The First Order

In fact, 2019 is quite exhausting. Now, by 2020, I am sitting in front of the computer and writing a summary of the past, like a letter to you, but also to myself last year.

In April 2019, the first sequence was released.

In June, the shelves.

The first sequence took only six months to rank among the top ten in the male frequency list. Here I would like to thank you first. Without your support, I can't do this.

Let’s talk about the creation of this story. When I started writing, I was full of confidence, but then I discovered that this story is far more difficult than what I have written before.

Recently, I have been insomnia again. I couldn't sleep for a few hours in bed, and countless plots were circling in my head.

I’m not a talented writer, and I can’t boast of diligence to be honest. Just like today, sitting in front of a computer for ten and a half hours is just writing 6,000 words.

Most of the time, I'm in a situation where I can't spell talent, but I can't spell enough words. I can only helplessly smile, so let's tell the story first.

Recently, the state is a bit unstable. I always hope to put in all the time and maintain the quality. This kind of pressure is not given by everyone, but I have recently been dissatisfied with myself.

Delete, change, and adjust the plot structure, scrutinize the text, tone, and feel like you have committed OCD.

For example, I’m not sleepy about that sentence. I changed it a dozen times before I finally determined that it was the effect I wanted.

But still often dissatisfied.

It seems to be finding pleasure for myself.

Today my wife suddenly said to her son: "Look, Dad is anxious and not anxious."

At that moment I suddenly realized that my anxiety was already written on my face.

Sometimes I am thinking that I won’t be able to get along with myself in the next book. It’s better to write a little easier, but after thinking about it, I think it’s ridiculous. I want to be able to do it. It's hard to be like this.

After all, I want to break through again and again.

Well, I don’t know what I’m talking about.

Don’t think that I’m miserable, nothing miserable, more people than my miserable people, I should bear all this in this business, nothing.

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Let’s talk about other things. The first series of people’s design will be drawn soon. When the painter produced Yang Xiaojin’s line draft, I felt that it was the right way, and the cooperation was very smooth. I hope you will like these people. Well, it will be posted one by one on Weibo later.

If any of you are good at this, you are welcome to paint and write about your colleagues.

Dao Rao Ming's comics are online, and anime is fast, so if you are interested, you can download Tencent Anime and search for Da Wang Rao Ming.

In the new year, I wish my family health and well-being, the ideas are more and more smooth, the story is more and more exciting, the hand speed is faster and faster, the results are better and better, the bank card is getting richer, the copyright is sold Go and then adapt the fire.

Haha, in short, getting better.

The past year seems a bit mourning, a little salty fish, hope that in the new year, everything will be fine.

Finally, thank you, I can't hold it without you.

Thanks again.