The Inner Palace Tale of a Villainess Noble Girl
gossip part 8 - stroll of the pet princess
Preparation for the park was solemn. It was only during the first week or so that there were not many rumors coming in because the information was mixed up and the whole backyard was in a state of confusion, but then every day there seemed to be some progress, and the women and the samurai were always busy moving around. With that, the confusion seems to have slowly subsided.
For some time after rumors spread that His Majesty was passed over to The Peony, my chest is cold just to remember. One incident in "Red Rose Salon" was quite traumatic, to be honest with Shayla.
Suddenly I was pushed into my room and forced out, and when I realized it was a 'Red Rose' salon. It was the gaze with malice that stabbed me from the people.
And -.
'No need to thank me or apologize. I only did what I wanted.'
'I say' unnecessary '.... Do you know what that means?
- Cold, 'Red Rose' words.
Her words also seemed natural. "The Red Rose," he even said, helping and protecting Shayla, who was surrounded by the side chambers of the "Peony" and was about to be slightly rambled. Yet Shayla forgave the rumor that the Red Rose would be at a disadvantage.
The words of the emotionless' Red Rose 'were bland, and it seemed more representative of her heart, and Shayla couldn't help but suffer. I'm impudent and pitiful that I even let that one say' I don't need it '.
The sideroom buddies I'm getting along with, they comforted me later. I guess the only way to give myself back in that place and put the place away was to say oh.
Sure, there could be that, too. But Shayla couldn't really wipe away the thought that 'The Red Rose' hated her. I don't know why that's so hard, though.
The snagged Shayla went out for a while without anything but early morning feeding, and spent some time locked up. Never open the door, even if someone visits you occasionally.
That's when. At the only time of healing: feeding the little bird, Juke stormed in.
After visiting "Peony," "Sleep Lotus," "Suzuran," and "" "in turn," it was once again a juke that knocked on Shayla's room door, but Shayla was afraid to ignore cancer. If he were to be sentenced to death for disrespect, it would also be good, and simply put, he had abandoned himself.
- Of course, that's not the only reason I avoided him.
The reason I went around the "named ones" was because if I was dissatisfied with how they were doing, I had the aim of relieving them and weakening the wind. I never meant to scorn that. Do you understand me?
'I know or don't know... because I thought from the beginning, Your Majesty's feelings couldn't possibly be temporarily lost, His Majesty being moved by a daughter with nothing like me'
'No, Shayla, that's a misunderstanding! My heart is only in Shayla from the beginning, from the day we met. That's all for sure, believe me!
'... I'm sorry, Your Majesty. I can't be that strong.'
I was amazingly upset myself when I heard that Juke had crossed over to 'Peony'. Rumors ensued with the 'named' people and Juke. Every time I get into my ear, my heart shakes and I can't stay calm.
That day, I realized how I felt. Shayla wanted to keep a lid on it, and now she still does. I don't want to understand, why my chest hurts, etc. If you become aware of it, if you accept it, it will destroy the previous' Shayla 'by the time it is completely skinless.
So I ran away. From the juke, from my own feelings.
It's a weakness that I hate. I should have gotten used to being abused, hated, even mourned, a long time ago.
- Still, it should be noted that I wanted to stay in the backyard because there was a word one person gave me.
'Whatever happens, whatever happens, even if the whole world turns to your enemies. Because I'm on Shayla's side. Don't forget that. "
I don't know his face or his real name, but only one, the one who pardoned me for being vulnerable to Shayla. Any good lady always encouraged me not to have to be submissive until I killed my heart.
In front of her, Shayla was powerless. Laughing, crying, angry. As if, a very normal girl. - And she told me. He said he liked Shayla like that.
It was a "Red Rose" salon, trembling, but I could also say what I wanted to say.
In front of "The Red Rose," I didn't have to cry out like no other.
Outreach Calmly, I was able to talk to Juke.
It's all in Shayla's mind, thanks to Dee's presence. The words' I like Shayla 'and' I'm on your side 'always supported Shayla, who is likely to retreat together.
- I'm not alone. So even if you ever get depressed by your pitiful self, you don't throw everything out with it.
That was Shayla's determination after she got lost.
but.
(... Even today, I'm not coming)
Though Shayla has always taken her feet to a place where she talks to Dee quite often without even having to go to the sun cucumber, Dee's visit has disappeared from that day when she embraced and cried. While the Back Palace was busy with all sorts of things at the park hall, maybe Dee was also given some role.
(If so, though I can't help it. But I still miss you)
All right, and Shayla got in the mood, off the spot and walked out appropriately.
