The Former Hero Wants To Lead An Ordinary Life
42. My brother's sincerity
"-Shang?"
On the way to explaining the school system to my brother, who came to the room again after dinner, my brother fell asleep with confidence on the couch.
- By a coffee with sleeping pills that I sifted.
The explanation was just right when it was over.
I can lay my brother gently on the couch exposing him to defenseless sleeping faces.
It has already been demonstrated that it does not happen at that level of stimulation.
... However, my parents would be just as suspicious if I did this over and over again anyway.
You won't like to call me to your room, and I'm going to avoid it for a reason in the first place.
"You're my brother in trouble."
I think this brother has been avoiding me and burning my hands since my last life.
It is something that has often been annoyed in previous lives by my little brother, who I do not miss, who is admired and is definitely more fond of by others.
He was one of us, but he obviously hated it and was fumigated. I was just a annoying and bitter self if I looked at him, so I still think it's his fault that he's going into the demon alone, though that might be something I can't help. I don't know how many times I've had my teeth clenched asking if I want to die before I reach the Demon King. Thanks to you, I got a feather to stick in with a sword to myself. Even though I wouldn't have made it to recovery if I wasn't somewhat nearby, I was really troubled both by myself and by the brave men who run ahead on their own.
My brother, who exposes his peacefully swallowing sleeping face, hates me so much that he pulls his cheeks muffled.
... my mind was shredded about that dumb face and my grin spilled.
If you like it, it's easy to talk about, but I don't have to wonder, if this brother has to wave his tail and come to a dew,... I also have a feeling he's going to kick some ass.
I feel uncomplicated and strange about my brother.
I lay one knee on the couch and look down at my brother from the top, snapping up my messy forehead and exposing my brother's forehead.
I don't think the bargaining is as bad as the face of this world, although I'm not a beautiful man as I was in my previous life.
Certainly not possible or impossible, very ordinary face.
But I don't get tired of watching because I have a much richer emotional expression and an honest look than I did in my previous life.
Much better on a neat face than in my previous life when I had a chilled grin.
My brother in his previous life certainly had a better love than he is now, but he never saw a face or anything like a laugh from the bottom of his heart. He swallowed all his anger and grief and pretended to be blunt.
Think of it, my brother feels a lot cuter now.
Laughter, anger, infidelity, and wriggling expressions change busily.
Hopefully, I want you to stay that way forever.
So...
Bend your torso and touch your brother's lips.
Directly from the exhalation, he snuck the "force" and explored the conditions inside.
- Not bad.
To explore deeper, stretch your tongue and penetrate your oral cavity.
Smooth saliva, taste it with your own tongue.
Unlike in the previous life, when I found out to a certain extent that they were in physical condition, I can't clearly know the condition without touching them directly (Jika) in depth right now.
You can also get it by touching your skin directly or breathing, but the most reliable way to figure it out is from body fluids.
(... oh, I knew it...)
I read the information until I was satisfied and pulled my tongue out. There was a slutty water noise, and the negotiation laughed small.
Remove the intrusive glasses and now set up a kiss without thinking about it.
I can no longer tell for myself whether it's a play or a serious one.
- It's just that everyone is obsessed with what they know about previous life.
It can be a person or a force, or... in the past.
Everyone feels reborn with a big and small business.
Perhaps my spearhead is against this brother.
... although it would be an annoying story for my brother.
Sweetheart, it's not just the desire to protect.
- There is certainly an abusive mind in me that wants to annoy and abuse my brother.
If the certainty of the previous life is the result of a twist and a twist, let's call it a fairly deep "cause".
"... your presence is and always has been a pain in the ass"
Wipe the saliva dripping from the edge of his brother's lips, coloured red by a kiss, with his fingers and whisper in a whisper.
Lick the saliva on your fingertips and check again.
... Even though it was only a few days old, my body condition had improved a lot.
This was one of the reasons I pulled my brother so hard on this school island.
Me, too, but it seems to have the effect of reinforcing and stabilizing "power" here.
The school island has become a place that can also be called a force field.
While on the island, bargaining for oneself, "power" is easy and sharp.
It is also possible to pour "power" with a mouth shift, without having to cast an oblivious sacred spell. - Like I did earlier.
Besides, unlike when you use it off-island, it also puts less strain on you.
Is it working the same way for my brother with a "life force" deficient heart, the best I've touched here lately.
... My brother seemed a lot lost too, but even I didn't get lost just because I didn't show it on my face.
I didn't want you to come to school or anything without even having to do with your heart, it's more about you.
