There is an invisible line in Yu Zihuan’s subconscious mind that separates Yu Zhile’s past from the two of them. He always thinks that as long as he doesn’t move that line and doesn’t look at the truth behind that line, it’s okay. Always maintain the status quo.
"It’s okay. I said that no matter what you’ve encountered before, I don’t care. It doesn’t matter if you have no status. I will support you. If you want to secretly go home to see your parents, I can also accompany you. I will find a way to get You have a better life than before, so you don't have to worry or explain to me." Yu Zihuan hurriedly stated his attitude, grinning tentatively at Yu Zhile, smiling humble and careful.
Yu Zhile's heart was sour. She raised her hand and touched Yu Zihuan's head. Seeing the crystal clear water swirling in his eyes, her eyes were filled with anxiety and imploring, and her eyes turned red.
If she is really a fugitive, if it can be as simple as what he said, why would she be afraid of not being able to overcome it with him, the problem lies between them, it is the misplaced time.
In the face of time, a huge behemoth without friends, all human beings are annihilated in the torrent before they can grow up.Who knows where she will be dumped in the next accidental wrestling?If she wears in the future, Yu Zihuan is waiting for her, if she wears in the past, she is waiting for Yu Zihuan, but this is the situation where the time she jumps can be measured by the limit of normal human life span. If she goes forward or After wearing it for more than a hundred years, what shall we do?
Perhaps throughout their lives, they may not have the opportunity to meet again.
So even if she feels distressed, she must tell Yu Zihuan the truth, and can't let him look for someone who may never appear again in the years after she disappeared.
As soon as Yu Zhile's tears fell, Yu Zihuan's tears also rolled down. He reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with his thumb, but he cried like a little cat.Yu Zhile held his hand to stop his movement, shook his head and said, "It may be difficult for you to believe what I am going to say, but I must tell you. You can also disbelieve it, but after listening to it, promise me that if I suddenly It’s gone, don’t waste time looking for me."
Yu Zihuan closed his eyes and looked confused, but said very firmly: "I believe you, but I can't guarantee not to find you."
Yu Zhile sighed, "Listen to me first, and then decide whether to believe it or not."
"The secret I haven't told you is that I am not a person at this point in time. I was born in 1993." Yu Zhile paused and saw the doubt in Yu Zihuan's eyes deepen. "Sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? According to my year of birth, I should be younger than you now, right? But I am indeed in my twenties again, because I came from 2015."
Yu Zihuan looked at her blankly, as if he could not understand what she was talking about.Yu Zhile got up and went to the cupboard to take the handbag she had brought more than a year ago, and took out the ID card, resume, mobile phone and other items in the bag to show Yu Zihuan.
"Actually I have an ID card, but I can't use it here."
Yu Zihuan took the small hard card and saw that the sixteen-year-old Yu Zhile had a childish face and smiled silly at him. The year of birth next to him was indeed 1993, and the year of processing was 2009.
He stared straight at Yu Zhile's ID card, his heart pounding fiercely, and the world view he had formed for a long time was undergoing a huge impact at this moment.Yu Zhile handed her 5s to Yu Zihuan again, "I am out of power, but this kind of mobile phone will be popular in about 5 years, and it is very different from the current mobile phone. You will know by then."
Seeing that he was silent, Yu Zhile went on to say, "In addition to these, I can say something that will happen in the future to prove that I am telling the truth."
"No, I believe you." Yu Zihuan lowered his head and said, but his throat seemed to be blocked by cotton, and he was so breathless when he spoke, and even felt unable to breathe.
"So it's impossible for me to go home. Even if I go back, my current parents won't recognize me, and I don't even dare to think about what will happen if I meet my thirteen-year-old self. Will she disappear or I will disappear?"
"I said I believe you. Even if you don't belong to this time, it doesn't matter." Yu Zihuan suddenly interrupted Yu Zhile, suddenly raised his head, his eyes were scary, and the hot paranoid light seemed to swallow everything in front of him.
Yu Zhile couldn't look directly at the strong emotion in his eyes and looked away, "But..."
"Since you have traveled to this time and stayed for so long, maybe you are destined to stay here?" Yu Zihuan knew he was deceiving himself, but he was still unwilling to give up this weak possibility.
"No, I'm not destined to stay here." Yu Zhile looked at him sadly and cruelly pierced his last struggle. "Do you remember the situation when you insisted on asking me to go to the medical examination last year?"
The blood on Yu Zihuan’s face faded a little bit. He certainly remembered that he would never forget that he had grasped Yu Zhile but clearly felt that she was only left with an empty shell, even the fear and panic that even the empty shell was about to disappear. .
