The Inner Palace Tale of a Villainess Noble Girl
To the Never-Ending 'Future'
Unexpectedly, it wasn't just the three of them who left the main room (main room). He re-brews the tea, which had been cut cold almost untouched, and leaves the room without words, even to the samurai, including Rita. It disappeared between the refrain and the private room (private room), so it seems that I intend to stay in "Between the Red Roses" itself.
In the large room, where I was alone with Shayla, my empty eyes stare strongly at Deanna.
The moment the exhale leaked from its poor lips, it was held without any foretaste.
"... Dee"
As usual, I don't know how to give it back, being called in for granted.
Whether you know that Shayla found out that 'Dee' is' Red Rose (Jibu) ', and that Shayla is taking that in her favor. Because this is the first time we really talk face-to-face.
Shayla couldn't stop before Deanna, who was speechless.
"Idiot. Dee's an idiot."
"Shayla......"
"I've always said, Dear Red Rose..." Deanna, "I like you properly. And yet, how did you expect me to hate you when you revealed who you were?"
"Because... I was scared. Because he likes me, he said if he sees me from the front and thinks I've been 'fooled'. Not to mention when I was doing" Red Rose, "even though I didn't do anything wrong that Shayla likes me."
"Dee kept a pile of secrets, but he never lied to me once. I'm with you when I say" Red Rose. "Always kind, noble, more about others than about yourself. Even though it's natural to like someone like that."
"... there are really, very few people in the aristocratic community who see my actions in a favorable way"
Geez, Shayla's arm gets stronger.
"So. You just have to leave the people with the eyes and ears decorated and then the heads and the empty ones alone. The only thing that makes Dee bad is that rumors fool me and I can't even see much of the reality in front of me, unfortunate people everywhere. Obviously, it's not easy to understand."
"... eh, and I disparage His Majesty as much as I can around the summer?
"Right. I would have been disillusioned if I hadn't seen a bare gesture of reflection.... On the contrary, I think it would be awesome to try to get out of it and see it with your own eyes, even though they assumed that all the rumors were true"
I was relieved from the bottom of my heart. "You said terrible things to Dee, Your Majesty. How cruel! 'If they say so, Deanna means ironic and can't get back on her feet for a while. No, no, no, no. Juke.
(... nevertheless)
Again, I admire Shayla's acuteness. Extrapolate the person's insides from his attitude to 'Crester', which is precisely in the 'pledge' itself exchanged by Ast and Paulast. This is how Shayla sometimes pokes at the essence of things. I can't be insulted because I think it's just a feeling, or a conclusion based on a proper build-up of logical thinking.
I laugh in retrospect.
"... Really, yeah"
"Dee?"
"Neither" Red Rose "nor" Dee, "even though Shayla, who liked both of them with all her might, would be annoyed to the extent that she revealed herself.... I didn't want to lose it and before I knew it, I was cowering."
"I can't believe Dee's scared in a weird place. It's not what started right now."
"Huh?
When I did, they laughed dullly. Shayla, with her arms loose, returns to posture and faces each other again.
"Oh, it's neat. When Dee and I met each other one day, we decided to hug each other as much as we wanted first."
"What, it"
"Because Dee, 'If I saw your face, I'd be scared' and 'I'd hate', I was always nervous. Whatever you look like, Dee is Dee, and I can't believe he's scared. I figured the best way to prove it was to hug me."
"... I, sometimes I don't understand Shayla's logic"
"Mm-hmm. Simply put, I wanted to hug Dee."
I'd rather have stayed away from reason, but all I can do is return "yes" if they say so clearly so far.
But Shayla seemed unhappy with the response, pointing her lips.
"You don't understand, Dee."
"I see you wanted to hug me, didn't you?
"That motive! I like it, I really, really love it, so I wanted to tell you how I felt about it!
... the same face, "Hey, if that wasn't between the girls, we'd be out indefinitely!" It's Shayla. When I get here, friendship is hard because I think Juke, who was jealous of a stranger 'Dee', might have been more right.
If you had shown this aggressiveness to Juke without regret, perhaps the story wouldn't have gotten any more confusing so far, then you'd have inadvertently wanted to get a misplaced complaint on Shayla.
The silence just as I looked at each other, honestly, was inside. It seemed to be leaking, and Shayla stared at me.
"... you look like you have something to say"
"Yeah, uh. I'm so happy about Shayla, and I love Shayla, too. I feel bad for Your Majesty if I love you here."
"Loving how you feel about Your Majesty and Dee is something else. Your Majesty will never be angry."
"I'm not angry, but heco mu's. Shayla, I don't think you know him, but if he's a pain in the ass, he's a pain in the ass."
