The Inner Palace Tale of a Villainess Noble Girl

"Which side of the world did you go down to sign up for a meeting? That prince!!

Rita has had some of the biggest explosions we've seen in recent years. Mia, who looks indignant and still has no choice but to bring news from the outer palace because of her work, is so motivated that she accidentally takes three steps back.

Deanna walked over to her herself, exhaling lightly, as Mia dared not to be pathetic.

"Good day, Mia. I'm really sorry for the hard work."

"No, no. Isn't Deanna the hardest person?"

"You won't have it up or down for hard work. In each position, the struggle is one thing… but I think I should apologize if I were to say it about this one, because there are possibilities that I could have avoided if I had done better"

"Deanna is nothing wrong!

"... yeah, I agree with Rita too. Even if Deanna has some flaws, this case is way off track."

All the "Between the Red Roses" samurai who were aligned indoors nodded simultaneously at Rita during the explosion and Mia's words, which were quietly shiny and angry. Since Stanza's royal kingdom, their stress has been reaching its limits, but it appears that the last thread has finally been cut in this one case.

Aina, a samurai in charge of costumes, who is usually rampant, smiles at her as if she doesn't look good.

"What was it? Suddenly, all of a sudden, the other side, who had refrained from returning home, said to the stick," Suggestion "-" I would like the people of the Kingdom of Ireland to know the virtues of the stanza, as they received generous hospitality in your country and changed their mind knowing the splendour of the Kingdom of Ireland. For the sake of true friendship between the two countries, I would like to invite someone from the Royal family of Elland to Stanza in line with our return, although it is a sudden story. "

"There are rarely any 'hostage giving' syntax that is so easy to understand, are there? The royal family of Elland, with the exception of His Majesty, has only Queen Lifania in our country today. When the outer palace said so calmly and tried to say no, he said, 'Oh. Because in the kingdom of Elland, you don't count the side rooms that are in the rear palace to the royal family?' That's -!"

Rosalie, who tags with Eina, is also getting pretty hot, rounding up her usual understatement. Mia and Yuri, who were supposed to be in a position to admonish those two, too.

"That one word changed the air on the outer palace side from gallery. If there were more than forty people in the side room, it would be obvious that the calculation worked out whether it was okay for someone to get out of the country and not come back at the worst."

"Some of the side rooms are in a weak position, have poor dealings with your parents, and there are a few people who are isolated and helpless. If you're such a person, that's the kind of soul guts you have when you offer some money to visit your parents' house and sacrifice it to Stanza for minimal damage to the country. Especially among conservatives, there's a growing theory that a side room would be good.

Not only Stanza, but even the nobles of his own country are callously angry and unwilling to hide it. Until a little while ago, the appearance of the outer palace could not have been more conveyed to the rear palace, but now "Between the Red Roses" cooperates closely with the outer palace room, so everyone is fully able to share information.

- It was the day after that that the first news broke in that Stanza had brought with her the "proposal" that she had lost everything she could, that Prince Stanza, whom Deanna was guiding in the backhouse, and Shayla and Juke, who were talking in the courtyard, met. That day the two of them were just sharing what Shayla had visited Deanna to discuss early in the morning (usually speaking in Shayla's room, but apparently traveling to an unpopular courtyard with the two caring that it would be better not to spread much of his presence than once the trespasser Kai was also present), and Juke said he was going to decide how to interrupt Prince Stanza and Deanna's tea party after hearing about Shayla, and I honestly apologize for breaking his plans.

Under the circumstances of cheating on domestic nobles to buy time, and more importantly, the unafraid Prince Stanza, we cannot let him know that Shayla is a true princess and the only candidate for the Queen. If we can build true friendship with that country in the future, we'll have the opportunity to cum it out, but at least that's not now.

So Deanna, in the next moment upset by the unexpected, spoke to the two of them as' Red Rose ', giving them the best of her soothing time. By following the two impatient men who were seen by the prince and showing them how close they were to Shayla, he stood around not to be suspected that Shayla was the king's pet princess. Externally, with Deanna considered a princess, if the side room and Deanna, who were alone talking to the king, normally get along, they would think, "There will be no special relationship between this side room and the king because the Red Rose treats him so favourably".... Deanna is neglected for every relationship, but I know as much as there is no normal pet princess friendly to the person who tries to take away the king's love.

After finishing courtyard time like that and dropping off Juke and the prince resigning from the rear palace, Deanna was flat-apologized to Shayla - but it was Deanna who rescheduled her study at the salon on her own, so Shayla and Juke have no downfall. Instead, Deanna's side wasn't alert enough. Whether you strolled to change the prince's mood or not, you should have made a connection with Mrs. Magnome before then and asked her to pay as much for the place you were going to stroll. That way, such a near miss wouldn't have happened.

