"Well, let's leave this about it. But you can't go outside with that face. My mother's errands, let's turn them around tomorrow. Carol, are you free tomorrow?
"Yes, Mother. Tomorrow is a day, I have nothing to do."
"Then go out with my mother tomorrow morning."
What was my mother's errand?
I mean, you can't go out there, and were you going to do some shopping outside? I'm sure your mother didn't think I'd come home crying like this either.
"Where are you going tomorrow?
"I'm a tailor. I haven't bought Carol's clothes for her lately either. Take this opportunity to get your clothes together. That way you don't have to go out in uniform like you did today."
Well.
Sure enough, I had less clothes and I wore my uniform like this following Natalia's advice.
But I need personal clothes. If you could buy it for my mother, I'd be happy to.
"Okay, Mother."
"Yeah, pretty Carol. By dinner, keep your face properly visible. My mother asks what's going on, but you'd be surprised if Gilliam saw such a face."
"... Yes"
Do I look so invisible now?
But if that's what your mother says, I guess so.
I was going to cry alone in my room, but now I have a way to go. I'm going to do my best to be a good woman.
I don't know what to do.
"Now, Mother, excuse me."
"Yes."
I'm leaving my mother's room and heading to my own.
Ask all sorts of people around tomorrow what a good woman is. With Chris, for example. She's going to know a good answer.
And then who should I ask?
I got to my room first, so I took my uniform off and changed it into a room outfit.
The uniform is adorable, but a little hard to move. So in the room, it's basically a room outfit.
I thought I'd take a bath in the water, but I'm sorry I bothered to boil the water for that, so you're patient.
That's right.
"Natalia."
"Yes, ma'am"
From my mother's room earlier, Natalia, who has been following me, is upright there unchanged.
Unless you speak from me, you're on my side like air. I really appreciate it.
"What kind of woman do you think Natalia is, a good woman?
"Mm..."
From me, Natalia is a very attractive woman.
He's tall, he's got a nice face, and he's got big breasts. Plus, he's got a good personality, he's considerate, and he's sweet. Is a woman like Natalia the good one?
Then I have to come from a physical modification. How can I make my chest bigger?
"Are you sure you want my personal thoughts?
"Yes, I don't mind"
"So... I think the ideal woman is someone who has the strength to live alone"
Strength to live alone.
That does have a part that connects you to the leading woman your mother was talking about.
A leading woman said she was a woman who would endure eating and tying her teeth, even if it was hard. No matter what the hard things are, it is the women who have the strength to live without moving that are first class.
The strength of living alone also applies to that.
"I see..."
So what about me?
When asked if I could live alone, I had to tilt my neck.
I've lived more as a Duke's maid than I did before, and I didn't need to put a job in my hands. It was just being educated to be queen, having a minimal education in school, and behaving in the social world in the future.
But that's only because you're from the Duke of Ambrose family.
When I, a woman named Carol, ask me if I can live even if the Duke's house falls, I can't.
By comparison, Master Wilhelm can live alone. Master Wilhelm, who never married his wife before, must have meant to be left to live alone.
There, the intervention of such a weak woman who cannot live alone can only be borne by Master Wilhelm.
And that is, should I also have any position in my hands?
Even though my house never falls, I'm just a woman. I will have to be a strong woman so that Master Wilhelm can be attracted to a person named me.
I'm close, I'll think of a good woman.
Natalia is sure to live alone. You don't have to be a samurai from the Duke of Ambrose family, you'll be able to join the Knights of Women if you're as strong as Natalia, or you'll be able to work in the city well if you're not.
Natalia definitely has the strength to live alone.
I'm sure my mother can live alone.
My father is the head of the Duke of Ambrose family over my ex, but my immediate lineage is my mother. Externally, the more it is perceived that motherhood is the more dominant.
And my mother is all kinds of perfect. Appearance is young enough to be seen by me and my sisters, but my heart is strong and my core is strong and aggressive.
I'm sure Chris can live alone.
An exceptional culinary arm will surely thrive if served in shops in Shirai as well. And also tough on a man's men, she has an unbeatable strength, such as a man.
My older brother prefers my appearance, and I think it's a category of beauty, even if it's not as good as my mother or Natalia. Wonder why you're not married.
What shall we do? There are only good women around me.
"Natalia."
"Yes."
"How do you think I can be strong?
What can I do to be strong enough to be on Master Wilhelm's side?
Spiritual strength, not physical strength.
My spirit is too immature. My heart is too weak compared to the heroines in the various love stories.
"With all due respect, may I ask you something?"
"Yeah, I don't mind."
"Well... I think the lady should know more about the outside of the mansion"
Is it outside?
Outside the mansion, I don't know how to say that.
"What do you mean?
"Yes, if the way you say it seems to bother you, I hope you say it"
"I'm not going to blame Natalia for anything she tells me. I know what Natalia's saying about me."
Really, she's a great samurai.
I would not say anything as bad as I can to avoid undermining my mood if I were to be a samurai in this way serving the Duke's Lady.
But Natalia has served me for nine years. I am well aware of its humanity.
So in this way, you tell me something a little hard to say.
It's the bitterness that grows people.
"Yes, then let me put it to you in a nutshell... the lady is now unemployed"
……
"I have no position as a student. His Royal Highness Rayford's engagement has been discarded, so he is not a candidate for queen either. Nor is he the fiancée of the Knights, as he has not been accepted by Master Wilhelm. Master Alberto is here, so he is not the next owner of the Duke of Ambrose house either...... So what is the lady, now?
……
You're unemployed.
Whatever you think, you're unemployed.
I see, the biggest reason I can't live alone is because I don't have a job.
I can't imagine a scene where I go to work. Instead, it would not otherwise be necessary for a duke's maid to work.
"... so should I work too"
"I'm sure your husband can blame you for that."
"... right"
What will they say when they say they are going to work?
If you want something, you should buy it, that's about what they're going to say. The Duke family has a luxurious territory, so they're rich.
So, what do I do?
That's right.
Ha, and like heaven, I flickered.
"Thank you, Natalia"
"No, I'm sorry I can't speak for myself"
"It's okay. You've decided what I need to do."
At least I aspire to be a strong woman who can live on her own from now on.
But strength will also have two things: physical and spiritual.
Then you just have to be able to work out both.
"What will you do, my lady?"
"Yeah -"
Please wait, Master Wilhelm.
Carol will always try to be the lady you deserve.
"I'm joining the Knights"