His bright eyes flickered a few times, like a poorly contacted light bulb, flickering in vain and then turning into darkness and silence.
"But you promised me not to leave me behind."
"If I had a choice, I would not leave you behind, but I did not. I don’t know when I will disappear, and I don’t know at what point in time I will reappear. Time meets. I will try my best to avoid it, but if one day I am forced to leave, I hope you will not affect your life because of this, you have never met me before, okay?" Yu Zhile raised Yu Zihuan’s face and said It was a bit difficult, but he insisted on finishing and tried his best to show a gentle smile.
Yu Zihuan raised his eyes to look at her, his eyelashes flickered and seemed to be spinning again, but he quickly controlled it. The deep eyes were quite complicated, but before Yu Zhile could see clearly, his eyes curled and smiled sweetly. Okay, I promise you."
How could he agree?
"If you leave, I will not affect my current life."
The reason why his life is bright and warm now is because of her.Without the light source, how can it be possible to maintain the original temperature?
"I will treat you as if I have never met you before, and will not look for you."
He will never forget her for the rest of his life. Whether it is ten years, twenty years, or even a hundred years, he will look for her until he dies.
"But you have to make sure that you will try to avoid accidents and will not take the initiative to leave me."
How did Yu Zhile know that only the last sentence was Yu Zihuan's sincere words, but when he saw his last sentence, he suppressed his smile and pulled down his face to show a serious look, so he also looked serious and made a promise. Yu Zihuan's face looked better.
After telling the truth to Yu Zihuan, Yu Zhile's last thoughts went away, but she soon discovered that Yu Zihuan had become clingy again, and wanted to follow her no matter what she was doing. When she saw her up and down the stairs, she felt a little unstable. I wished to carry her back, looking at the stairs as if he was killing his father and enemy, and also proposed that he didn't want to live in school next semester and wanted to go to school.
Yu Zhile couldn't help regretting it. Did she choose the timing not mature enough?But Yu Zihuan clearly agreed to her request, and probably still needs some time to adapt?After all, the fact of passing through is beyond the scope of normal people's acceptance, and Yu Zihuan believed her so easily and calmly, which already made her feel incredible.
After another period of time, Yu Zhile did not show any abnormalities. Yu Zihuan’s symptoms of clinging people were better. At least he was not irrational enough to get up at four or five o’clock every day to go to school, but as long as school is over every Friday, he He didn't want to stay at school for a second, so he ran home with his schoolbag.
In addition, Yu Zhile discovered that he started to read some books about quantum physics and other related to time travel. Although I don’t know if he can successfully understand what happened to her, Yu Zhile is still moved by his heart. Yes, but it is inevitable to have some doubts, worried that Yu Zihuan did not listen to her persuasion, but got into the horns.
It was a Friday. Yu Zihuan usually arrived home at 6 o’clock. Yu Zhile got off work early to buy food and prepared a feast to comfort him. Hearing the knock on the door, he subconsciously thought that Yu Zihuan forgot to take the key, put down the spatula, and was excited He ran to open the door.
As a result, standing outside the door was a middle-aged woman she had never seen before.
Yu Zhile was stunned. The woman outside the door was also stunned when she saw her dress in an apron. She frowned and asked, "Who are you? Where is Yu Zihuan?"
Yu Zhile didn't answer, but instead asked, "Who are you? What can I do with Xiaohuan?"
"Who am I? Do you even dare to live here if you don't even know me?" The middle-aged woman pushed Yu Zhile away, walked straight into the house, and looked into the living room and bedroom. "Where is Yu Zihuan? Let him come out to see me."
Yu Zhile was irritated by her arrogant attitude, and stepped forward to grab her and prevent her from going inside, "I am Yu Zihuan's sister, what can you do to me."
The middle-aged woman looked back at her in surprise, as if she had heard a big joke, "Are you his sister? Why don't I know when he has a sister like you?"
When Yu Zhile heard this, she secretly said that it was not good. She had always been Yu Zihuan's sister to the outside world, and people nearby had never questioned it, but this rhetoric could not fool the real relatives of Yu Zihuan's family.
"Aunt." Yu Zihuan, who came home from school, saw the door open and rushed in. What he saw was the confrontation between his aunt Yu Yanglan and Yu Zhile. He shouted with an unkind expression, his eyes gloomy as if dripping water.
"Okay, you don't learn well at a young age!" When Yu Yanglan saw that the Lord had returned, she first glanced contemptuously at Yu Zhile, who had a pale face, and then pointed at Yu Zihuan's nose with cross-brows and eyes. "I said. How can you have money to go to high school? Tongtong said I didn't believe it when I saw you in No. 1 Middle School. I didn't expect you to be a little boy!"