"When did you like me?"
This question has been lingering in Yu Zihuan's heart for a while. It stands to reason that the more Yu Zhile likes him, the happier he should be, but while he is happy, he also hides incredible uneasiness.
It went so well.
Yu Zihuan's bumpy childhood and tormented teenager made him feel that the things he desires cannot be easily obtained and lasted for a long time. If Yu Zhile did not respond to him so quickly, it might make him feel normal.The smooth progress and intimate relationship now made him both happy and uneasy, and even worried that Yu Zhile didn't like him as much as he showed, and it might just be unbearable not to refuse him.
He kept this question in his heart, and he was afraid that he couldn't bear the answer to the question. Anyway, as long as Yu Zhile is by his side, it is enough.
However, at this time, the night is quiet. I don't know if it is the ghost's heart, or the heartbeat and breathing that accompany each other to give him courage, Yu Zihuan finally decided not to torture himself, and wanted to hear Yu Zhile's answer.
When Yu Zhile was suddenly asked by him, she couldn't think of how to answer, so she thought about it for a while. From the time she met Yu Zihuan, she remembered, and she continued to think about it, and she unconsciously showed a sweet smile.
But in the darkness, Yu Zihuan did not see her expression clearly. After waiting for her answer for a long time, when she spoke again, her voice was a little unnoticeable trembling and difficult, "Do you prefer me now? Or ten years ago?"
To Yu Zhile, it seemed that Yu Zihuan was jealous of her boyhood ten years ago. She couldn't help but laughed and said: "I like it all, whether it is you ten years ago or who you are now. My favorite is Xiaohuan."
Yu Zihuan tensed his nerves at once, and this answer sounded like saying that he was no different in Yu Zhile's eyes from him ten years ago, and this is what he fears.
"Did you... like me ten years ago?" If the answer to this question is yes, Yu Zihuan can feel better, at least it means that Yu Zhile accepted him not entirely because of sympathy.
"It depends on what kind of like you are talking about. If it is the kind of love between men and women, I am not a lover/pedophile, how could I like you ten years ago?" Yu Zhile felt Yu Zihuan holding her He grew stiffer and stopped strangely, thinking that he wanted to say something, but did not hear him, so he continued, "Although I said that I like you now and you ten years ago, these are two different things. A different kind of like."
When Yu Zihuan heard this, he realized that he wanted to make a difference. Yu Zhile clearly distinguished the young boy from the current one, and his hanging heart finally began to fall slowly.
"To you ten years ago, I liked it as a younger brother. You should have known it a long time ago, but to you now, I am..." Yu Zhile was a little shy and didn't want to continue talking, wanting Yu Zihuan to understand a bit.
But Yu Zihuan was unwilling to let go of the opportunity to listen to her confession, lowered her voice to coax her, and guided: "What are you to me now?"
Yu Zhile lowered his head and wanted to shrink it under the quilt, but Yu Zihuan caught him halfway.
"Oh, you don't know, why do you have to let me say it." Yu Zhile was pinched by Yu Zihuan and could only look at him face to face.
"I want to hear you, and I will go to bed after listening."
His long eyelashes almost swept to her face, but his shining eyes in the dark completely attracted her attention, and even made her forget the itchy sensation on her face and just stared at him. Look.
Yu Zhile couldn't help it with his pleading tone and eyes. He took a breath and said the answer she had just thought: "I like you as an adult man. Actually, I watched it when I first came back. When you suddenly grew up from a thin child to an adult, you really didn’t get used to it. You always wanted to treat you like a younger brother, but then..."
Later, Yu Zihuan coaxed her to live under the same roof with him again, and it was not possible when it started. Yu Zhile found that she could no longer regard him as the lonely and helpless little boy.
She was really tempted, and was different from the feelings of sympathy, love, and regret for Yu Zihuan when she was a teenager. He became able to let her rely on and act like a baby without any scruples, and make her blush, heartbeat, and look forward to peace. Together he became a better lover.
"Later you came to tease me when you were okay. You are so good-looking, how can I hold it?" Yu Zhile turned around and confidently accused Yu Zihuan of taking her badly, and then suddenly doubted Yu Zihuan's intentions, "wait Wait, don’t you want to go back now? You ask this kind of question most of the night. I’ve said before that we’re going to be boyfriend and girlfriend, and I’m worried that our relationship will deteriorate due to this, but now I’m trying it. It feels good, so don’t regret it. The goods will not be returned after leaving the container."
Yu Zihuan smiled and was extremely happy, and his eyes were as bright as the only star in the night.He smiled with white teeth, rarely showing a bit of stupidity, but he was still a pretty little fool.
"I don't regret it, I will never regret it for the rest of my life."
Yu Zhile nodded and said that she knew it. The sleepiness she had been chased away had returned. She yawned, closed her eyes slowly, and said, "If you feel at ease, go to sleep."
