I was in a hidden room.

"... the truth is, I'm not qualified to come here."

As he murmured to himself, he approached him as he slept.

"Almost there.... I can almost wake you up."

The rebels crushed everything.

But the situation in the country... it's hard to say it's still calmed.

Above all, I didn't want him to see me in any more blood.

"... this time, we've all been very helpful."

Originally, I was going to settle this by myself.

I even thought it would burn out my life.

That is why I have concentrated on delegating the authority of the national government as much as possible to me and putting in place procedures and systems.

After the solemn Qing Dynasty, in order to reduce the impact on the country.

Thanks to this, I was convinced that some confusion would not be a fatal problem.

For example, the expulsion and execution of officials.

Everyone understands how to avoid dysfunction in emergencies due to the boycott of Marquis Radaford officials in the past.

The same applies to territorial government.

I have already concentrated on the affairs of the Marquis of Radford on national politics, so I can take advantage of that experience.

Above all, human resources.

Gilbert had all the authority he needed, and everyone under him was good.

So no matter what happens... yes, I was sure.

But I couldn't.

That's because I learned about the Republic of Serbia.

You can't be irresponsible enough to throw away everything in a state of internal distress and external illness.

Besides, I didn't want to overlook the bias against magic.

Everyone who has magic now is me, Alicia when she was a child.

I was shaken by my own magic.

Alicia was neglected from her surroundings, causing her magic to run away, and as a result her heart was hurt.

Is there something different between them and us?

No, it's the same.

It's shaken by magic, neglected by others, and as a result, hurt.

I'm sure the magic isn't bad.

Because magic is just a force.

... there's no good or evil there.

It's just that people are immature.

Yes, I wasn't sad.

That magic possessions are being abused.

I'm just stunned, I just gave up.

Don't worry about such irrational things, people themselves.

I'm sure the First King believed it.

A world where magic and people coexist.

That's why I built this country on that noble ideal.

I earned time hoping that people's consciousness would change.

But it didn't change.

So I can finish it.

Because the treasure sword has enough power to make it happen.

Therefore, I suppressed the use of magic.

And instead, I relied on everyone.

But... that's good.

"I was supported by a lot of people.It was too late to realize that... really, it wasn't working. "

Think and act with a lot of people.

I recognized them not as tokens, but as human beings.

And their presence shook my mind slightly.

"... but...The warmer you get... why?I can't forgive you enough.People's ugly minds.Forgive it, the irrationality of the world. "

I wanted to be nice.

I wanted to be surrounded by smiles in a peaceful world.

But I couldn't.

The more I touch the calm world, the more doubt will rise in me.

Why did I have to bid farewell to a peaceful world?

Why did they have to take away their loved ones?

And the question of such a no-go place was also directed outside of me.

Why do some people have to give up kindness?

Why are some deprived of a peaceful world?

Why does the world forgive it?

And with that question, my heart grew darker and darker.

The more I look at the gentle world... the blackening of my ugly heart will stand out.

At first, the five Marquises were not the only targets.

The irrational world itself was the object of my hatred.

... I certainly wish everyone happiness.

Still, more than that, giving up on people and hatred of the dead occupy my heart.

"After all, I need you to sleep a little more.... my face must be ugly right now. "

This is the only ugly emotion that occupies my heart... I'm sure it's coming out on my face.

That's why I don't want to show you.

My figure in him is the wedding costume that Alicia crafted with care.

... I didn't want to be such an ugly person, but I wanted to keep that memorable figure in him.