"Lady..."
I can't think of anything.
I wonder what the hell I've done. What the hell has touched Master Wilhelm's upscale about what I said?
I can't stop with all the puffiness and tears, but I can't even lean down, I just can't take my eyes off the tip of Master Wilhelm's departed door.
I am.
Dear Wilhelm, I have been rejected.
"Ugh..."
"Oh, my lady!
"Dear Ville, Helm... Ah...!
If you can be on Master Wilhelm's side, that's all I'm glad for.
If I could stay with Master Wilhelm, that would have been all I needed.
I just thought Master Wilhelm would accept my love.
Yet.
"Oh, lady, hold on. Earlier words would not be the intent of Master Wilhelm!
"So, but... ugh...!
"Master Wilhelm was merciful to your daughter! That's for sure! Ki, I'm sure Master Wilhelm had some kind of situation too!
The force falls out, I kneel on the ground, and I cover my face with both hands.
Why, can't I?
Do I not deserve to walk with Master Wilhelm?
To me, just one Master Wilhelm.
I no longer want to live in a world like this if I were to be abandoned by Master Wilhelm.
Master Wilhelm is everything to me.
Everything about me is Master Wilhelm.
No matter how, why, and how many times I hear it in my heart, I don't get an answer.
Just instead, a roaring whimper just comes out the back of my throat.
No matter how much you cover your face, the tears go beyond it.
My heart will just be dominated by despair.
"Ma'am! Let's go home today! See you tomorrow...... uh, no, the day after tomorrow, make lunch and head out! That way, I'm sure Master Wilhelm will apologize too!
"Wow, I... Wow... never again..."
"That's not true! This Natalia swears! Always, the lady and Master Wilhelm are bound!
Hands off your face.
My vision is blurred and I won't show you anything. Because of the overflowing tears, I have no idea.
Just still.
You embrace me, only Natalia's warmth, okay.
"Natalia......"
"Ma'am, be careful! Please, believe Master Wilhelm!
"So, but I... ugh...!
What do you say, believe Master Wilhelm?
Master Wilhelm said.
He said he couldn't take care of his family, couldn't take care of his wife, etc.
That's why I want you to find a companion that suits me.
And.
Go home.
By that time, the fierce Wilhelm, I've never seen.
I was angry.
I've never been yelled at like that.
I mean, that must have been all Master Wilhelm's anger.
"Ugh... Nata, Leah..."
"Yes! Ma'am! Natalia is here!
"Kill me... please..."
"Why!?
If Master Wilhelm hates you, it's no longer worth living for me.
I don't need a life that I can't live with Master Wilhelm.
So.
I will die.
"Ma'am! Hold on! What do you do because you are so weak!
"But..."
"Ku......! Ma'am, let's go home to the mansion first! I will report to Master Elizabeth! This Natalia will not tolerate such outrages by Master Wilhelm!
"Ugh..."
Natalia is staring across the door, looking angry here, too.
Sure, I told Master Wilhelm to go home.
I mean, you can't be in the Knights any more.
Then you'll have to go home to the mansion.
But.
Tomorrow, they told me I didn't have to bring lunch.
So, what about the day after tomorrow?
What's next?
Forever, can't I bring lunch to Master Wilhelm any more?
If I leave here today.
Wouldn't the connection between me and Master Wilhelm be gone?
"Uh..."
There.
The door in front of me opened without a sound.
For a moment, hope arises in your heart.
I wonder if Master Wilhelm has returned,.
I was wondering if you really didn't like me.
But.
"What's the pain... dammit, is that the feminine thing there..." Am I right? Hey, what are you crying about?
That's where I was standing.
I don't read the air, I had red hair.
"Shit... you're a man who doesn't read the air"
"What? Huh? What? What happened?
"The lady is taking it in. Pick it up."
"No, pick it up, it's a Knights garrison here, and you guys should go home, right?
Hope has only arisen, and we fall into deep despair.
Zach's penetrating brightness was also just uncomfortable here and now.
Cry, cry, cry.
I rubbed my swollen eyelids, probably carelessly.
Slowly, I got up.
"... Natalia, let's go home"
"Yes, ma'am"
"Zach...... I'm sorry for everything. Never mind me."
"What? Yes, no, why are you crying? If I were you, I'd listen to you."
"Fine. I'm going home now."
When you deal with Zach, you behave with temperament.
You can't cry in front of a lady, a man who's not your partner. If you want to cry, go home to the mansion and cry alone in the room.
And I can't even explain the situation to Zach. Because if you tell me what's going on, I'm sure that's all you'll cry about.
"Shit."
"What's wrong?
"Just wait a minute. I'll send you."
"Fine. Zach will be working for the Knights."
"I still have my lunch break. You haven't changed your house, have you? Then you can go and go home in time."
That said, and without waiting for this reply, Zach will be out there.
I'm sure they'll even come out with an application for an outing.
Even though I don't even remember asking for it, it's a treat.
As soon as Zach returns, this way, he heads to the entrance and walks in line.
I don't want to be seen with bright red eyes and swollen eyelids so I keep my face all the way down and walk.
"Ah, Mr. Gail. Hey, I'm coming out. I've filed a proper application, so I'm fine."
"Zach? That? Hey, you..."
"I used to be familiar with it. I'm just sending it. I'll be right back."
Drop me off by the receptionist, Mr. Gail, and I'll be behind the Knights' garrison.
Will I ever come here again?
Zach even talks to me, just not a word like that.
"No, my sister, well, she was a little hurt, but she was found healthy for the sake of it. There's a silver deer pavilion over there, right? I work there now."
Zach's words like that don't even get in my ear.
However, all the words of Master Wilhelm's rejection are played over and over again in my mind.
"I thought it might be a bad idea to work for the Knights, but it's actually tight. It's all training, and it's tougher with the captain. Well, it's plentiful every day."
Captain, I react to the word, scarecrow.
Even though it's so loving that even a few words react hypersensitively.
Why have I been rejected, Master Wilhelm?
"Hey......"
That's how Zach finally got to the mansion, talking to only one person.
I think I had something planned for this afternoon, but I can't think about that anymore. Right now, I want to take a break.
At least just thank you, and I'll look up and see Zach.
Then Zach, with a frown root, asked.
"You... you like Captain Wilhelm?
Yeah.
That's right.