The Inner Palace Tale of a Villainess Noble Girl
gossip part 32 - The Heart of a Man Called 'The King'
Shayla was rescued by Kai (Shayla, who was sleeping, had lost her sense of the date, but was still the day after the "Feast of Stargazing"), and furiously moved to return to the rear palace with the report of the "Red Rose Execution," that night - in the royal palace.
"You kept me waiting, Alford.... Let's go."
Far away, the king of this country, Juke de Rail Elgrand, who had been attacked by a subtle Shayla, had taken only one nearby Alford and was secretly moving -.
Born, he is. It was the 'king' of this country.
'Your Highness. Your Highness is sooner or later the apex of this country. Being a great monarch, worthy of the great kingdom, is the greatest mission His Highness should carry out.'
Ever since I was tempted... no, probably before I was tempted, I've been repeatedly told it was too much to bind his young heart.
My father, the king. My mother is the Princess of Mondria, the only Duke family that has lasted since the founding of the country.
Drawing those two bloods, he, Juke, is undoubtedly the noblest being in this country - for the ancient conservative nobles who value 'history' and 'lineage', more than their father king if they were bad, they were righteous' kings' of origin.
In any case, speaking of my mother's home, the Duke of Mondria, the most prestigious aristocrat of the Kingdom of Elland, famous as the 'Second Royal Family'. For generations, the Duke's family does not make clear their standing, especially, but because of the special nature of their existence, it is inevitable that they will become a heavy stone for the ancient Ginseng nobles. Apart from our Lord's doctrinal claims, we cannot afford to be considered a member of the ancient conservators.
I have a 'princess' to my mother who married the royal family from such a house, Juke is. From before birth, it was' hope 'for conservatives.
When he was born, the Ministry of the Interior was stained with the color of maintenance, I guess, was one of the factors. From the nanny who takes care of Prince Wang, the woman in charge, the samurai, and the samurai to the educator, Juke's surroundings were consolidated in conservatives. It is also all those who have not joined the faction in appearance, lest they be perceived to be biased around them.
It was already too late when the Father King and the Mother and Lady noticed their son's bias. The conservatives of the Ministry of the Interior had built a system in which even kings and queens could not speak for the education of the Crown Prince.
- So.
"There is nothing in the word of the people that does not descend. - Because a king is a being for the people. '
What was my father's word then? Of the few opportunities, Juke now understands that it's important that he desperately tried to tell me.
For Juke at an early age, the Royal Palace was never a cozy place. Those who rarely meet their parents, who mercy themselves unconditionally, and take care of them daily, do not respond to any conversation without expression when they decide that Juke's attitude is not worthy of the 'king'. If Juke apologizes and swears, 'I won't do it again,' he says, 'I have this for Your Highness, too. Thank you for understanding,' he smiles gently.
At an early stage, Juke began not to think against the adults surrounding him. Do what you are told pale and do nothing else. Teachers praised Juke if they could be good, but on the contrary, they badly disliked not following themselves. Even spontaneously previewing ahead, they scold: 'The king's arbitrariness leans toward the country at times'. There's no way you can talk about doubts - let alone argue with their teachings.
If you behave the way they want, they remain gentle. Then it is better to obey than to defy.
Even growing up and making social debates.
As the next king, even if you become involved in government one by one.
Who to accept and who to use heavily...... What I was deciding was not the juke, but the perimeter of the juke.
By then, Juke had felt nothing for moving as people told him.
In a social setting, or in the office. What is being sought is "Prince of Kings with good sense of things".
Who I dated, and if what I was looking for didn't change, in a corner of my repressed consciousness, I might have thought that whoever was on my side was the same thing.
Still - maybe the truth is, I knew. 'We can't stay like this,' he said.
That's why I was so upset.
- My father died.
"Your Majesty! Your Majesty is now defeated. - From now on, Your Highness will be king of our country. Oh my god, great!!
Most nobles, the people, will not know. To the hospital bed of the Father King, Juke was not allowed to serve. Meeting, at least, even vague memories of spending parent-child time, certainly prevented Juke from being present at the death of those who, as father, respected him as king.
"Excellent" is the defeat of His Majesty the Great King! You want to be jumped for disrespect right now!!
