The Inner Palace Tale of a Villainess Noble Girl
(R15) Under the moonlight
Ha... leaking, your rough breathing is in your ears.
Every time I touched my body with my fingers, I felt something I had never felt before - perhaps a sensation of something called sexual pleasure ran, and Diana's hand always stopped.
The burning flesh is looking for more definite stimulation. The pleasure that lies ahead of you is greedily seeking what lies at the end of it.
Yes, I know, but... the reason that remains in Diana makes the mind hesitate to move on.
(We have to move on, though. I can't stop, I can't stay...!)
This is, so to speak, a kind of treatment. As such, there is a risk of sequelae until death occurs, so it is necessary to avoid them.
That's what my head understands. I know what I have to do and how to do it.
But...
(Wow, I....)
You generally know where women find pleasure - the erogenous zones. If you stimulate it in some way, you can learn pleasure, and it's the so-called sexual climax that continues to culminate. Whether it's happiness or unhappiness, Diana is in a state that is very easy to feel right now, so you can play with the granulation at the base of your feet with your fingers.
But you understand, you decide you have no choice but to do it, even if you touch it.
"─ ─ Ah......"
I'm scared of running my spine like I don't know it. Your finger stops on its own.
(Why...?)
Your breathing is getting rough, even if you take a deep breath to calm down.
His exhalation and even the cold air he inhaled made him feel strange and unrelated to Diana's will.
This is because of the medicine. Even though my head knows that Diana and Diana's body are not strange, my self-aversion to feeling it stings like a small lizard.
Diana can't afford to think about why this fear, self-loathing, is born inside herself. I get irritated again when I don't know what to do, and if I don't care about that, I go back to treatment - well, I repeat.
(I can't anymore....)
I have to, but I can't. Even though it's necessary, I hesitate.
I thought I had overcome this conflict a long time ago. You're not a one-digit old child who can't do what needs to be done well and has a tantrum.
--It's absolutely forbidden to ask someone for help.
"Someone."
……
(No, I said no!
Diana shook her neck violently to the side to get rid of the specific "someone" that came to mind.
(I can't do that. Convenient, too good)
Because you shared your feelings about the word "I want", there should also be areas that you shouldn't rely on.
One person who said "I want" to Diana, "I can't give it to you right now, but I can only go out with pleasure treatments." I know how insensitive she is, even if she neglects the subtlety of men and women.
(And... anyway, I'm probably not coming home tonight.)
What Diana wants to look into is pervasive and troubling. Perhaps we will meet again in Ifthane while we are away.
So, after all, Deanna is all alone!!
- No!!
Suddenly, I heard Rita's voice clearly from afar. I was full of myself and I couldn't afford to feel the signs in the bedroom rather than outside the room, but what if something went wrong?
Diana wakes up in a temper, and finally pretends not to notice her body thrilling with pleasure just by moving, while desperately exploring for signs outside. --Luckily, the specifications of Stanza's palace made it possible to identify the person outside with less effort.
Why are you bothering me? I am not going to harm the princess. If we make sure you're okay, we can leave right away.
Whatever promise you make, the Lord's life is everything to me. ― ― Deanna said that no one should be allowed in until morning.
Even if the princess is suffering in the room?
- Yes.
(Your Highness...?
Did you visit Exiga? Looking at this situation, I think I know about the aphrodisiac.
"...... nh, i"
Push and kill your unconscious voice.
I felt pain in my heart.
(No, I can't.... you're asking for it.)
The moment I perceived the signs of Exiga, I ran across Diana's body.
It was nothing but pleasure, indisputable fear.
Now, at this moment. ― ― Understand with a deep sense of reality.
("Someone."... if it's not Kai, I don't like it. Even if someone other than Kai dies, it's impossible)
If someone touches you with their intentions in this state of uncontrollable physical proximity, it's probably easier to get a sexual orgasm than Diana thinks. It is Diana herself who has stopped her hand, so if anyone but Diana touches it, the problem will be solved quickly.
That's it. The fact is, I'm so scared.
(This is just a treatment. Even if it doesn't make any sense. Still...!)
Diana can't keep herself away from Kai anymore. I can't accept hands other than Kai.
This is irrational. If you think rationally, if it is difficult to deal with it yourself, you should leave it to others, whether Rita or Exiga. Otherwise, you may suffer from the sequelae of medicine for the rest of your life.
Even with that understanding, the vortex of emotion that blows up like paper debris, such as reason, dominates Diana's total.
I definitely don't want anyone but Chi touching me.
If I hadn't admitted this feeling of heading towards Kai, I probably wouldn't have encountered such a fierce rejection. Though I didn't like it, I was able to "not" it with reason.
But Diana already knows. Your selfish feelings that want someone to "want" overlap with the other person's "want" - a miracle of luck and happiness.
"You can ask for pleasure from the person you want..."
Once I know, I can't do it anymore. The instinct rejects anything but Kai.