Anything here -...,
Ping-pong and the front door chime rang.
The shared chime in the elevator hall and the door chime in your own room sound different.
It's my room that just rang.
Negotiations sit back and check the monitor.
The camera function is also on the front door of my room, so I could see who came to visit me on the intercom monitor.
What was on the wall monitor was the person as expected.
Due to security, only a limited number of students are able to visit this place in person. Are you a student on the same floor, or a student on the same floor who has an intimate relationship and is allowed to visit?
What was on the monitor was both of them.
Negotiation sees his brother sleeping on the couch over his shoulder and quickly turns his mind around as he pushes up the bridge of glasses with his fingertips. And after pressing the call button and exchanging two or three words with the visitor - I invited two people with deep intimacy into my room.
The princess's leg, who entered the room earlier, snaps through the living room door and stops right there.
"... what, don't you have an ancestor"
And he looks back at the negotiations behind him, and says in a mouthful of protest, diving his voice without hiding the confusion.
"Then if you tell me so, give me something I shy away from..."
"I'm my brother, so don't worry about it. Please come in. Because it's inside me."
"... Really? But you look asleep."
"You were getting tired, you just fell asleep... Thought I'd leave you alone for a while."
Looking at the negotiations I explained with a smile, the princess moved forward slightly reluctantly, "I hope you're good..."
From after the princess, when a man who had always acted together in his previous life as the princess's guardian knight also comes in, he glimpses his brother sleeping on the couch and moves his eyebrows tingly.
Usually, he's an oligarchy, faceless man, but - I know negotiation is never scarce of emotions. Rather, because of his deep love, his loyalty is proportionally stronger, and... as a result, he is a pathetic man who is even reborn and geese.
(I'm similar...)
I feel like I'm mocking myself.
"You sleep well... I thought it was still my fault."
"Sama...?
It was the Guardian Knight, not the Negotiation, - Hitachi Kunming (Kukiaki), who gave an astonishing voice to the words he uttered as the princess sat down on the counter stool recommended by the Negotiation.
The princess who was called by name, - Red Forest (Beyashi) (Suzu), smiles loosely at her head.
"Somewhere,... I felt the atmosphere resembled a brave man. But it would be my mistake. He wouldn't sleep defenseless like this in public. Wouldn't you? Harvey."
Asked for consent, the negotiation nodded with a smile.
"Right. He would wake up soon, even if he was asleep."
In response to the conversation between the two, the knight turned his gaze only towards his brother in silence.
A moment glimpse into a sharp eye, but the negotiation pierced an unfamiliar face. I am good at poker faces in my previous life and in this world.
- My brother's previous life is willing to hide it from his former companions.
Because that's what my brother wants, and that's what he wants.
No more need for him to get hurt in this world.
I tried to come to school, but that wasn't to engage my former companions, or to hold them accountable as brave men.
The Seven Wonders story is just an excuse.
... because I thought that my brother would definitely come to school.
Though I said I didn't like it and became a brave man, in the end, it's because I'm my brother who fought through to the end without escaping, - and I'm still here again. His essence has not changed.
It's a coincidence the two of them came to visit, but it was a good time. I thought these two would sooner or later be suspicious of my brother's identity, so I decided to take advantage of the situation just now when my brother was asleep with sleeping pills.
My brother is sensitive to the signs even in this world, but he was more hypersensitive when he was a brave man.
- I was so worried that I was sleeping properly that I even sensed a slight change in the air that I had a crushing grasp of the situation around me.
There was not a time for me to rest on that, and some of my companions led me to say, but the human perception around me was paralyzed because the person at the time was laughing peacefully, "because I'm a brave man" I guess it's okay. - Including myself.
But it didn't take that long (when) to realize that was once a terrible misunderstanding as I became my brother-in-law in this world and dealt with my brother who was bound by being "mediocre".
It's okay physically. But... it can't be okay mentally.
No matter how much you heal your body, you can't heal your mind.
The hearts of the priests and brave men of the previous life were far apart.
Even now, with remorse, we can't go back to the past.
Is that why you think that in this extra world......?
"Harvey?"
To the princess's call, the bargaining returns to me from the abyss of thought.
"... excuse me. It was blurry."
Even if my consciousness was around, my body seemed to move on its own and prepare for coffee, pouring that into the cup that I was able to do at some point and putting it in front of the two guests.
"As always, your tea is delicious."
"Thank you," he smiles to the princess, who takes a sip and breathes satisfactorily. The knight keeps his mouth shut.... he basically didn't get into much of the conversation and often turned to the listener.