Hema, which I have seen rarely in recent years, I intend to mislead somehow, but I do not know how the Prince's side received it. How should we cut through it if we get stuck at the next tea party - the day after I was thinking about that, I was surprised not to receive any hope of a visit from the prince and, more surprisingly, from the Stanza State Mission: 'I would like to invite the royal family of Elland to the Stanza Empire. Even in the side chamber,' the offer came in.

In this first report, there were no lingering and furious officials in the House. To the Stanza National Mission, of course, but he said, "Side rooms would be good, wouldn't they?" He also raged at the outside palace side, including the conservatives, that it had become the air. I was stuck on the rear palace side of the House of Lords last year and you still haven't punished me, and.

"- I didn't know that there were still so many people out there who didn't understand that they would never imitate anything more like giving a personal statement out of the backyard than Deanna was there, no matter how the outer palace calculated it. The lack of sight on the part of the outer palace has exhausted my love."

The current head of the side chamber - a blatant anger at the fact that he is taking Deanna lightly. Everyone concurrently agrees with Lurie, who even smiled away and said pale.

Deanna, who took the anger of the samurai with gratitude as she was seriously scared for the price, dropped her gaze on the pieces of paper Mia had brought.

"... but, well, you can't refuse to sign up for today's meeting. It is an excellent opportunity to explore the sincerity of the proposal directly to His Royal Highness.

Pompous, quiet, shrugged.

Moment after moment, the heat of everyone turns around and burns up here.

"Dear Deanna! Come on!!

Rita, of course, was the one who cut ahead. At a time like this, the advantage of being used to Deanna's insanity is so great.

"That's how Deanna spoils Prince Stanza and the Outer Palace side! It's fine to be nice, and I know you're taking care not to waver as much as you can because you hate every dispute, but that's why Deanna pulls a little too much this time!

"From the bottom of my heart, I agree with Rita. Dear Deanna, please refrain from engaging with Prince Stanza any more."

"I didn't know what Prince Stanza thought. I don't care how sincere they are to say such a joke, but this one doesn't persevere, and we just have to send it from the rear palace to the Stanza Empire and refuse it without good people."

"Everyone is right. Dear Deanna, understanding the sincerity of Prince Stanza has little advantages now. On the other hand, Deanna will be more at risk."

Following Rita, Rosalee, Aina and Lurie come up with an overwhelming argument. Yuri and Mia also snorted deeply and deeply at the words of their companions.

"I can't let Deanna stand on the arrow any more. On the outside palace side, if you refuse the offer of a visit itself, it seems better than this..."

"Once we get this notice, we won't be able to crush it on us unless Deanna clearly rejects it. How much Mrs. Magnome seemed to be shaking between her duties and Deanna...... please, Deanna. One word, 'Don't raise the offer of a visit from Prince Stanza to me'. If we do, we'll be able to truncate the offer."

Gentle, gentle, everyone's words. Their words are right and they are so desperate for Deanna, just for Deanna.

The feeling came through painfully - but that's why Deanna couldn't have snorted.

"... Depending on that development, which I tried to meet with today and talked to the prince, I may also need to reject. But I can't say no today."

"- Dear Deana!!!!

"Because!!

Anyway, Rita, this is the first time I've wasted time in front of all the samurai, if you think about it. From being a 'red rose', this would almost be the will of 'Deanna' already.

"As it is now... I know nothing of their sincerity, and I am sure that I will not be able to protect this rear house"

The look on everyone's face is gloomy. Especially Rita, who just said, "I was afraid to say so."

... Yes. As much as Deanna knows how Rita and everyone feel, I'm sure she already knows what Deanna is thinking with everyone. Because I know, I want to avoid that future, and it's making me so desperate.

Deanna spins her words quietly, mocking herself that she knows it all and still can't bend herself, she's really exhausted and greedy, as Kai put it...

"Why did the Stanza State Mission say 'I want to invite someone from the Royal House of Elland to the Stanza Empire'... at this point, I can only read as much intent as Rosalie just said 'hostage giving'. That's all the outside world knows, so it's obvious that if you stay like this, you won't have to lose a hostage.

"Dear Deanna..."

"Those who put their daughters into the rear palace for payment will think of sending their daughters to the Stanza Empire for the same huge compensation. … several people, I know."

"but"

"That way, if my parents give me an acknowledgment, it's nearly impossible for the Back House to reject it at this stage. If I am the righteous queen officially established, I am only the head of the side chamber, although I can use my authority to divert interference from the outer palace to the rear palace.... I don't have the authority to protect everyone."

The Crestors hate power. The reason is really simple, because the "power" of being able to make others follow in their thoughts and words is overwhelmingly more distorted than all other types of "power".