Diana's... "woman's" instinct.
... stupid. Do you think it is faithful to follow the Lord's life only briefly?
You can say whatever you like about me. --But no matter what I say, I'm not leaving here, and I'm not going to let any of you in.
- May I have the life of Prince Stanza?
There is only one Lord, Deanna Crester. No one but Deanna, even God, can command me.
... I understand very well. But while this happens, the princess may still be in danger. I don't have time to ask any more questions.
... then what are you going to do?
From the other side of the door, Rita's faint lethality leaks.... proportional to Exiga's noisy signs.
(Nah...!
Whether Exiga harms Rita or vice versa. Both create a decisive rift between the two countries.
To stop it, Diana has to look casual and talk to Exiga. There is no robe, and my face and skin are exposed. In this state.... I guess I won't be convinced if I just flip my voice from inside.
- That's my final advice. Waitress, get out of there.
I refuse. Protecting Deanna is my mission. Never move here.
Tension across the door rises rapidly. Even though you have to move, the compulsive pleasure of walking around the body entangles Diana's freedom and doesn't even get off the bed.
I see. Bye.
(No!)
In the meantime, it doesn't fit...!
"--I 'm home, Dee."
Fu, the warmth falls from behind. At the same time that I was trapped in a gentle arm, I found that deep and strong pressure penetrated the bedroom and the room beyond, reaching beyond the door.
The heightened tension is instantly replenished with new signs.
This is...
……
Exiga was confused, and Rita was apparently relieved.
- You know what I mean? For you and me, Deanna, "I don't want to see you."
... I tried to speak for Diana in order to get her mood.
(How...)
You're here.
I thought it was impossible.
I was relieved by the fact that I loved this warmth.
"-----!!!!
The mind wishing for Kai and the body screaming "more" fulfill the miracle match, and the reason is rapidly eroded.
――……
And then...
Kai didn't notice anything strange about Diana.
- Get the fuck outta here.
The more you hear hallucinations in the back of your ear, the stronger the pressure on Kai. To the pinpoint, to just one person.
... how long has it been? The signs of Exiga are fading away.
The pressure from Khai disappeared like a phantom, seemingly confirming his complete departure.
"... Dee"
Eh...
"... it looks spicy."
"Ka, come... what are you doing?"
"Lik, come and get me.... that's right, hurry up."
Probably, dare you. Kai talks, holding her back loosely, without looking at her face.... and Deanna.
Now I see Kai's face. The barely remaining shards of reason disappear from Diana's last conscience. I'm so sure.
"I don't ask why that happened.... but just tell me this. - How do you make it easier, Dee?
"Kai....."
"Tell me."
The voice of Kai does not say whether or not.
... the shards of reason disappear.
"... during this night..."
"Yeah."
"Several times....."
"How many times?
……
"--Dee"
It's just a voice.
They just called me by my first name.
I can't resist... anymore.
"Several times. Sexual pleasure, to the apex... if you ask me"
I told you.... no. I can't!
"But it's pretty good. I know how to do it. So, on your own..."
Are you kidding me?
--Bedding flickers and dances in space. Her gaze flipped and Diana's body was stitched onto the bedding in an instant.
The stranger who sewed Diana to the bedding looked down in a covered position with her whole body.
The purple blue eyes...
"You want me to shut up and wait outside, knowing that Dee has this look on her face, besides me? I can't tell you I'm joking."
"Ka, come... but"
"What?"
"I... can't give you everything yet."
"Eh. I can't finish it, so I'm gonna pretend I'm not watching this right now. That's the worst bullshit I've ever heard.
"Because....! It's hard for you, isn't it?
"- I am!!
Kai's face, unprecedented and emotional.
His eyes barely hold on to the "thoughts" that erupt.
"For me, there's nothing more painful than Dee being trapped in something that's not me." Whether it's people or things, I won't be patient enough to overlook a situation where anyone but me is making Dee look like this.... I don't want it from the beginning if I can smile and pull it off. "
"Kai....."
"If Dee really doesn't like it, I'll put up with it.... I want to be the only" man "who touches Dee.
I don't want to be the only one.
He turned his eyes to reflect the "affection" of a deeply and intensely monopolistic man.
... but Diana's heart wasn't strong enough to refuse.
"... Kai"
Yeah, Dee.
"Please... rub it. It's painful."
"... thank you, Dee."
"I can only ask Kai.... my heart is screaming that I don't like it unless it's chi"
"... yeah. Leave it to me."
Behind the moonlight plugging in from the balcony, the lovely man smiles gently, softly... and gloriously.
"I'll let you come again and again. I'll teach you pleasure, orgasm, whatever you want. - I can't remember the feeling of medicine until tomorrow morning."
"Ah...."
Kai's left palm strokes Diana's neck. With his hands on his cheeks, he whispered in Deanna's ear to breathe.
"You don't have to think about Dee anymore. For now... just leave all of Dee to me tonight and feel just like me..."