The Former Hero Wants To Lead An Ordinary Life

72. My Brother's Thoughts, Part II

A sense of self-restraint and redemption, which did not extend in his previous life, but rather brought him to his death, was rooted in him helplessly.

I also blame myself for being halfway through everything.

It may be ego that pushes the world across (and beyond) this world. Perhaps if I revealed it to him, he would be completely cut off for the extra help.

(But...)

I can't really wipe away the guilt I nested in the back of my chest.

The "cleric" who continued to preach the future to the "brave" had a responsibility for the word.

I wanted the "brave" to think it was a journey to "life," not to death, and I pushed the ego in the name of goodwill to think ahead many times.

- After all, I didn't have anything ahead of him.

Neither glory nor honor as a "brave man" was given, nor even a sense of accomplishment, and he passed away with the "demon king".

(... how much more of a liar I am)

I had the luxury of being able to save the "brave" in me, no matter what.

He had distinguished his pride as a "cleric" from his arrogance.

I was the one who wanted to save you more than anyone else, but - I couldn't.

I made a mistake at the end.

... literally, a fatal failure.

As a regrettable wound, it still hurts. Sometimes it hurts.

Reminds me of the pain I lost.

Reminds me of a wish that didn't come true.

My self in previous life has always wanted to see him released from the shackles.

I freed him from that chain of geese...

He's not a "brave man".

- The wish, now that you have reincarnated without trying, can be clouded that it has been fulfilled.

As "brother," "brother," "family."

Get an unbroken bond,

I have dealt with him who is not a "brave man".

Feelings about the "brave" and the "brother" are the same and something is decidedly different.

As soon as the sense of fellowship faded, the "love", which had not been there in the previous life, crept in.

It is bitter to call it affection, and greedy when it comes to mercy.

There's a complicated "love" that I can't even grasp on myself - …….

(I suppose it would be easier if I switched that to "romantic emotion"...)

What the hell would that brother look like if he was there to say he loved you?

- A face appeared in the back of my brain that seemed sincerely unpleasant.

Imagine, that felt more pleasant than I thought. The power of words is not insulting. I also found out after reincarnation that teasing makes an out-of-the-box interesting reaction.... I have a consciousness that people have gotten worse in this world than in previous lives.

Perhaps I want to live as I wish in this world is not confined to anything "brave" -.

"That chairman of the board, more than anything else, kept a hell of a card..."

Negotiation (across) drew consciousness back from the sea of thought due to the princess's whining sitting next to the spectator's seat.

Watching the roaring princess with a wrinkle between her eyebrows, she opens her mouth as she shifts her gaze to the screen again.

"On the school side - I don't know what thoughts the board president has, but you can't overlook it"

The existence of the "Holy Sword" can be a stone to storm the school.

... because there are reincarnators in this school besides fellow brave men.

The two continue the conversation with their voices diving (hissing), taking care not to be heard by the noisy surrounding students.

"Do you think it's real...?

"What's with the video... to not see the real thing with this eye..."

"... no, even if we had the real thing in front of us, would we ever know the truth of the sword?"

"It's..."

Negotiations get stuck in words and gaze from God's sword to princess as it appears on the screen.

"He was the only one who could make that one true, sword."

The princess's gaze was set straight on the "Holy Sword".... the same strong will from the previous life. The eyes still make me awe the negotiations.

"Then only" he "can be identified?

……

The princess is right.

The Holy Sword is the sword that chooses the user.

I can't get rid of that besides the "brave man".

Then... it also means that "brave men" are the only ones who can be sure if that is real or fake.

I could understand, but I couldn't show my consent to the princess's words.

Giving away the "brave man" can't be...

But the princess, naturally and uncertainly, such as the grid of the inner part of the bargaining, said something surprising.

"But - that's funny"

Seeing, the princess's pitch-black eyes gleam as the light of day dances.

... I kind of had a bad feeling.

I once saw a princess with these eyes.

Looking at the knight sitting on the other side of the princess for a moment, he must be remembering the same thing because the faceless one made him uncommonly attract a face again.

In general, we have been through so much that we don't like it when the princess looks at us like this.

- He even when I told him I would accompany the "brave man"...... it's what she used to shine her eyes like this. Even when I said I would learn the sword if I were to go back (back) more. Even when I said I wanted a demon sword.

I spoke clearly of my hopes with my eyes glistening in curiosity and firm determination.

"I'm going for King."

... Oh, I knew, and the bargaining and the knight dropped their shoulders at the same time.

"In previous life, when she was a woman, she was even forbidden to be seen and touched as ineligible for the" rite of choice, "but not in this world. If God's" choices "were reset, would it mean that I, the man, could also be a" brave man "? At least I can touch it. If the president has publicly stated that he will give King a ride, I would love to take that invitation."

Declaring in a strong tone, she softly… he smiles mocking himself at that mouth.

"If I wasn't a woman in my last life, I wouldn't have thought so."

"Princess..."

"So it's forbidden to call me a princess from today on, Harvey.... No, I'm going to call you a bargain."

The gaze of a guardian knight staring at this one from over his head grinning at this one hurts immensely.... is going to get shot in the eye.

(It's just annoying to be burned with such blatant hostility...)

- It is also troublesome for this obedience.

I want you to guess a little bit about what you've been bothering to call "princess" to distance yourself from. It's a headache because it's time for the two of you to completely ignore our concern.