At that time it was the squire who had served him for a long time, but for the first time in his life the furious juke knocked out of the room all those who served, including him.
In the solitary room, Juke weeps at his father's death… he realizes what comes around him and is attacked by a fear that leaves his feet.
Yes. For the first time, when I was aware of the throne. What Juke felt was an indisputable fear.
I did not remember the Father's words, that a king is a being for the people.
However, Juke probably didn't believe, unconsciously, either, in the teachers' phrase, 'A king is the supreme being in this country'.
Learn the history of the country in the footsteps of the kings of history and you will see for yourself. In history, what kind of king was called the 'Wise King'? Why was the then king brought down from the throne in The Azur Civil Unrest one hundred and fifty years ago?
If we save our people more and develop our country richly, good king. If, on the contrary, we lay down repression and drive our people to death in agony, they will be the object of a crusade as evil kings.
The fate of the nation is in the hands of tens of millions of people, both jukes. I'll take the helm.
Who bears the 'Kingdom of Elland'. - That's the king.
The death of the Father King changed the environment of Juke for better or worse. Juke, who was Prince Wang, had an educator, but there is no indication of such a person in "King".
All those who served Juke, who had previously been Prince Wang, moved to another place. Those who were serving the Father King will continue to take care of Juke, the 'King'.
And - it was Alford Swan, the head of the newly organized Knights of Kings Kingsguard, who came to Juke as the 'proximity' to replace the educator.
"More than this, I am His Majesty's sword, His Majesty's shield. My loyalty to His Majesty and to the Kingdom. '
Kneeling to the "New King" according to the liturgy, "Captain" was everything different from the educators of the previous Juke.
First of all, I don't open my mouth on rare things. If you talk to me from Juke, you'll answer me, and I've seen scenes where you slap lighthearted with the Kingsguard knights under your command, so it doesn't seem like you're silent. Usually, I keep quietly behind the juke.
Honestly, in the beginning, I thought you were on the lookout. Like the educators, he is also connected to those who want a 'king of things well understood', and if Juke behaves like he is off it, he wonders if he will fall out on them.
But at one point. He said in a harsh manner to those in the Ministry of the Interior who had repeatedly advised that it was time to decide on the Queen and Princess despite the time she was in mourning.
'All the while. Isn't that too miserable a word for His Majesty, who struggles daily as king, under the sudden defeat of His Majesty the Predecessor and with his heartbreaking heart contained? In an attempt to proceed with His Majesty's marriage before dawn, His Majesty's heart and royal dignity are an indiscriminate outrage. Is that your personal opinion or the intention of the whole Ministry of the Interior? If the latter is the case, our Kingsguard must formally protest to the Ministry of the Interior as a protector of His Majesty'.
The head of the King's Kingsguard Knights stared at me, and his Interior Ministry man left the room awfully.
In the office where he was alone, he bowed his head, saying, "I behaved in a transgressive manner."
"It is only for the good of the Kingsguard that his heart be protected, as is His Majesty's body"
It should only be a ritual, the word 'sword and shield'. That's what this captain is really trying to do.
It was the moment I could believe that he was not the lookout for Juke.
Being able to believe allowed Juke to say his will, though little by little. In administrative settings, the opinion of the 'King' is often asked. Being taught to get lost was' evil ', so it was entirely an instant summary judgment on the spot, but by the time my father died, I had become a little more like a king myself.
There's a case like that that that knocks him off...
"The Back Palace," he said?
'Yes, Your Majesty. From all over the country, we recruit unmarried ladies who wish to marry the royal family and wish them a frequent stay in the rear palace. Your Majesty will come to the rear palace when he feels comfortable, and if there is a lady who is attracted to his heart, I would like to be closer to him.'
For a time, Alford repelled me. The voice "Decide on the Queen" grew louder again about a year after my father died. The mourning has dawned, and is that enough?
Although I had few memories of spending time with my family, the goodwill of my parents was felt even in a short time. My father loves and honors my mother from the bottom of his heart, and my mother respects and supports my father. For Juke, the couple's ideal is just the parents.
Be your own wife, only a woman. I couldn't say 'do as you please'.