"Where in the current story is there a hectic element?
"His Majesty said," Love is a nasty silo thing. "Even Shayla, you know it's impossible, but you wouldn't like it if your Majesty's heart were directed to anything other than Shayla, would you?
"... it is, though. Honestly, because I've been welcoming His Majesty thinking that there's no choice but to do so. Compared to everyone else in the rear room, I don't have a special deal, I'm just a normal person."
All right, I just got a scratchy statement.
"I think there are only less than ordinary people in this world if there are 'ordinary people' who can run away while bringing out important evidence from multiple kidnappers and take everyone in the back palace into the parliament to make a dignified statement in such a prominent place, a warrant lady who can work with her father on the Demon King's side to hunt down the killer"
"Congressional testimony has messed around, so we haven't actually been able to do that much great. I owe it to Kai, not me, to get away safely from the kidnapper, but to get the paper and the bell of evidence."
Voices and beings fall from above at the same time before they wolf at the name that came out of Shayla's mouth, naturally.
"No, that's Mr. Shayla's fine play, isn't it? You were out of the cabin on your own before I came in to help you, and you knew who had the evidence, and you moved his heart and gave him the bell, not me, Mr. Shayla."
"Oh, did you want it? I wanted to thank you to the Nolan Chamber of Commerce."
"Yeah, let's not pretend to believe in 'Jianmae' like a jerk"
"But after you broke up with us, you joined the Nolan Chamber of Commerce, right?
"Well, I had to make a detailed decision about fake ID and all that.... Shizuku Jin, I was scared. Why is my father, Mr. Dualis, so light, and my uncle, Mr. Jin, more windy to me?
The last question is against Deanna. Deanna laughed a little bitterly when she heard the name of her uncle she hadn't seen in a long time.
"Uncle Jin, how are you?
"Uh, yeah, super fine"
"... did we ever talk about our house being a male clan?
"No, I don't think you've heard of it"
"Oh well. The Crestors, especially their oldest son, have rarely had a girl for some reason. Aunt Fifi was generally the first direct female born in two hundred years. Because of that, it seems your grandfather's deluded plenty was amazing, 'I won't do it to my daughter-in-law unless he's a man who loves Fifi more than I do!' was a cliché, and when my aunt fell in love with her uncle, she said she ran to her son-in-law Ibi with all her might."
"Wow..."
"Well, if you've met my uncle, you know, because that one's not sweet enough to beat a daughter drowning bandit, Oyaji. Beautifully complete your grandfather's son-in-law Ibi, daughter-in-law Aunt Fifi, and develop the Nolan Chamber of Commerce more and more.... and I was born, wasn't I? After my aunt, I thought I wouldn't be born for another hundred years," Crester's youngest daughter. "
Elizabeth, who married Dualis knowing she probably couldn't, also said, "Whatever! Edward, who had been forgiven by his sober father for pinching Dada, said he was already happy with it.
In a way it was Fione, my aunt, who was more than happy.
"The only reason 'last daughter' is special to my family is because I rarely get born. The fact that they are not born on a centenary basis means that there are no two" Crestor's Direct Girls "in the same era, unless the" Last Daughter "lives long enough. So my aunt was raised with care and... I think the truth is she was lonely"
A child who inherited the blood of his eldest son is born on the bad side without exception, whether it be a man or a woman. Even if a son can learn from his father how to utilize the evil side, there are more limitations for his daughter to imitate him than there are different genders. With the reputation of 'Bad Girl'. But the one who can share the situation only exists in the old description.
Fione was pleased to be able to communicate and support her knowledge and experience directly before pitying her nephew, who was born in the wrong person. Visit Deanna by sewing between busy business at the Chamber of Commerce and really have mercy on me.
My beloved wife adored my niece, who drowned in a different direction from her sons.
"My uncle used to say to me, 'Thank you for saving Fee'. I didn't do anything in particular... but as I learned a lot, I kind of figured it out. My aunt must have been freed from the loneliness of her youngest daughter by the time I was born."
"... I see. Save Mr. Fione, because Mr. Fione is his adorable niece Dee, and that's why he's special to Mr. Jin. That's why I greeted my first human opponent, and I said," You, what's your annual income? 'I think it's ironic and rude. "
"How much is it, by the way?
"I don't like merchants because it's me! It's a stinging tear anyway. Oh, I'm sorry!
"Well, oh dear. Dee, you're gonna have a hard time getting stuck with a worthless man, aren't you?
"No, yeah. Kai and Kai's annual earnings are lower than average, probably because of our family. I don't know what to say to myself, but I think you're pretty good at making money from 'back' operations and eating normally while avoiding us."
