Chapter 106
Qin Fei’Er was a woman.
She had once been Lin Xiaowei’s age.
She knew perfectly well how much young, newly-married women longed for that sort of thing.
While their level of desire might not match that of a ravenous, mature woman, it wasn’t far off.
During the dating phase, there was always a bit of shyness and trepidation, a fear that the relationship might end and they would have given up their innocence for nothing.
But once married, with the stability of the union secured, they would completely open themselves up to it.
Lacking much experience, they would be intensely curious about new positions and grow to yearn for the wonderful sensations they discovered when first tasting carnal pleasure.
If Li Qiang were a normal man, Qin Fei’Er wouldn’t have had to worry so much.
A young newlywed’s needs, while not insignificant, weren’t difficult to satisfy.
Any man who wasn’t completely terrible could usually keep them satisfied.
But Qin Fei’Er had witnessed Li Qiang’s "ability" several times. She knew better than anyone just how lacking he was.
His paralysis alone, his inability to move, was enough to make Lin Xiaowei unhappy. When coupled with his failure to satisfy her, it was bound to make her feelings of loneliness more and more intense. It would also, driven by desire and resentment, plant the idea of cheating in her mind.
As a woman herself...
Qin Fei’Er could deeply empathize with that feeling of being driven by desire, of craving fulfillment.
If even she, an experienced, mature woman, found it hard to suppress that impulse, what hope was there for Lin Xiaowei, who was still in the prime of her youth?
Once she thought it all through, most of her resentment and anger toward Lin Xiaowei dissipated.
Although Lin Xiaowei’s actions today were shameful and infuriating, objectively speaking, she wasn’t the only one to blame.
After all, Qin Fei’Er was the one who had found the tenant, Chenyang.
Of course, this wasn’t about blaming herself for letting the wolf in the door, nor was it about resenting Chenyang for shattering the peace in their home.
Even if she hadn’t found Chenyang, there would have been other tenants.
Besides, as long as Lin Xiaowei had the urge to stray, even if she couldn’t get what she wanted at home, she would still find a way to get it outside, behind Qin Fei’Er’s back.
It was the sort of thing Qin Fei’Er couldn’t possibly prevent unless she followed Lin Xiaowei around twenty-four hours a day.
This, in turn, led to a new, practical question.
If she couldn’t stop it, then how should she handle it?
Thinking this, Qin Fei’Er immediately dismissed the idea of divorce.
It came back to the same point: she didn’t want to shatter the fragile peace her family had finally achieved.
If they didn’t divorce, then the only option was to turn a blind eye, ignoring what Lin Xiaowei did outside. She would just have to ensure that when Lin Xiaowei came home, she acted like a good daughter-in-law to her and a good wife to Li Qiang.
Doing so wouldn’t affect the family in the short term.
In the long run, however, that was another story.
Lin Xiaowei had married into the family for a residency permit and a job.
She would achieve both of these goals very soon.
And she currently worked at a hospital.
She would come into contact with people from all walks of life.
Among them, there would surely be no shortage of handsome, wealthy heirs and capable, successful professionals.
In the short term, to satisfy her desires and achieve her goals, she might only sneak around a few times.
But once her goals were met, she might not be willing to keep up the act.
In fact, with her beauty and figure, she wouldn’t even have to do anything. Plenty of men a thousand times better than Li Qiang would actively pursue her.
When that happened, they would probably still end up with a complete mess on their hands.
’What am I supposed to do?’
Qin Fei’Er stood frozen, her brow deeply furrowed and her face a mask of anxiety.
At her wit’s end, the anguish was almost suffocating.
CREAK~!
Just then, a faint sound from Chenyang’s room caught her attention.
She lifted her gaze and peered through the crack in the door.
Chenyang had turned over from his back and was now facing her.
His eyes were still tightly shut, deep in sleep.
And that massive, pillar-like erection of his was still standing at attention.
She didn’t know if it was because of the angle or if he was just that well-endowed, but though his body was near the middle of the bed, when that massive thing drooped down, it almost reached the edge.
Perhaps it was because Lin Xiaowei had just aroused him, or maybe Chenyang was having a wet dream.
As Qin Fei’Er’s gaze fell upon it, the member resting on the bedsheet suddenly twitched and rose, pointing right at her.
Seeing this, a storm stirred within Qin Fei’Er.
Already ravenous with desire, she felt a damp, empty ache between her legs.
She fought the urge to go over and let him fill her emptiness. At that same moment, a brilliant idea struck her—a way to keep Lin Xiaowei at home for good, and stop her from ever fooling around outside again!