'Until I find the woman I truly love, I will not marry' - by the Ministry of the Interior, which boiled its business to the juke that kept saying so, a bitter measure. That's the "Back Palace," and I could swallow it on the juke.
If we accept this proposal, at least we will not be bothered to say 'Decide on the Queen'. Think so cheaply, 'Do as you please. But if I were to say, "Go to the rear palace," a senior Interior Ministry official nodded, "I understand."
That exchange took place only to escape the annoyance of my own self.
How much mourning and pity I've created - and I didn't even try to find out until the other day, I'm really guilty.
Where the posterior palace was opened, to the juke, of course, I was not even willing to turn my legs. You can't possibly want to see the faces of the women who came to sell Mei for the Queen.
During last year's social season, the rear palace was notified. Since its opening in the spring, the aristocratic lady has been coming. Historically, no matter how many "Candidates for the Queen" were collected, Juke's rear palace had swelled to nearly fifty.
If we get this far, it's like an interlude between the Ministry of the Interior and Juke. Which daughter is next to be selected for 'Side Room' - I was thinking about that, one day in the early summer.
"Countess Crester!?
"Sire, please calm your heart and tell us the story."
'I don't even have to ask! Are you going to welcome that infamous clan daughter, more than ever, to "Between the Red Roses"!!
Being a power that is more than four hundred years old, there is no choice but to have one or two houses in the aristocracy with smelly movements. Having been so foreshadowed, the rumors of The Count of Crestor, heard from an early age, were sufficient to arouse the wrath of a righteous boy who loved justice.
"Cow the evil of the kingdom, the emperor of the back society" - that is the two names given to them.
The Crestors were given the title, three hundred years graciously. In the meantime he continued to do evil without letting him grab his tail all the time and remitted huge fortunes. Their connections and modus operandi were passed down even as the generations changed, and now their roots are spreading throughout the kingdom.
Even if you're lucky enough to grab their tail rarely, for them it's only 'tail'. If you cut it, you just cut it off with no harm, and the darkness of the body never brightens up.
If you poorly hand it, this one is at stake, for those who do justice, only anger is remembered.
That's the Count of Crestor.
The first time I heard that story, I thought. I wonder why he gave the title to such a wretch.
I wonder why you can't capture me when I've been doing evil for generations.
I wonder if those truncated as' tails' did not retaliate against them...
'They are afraid as' emperors' because they can get rid of them all '
The words of the educator made a social debut and confirmed the present Uncle Crestor in a far-sighted way to feel unreasonable. I can't see that bad face, a little or softly.
And. It is the daughter of its Uncle Crester that the heavy ministers have come to see the palace.
Admittedly, there was no way. For the first time since the Palace was opened, Juke protested against the heavy ministers.
- But.
'Your Majesty. There are also many who serve Uncle Crester in the Home Office. The entry of your uncle's maid is due to their patronage. … Now, when they disobey us, politics will not stand.'
Even a competent prime minister could only know and accept the matter of throwing a spoon.
- Now, I know. Why did the Chancellor, who was not involved in the basic rear palace, only then, try to get her to accept the entry of 'Countess Crester' without a single step?
From Count Crester's "surroundings," it would be true that there was pressure. But more than that.
She was the only one he could trust.
Of the rear palace room with the name of the flower, the only available 'Between the Red Roses'. There, "Miss Count Crester" came. From before entering, he whispered, 'aiming for central grip, the Crestors have finally moved out', and Juke will also finally be unable to ignore the rear palace.
Don't do anything unsolicited. I was going to stab the nail, and I visited "Between the Red Roses" - that day.
'Go ahead, feel free. Your Majesty's heart belongs to His Majesty. Who you love, that's not what you decide around you.'
Juke was indeed upset by the words he said with a quiet smile.
I saw it directly from the front, she is. She does look like a bad girl who scolds a man. His eyes are thin and cut long, his nose pointing upwards at his petty spirit, his bright red lips and everything, he looks really bad.
But, you know, what's a bad idea?
The eyes that swept through the sea were surprisingly clear.
Juke resisted desperately that no way a bad girl would say these words, no, this is her manipulation. I was put to sleep shortly after I was upset, I spent until morning in her room, and I was also angry that this was still a ruse.