Though I don't deny that being golden by a worthless man falls under the 'struggle' of what the public calls it. I don't think Kai can say it's worthless because he's never felt gold heartless about Deanna before, and it was just a life he once lived because he kept choosing his job.
... More than that, Deanna has been quite concerned for a long time now.
"Shayla, did Kai do something to you? Kind of not a tight hit on Kai?
"Whoa, wait, Dee. Why is that a prerequisite for what I did to Mr. Shayla? I don't think the opposite is possible, Wake?
"'Cause Shayla's not the kind of kid who hits the first person she meets, and the person who helped her where she's in danger, for no reason. Only then will there be cause for you."
"Dee......!
"No, no, no. Let's trust me for a second."
"I trust you, don't I? But that's not what I'm talking about. Because your attitude also makes you look like you're eating people and making fun of them.... Rita was mad at me at first."
"I won't deny it. I wouldn't buy a fight for no reason, would I?
"Wait, weren't you the first one to pluck a fight!?
"Hey, you're Mr. Shayla. I was a pretty grown man."
"... an exemplary 'adult response' will make a huge complaint. I was wondering what's 'adult' about me."
Yeah, I get it. I don't know why, but these two, they don't fit sleighs by Tokoton.
I thought Shayla was just unilaterally tight, and Kai doesn't flush it either. Even though Kai is good at working, forgiving others' emotions and relaxing them. I guess not doing that means, in short, you don't want Shayla's words to flow.
There's a famous saying, "The more we fight, the better we get along," and I know we acknowledge each other's existence more than we're bumping into each other about what we want to say with vegetables. All I can say is that this is a different dimensional issue from being good friends and bad, and it's just 'sleigh doesn't fit'. Like water and oil rebelling against each other?
"... so evil, there was no trouble on the way home?
Believing that Kai would definitely help Shayla, I didn't waver because I promised, and I could stand it even in jail.
But it is completely out of the assumption that these two will be water and oil so far. Did stress on the road not make each other's stomach ache?
The two questioned stopped arguing that it was perfect and Shayla shook her neck sideways unwillingly.
"It was safe enough for me to get angry. The prepared carriage, the speed of running and the path chosen are all perfect, amazingly enough to return to the King's Capital."
"I chose the carriage and the road, not me. Thanks to our strongest support team, it was easy to get home."
"From about the Wang capital, it was safely straight to the rear palace, protected by Captain Gracie of the rear palace Kingsguard, who seemed to be waiting.... I didn't know. Captain Gracie is Dee's future sister-in-law."
"It hasn't been published yet in the aristocratic society, but there's no way your brother would choose anyone other than your sister-in-law, Chris.... Your sister-in-law said that?
"Yep. If you talk desperately about 'I want to help Red Rose,' laugh beautifully enough to see it." Thank you for thinking of my sister-in-law. "You look great, Master Chris."
"Of course. Something I don't know about better dressed women than you, my sister-in-law"
Even though it's cute as a mistake if it's just the look of it, if it's Chris' Rin with the sword, I'll accidentally fall in love, even with the same sex. When I first saw it, I clung to Chris as the tension soared, something Edward made me look like.... Was that a bit of a 'jealousy' where Juke said it too? No, but that brother is no way.
In front of the distant Deanna, Shayla slightly lowered her eyebrow root.
"Really,... really. Ladies and gentlemen, I was worried."
"Oh, that's..."
"It's not just Master Chris. They knew Dee had poisoned the 'named' three, and even if they didn't know that, they got Dee...... everyone in the side room admiring 'Red Rose'. I was moving to prove Dee's innocence without a single sleep."
I can't breathe instantly, to the facts I've been informed. Shayla and Ky, in front of two people who don't need to take care of 'Red Rose', their lips move on their own.
"Why..."
"Dee?"
"How could you do that to me?"
"... I'm sure Dee can easily be impotent because I don't know that."
Looking lonely, Shayla smiles. Kai also smiled bitterly.
"If there's a reason, there's only one thing.... Guys, I like Dee."
Kind, kind words...... now, it hurts.
"I like it, so I don't want to mourn it. I love it, so I want to protect it. - Because it's important, I want you to be happy. Dee just said," Wagamama, "didn't he? I'm with you. Like Dee's a wagga mom, we're both wagga moms."
"I know. But I don't know why. Because I, Shayla and everyone in" Named "just got help. Even though I haven't done one thing to make you like it."
"I don't need a reason. We like you because Dee is Dee"
Shayla held Deanna gently again, finally unable to return the words.
