Chapter 128
Due to their position, Chenyang couldn’t help but feel the warm gush, and he watched as the tissue was quickly soaked.
"Your mouth says no, but your body is very honest!"
"No... I didn’t..."
An Xiaoqing shook her head frantically. That was purely an instinctive, physiological reaction, not something she did intentionally.
A deep sense of shame made her pretty face flush an even deeper red.
Combined with the alluring act of biting her lip, she looked even more gorgeous and seductive.
Chenyang reached out and gripped her chin. "You’re this soaked, and you dare say you don’t want it?"
"I want..."
An Xiaoqing no longer denied her true feelings. She did want it. She wanted it desperately.
But her tone quickly shifted. "You’re a healthy man, and I’m a healthy woman. It’d be a lie to say I don’t want it. However, wanting it doesn’t mean I’m going to let you do it."
"Oh? Do you think I’m not as good as those other men you were trying to seduce? Or do you just like being in control and hate the feeling of being so passive?"
"No, you’re mistaken. I did bring some men here, but we never did anything."
"Are you kidding me?"
"I’m serious. My husband cheated on me, and I hate him for it. I wish he would just disappear from my life forever. But just having him gone wouldn’t be enough to satisfy my hatred. So, I came up with a way to get back at him. I wanted to make him think I was cheating too, to let him know what it feels like to be cuckolded."
"Your husband works at this hospital too?"
"Mhm."
"So you deliberately brought men in here to create the illusion that you were cheating, all to piss him off and make him feel like he was the one being cuckolded?"
"Yes."
Seeing An Xiaoqing’s earnest expression, Chenyang could tell she wasn’t lying.
But after a moment of thought, he shook his head and sighed.
"You still don’t believe me?" An Xiaoqing asked.
"No, I believe you. I just think your method is not only misguided, but it’s also unlikely to get you the result you want."
"Why?"
"It’s simple. If your husband cheated on you because he doesn’t love you anymore, then nothing you do will get his attention. Forget bringing men into your office—you could walk right past him with your arm around another man, and he wouldn’t even bat an eye."
"That’s impossible. Even if he doesn’t love me, I’m still technically his wife. How could he not get angry seeing his own wife with another man?"
"Someone who loves you cares about everything you do. Someone who doesn’t... you could jump off a building in front of him, and he’d be too lazy to even glance your way." Chenyang paused before continuing, "Don’t think it’s impossible. For example, if you walked out of this office right now and saw a random patient walk past with his wife, what would you feel?"
"Nothing."
"Exactly. If your husband truly cared about you, or even cared about the possibility of you getting involved with other men, he would have shown up the first day you brought someone here. But from what I understand, you’ve been creating this fake affair for ten days or so. In all that time, has he come looking for you even once?"
At his words, An Xiaoqing fell silent.
’He’s right.’
’After all this time, even the nurses and janitorial staff had heard about her bringing men to her office. There was no way her husband didn’t know. If he cared, he would have shown up ages ago. But the reality was, he hadn’t come to see her once. He hadn’t even made a single phone call!’
"Have I... really become that insignificant to him?"
"Most likely, you’re just not on his mind anymore. Of course, there is one other possibility we can’t rule out."
"What is it?"
"He saw through your little trick a long time ago. After all, you’re a married couple. You know him, and he certainly knows you. If he figured out from the start that you were just putting on a show to make him angry, then he wouldn’t be provoked at all. In fact, he’s probably with his mistress right now, laughing at how childish you are.
If that’s the case, your goal is completely out of reach. And more importantly, while you’re failing to get under his skin, you’re succeeding at ruining your own reputation."
An Xiaoqing’s expression darkened. ’He was right. Her husband hadn’t shown up, and now everyone in the hospital was calling her a slut behind her back.’
’If she weren’t so mentally resilient and hadn’t decided to ignore it all, it would have already been impossible for her to keep working at the hospital.’
She exhaled heavily. "Then what should I do?"
"Creating a fake affair only hurts your reputation and fails to give you real revenge. Instead of all these meaningless games, you should just do it for real. Actually cuckold him. That way, even if he doesn’t care, you’ll have gotten your revenge. And at the same time..."
As he spoke, the hand that was gripping An Xiaoqing’s chin slid down to her plump breasts. He kneaded them freely as he continued, "...at the same time, you wouldn’t have to suffer the torment of loneliness anymore. Killing two birds with one stone. Wouldn’t that be wonderful?!"