The Earl’s Bad Wife

I will return home in peace.

Various pieces of information and previous memories had been mixed up in my head and had not been packed.

When I got home, my mother worried that I was pale.

I wasn't sure what to do about the child, but decided I should talk to my husband first. I said I was going to rest for a while and headed to my room.

When I calmed my mind, I waved my sword and read philosophical books.

But now, I couldn't care less.

After we got married, no. For a while now, I realized that my condition was going crazy.

Like I'm not me...?

If I had been stuck with things for a while, I realized that was after I met my husband.

You're still losing, you're hurting your self-esteem, you're losing your temper? I'm not sure even though it's about me.

In the first place, why did you care about winning or losing? I want to ask myself in the past.

More than that, I've done terrible things to my husband.

I believed the rumors as they were and didn't even try to see what they really were.

My husband, Erich von Veimar, praises me greatly if he opens his mouth, or acts overprotectively. But I kept some distance, and I never felt a nasty glance or anything like that.

If I tell you, you're harmless.

I pushed such a person into a difficult situation, and it was only natural that I fulfilled it. If his rumors were a misunderstanding, he would have worked a very rude act.

I'm proud of them, I don't give a shit about them, the worst wives ever.

That's who I am now.

It is the result of the sweet idea that he would be forgiven because he is a husband with a lot of bad reviews.

What should I do? What is best. I don't know now.

Anyway, I thought I had to talk to my husband.

I think we should do a lot of reflection and tell the samurai to stay away from the room.

While I waited for my husband to return at night, I was supposed to sort things out in my head.

Three hours later.

If I only tried to rest a little, and I also stuck it on the back of my bench, I would be asleep at some point.

In dreams, past memories are reflected.

How old was that?

The story of the day we got together, when the knight was supposed to teach us how to use the sword.

I admired my sister Dorothea, who was a knight with a queen, and I wanted to be able to wave my sword.

A boy of the same age who was happy to participate said, "A woman is not a creature holding a sword. Be nice at home," he said.

I was desperate to say something about your sister Dorothea and she wouldn't believe me, and I would cry to my mother.

- I regret it. Even I can do it if I can!! Even your sister Dorothea is a respected fine knight from everyone!!

It's a hell of a fire emotion. It was too intense for a child to burn.

Then I…….

So I wake up hacked.

He seemed to sleep with a sweat on his forehead, wrinkling between his eyebrows.

My childhood memories come back in my dreams, and I sigh so loud.

I realize why I am so obsessed with winning and losing against the opposite sex.

I guess what happened that day triggered your wish for your sister Dorothea to learn the sword.

What house was that boy a child in? I only remember being an angry kid with brown hair.

The clock bell rings and returns to me.

The time is evening.

It's time to get up to speed.

It is not armed - it is courtesy - that you are in beautiful condition when you leave in front of your lords.

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My husband, who was on a diplomatic journey with the prince, seemed to have come straight home without stopping at work and was in uniform.

I sit before my returning husband in the face of tension.

"... good job and hard work"

"Yes, thank you."

When I asked him if he was tired, he said he was fine.

"Since you got married, do you say that tension has emerged in your life? I think every day is more fulfilling than before"

"Yes. I wish it were."

The room quiets down.

I have to say it fast, but the words don't come out of my throat.

Previously, we were to understand what Keira von Poloberk meant by repeatedly opening and closing her mouth.

Even if I do this, it won't be obvious.

I decide to consult my husband with my stomach bracketed.

"……… I need to talk to you."

"Yes."

"Keira von Polobark's, said a child was born,"

Tell her she's a brunette and blue-eyed child.

"Was it your left?"

Tomorrow's weather is raining. It was like hearing such a trivial story.

The voice color remained the same as usual, but the smile disappeared.

Then my husband waits still for my word.

"Oh, my God, that's..."

I bowed my head with words of apology.

That I believed in rumors and made mistakes.

There were many other things I had to apologize for. But I felt like I was saying it differently now, and I didn't say it.

"I'm so sorry. Be rude without asking you the truth."

My husband forgave me.

"Please don't worry. Even when asked, it was impossible to say by royal decree."

"Yes..."

My husband has a gentle voice and asks me what to do.

"Oh, how?"

"It is up to Master Helmina to decide what lies ahead. I will obey it."

"Yes, I will."

No, I don't care about sincerity......

More than that, I was surprised to leave important decisions to me.

"What if I don't take the child?

"Special facilities in the Schneitzer region will take over."

Schnetzua region.

A place of hiding, in a snowy land, surrounded by high mountain ranges, where it is extremely difficult for those who do not know the way to reach it.

"Since ancient times, the royal concealer had been sent there. It's also where we keep our blood apart so that the blood of the royal family is uninterrupted by wars, illnesses, disasters, etc."

Schnetzua region.

A place where most of the year is dim and the sun rarely rises.

I didn't know there was a royal blood protection facility there.

"If I take the child, I will say that I have taken the sister of Hermina."

"Eh?"

"I have received recognition from the King and the Marquis de Sainake."

The Marquis of Signake is Dorothea, your sister's husband.

It seems that Jianmae decided to take over her sister's child, who recently gave birth to three children.

"Dorothea, does it mean that your sister had four children?

"That's right."

If I hadn't had anything to do with your sister's birth, I would have said no to anything.

This time, coincidences overlap, and they can turn things around well.

"What will you do?

"... Yep"

The child told Keira von Polobark to take it away. It's not a good idea to rebel a promise.

I regret what I've done in the past, and I get plenty depressed.

It was all a foolish place of my own that I could not think of.

The consequences of embarrassing your sister are also devastating.

That's the most important thing I thought I shouldn't do, and I deserve to die trying to get my favorite sister in trouble.

Ask your husband about removing the child and tell him either.

Sister to brother-in-law, uncle to husband.

I want to bow my head deeply and apologize to each and every one of you who has been caught up in my shallow decision.

I hold my head in when I've done irrevocable things.

The elevated emotions came out in tears.

I'm too shy.

My husband was kind enough to encourage me.

◇ ◇ ◇

I decided to report the matter to my mother once.

Though I thought she was surprised, her mother looked calm.

If you ask me if I know the truth, I'm shaking my neck to the side.

"If you look at Mr. Ehrlich's days, you'll know he's not who he says he is."

"……… Yep."

Your mother seemed to understand perfectly.

I seemed to be the only one who believed in the rumors.

"I, honestly, am worried about what to do..."

Should the child be sent to the right place, or not?

It wasn't a good decision to make in a light mood.

"I wonder why I'm like this."

I am now a young lady who knows nothing but me.

I don't think I can be the parent of a child like that.

"Helmina, it's a privilege to deal with children every day."

"Eh?"

"With kids who don't know anything, parents also learn a lot."

"Then even me, can I be a parent?

"Yes, you can be."

If you don't know the world, you can learn with your children.

You will also be able to listen to the child's endurance and look back at yourself.

That's how my mother says.

Hearing the story, my heart hardens.

I have decided to take the prince's son.