I have never sworn that I had evil feelings for a princess in my previous life or in this world.... and why, even though it makes clear, it still comes down to evil. Burning yourself into jealousy is on your own, but this one that gets caught up is a good nuisance.

"… I will now call you Red Forest."

"What smells like water! It is good to call it" the ". Aren't you and I close?"

Negotiations seemed to indulge in a sigh of sigh.

(................................. Princess, give me a break)

Yes, the ultimate cause of all the misconceptions was the princess herself.

(Your knight, it's already looking at me in a horrible shape...)

I truly urge you to refrain from making any remarks that would make you unable to walk the night lane in a detour.

The princess has no other intention.

I'm just saying it at the mercy of childhood.

There is only a dear love in those eyes that flies into your body. It's the same warm love that always has been.

It was only a distinct kind of thing, unlike either the distorted enthusiasm I had for my brother or the definitive emotion the knight had for the princess.

And even though the princess's eyes toward the knight are openly different from those toward him..., the knight who makes Park Min-Jen in the ground doesn't know that.

"Then let me at least put it to you."

"... do you? That's boring." Dear "is also attached to Kunming no matter how many times he says it is good... You guys are a little stiff. Because I was reborn, I think I should be more free to forget about the identity fences of my past life."

As for myself, whose identity is tied all over the fence of my previous life, it is a painful pointer to my ears, to say the least.

I told her it was Bassari. She's been strong for a long time.

The strength of its heart was not flying away, not swords, magical skills, etc.

- I'm sure she was the most mentally stubborn (tough) of all the brave lines.

We were a lot saved by her strength.

It's no strange story for a guardian knight to admire her and admire her even more. It's very natural.

Yet Hitachi Kuniaki, who was a guardian knight, was not allowed to reincarnate and is still trying to continue his unnatural relationship.

I can't tell you about others (one), but they were also a pleasantly obstinate (koji) relationship. - I wonder if it's sad. My companions in previous life are just like that.

I don't want to think of myself as the most spooky etc......

I speak of a compromise even though I consider that there is no such thing.

"If, then, Lord Hitachi is to be summoned, I shall also think about it then again. … so may I, Lord Hitachi"

"... I don't care if you ask my permission."

"You wouldn't have to align your footprints in such a strange place. You're a pain in the ass."

It must be you who are troublesome. [M]

Negotiations drowned down to his throat, and he took another look at the "Sacred Sword" screen.

"- Anyway, you can't give that to the rest of us. Princess... not only should we be serious about the King's Road Race"

"Sure.... Kunming, you're an inspiration."

"I..."

"You got it?

Kunming nodded obediently, "Yes," after a little hesitation, while the words could be covered to seal the objection.

It's an exchange that gets worse when I watch it, but if I put it on poorly, it could become a snake and be a lot more troublesome, so I saw the negotiation and pretended not to see it. Now I have trouble getting this master to rub it.

Besides...,

(I feel really bad...)

- Is the president going to feed the "holy sword" and bring out the "brave"?

But there are simpler and more useful ways to look for "brave men".

All you have to do is summon one student at a time to perform the "Selection Ritual".

In previous life, that's how the "brave" were chosen.

If that's the real deal, we should do the same ritual.

Does that inability to do so mean that that "holy sword" is still a fake (replica)?

But even if it is fake, it is also a matter in itself that the President of the Council has it.

For once, if possible, the President himself should be questioned for authenticity.

(... No, before we do that, should we check with 'The Brave' first)

I have had several conversations before that that smell of previous life.

But we've always avoided facing it seriously with each other.

... very attentive.

I feel shivers and heavy pressures to confront 'clerics' and 'brave men', not as brothers and sisters.... I don't feel comfortable peeling off my scabs and touching my wound straight (jika), if I were to analogize. It's not like a brother with a M (mazo) head who laughs even when he bursts into a herd of demons himself and gets scratched.

Besides, our relationship is in jeopardy at the moment due to bad timing.

I lost it at an earlier exchange at the reception, such as the confidence that I can stay calm in front of my brother now.

Why once my brother is in school, this is how things go from next to next.

and even though there were some nasty circumstances, I was going to regret having ruined my admission to school.

- Either way,

"... this year's King's Road race is going to be rough as usual"

Leave your heart, which is already a rough pattern, alone and give a candid opinion.

"My brother will do everything he can to get it."

The gaze of Xu captured the appearance of a man who was more burned by the "Holy Sword" than anyone else in his previous life.

(... Oh, I did. That one also has a problem...)

Standing on the field, he stared at the sword of God as it was reflected on the screen. On its back, number one Zeke. Kanbishi Nakaya (Chiuya) is the chief entrant for the current year.

At the moment, he was the closest man to King among freshmen.

"○ ○ Freshman orientation for the year, start!!!

The decree of the event chief echoed high into the stadium, backing the blue sky of spring with the sound of fireworks and white paper flickering down from the sky to the field in large quantities. It's like a cherry blossom blizzard, descending over the freshman's head.

"The problem with Orientation Question One is in that envelope! Come on, ladies and gentlemen! It's your first luck! Cut the future open with your own hands!

There was a loud cheer from both the viewer's seat and the field for the event's director's fanning.

- A storm was about to arrive at the school, skinning the freshman event.