollars on the stall were all sewn with earthworm-like threads on the outside, Zhang Ping blushed like monkey fart||shares, what happened with her husband before, she didn’t pay attention when she wore it. .
She just didn't run, "Really not renting out?"
"Didn't you just say it?" Lu Shenxing touched Xiaobai's soft belly||skin, "My wife will use it then."
Zhang Ping still didn't believe it, "She's here, don't you live in the same room?"
Lu Shenxing nodded, "That one is dedicated to business."
Zhang Ping, "..." She left sadly.
After regaining cleanliness, Lu Shenxing pulled his hair twice, and Yan Shu would definitely come back. He was used to eating his food in previous lives, and this time was no exception, sooner or later.
"Go, bring me the slippers." Lu Shenxing patted Xiao Bai.
Xiaobai jumped to the ground, dangling one slipper to the bed, turned his head to snatch the other one, and stepped on the slipper and wagged its tail to Lu Shenxing afterwards.
"You are still good." Lu Shenxing rewarded Xiaobai with a piece of dog food.
He pulled his slippers out, opened Yan Shu’s square door, and looked around inside. The cactus and asparagus on the computer desk were growing well, and there was a glass fish tank. The tortoise was lying lazily. move.
The bedding on the bed was neatly folded, and Lu Shenxing lay on it and slept.
The next day he moved to Yan Shu's room, put a lot of plants on the small balcony that don't need sunlight, put a wicker chair in, and placed it at will.
About half a month later, one night, Lu Shenxing discovered that there were many more readers in the novels he had written in his mind. They all commented on every chapter. It was not the kind of spoiling, cheering, and serious reply to each article. very long.
For a moment, Lu Shenxing thought that he had made a mistake and that he was reading other people's novels. After he opened the vests of those readers one by one...
Lu Shenxing couldn't laugh or cry.
It's all finely divided by the same person.
After he finished writing the update that day, he typed a string of words under the text: I am going to go on a blind date tomorrow, stop for one day, sorry.
The article is full of wailing, one is because Xin Liang confessed to him where Lu Shenxing stopped, and the other is tomorrow's Valentine's Day, the day of dog abuse, they want to be touched.
The next day, Lu Shenxing prepared dog food and water for Xiaobai. He went out alone and strolled on the street. He knew that someone was peeking at him, and that person was Yan Shu.
He pretended not to know, and walked and looked with his hands in his pocket, making a gesture of looking for someone.
"Sir, do you want to buy flowers?"
Lu Shenxing turned around, and a little girl was standing behind him with a basket. He glanced at the roses in the basket, "How much is one?"
The little girl laughed immediately, "Ten yuan."
Lu Shenxing gave ten yuan to the little girl.
The little girl collected the money and said very dedicatedly, "Happy Valentine's Day, Mr."
Lu Shenxing hooked his lips, "Thank you."
When he turned the corner, he was pulled by a hand from behind his wrist. The temperature on the sticker was familiar, and he knew who it was without having to look.
"That..." Yan Shu was speechless.
Lu Shenxing turned his head back, with a surprised look, frowned, "It's you."
Yan Shu swallowed his saliva, "Yeah."
No more text.
"Let go." Lu Shenxing looked at him embarrassed, "I want to go on a blind date."
It turned out that he was really going to go on a blind date, and Yan Shu not only didn't let go, he held it tighter.
Lu Shenxing casually said, "I met a beautiful and sensible girl on the Internet. It feels very good." He showed a serious attitude, "I don't play a hooligan, I am going to get married."
When this was said, the atmosphere surrounding them changed.
Yan Shu seemed to hear a string in his head stretched with horror, and snapped, making his brain go blank. When he saw the red rose, he burst out, "I'm not allowed!"
Lu Shenxing suppressed the emotion that was about to gush out of his eyes, "What?"
Yan Shu's sanity is showing signs of slowly returning to the basket. He is not as impulsive as before, and a little lacking in confidence. "Didn't you say you want to take care of me?"
His voice was much softer, and he looked directly at Lu Jingxing, "I don't agree with you to go on a blind date."
Lu Shenxing smiled but didn't smile, and put on a sarcasm, "You fucking ran away, and you're just ass!"
Yan Shu's eyes dropped, "I'm sorry."
The corners of his lips were pursed and pursed, "I don't like men..."
Lu Shenxing seemed to have a lot of courage when he heard this shy man, "I seem to like you a little bit."
He reminded, "You are contradicting yourself."
"No." Yan Shu frowned and muttered to herself, "You are the most special."
"I thought it would be fine to move out." Yan Shu's eyelashes kept trembling and he sighed in frustration, but there was no truth.
And he actually painted the face of a game character as this child.
At that time, he was guilty and disturbed, lest he would be discovered by his colleagues around him, shaking his hands and turning off the computer directly.
From that day on he was sure he was finished.
It's strange to say that he has lived there for more than three years. He didn't have any other feelings about the landlord before, but he has suddenly changed recently.
What's more ridiculous is that he ran to read the novel written by the child, wearing a lot of vests and leaving messages to encourage him, hoping not to be discovered by the other party, and expecting the other party to know.
He never did such a naive move when he was young.
Yan Shu's heart was tasteless and miscellaneous, as if being carried into a pot and boiled, feeling very tormented. He took the remaining light to secretly look at the child he was holding.
"I ask you." Lu Shenxing stared at Yan Shu, not letting go of any slight changes on his face, "Do you know the difference between me and Mou Yun?"
Yan Shu's Adam's apple rolled, and he said for a while, "Clear."
He spent these days figuring out that Mou Yun was his past, good and bad have become the past, and his present and future want to give this child, he is extremely certain.
Seeing the man in front of him looking like he was waiting to be punished, Lu Shenxing's eyes sank. He saw a hotel next to him, "Go, let's open the room."
Yan Shu's eyes widened, but didn't react, "What do you mean?"
Lu Shenxing raised his lips, "literally."
Hey, it's cold in winter, write something warm