People are weak. No matter how lofty your aspirations may be, whether you are the owner of a wise brain or a deep heart of mercy, once (and for all) you suck the sweet juice of power, you will not be able to resist its appeal. That's how, above all, we make it our top priority to keep our cherished aspirations, our brains, our minds forgotten, and at some point we continue to benefit from power.

Having continued to lean against the Ellands in their long history, the Crestors have watched so tirelessly those who drowned and sank into power in that way. Was it indeed Dualis who said, "Power is worse than hectic drugs"?... I died sadly, with Rhino, Sophia's brother. I dreamed, and scattered, that with the power of the righteous queen of "The Red Rose," the irrationality of this world could also be changed.

So Deanna doesn't want power, even willingly. - But that's why I don't like losing those who, with power, should be able to protect them with certainty, at my will.

To protect what you want, without using power, but still to protect it.

"... If you don't have the authority to use it, you just have to squeeze your wisdom. Explore where the sincerity of the Stanza Empire lies and make it clear whether what they really want is a" hostage ". If the hostages are in front of the building and there's really something else you want to get, there's room for negotiation."

"And even so. Isn't it everywhere Deanna needs to be?"

"... I didn't know what their sincerity was yesterday, no matter how stubborn Father Volts was. If so, I can't do it any more. Although it may work out over time, Stanza is also aiming for an early return, and that also coincides with the hopes of the Elland side. One party who wants to hasten the return of the national mission should have already moved to the point where it secretly carries the story to those who are putting their daughter in the rear palace for payment. - We don't have much time."

"Dear Deanna......"

"Rita. Guys. Think of me, I want to protect you, and I know you're mad at me. I'm really happy and grateful for that. But... please, understand. As everyone wants to protect me, so do I want to protect everyone. I don't want to send anyone out of the rear house who has taught me something important to feel sad at the expense of my country any more."

"... eh"

"Stanza's side, who explored little Volts, came from the other side. At least on that side of the spectrum, it means I have the heart to talk to Red Rose. You can't miss this opportunity. - To protect what's important."

Everyone leans down with a remorseful look. Rita held her fist a long time ago.

"Always, always,... always. That's how Deanna says it all the time."

"... yeah, right. I think I can do it myself."

"Still - you won't be given away."

It was Yuri who asked quietly. Don't hide your remorse, but still with a ready look somewhere.

"Yeah.... I can't give up, how many"

"... Deanna's feelings, I understand. May I talk to you for a moment?"

"............... ok"

Maybe this time, they'll give their love away. That's all I am, Deanna says now.

If the samurai were to take off their husbands and talk to them, it would be normal to back off once. In fact, Deanna stopped laughing at them for trying to back off.

"It will be troublesome to change places again, even though we are all here because of this.... because I'm resting in my bedroom for a bit. Wake me up when it's time to get ready for the tea party."

"Dear Deanna...... thank you"

If you are in a private room (private room), you may hear a leak in the main room (main room) conversation, but if you go to the bedroom, there is no such thing. Deanna nods slowly, then quietly turns her heels back by herself, breaking through her private room and entering her bedroom.

That, in front of the bunk - the thread, it's broken.

(... Eh, sorry, do)

I can't even head to the bedroom and squat with the door closed. Burying her head in the knee she held, Deanna was flirted with wild, furious emotions.

A storm blowing through my heart rocks a deep part of Deanna.

I took a deep breath of what was coming in and pressed it.

(Cry, no. Now crying is cowardice)

If you're anxious, if you don't like it, you're... scared. How good would it have been if I could cry like a child and cling to my mother's lap like I did at a young age.

If you sweeten up to everyone who worries and gets angry and say "help me".

"Dee."

And then there was a shadow in front of me.... This one who doesn't even enlighten me about the signs, I don't even know if he was watching an earlier act or not.

I don't know, though.

"Sorry, dude. You worried me so much. … What's wrong with me? I can't affirm the future of someone being mourned"

"... yeah"

Just one gentle word affirms the words uttered with his face buried in his lap, not even seen.

I felt a soft heat on my shoulder and a great warmth on my head as it was.... He is gently stroking my head as I sit down next to Deanna.

"It's okay, because I know how Dee feels."

"But...! Everybody, you're so..."

"As soon as I realized that and the word 'sorry' came out, Dee was growing up. You may have forgotten, but this time last year, I was worried about Dee running off to get ready for the park, and as far as I was concerned, I said pretty much what I stepped into back then, because I ended up smiling and Killey rejected me. It would be hard for Dee to understand properly with her mind as well as her head that someone cares about herself and start to suffer herself trampling that thought, but isn't that a sign of great growth?