- I spent until morning in her room, so I didn't even think about meeting Shayla, who feeds the birds in the early morning.
Until he met Shayla, Juke was all but convinced that all the women in the present rear palace had come to confuse themselves with the aim of the righteous queen. The appearance of the new 'Red Rose', which he could afford against the King, was also applauded for its assumptions.
That's why - I sneaked a bird to feed it so that no one would find it, and it stayed pompous to see 'the king', and I turned back to me and flattened out in a hurry, such a shayla moved my heart. Not only is it prudent, but Shayla also tries to look into the eyes and convey a straight heart to the 'king'. It's also preferable.
I fell in love - and I immediately realized it.
The uninterested backhouse became the perception of 'where Shayla is'. Shayla has no difficulty passing through the side chamber.
But Alford stopped Juke, who had never spontaneously spontaneously expressed his opinion before. If Juke adores Shayla in grandeur, which is only the side room of the last seat, Shayla's position in the rear palace will be in jeopardy - say so.
I'm sure Alford knew. How hell was the Back Palace back then for those side rooms that came from innovative, low-status houses? That Shayla's life would even have been in danger had Juke officially issued a circular and started going to Shayla's room in the meantime.
The ladies who come from conservative houses scorn and do harm to the Innovative Noble Lady, who is supposed to be in the same side room. Back in the summer, that was the harshest period.
Even in a sip with an innovator, its contents vary. Those who come from houses as powerless as Shayla, those who have parents who are fortifying their statements in the royal palace, those who make up immense wealth in commerce and are driving the economy of the kingdom. As' innovators' who brought them together like that, the side rooms from the conservative houses were cold-handed.
Their situation is known to their parents for their treatment in the rear palace. If they are angry at the plight of their beloved daughters.
The royal courage, etc., disappears in no time.
In the worst case scenario, innovators, mainly emerging aristocrats, could have become rebels stripping the royal family of their fangs.
It wasn't the juke that stopped it. He didn't know anything back then.
Neither the current state of the rear house nor the mourning of the nobles who cannot save their daughter's suffering, without even trying to hear it. It's just... I was just in love with Shayla.
While Juke was in love, it saved me the crisis in the kingdom.
More importantly, Juke threw only terrible words, the new "Red Rose" - Deanna Crester, the person.
Knowing the rear palace, knowing the reality of the sidechambers being treated cold, she moved.
Put together a faction that will be called the 'Red Roses', and stand at its apex. Cross with the side chambers of the conservative aristocracy united as the 'Peony' in one of their own.
Become the swords of the weak side chambers. - Keeps the side rooms safe, keeps the peace in the rear palace.
From the perspective of those who know nothing, it just seems that the arrival of Deanna in the rear palace has led to an outbreak of factional strife. "The Red Rose just moved out," who was protecting her back then?
Even though we had met in person and exchanged words. I watched those clear ocean eyes up close.
Juke, who had only seen the person he fell in love with (Shayla) as he went to the rear palace every night, believed the rumors and scorned Deanna at will. I even thought I had the advantage of saying, 'No matter how much we fought over the forces, that woman will never be the righteous queen'.
- You can't escape, stupid past. Every time I remember, I'm driven by the urge to disappear.
From the beginning, Deanna... He was trying to talk to Juke properly.
He was reaching out to me without abandoning his stupid juke.
'- Please, turn your attention also to His Majesty's rear palace. In one act of His Majesty, the rear palace transforms into any demon cave. Before things go irrevocably, Your Majesty, please check that place for yourself.'
She would have told me. Juke, who wanted to assume Deanna as a 'bad girl', closed his eyes, blocked his ears and did not receive the word directly from the front. "If you don't look at me, you'll vandalize the rear palace," a far-fetched intimidation, interpret it as too impossible.
'I am well aware of the importance of the role given to me. But to fulfill that role, I am powerless by myself. Your Majesty will see the rear palace with his own eyes, and we need you to think about it.'
No matter how hard the 'Red Rose' struggles, it will not be a fundamental solution to the problem unless the 'King' sees his own rear palace. Even the words that you said to me were ripped off.