"I love it, Dee. So, guys, if Dee gets impotent, he gets angry and worries, and he rushes to Dee's crisis without reason."
"Shayla......"
"I just found out that Dee's impotence in times of need can't be stopped. So Dee also knows exactly what it's like to worry about us dying if we're unscrupulous and how to get pissed off and cry."
I knew from the beginning that you would be angry. But you deserve to be worried enough to cry and desperate enough to make me stay up all night... fulfill it, is it for me?
Shayla's arm becomes stronger about what she thought of the silent Deanna.
"... you know, Dee. Whatever Dee thought of herself, I've always liked Dee. That's all. Please don't deny it."
"Shayla... really, sharp"
"Dee's easy to understand."
"... that's what Kai told you before."
"Whatever the Dee in Red Rose mode, the Vegan Dee usually gets on your face. … and then Shayla's words so far, because she fully agrees"
Shayla's warmth moves away to see if Kai's remarks have signaled anything. Somehow with cold eyes, Shayla looked at Kai.
"Isn't that sloppy?
"I wonder which. On the contrary, I can tell you straight. I'm jealous of Mr. Shayla, but I am."
"You're not hot for a jealous man, are you?
"My father also said that East and West now, men are more jealous and will fall apart. Thanks for the advice, I'll be careful."
"... hey, what were you talking about earlier?
I think the spark I see between Shayla and Kai is like a hallucination, but I feel like I have no heart or a real thing. I mean, really, what happened on the way home?
Are you all right, these two, in front of Deanna who leads me, Shayla looked at both Deanna and Kai alternately and sighed a lot louder.
"... may I take care of it"
Kai, whose words were thrown with his gaze, nodded with a little silence.
"Mr. Shayla, go back to your room and rest. … it's time for Dee to rest."
"... I'm fine, but I wonder if Shayla would like me to rest"
"Dee's off too. If I'm any more impotent, this time I won't forgive you."
Laugh lightly, and Shayla gets up too. I stood with him and dropped him off to the point where he left the room.
I just slammed the door shut, and there's a swallowing voice coming from behind.
"Looks like the ladies got the bedroom ready. It's time for the rest of the day."
"The sun, it's pretty high?
"Yes, yes, you didn't sleep last night anyway.... Hey, where are you going?"
Did they spot you trying to open the closed door again? He pulled his arm forcefully, even though it didn't hurt, and Deanna said no without being able to shake it off. Luckily for me this upset my balance, I get held up lightly.
In Kai's arms, Deanna raised her voice of protest.
"Hey, Kai!
"Nah"
"I'm not sleepy, so I'm not sleeping yet.... you know there's something I have to go to."
About the bedroom while we were talking, I was dropped off straight on the bunk. Before I get up, they put their hands on my head and make me unable to move.
"Go, what do you do? - Dee went to Mr. Sophia, and Belle and Rhino would never come back."
They grabbed Kai's hand, which moved the other way, almost trying to play it off with reflexes. I can stand now, but I can't move with my arms grabbed.
I glanced straight at the man telling the cruel truth.
"Still! Still, I can't leave Master Sophia in that state alone!
"I'm not alone. I know Dee would say that, so I have Mia and Yuri."
"It's my fault, and you're not even allowed to get involved!?
- The moment I screamed, I was held tight.
With big hands around your head and movement completely sealed, only a quietly deep voice sounds.
"Don't be complacent. - You can't blame Dee."
"Nah..."
"Mr. Sophia was manipulated when conservative aristocrats in this country made stupid plans and people danced who didn't know to suspect. One end of the cause may indeed be in Dee as well.... but why would Dee even try to bear someone's death if it wasn't one bad thing"
Always,... always.
How is it this one who uncovers the last one he doesn't want to reveal?
I want to enjoy it, but in front of this gentle, forceful arm, Deanna can't resist.
"... because"
The words, … my heart. Slipping off.
"If I had faced Sophia more properly,"
"Mr. Sophia chose Bell, no matter how much Dee ran out of words. Like Rita's special to Dee."
"If we don't hunt down the three more than we need to"
"Should I have missed the ones who are plotting evil? What the Dees did at that point was sneak up on him so he wouldn't even notice.... bad for the guy who perceived it and gave him a spell that didn't even put together a lot of 'formations'"
"More, there should have been something else to do"
"Still, it was they who decided to run into evil and kept using the obviously suspicious curse. Even though there were as many opportunities to stay. - I'm sure Dee will never forget the things he couldn't save, the whining he was born into. Dee blames himself for this, no."
Hugged painfully. Only Kai's words are poured.