Since the park invitations arrived, the side rooms have been very busy preparing new dresses and buying ornaments. Of course not all those side rooms, some people are as free as Shayla is. Each way of crushing her spare time, but Shayla had recently devoted herself exclusively, to the search for 'Dee'. If the other side is busy, let's go see him from here, it's a simple conclusion indeed.
Naturally, it's unlikely that Shayla, who doesn't know Dee's form or her real name, will realistically find her, but that's irrelevant at this point. If you're doing something, the loneliness is confusing, and you don't have to think about anything extra. The point is mere leisure time.
Most go through Shayla wandering around in a plain dress without even wearing a samurai. As much as someone who occasionally remembers Shayla's face groans or kindly advises her, 'You better not go there, because who's walking'. Some fifty people would be like this, like the treatment of a side chamber at the end.
He walked appropriately and came again to an unpopular place. I've never been around here before, I don't know where I went through.
I wonder if anyone... and look around. I felt a blue dress (a samurai's outfit) on the edge of my eyes, so I proceeded to walk there. Peeping across the corner, it's a dead end, and there's still one samurai there. Turning his back on this one, he's crouching in.
I opened my mouth to hear the way, and Shayla, uh, something hooked her up. - On the lady's hair, she looks familiar. Um, what about the beautifully curled brown hair?
"..., Dee?
For the first time in her life, Shayla saw something called a person who jumped cleverly while kneeling. From that reaction, I know that my account was correct.
"Dee, are you?
"Shayla? Why are you here?"
Rarely, Dee seems upset. It is always a new side of her calm and calm flair.
Dee buried his face on his knees, rounded up pathetically. I don't want to be seen in the face, that's what she's been saying many times since we first met. Shayla just pulled in.
"Because I don't get my face out of the corner. It's okay."
"... sorry"
"Why are you apologizing? I don't care."
There are signs of Dee getting up. but I can't hear any more noise. Shayla tilted her neck.
"What's going on?
"No, that... surprised me. I can't believe Shayla's here."
"I was surprised, too. 'Cause I thought it might be a big win if I called it."
Laughter leaks unexpectedly. I can't believe I'm supposed to be free to see you. It's a human move.
"How did you know it was me?
"My hair feels alike."
"... that's all?
"Yeah, that's all. Pretty much like that."
Long time no see, Shayla's in a good mood, naturally.
Dee, on the other hand, had a heavy mouth somewhere.
"Dee?"
"... Looking good, good. I've heard a lot of stories, but I couldn't go see him."
"Talk?"
"... like with 'Red Rose'"
The tone of Dee's voice suddenly dropped. I guess you're angry or you care, and you don't have good feelings either way.
Seeing that she was falling, Shayla surfaced the other way.
"Sure, it was hard right after the collision, and though I'm sad that 'Red Rose' hated me. Dee doesn't have to worry about that."
"That's 'Red Rose' bad, why are you kicking Shayla out, I wish I had kicked those guys out"
"Hey, Dee? Relax, I'll be fine."
"That's how Shayla endures again!
Really rare, that Dee roughs up emotions so far.
Shayla was smiling for some reason.
"... thanks, Dee. But I'm really better off than I thought."
"Shayla..."
"-Because I have Dee"
Shut up like Dee was surprised. A dull laugh, Shayla continues.
"I've often been depressed here lately about my eyes, even though I don't like my weakness and cunning. But Dee's here, so I think it's gonna be okay."
"... no. Me, nothing,"
"You are. Dee always gives me courage and strength"
That's for sure. It's something I can say with confidence. If I hadn't met Dee, I wouldn't know what would have happened to Shayla by now.
Dee kept her mouth shut a lot. Eventually, a strangely calm voice returns.
"- Shayla was originally strong, and she's a courageous enough one. But I'd be so happy to be there."
I can tell by my voice. Dee is not going to talk about this any more.
Shayla tried to change the subject.
"... That's right, Dee. What were you doing here?
"I'd like to return the same dialogue... but for now, I've been asked from one place to another about getting ready for a garden tour, and it's been moving a lot"
"I knew it."
Dee's sudden disappearance was a gardening party.
"What?
"Yeah, it's nothing. So, what's Dee up to?
"Uh, I've got a lot of money already. Because autumn flowers are really inferior to spring flowers in terms of glamour, how can we boost them a little more overall?"
"Oh... you're right"
It is true that autumn flowers are mostly plain. Beautiful if you look nearby, but you may miss just planting it in the garden. It is unfortunate that there is not much to see, even if there is a park tournament.
The flowers that bloom in the trees are almost past sight too, and hey... I blurted, flashing.
"Hey, do you have trees planted?
"Huh? Yeah, of course that is. Though flowers are not blooming."
That's convenient to return.
"You know, how's this?
Shayla of course didn't think of it at this time, such as when her casual thoughts call for a hell of a reputation.
- The gardening club is coming.