By way of example, on the occasion of a nightclub where all the nobles of the kingdom gather, I give my voice to Sheila. I put Shayla's position at risk, but I didn't even realize that, and I doubted Deanna for protecting Shayla.
After Shayla was directly harmed by the 'Peony', she finally realized the crisis. Juke learns by touring the side chambers that bear the flower's name. - of the present rear palace, deceiving in the first place.
At that time, the Home Office man did say: Coming to the rear palace, he said, is' a lady who wishes to marry the royal family '. They come to the rear palace of their own will, they hope.
That, it was Rhea, the "Between the Sleeping Lotus" side chamber from the Marquis of Stresia, who crushed the "facts" that had been established in the juke.
"With my life over the royal palace, I left the house I was more accustomed to living in around spring and came to the rear palace. More than six months have passed since then, what has Your Majesty done to us? What do you want from someone who hasn't shown up for so long?
Clearly, she said. He said it was by order of the royal palace that he came to the rear palace.
If you ask her if she didn't want to go into the palace, she laughs with her nose, not like a lady.
"Who wants to come all the way to the depths of the royal palace to be the wife of someone you don't even love? - It can't be that everyone came to a place like this because they wanted to. '
He shattered Juke's assumptions.
Even though Rhea taught me that much, Juke still couldn't think of applying it to the 'Red Rose'. Park games for the siderooms, leaving their extraction to Deanna, even with a throw to check on progress. I can't really save the fact that the reason for this was' Shayla and I aren't doing well '.
It's normal to talk to the rear house side about the female Kingsguard knights guarding the rear house, etc., which is unscrupulous or nothing. If you have a matomo thought, you will know that on the day of the park play, and until just before, you were not informed of its existence and suddenly it was impossible to 'get ready to make it widely known' before you were unscrupulous.
- I mean. At that time, Juke was a fool king who really couldn't help it.
"- In awe, Your Majesty. I did receive a notice that I needed to speak before the park meeting, but I did not hear any explanation as to the content of the story. Captain Gracie picked me up in his room earlier. It's the first time I've heard of him. '
Deanna's objections are the utmost. Nonetheless, the juke is.
"When I spoke to you, I notified you on purpose. When it comes to the importance of the rear palace today, it is likely that you will understand that it concerns internal security."
'Your word, though. That's a little, no, pretty, leap of logic. Anyway, if there was a case of an intruder in the rear palace or something, all of a sudden, in the middle of nothing, I don't know, think that security in the rear palace is the problem, etc.'
"Nothing!? What have you seen so far?
From the bottom of my heart, I respect Deanna then. If Juke were in Deanna's shoes, I wouldn't have been able to keep my mouth shut if the blind fool had told me this. 'Which one hasn't seen anything!' Deanna, who didn't say it back, was so patient that she didn't think five were younger, so calmer than Juke and others.
Deanna naturally knew that Shayla had been harmed by the 'Peony' side chambers. Teng himself, who saved Shayla from danger, is Deanna. I'm sure I could grasp every inch of the contents of the rear palace security, too.
That's why it was a word.
'We have already discussed this with Liliane and promised that this will never happen again. There shouldn't have been any particular problems since then -'
"If that ever happens, even for discipline within the rear palace, we need a Kingsguard!
What's "For Discipline in the Back Palace"? At that time, I was only thinking about Shayla so that there was no danger to her.
A side chamber causes harm to the same side chamber. That 'reality', which I first learned about when Shayla's body was in danger, was the 'everyday' of the rear palace until not long ago, just because Juke didn't know. If you were really thinking about the discipline of the rear palace, it would be odd if you didn't hit some measure at the same time as opening the rear palace in the first place, at the latest when the number of side rooms was unprecedented.
Yes... Looking back, I can tell you now.
At that time, Juke was no longer even a 'king'. He was a being who should not stand as a 'king'.
Because "The Red Rose" is a being who lives for the rear palace and the royal family. As the 'King' exists for all the people who live in the kingdom. - I don't know what your Majesty intends to do with your power. '
As opposed to him like that. Deanna was everywhere, 'The Red Rose'.
Following orders, she completed Juke's request to "make the Knights of the Rear Palace widely known and recognized", which was only impossible.