"Don't regret it. You should repent, mourn, and keep having the facts you couldn't help.... I said forget it because it's not Dee's fault, and it's not Dee that can be forgotten."
"Ka, i"
"If that's the kind of regret, I'll go out with you as much as I want. - But don't blame yourself for any of those deaths in the future and call Dee himself worthless. He who despises Dee won't forgive even Dee himself."
"... hi, terrible"
It was an artificial darkness, and I didn't even have a distorted sense of vision. For the first time in my life in words, I know I'm crying.
He snorted at Kai.
"Duh, duh. Why didn't you die?"
"Dee......"
"Belle, Rhino, why!
Don't blame yourself, because he told me.
Deanna already has nothing but words to blame for irrational reality.
I wanted to be happy. Belle and Rhino just wanted to be grand and happy.
I might have done it the wrong way. Deanna can't even admit that she even used her 'sister' as a means for a purpose.
But people are wrong. How careful you are, you make a mistake.
If that mistake is' sin ', atone. From there again, shouldn't we just start?
I'm sure Belle and Rhino aren't the only ones suffering from a different identity love. A lot of people are shaking between thoughts and reality. To fall in love, to like, is not a sin or anything. I'm sure the reality is more distorted than that.
There must have been a path to confront distorted reality with fellow citizens in the same situation.... If only I had lived, I could have chosen that path again.
- How could I not have noticed earlier? I didn't try to know 'Master Wen'.
I could have been helped. If you know...... if you have 'knowledge'. I might have been able to stop Bell from stepping out into the dead.
Beyond the crying tired, fading consciousness, the deep and brilliant purple blue enveloped Deanna forever -.
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"... Did you sleep?
"Yeah, finally.... Good for you, go to sleep"
Cry, cry, cry, blame the 'helpless self' who couldn't do anything in the end, and that's how Deanna let go of reality. How much I said, "Don't blame yourself, don't scorn me," it's 'Deanna' who spares his life scattered in front of him and suffers from a reality he couldn't save.... Even if I know that, there are more things I can't do than not be an omnipotent person.
Kai smiles cutthroat at Rita, who disappears on the other side of the bedroom and has been watching over me for a long time.
"... always, like this?
"Yep. - Before the cruel world, still scratching my feet to save it to the end, breaking my heart for a reality I couldn't save. It's not all Deanna's fault, but I can pinch Dada for wanting to save her."
"Because I'm greedy, waggy mom, and mean. Besides, I don't know that I'm giving up, and... I've decided to protect it all, but it's hard."
"I'm protecting you. … to the extent that it is too sufficient"
Rita gently stroked Deanna's sleeping hair.
"At a time like this, the only person who could be Deanna's crying place has ever been Crester's family. I am a squire who has sworn allegiance to Deanna, and no matter how much you admire me, I guess I'm only a 'protect' subject.... sweeten me, but don't lean on me"
"There are aspects of being strong because you have a 'protect' subject. In a different direction from mine, Rita must be protecting Deanna's heart."
There was no need to feel a draw on being protected, he shrugged, and Kai quietly looked out the window.
Far from our own hearts, it is clear so calmly that we are angry outside.
"... the truth is, I want you to laugh. If it was enough to bury me in grief and freeze my heart, I thought it would be better to cry and be rough. When you're alone and soaked in grief, you sink like an idiot."
"Sirius said the same thing."
Looking back, Rita laughs at Kai.
"For a while, are you in this room?
"... if you want to stay"
"Okay. Deana, please."
"Where's Rita?
"Hi Congressional conditions seem to have reinforced the prospect of forced evictions in the near future for a few of the side rooms of the rear palace as well. While you're busy, you'll be scolded for stuffing you in your room all the time."
Forced evacuation of the side chamber.... that such a story came out with Pooh.
"... Congress moved?
"In the meantime, it looks like the tripartite positions of Harley, Mercedes and Cocott will be gone by the end of the day. Exactly in that condition, you won't be able to keep your daughter in the sideroom. As far as Marcia is concerned, she's also suspected of being a poison relay."
"Sarasu is the Crestor family. You're working fast."
"Regarding this one, you are all pushing through the angry hair heavens. It has developed into a noise involving the entire royal palace, so much so that it gives the impression that the expansion is rather slow"
Saying away what was frightening, the competent samurai followed 'Between the Red Roses' this time.
The girl and I sleep on the sleeping table, the secret left in the room...
"In a time of motion, you seem to have woken up a heap of things you don't need.... until the future we want, we still have to go beyond it, thank goodness."
Speaking quietly to the precious and loving girl with her indomitable fighting spirit shining in her purple blue eyes -.