The Female Lead Has Disconnected for Eight Years

The long-lost feeling of embarrassment of being surrounded by rumors and people who misbelieve the rumors pointing to the face once again hits my mind. Although now Yu Zhile admits that he no longer cares about the malicious slander of the past, he is still habitual. A few seconds of flustered brain blanking occurred.

Yu Zhile’s stupefied performance was understood by Gao Bingqi as a shock to hear this. Her mood was also very complicated. On the one hand, she did not want to uncover Yu Zihuan’s scars. On the other hand, telling Yu Zhile about this incident would make her quit automatically. , She felt it was worth a try again.

Gao Bingqi watched Yu Zhile's expression and continued: "Not many people know about this. Although most people in our class know that Zi Huan is looking for a woman named Yu Zhile these years..."

She paused, as if she was kindly reminding Yu Zhile, but in her tone it was difficult to hide her superiority, "Oh, I forgot to tell you, last time everyone took care of you, they didn’t tell you why Zihuan was with you. , It should be because your name is the same as that woman."

At this time, Yu Zhile had recovered from the shadow of the past. Aside from the grievances of being attacked and indefensible, she only found it funny when she heard Gao Bingqi’s remarks, just like Yang Xiaozhen distorted Yu Zihuan’s mother in front of her before. It's just that Yang Xiaozhen knew the facts but deliberately discredited it, and Gao Bingqi probably really believed that Yu Zihuan was "incorporated/raised" back then.

"So?"

Yu Zhile returned to a calm and indifferent attitude. Gao Bingqi did not believe that she could really ignore the fact that Yu Zihuan used her as a substitute and was raised by a woman many years older when she was a teenager, thinking that Yu Zhile just didn't want to show her timidity in front of her. It's just trying hard.

As a result, Gao Bingqi changed his words from being careful about Yu Zihuan’s face to a state of stimulating Yu Zhile, tearing her disguise away and ignoring her. The content of anger in her words increased significantly, “So don’t you understand? You are just a substitute. Only, if you are not called Yu Zhile, he will never be with you. He likes the old woman back then."

"I knew he had been looking for Yu Zhile, but I didn't care." Yu Zhile is definitely a good hand at pretending to be stupid. She raised the corner of her mouth and smiled so brightly that she looked particularly dying, "So I'm sorry. You came here to tell me this, except to show that you are not even qualified to be a substitute, it will not play any role."

Gao Bingqi pointed out the pain point sharply by her, the blood on her face faded away, and her tongue seemed to have been taken away by a kid. She stared at Yu Zhile pale, unable to utter a word.

Gao Bingqi was most unwilling to find that Yu Zihuan would rather find a girl who had known him for a few days but had the same name as the old woman as his girlfriend, and he was unwilling to look back at herself who had been with him for eight years.This is also what she can't figure out the most. Even compared with that old woman, she and Yu Zihuan have spent more time together. Why can't he accept himself?She restrained her temper for him, dealt with his difficult relatives for him, and in order to be able to stay with him, she didn't even dare to show any thoughts, but only dared to care about him as a friend.Gao Bingqi thought that even if she couldn't get into Yu Zihuan's heart, other women would not do it, so she was willing to wait and believed that one day she could influence Yu Zihuan.

However, the appearance of Yu Zhile shattered the fantasy that Gao Bingqi had created for herself, and made her lose her patience.She thought she finally realized that it was useless to wait silently. If she waited any longer, she would only hand over Yu Zihuan to a third party like Yu Zhile who was enjoying his success. If she wanted to regain Yu Zihuan, she had to take the initiative to attack.

Gao Bingqi tried to smile with a pale face, still struggling to death, "Don't be brave, how can you not care that he takes you as a substitute? Even if you think time can help you slowly replace that old woman in his heart The status of her, but can you not care if he was brought/raised? They lived together for two full years. After she disappeared, Zi Huan remembered her until now. Isn't this a thorn in your heart?"

"What about you? Can you?" Gao Bingqi kept saying that Yu Zhile could not let go, and she couldn't help but sneer.

"I can." Gao Bingqi replied categorically, "If I can't accept everything about him, I won't be by his side for eight years. So I advise you not to be aggressive anymore. You are with him just because of his looks. Or money, if you don’t understand his dark side or his persistence over the years, you and him are not suitable."

Yu Zhile couldn't help but laughed under Gao Bingqi's big words, and really wanted to tell her directly that she was the old woman in her mouth who had raised Yu Zihuan for two years, but in this situation, Gao Bingqi was determined. I don't believe it, I might think that Yu Zhile is playing her perfunctory.

"I am not suitable for him? Where can you go with him? You also said, you have been with him for eight years, he has been indifferent to you, can't he explain the problem? What's more, he cares about him most. The person of history is you!" Yu Zhile unceremoniously pointed out the problem that Gao Bingqi had repeatedly emphasized but exposed. Yun's light smile carried a cruel meaning, "Because you care, so you think I should care too. I thought that telling me this would stimulate me and make me break up with Xiaohuan. But I am sorry, this is a thorn in your heart, not mine."

