The Healer Banished From The Party, In Fact, Is The Strongest

I don't remember why I ran into a bunch of goblins anymore.

... No, I didn't even understand why when I ran out.

Is it because you couldn't abandon the orphanage child who died on top of the girl in the carriage?

There's nothing I can do. Because I thought giving up my life for the nobility myself would create value?

Did you just hate your existence and run out wanting to die?

Or was that all the reason?

That reason may have existed in my unconsciousness.

But that's not why I was clearly conscious when I ran out.

It was the messed up emotions that dominated the inside of my chest.

"Ha ha! This is my revenge! Revenge on the Chancellor for this world!

"You!

... There was a situation in the carriage being attacked by goblins where a man like a girl's escort trumps the person of the one who screams madly, but even the memory that should be shocking is somewhere blurry.

By then, the messy emotions in me were terrible.

pity and anger against the existence of a self unacceptable to anyone for hatred of this world that does not try to accept me.

Those emotions became one in me, and I no longer even knew exactly what emotions I had.

"Wow!

"Giggle, giggle, giggle!"

... I just stabbed my dagger at Goblin, who was at the rear of the line to hit it, and the next moment the battle between me and Goblin started.

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Fighting goblins, I don't remember the details of what it was like.

I just remember trying to attract the attention of goblins to myself to help the girl.

I don't know when, but I still believe the knights will come to help the girl.

The only thing left on my mind was a desperate grin on my stretched face to avoid weapons and provoke goblins.

I just barely remembered what happened after that.

"Ko, is this...?

When I realized I was lying in a room somewhere.

I look around for a little while with my body so weak and my head so blurred.

"Oh, you're up!

"... ah"

... but I noticed a beautiful blonde girl right next to me, and I was supposed to remember the goblins.

Apparently, I survived.

I don't remember it clearly, but it was supposed to be a full body wound and an obvious fatal wound, but I don't have one more wound on my body.

Only a first-rate party or a healer in the Knights can do that.

I managed to earn time until the Knights arrived, and they survived.

"... ha"

... but it wasn't joy or anything that came to my chest when I found out about it.

I checked my body many times to make sure there was no scratch, and I gave him a dry laugh.

What was in my chest at that time was not a relief that I had managed to survive, but an inferiority towards the healers of the Knights with a strength that never extended to me.

If it was even a tenth of the healer's ability to fix me, I might have been able to get company, I couldn't get that idea out of my head.

"You're amazing! Well, that was cool! Thanks to you for your help! Thanks!"

"... That's not true"

"... Huh?

... That's why I reacted so strongly to the girl's words.

The next moment I tell you that, I feel the agony of doing it to my chest.

But it's a moment, and soon the emotions will be filled with inferiority.

"I'm not that good. He's a healer full of flaws."

And when I realized it, I was talking about myself to a girl.

... From now on, I can understand exactly how stupid that was.

Anyway, she's noble and she's just a young girl.

There's no way I can understand my story, and it's not strange that they end up laughing at me or killing me with an adventurer who told me the worst offensive stories.

- But she didn't take any of that action.

"... Ugh, gush! Higgs! That's terrible! That's horrible!

"Huh? Why are you crying?

"It's terrible!

She cried when she heard me. [M]

With sincere regret, he turned to me, crying but forced me to smile and bewilder at the next moment, and opened his mouth.

"But it's okay! Um... yeah. Your brother is a strong one! So everything other humans say is bullshit! Never mind!

I assure you so. Her face was full of confidence.

With a face dirty with tears, he smiles confidently and opens his mouth to me even more.

"Besides, when I grow up, I'll go into your brother's party and protect you, 'cause there's nothing to worry about anymore!

"Uh-huh!

That was the first moment since I became an adventurer when someone recognized me...

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I never got that word in between. [M]

Nothing. The girl lied, I'm not thinking that.

But the girl who told him so was young and even more aristocratic.

She seems to have been a nobleman of a famous family called Anarestoria, and there was no way such a nobleman could have been an adventurer anyway.

The Anarestorian principals were tolerant of adventurers enough to give me a fair amount of money as a gratuity as a bottom adventurer, but still would never allow my own daughter to be an adventurer.

Anyway, that's what adventurers are for.

But that word the girl told me saved me.

Because of those words, I managed to gain strength. [M]

And no matter how powerful I was, no one recognized me and I thought I was useless, but I never abandoned myself.

Even the fantasy is that I've never been able to live because I think that girl might be one of us.

That's why I thank the girl. [M]

It might not have happened otherwise.

Still, that word helped me...

"... really, don't remember that kid"

And it was the girl that I lay with Narsena.

I lay Narsena over that girl in the mood for that emotional look of my words.

... Even though Narsena, who is not noble and has completely different hair tones, can't really be that girl.

"... you're really unconcerned"

So I mock my beauty and shake it off. [M]

And I turned that way, trying to talk to Narsena to get in the mood...

"Hmm?"

At that time, I finally realized that Narsena's ears were turning bright red for some reason.

"Narsena!? Hey, what..."

"Hey, don't look at me. Come on!

No, on the contrary, the side I saw a little was bright red, and I'm surprised at the sudden transformation of Narsena.

Then when I heard it, Narsena never told me why her face suddenly turned bright red, but Narsena was in a terrible mood after that...