Yu Zihuan also nodded, approached her, found a comfortable position and closed his eyes.
Sometimes Yu Zhile really felt that he was still the extremely insecure teenager back then, but she didn't dare to say that, and finally coaxed Yu Zihuan to sleep with his eyes closed. She didn't want to deliberately stimulate his nerves and let him fight again. Some.
Yu Zhile’s stunt is to fall asleep within 30 seconds after the brain is emptied. There is a white light in front of her, and she is about to meet Zhou Gong. There is a sudden warm itching in her ear, and Yu Zihuan’s voice is soft as velvet. Lele, I love you."
Half-dreaming and half-awake, the corners of Yu Zhile's mouth rose naturally, and he answered vaguely: "Me too."
After this night, the relationship between the two was further confirmed and sublimated. Yu Zhile felt that the matter of obtaining the certification might be on the agenda. She thought that Yu Zihuan should think the same way, but he couldn't wait for him to raise it, so she only Can cheekily express this to him euphemistically.
"This year's New Year, will you come back to my hometown with me?" When watching TV in the evening, Yu Zhile tried to speak naturally to Yu Zihuan, who was watching TV with her while doing business affairs.
"Of course, I've long wanted to accompany you back to your hometown, visit your parents, and get to know your relatives." Yu Zihuan did not stop the fingers flying on the keyboard, and responded without hesitation. Yu Zhile doubted him. Did you separate God to think about what she said.
"Do you know what this means?"
Yu Zihuan heard the irritability and doubt in her words, and stopped working somewhat amused, and asked, "What do you mean?"
"It's..." Yu Zhile thought he really didn't understand, and anxiously wanted to say that it was her handsome man who wanted to take his ugly daughter-in-law back to see his in-laws.
"I know what it means." Upon seeing this, Yu Zihuan hurriedly put away pretending to be at a loss, smiled and looked at Yu Zhile.
"Take me again...you have no objection?" Yu Zhile couldn't help asking when he saw him look like an old god.
"Why do you have opinions?"
"You and I went back, then even if we are settled, is it... that knot..."
Yu Zihuan suddenly stretched out his hand to pinch Yu Zhile's mouth, and said seriously: "Don't say it, this kind of thing should be left to me."
Yu Zhile is actually looking forward to the proposal, but Yu Zihuan has never shown the intention to propose. She thought that he probably didn't care about such formal things very much, so she didn't intend to force it. Anyway, they had already come together, so they almost came out and settled the matter. Coming down, so although the girl said it was a little reserved, she didn't mind it.
But now it seems that Yu Zhile is probably anxious, and Yu Zihuan still intends to propose. She can't help but feel a little embarrassed, "I'm not urging you..."
"I know, I actually wanted to... But there is one thing I want to solve first, can I wait for a while? It won't be too long, there will be results before the New Year."
Yu Zhile smiled shyly and happily and nodded, not wanting to be too anxious, but after a few seconds, he couldn't help but ask, "Can you tell me what it is?"
"It's not a bad thing, you'll know it then." Yu Zihuan pulled her into his arms and sat, his expression a bit low and relaxed.
It's not a bad thing for them, but it's not for Yu Yanglin.But only after doing this, Yu Zihuan can start a new life without distraction. He doesn't want other things to interfere with his wedding with Yu Zhile, let alone bring the unhappiness of the past to his marriage with Yu Zhile.
With Yu Zihuan's promise, Yu Zhile didn't intend to dig into the roots. Anyway, the New Year will be in less than four months, and she can afford it.
"But when it comes to returning home during the New Year, will your parents dislike me? Should I prepare first?" Yu Zihuan was still a little nervous about this, worried that his mother-in-law and father-in-law would not be satisfied.
"What are you going to prepare?" Yu Zhile, who thought this topic had been turned over, sat on Yu Zihuan's lap and watched TV again. He looked very relaxed and relaxed. He did not consider bringing Yu Zihuan back to his hometown as a difficult task. Asked a little strange.
"For example, what kind of ideal son-in-law of your parents is, what should I pay attention to, what gifts should I bring to them, can you mention that we have already lived together... There are so many things to prepare, don't you? Watching TV." Yu Zihuan turned Yu Zhile's small face toward the TV to face him, looking very serious and nervous.
Yu Zhile distinguished himself from the plot of the TV series. When he turned around, he saw him in a state of being like an enemy. He couldn't help but laughed and said with a kid-friendly tone: "My Xiaohuan is the best in the world. People, how can my parents be dissatisfied?"
"I'm serious." Yu Zihuan pressed her waist tightly.
"I'm serious too." She encircled Yu Zihuan's neck, her smiley eyebrows were soft and solemn, "As long as I like it, my parents will like it, so don't worry, they will like you. No right. , They will love you to death."