"Kai......"

Why is this one so sweet? I wish I was angrier, blamed, stuffed, but the desire to do so would be like a mountain, and even that would be packed in deep mercy.

This, one, I'm sure...

(- No, no. That's all, absolutely, no)

Once in the past, I relied on Kai. I couldn't give up my dear best friend's life knowing that I was putting his life at risk. I made the word "bamboo" sound.

Even then, though I was bitter. If I believed Kai, I could convince myself that was the best way to get over that grid, so all I needed was a heart to believe. Whatever Deanna cherished, whatever she didn't want to mourn, she didn't have to throw one away.

(... now, no. I don't know why, I don't know why, I can't get anyone else involved in my personal fears)

As "Red Rose" or "Deanna," what you want to protect is the same. In order to protect what is important, we cannot pass by avoiding an interview with the prince. Then we'll have to face it.

But - at the same time, there is now an unexplained fear within Deanna.... that day, Prince Stanza, who resigned from the rear palace with Juke, looked at Deanna as if she had ever done so, as if she were something different.

(Those eyes and confronting me again, I'm scared... I can't believe it)

You can't run, you know you shouldn't, but you want to. My anxiety creeps me out more than ever from the side of my desire to protect the rear palace, and then I hope to fight. The more you distract yourself, the more you can jump out of your mouth saying, "I really don't like it".

"-Dee."

A gentle voice of his calls the silent Deanna. When I saw his eyes and face, I was sure I would definitely cry, and Deanna couldn't move one finger.

What did you think of Deanna like that, his signs moved quietly.

"... eh, Kai,"

"If you sit like that forever, your feet will hurt. - 'Cause it's okay."

I can hold him in a way that is half-held by him sitting down. How he moved, Kai was in such a position as to pinch Deanna with his leg, that he wrapped her softly from behind.

"It's okay" like I knew everything, but deeper and deeper than I thought, it resonates with my heart.

"Dee feels sorry for Rita and me, but she still can't give up.... desperately on my knees alone, fighting all kinds of feelings."

"I know everything. I'll tell you on top of that. - Dee's fine."

"Kai......!

"Hey, Dee. Want to run?"

From behind, there is a voice that is gentle and soft and yet doesn't allow me to delude you.

Spray your neck to the side...... but I didn't wear that 'lie'.

"................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... Maybe now, for the first time in my life, I don't want to run, but I want to."

"Yeah."

Warm arms moved, Deena just a little strong, cuddled.

"If Dee really wants to run, I'll grab him and run anytime. It's nothing to me to take Dee out of this backyard."

"No......! You can't just put everyone you're fighting and run away from me, you can't!

"Holla, I can give that back without putting my hair in, so Dee's like," It's okay. "

Fluffy, there was a sign that Kai laughed.

"Maybe Dee is scared and anxious that there is something so scary that he wants to escape, or that he wants to escape because of it himself. Dee always fights head-on enough to be crisp, so it's probably the first time he's ever felt like running away. Everyone is anxious about the first time."

"Yes... what, something?

"Yes, yes. Besides, I know you can't run, but it's not unusual to want to run. Even I wanted to do everything I could to avoid auditioning with my father in Crestor.

"Ah......"

I think back to Kai, who had a distant eye for "archaeology" with Sola, and it makes me feel a little more comfortable.

The slight loss of power that was in her body also seemed to be conveyed to Kai, who was holding her, whose hand gently stroked Deanna's hair.

"So Dee doesn't have to think of it as a draw, whether he thinks he's scared or wants to get away with it. No matter how scared you are or how much you want to escape, Dee will never choose to escape. Even Rita and I, if that's how scared you are, it's so much easier for you to honestly get away with it, and you can do everything you can to protect it, but Dee doesn't like it when the world that matters to you is mourned for running away. … that way, Dee, who fights the fear in himself and still has no hesitation in choosing to face it, is much stronger than he was when he didn't know fear."

"Ca, y......"

A gentler voice that rings in my ear, a little lower than usual, sounds like a lullaby for some reason. Closed his eyes without resisting, his ears fluttered and a wet soft fever touched him.

"Whether you feel scared or want to run away, don't deny it's 'bad' and accept it. I'll take it all, but still, it's hard to see Dee deny herself the feelings she has. - Whatever the emotions, they were born." Because it's better to admit and accept them than to kill them, because one day they're gonna be able to support Dee. "

"Ugh..."

In Kai's arms, fear was at some point distant. Though I guess it is only when the world slowly melts into darkness and the light shines again that the battle cannot escape begins.... Now I don't feel so scared to wake up anymore.

(Thanks, Kai......)

I couldn't move my mouth anymore, I squealed in my heart alone and Deanna's consciousness closed completely.