Alford, who had previously been thorough in "watching", was finally angry at the rough juke, concerned that he had been stuck with his impudence by such an unwavering younger girl.
"Is it the King's job to choose who to speak to?!? Ignore the other person's words you don't like, and block your ears for painful words, so what. Temehe is a kid!!
Alford was angry with the vegetables, abandoning his position as captain of the regiment. - The fact was that Juke's head, which had strayed and leaned eighty percent against the Fool King, had the power to just shake it up instantly.
Not to mention.
"If you want to execute 'Red Rose' for disrespect, cut off my neck first! I can't serve a king that doesn't sound like that word any more!!
For the first time in my life I thought I could 'believe', I am told to 'kill'. As a 'king' or as a juke individual, I can tell you there has never been more shock.
That Alford put his life at risk and stopped himself from being a fool then. Then first, Juke is deeply appreciative that he has come to treat me beyond his position.
That garden club showed Juke all sorts of things. In one day that day, how much I would have known and learned.
That the factional strife in the outer palace and the rear palace are not irrelevant. I felt it on my skin that day because the side room and its family were in the same space.
Although Shayla's relationship with her adoptive parents was not as good as flattery. Shayla wasn't the only family that was messing around on that occasion.
Not to be confused by assumptions and rumors, but also to see, hear and think with your own eyes. If you couldn't make reality look so different, you wouldn't have thought it was necessary.
For the first time, Juke realized he was lazy. I was always someone's talking to be nice to them because they wouldn't hurt me. - But it can't be good for someone to say that the 'king', who is the one that shapes the end of the country.
'Your Highness is one who will eventually be at the apex of this country. Being a great monarch, worthy of the great kingdom, is the greatest mission His Highness should carry out.'
If they really, from the bottom of their minds, thought so. There was no way I was going to grow a juke like that.
In the end, the 'splendid monarch' they wanted meant 'puppet king', which moves for their convenience. My father was always calm and a wise king who listened broadly to his subordinate words, but never gave way to the occasion that this was here. Those who were averse to such a father tried to raise the next generation incompetent, into puppets. You better think about it, it sticks.
Shayla, Deanna, Alford. Repeat, 'Look in your own eyes, judge' if you don't tell me.
Lazy jukes were just about to fit into the thoughts of those who wanted the Puppet King.
Before the juke, which started to think for itself and look for its own 'answer', the landscape spreads like never before.
The main road with answers is certainly easy. I don't get lost or hesitate.
A world without paths is all about getting lost. Even if I think about it and choose one, I don't even know if that's the right thing to do.
though. The more I get lost, the more I think about it, the more I see things that I've never even cared about before in my eyes that have changed shape.
The world was so vast and brightly colored, I was stunned at myself for not seeing anything really.
Of course, it's not all visible and fun. The evil deeds of former Chief Maris would be an example of this.
Until now, the punishment of officials as I had left it to my subordinates. By engaging himself there, Juke also learned a lot.
Not all those who come to the king to prophesy are 'ministers'. In engaging with the officials of the "Outer Palace Room", who face the work in front of them, with a little ruin, sincerity and honesty, Juke begins to think about who he is and what he is for.
Juke is the king. I was born and raised by the king's son, and was told that eventually he would be king.
But why do we need a 'king'? Even for those seeking 'puppet kings'. If you don't like what the 'king' says, you don't have to set up a 'king' in the first place.
Even if you think about it, you don't get an answer. Don't wait for the hour, but the descent festival will come.
Last year I was alone in worship, and this year 'Red Rose' was to accompany me.
Around this time, in the juke, the feeling of seeing Deanna as the 'bad girl' as rumored was already quite small.
However, to believe without any doubt, the rumors of the 'Crestors' were too intense. The house and the daughter are not identical, even though the head knows it, because the 'Red Rose' at the park fair and his family's friendship seemed even better.
Which is the truth about the 'Red Rose' - it was Deanna's figure that blew up the confusion of the juke, enjoying it mixed with the people's festival every night, throughout the northbound for worship.