"- I don't see any brave figures among this year's intake students or freshmen,"
The princess's eyes, who say so in advance of the tone, clearly see disappointment.
She, - no, should we call him him in this world - he has always cared about the brave and hoped to see him again if he was reincarnating.
But the negotiation is only to reply, "Really?"
Though it hurts my heart to pierce my silence, I'm not willing to reveal the information I can have.
He is royal.
Therefore, we are in a position where it is difficult to escape royal responsibility.
"If the Demon King can't be resurrected, I hope so."
"... will the Demon King really be resurrected, in this world"
"I don't know, I can't say anything. It's just that we don't know where he is, and he already exists,"
"That doesn't really bother me. If it exists in this world, shouldn't it already be considered a resurrection? Shouldn't we find out and take action as soon as possible?
"- What's up, Harvey? That's not very prudent of you, is it?
To the princess, who raised her eyebrows lightly and gave her a surprise look, the bargaining realized that her words and actions had become tougher than usual.
"Sorry,... I'm distracted"
"Sometimes it's unusual to be calm. I remember the old days. Harvey was always like that only against the brave"
"Really?"
"Yes, I am."
The princess pleasantly narrows her eyes to the negotiations that flaunt her face.
"I liked it."
"Yes?"
- The sight of a knight that can be directed at me hurts. Please don't say anything far-fetched, princess.
"I'd like to see you talk."
Even as I stroke my chest down with relief, I feel subtle.
"I'm sorry about the shmi."
"It's always clear. I don't break your face. It was hard to see you messing up."
"... you have a really bad taste"
"I, honestly, wish I hadn't found the Demon King"
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"I'm not going to do this until I find it. I don't know if it really exists in this world, and even if it does, I don't know how powerful the Demon King is at the moment. Wake up the kid who slept looking poorly, I don't think there's anything like it. But... my brother seems to have a different idea."
Mixed with worries about the princess's righteous appearance.
In the previous life, the second prince, who was one of us, had been reincarnated as well as the princess.
- This year, having just enrolled in the Higher Department, he is one year below their own, that is, the same grade as their brother.
Immortality had to do with this.
The Second Prince survived the final showdown of the Demon King.
After the final showdown, he has died more than six months later, although for uncertain reasons.
And he shut his mouth firmly about the cause of his death, and did not reveal the truth even to his sister, the princess, in his previous life.
And he was righteous and personable, bright as the sun shining in the sky, - he was reincarnated and completely changed. There is no longer a shadow before...
Without going into detail about his brother's thoughts, the princess instead tells him in a somewhat bitter manner.
"My brother says he's going into the wind."
"... it's,... again..."
The princess's bitter smile also shifted to the negotiations.
The wind discipline is also difficult.
Looks like the freshman upper classmates are on the lookout from right to left.
"I thought the prince would be joining the Knights..."
"I asked you out, but you said no. He doesn't like it coming under me."
The princess, unfortunately loosely beheaded, continues, "Oh yes, Harvey".
"Why don't you leave your brother with the Knights?
"... it's..."
"If you write me a letter of recommendation, I can waive the entrance exam."
It is not a very drinkable demand, even if it is seen with full anticipation.
Me, too, but - it was visible that my brother himself didn't like it.
Shifting a glimpse to a knight who's been deciding on a dull spot,...... for some reason, they stare back. I lay my eyes down in the sight of him wanting to sigh at me, and sip a cup of coffee as I conceived.
Seriously, unfortunately, the knight has misunderstood his relationship with the princess. And all the time since my last life. I've also spoken of it several times as different, but I still don't feel that you can believe me.
"... for once, I will try to speak to my brother, but don't think I will get a colorful reply"
"Why? You sound so sure."
"He's..."
So he cut off his words once, and the bargaining gave his eyes to his brother, who lay deep asleep on the couch.
"Because I love mediocrity so much, I don't like prominent places."
"? Do you stand out when you join the Knights?
"That's remarkable. Everyone wears a sword. At a glance."
"The only apprentice you've got is a skin belt, huh?
"… stands out either way"
"Right.... Too bad. Hey, Bang Ming."
The princess called his name, and the knight softened his eyes.
"Yes, sir."
- Negotiation sighed in my heart to do it again, just because I was called by name, to the appearance of a knight whose atmosphere would change dramatically.
I just didn't do it. Just stick with me. That was the real deal. I'm sure even my sleeping brother would agree now.
He smiled and watched the two men in front of him until he was reincarnated.