"You..." Gao Bingqi didn't want to admit that Yu Zhile said the main thing, just opened her mouth, and suddenly stared behind her with round eyes.

Yu Zhile also heard footsteps coming towards them, followed Gao Bingqi's gaze, and saw Yu Zihuan with a calm face and Yuan Yuan with a slight panic.

Yuan Yuan quickened his pace and walked to Yu Zhile's side, and whispered: "I'm afraid she will embarrass you, so I called Brother Yu over when I went back."

Yu Zhile smiled at Yuan Yuan gratefully. Although she could deal with Gao Bingqi herself, Yuan Yuan's fear of losing her was still very moved.

Before Yu Zhile had time to talk to Yu Zihuan, Gao Bingqi said: "I just want to talk to Zhile alone, don't you need to be so nervous?"

The implication is that Yuan Yuan is nosy, while Yu Zihuan is nervous and thinks her too badly.

"It's okay if you want to talk to me alone, but what you said to me..."

"What I said is actually not very important." Gao Bingqi quickly interrupted Yu Zhile, as if she was afraid that she would say what they had just talked to. At the same time, she smiled carefully at Yu Zihuan and asked tentatively, "You...you Did you hear what we were talking about before? It's just a little thing, I want to talk to Zhile."

Gao Bingqi finally remembered to ask Yuan Yuan with her, although Yuan Yuan shrank beside Yu Zhile, her eyes were very unfriendly, and she didn't mean to pay attention to her.But Gao Bingqi's point is Yu Zihuan. She needs to know if he has heard the things she told Yu Zhile. She doesn't want him to think that she looks down on his past.

Yu Zihuan looked at Gao Bingqi lightly for a while, did not show any emotions, but made her feel guilty.

Yu Zihuan smiled suddenly. Gao Bingqi hadn't seen such a brilliant and pure smile for many years. She should be happy that he could smile like this again, but it actually made her feel creepy.

"Since it's not very important, why do you have to say it alone? It's just a small matter. Why don't I join you and communicate?" Yu Zihuan's tone is also very relaxed, but as smart as Gao Bingqi, why can't he hear the irony in his words? In the past, although he had always been indifferent to her and kept the distance of friends, at least they are still friends. Now, Gao Bingqi realizes that all her dark and scheming cities are invisible under his eyes. Her image of working hard for many years is about to Ruined.

"You heard it all." Gao Bingqi smiled bitterly, knowing that she has nothing to excuse, and there is no need for an excuse. She didn't want to worsen her image in Yu Zihuan's heart.

Yu Zihuan saw that Gao Bingqi had no quibble intentions, so he didn't say anything, and reached out to greet Yu Zhile and Yuan Yuan to go back with him.

Gao Bingqi still stood there in a daze, looking at the back of the three of them not knowing what she was thinking, Yu Zihuan felt her gaze and glanced back at her.This glance ignited Gao Bingqi's hope. Seeing what Yu Zihuan and Yu Zhile had said, the two left first, and Yu Zihuan walked towards her again.

Although reason is roaring at Gao Bingqi, it is definitely not a good thing to turn his head back, but his emotions are like a poisonous snake spitting out letters, using false but sweet language to confuse her into believing in the possibility of miracles.

Yu Zihuan stopped at a position five steps away from Gao Bingqi. She couldn't help but wanted to step forward to close the distance between the two, but Yu Zihuan's two words froze her movements.

"Whether you believe it or not, Lele is the old woman in your mouth."

This was the first sentence, which convinced Gao Bingqi that Yu Zihuan heard the conversation between her and Yu Zhile, but the literal meaning made her mind unable to turn for a while.

Yu Zihuan looked at Gao Bingqi with a blank look for a few seconds, with concern and persuasion from a friend’s gaze, "When I graduated from high school, I said that you are a good opponent and friend, but we can only be friend."

Gao Bingqi heard the second sentence when she confessed to Yu Zihuan after the college entrance examination, but at that time, even after so many years, she thought things would turn for the better.

Yu Zihuan finally smiled politely to Gao Bingqi, "I have found my belongings, and I hope you can find it soon."

Gao Bingqi walked from him back to her, and he turned and left. She didn't answer the whole process, but she clearly heard the broken voice of hope in her heart.She looked at Yu Zihuan’s back and took a deep breath. Until there was no more room in her lungs, she trembled and slowly exhaled this turbid breath. What she exhaled together was still entangled like a cloud for many years. Stubbornness.

Gao Bingqi felt a bit cold on her face, she reached out and wiped it, because she didn't know when she actually cried.She looked at the tears from her fingertips, and suddenly laughed, laughing but tears came down.

Jiang Manman was right. She had been in this dream for long enough, and it was time to wake up.