Even if you wear a light disguise, you can't deceive that face. Deanna, who enjoys the festivities in the noble style of patience but from the heart, was uncomfortably blended into the landscape. When people gathered, it became insecure, and the rubbing broke out that it was a trivial escape from eating, but Deanna and her samurai solved it naturally so that she could breathe. Even Juke, who wasn't very familiar with these places, could swallow that was their 'natural'.
Deanna's not a bad girl, I'm sure. My face is so bad, I'm just misguided.
When we got to the Temple of Mist, let's check with her in person - a hell of a thing broke out: an arrow tip, a queue that thought so, was raided, Deanna's life was targeted, and she disappeared alone.
As a result, she rendezvoused at the Temple of Mist the next day. After that one incident, I was increasingly convinced.
'Bad Girls' usually don't risk their lives to protect their surroundings.... Although he says that he is used to the woods, so running away in that state is not dangerous.
Visit Deanna's room that day on the Lord's Day, after prayer. Finally, I got to know 'Deanna'.
- Even that was only an arrogant assumption.
Juke overlooked what was important to her goodwill to be sure Deanna wasn't a bad girl and even support her friendship with Shayla.
"I want to put an end to all this silly noise and leave the rear palace" - the harsh fact that there is no way my daughter, who says that, can come to the rear palace hoping in the first place.
In the true sense of the word, what Deanna has done and how much she has been forced to carry.
What Juke found out and understood was then, further later, some time after the year had dawned.
The trigger is, once again, Shayla. When it comes to the person you like, even if you don't think you should, Juke's horizons narrow.
Deanna pointed that out relentlessly. "Find out about the rear palace and then get it back out," he slapped out.
That's what they said, and Juke finally found out.
This little box yard was built for me.
that it was only a seemingly abandoned garden, withering the flowers collected within.
It was the proud rose flowers that were supposed to be in a position to want water themselves that watered down and just withered.
Just one round of roses brilliantly rebuilt the abandoned park.
I was wrong. When he got here, Juke learned of irrevocable mistakes.
At that time - I should not have snorted at the phrase 'Do not open the rear house'.
How many daughters have been sacrificed for Juke's selfish selfish self? Nor would the 'peony', that it was abusing the noble innovator's courtier, have gone to such outrage if the backhouse had not been opened in the first place, if it had been open but Juke's eyes well.
What is' Happy Marriage to a Beloved '? I was just drunk.
- Forced to marry unwanted, unfortunately. Even though I don't want it, I'm being pushed by the ladies selling the festivities, into sweet delusions.
If you don't know reality and you feel sorry for yourself like that, get into the world of fantasy. I left a moaning and painful voice that I would have heard if I had cleared my ears properly.
I can't get tired of that. I disparaged Juke's stupidity, the laziness, the mistake, the mere seventeen-year-old girl who keeps carrying it unwanted, with crappy looks and pride, over and over again.
Sinful - what a word, too light. The tricks that Juke has done to Deanna are something that will never be forgiven as a person. I can't even make an excuse because I thought she was a bad girl.
I wonder what 'king' is in the juke. It was neither the jukes nor the ministers who were truly protecting the peace of the kingdom. I don't have any power whatsoever, my daughter, who in her position is just a sideroom.
The king's defeat of the outer palace was pushed without a head to lower. How did Deanna feel?
At least not once since Deanna came to the rear palace has Juke paid Deanna a heartfelt tribute and rewarded her for that devotion, even if it's just feelings. Far from the rumors of a bad girl, she's equal to nothing, such as what a juke can give Deanna who never wants anything from herself.
I can't get anything, I'm just fulfilling my responsibilities, in this backyard.
'If I hadn't entered the rear palace, if I hadn't been involved in factional strife and struggled, I would still have spent some time in my own little world, in despair at will to the outside world. You would have been unable to get out of the vice of arrogantly fitting people into the frame, not knowing the dignity and warmth of the bonds you believe in and connect with others.... not to mention the importance of putting your hands in front of high walls, working with trusted companions, and crossing them together, etc., without realizing it for life. - I don't think I hate this temple anymore because I got everything I wanted.'
- Still, she laughs. Even a world that should be cruel, without clouding its clear sea eyes, loving.
Wrap and affirm, with its noble soul, a world filled with unselfish greed, that tries to take even life.