The Late School
Chapter 336: "Our Mother" (2/2)
Chen Tiankai was right. Ding Jiamin was very rational. When she found that Chen Tiankai could not accept Xiaomi, no matter what he said, she immediately turned around and left. The understanding and contact in the past was like the mist under the sun, which disappeared instantly.
But how could she be indifferent? She was actually sad inside. This sadness is for herself on the one hand and Xiaomi on the other.
She thought, if she is really as good as Chen Tiankai said, why he still can't accept a lovely Xiaomi.
She left decisively. On the one hand, she didn't want to put herself in a position of being pitiful. She didn't need it. She never thought she needed to be pitiful, let alone charity.
She doesn't need this kind of love. When she decided to adopt Xiaomi, she told her mother that in the future, she didn't need her partner to accept her, but only needed to understand her.
On the other hand, she doesn't like to hear so much from a man's mother-in-law.What did he say so much? He said every word he liked her, but he still had difficulty accepting a child. Is this liking her?She thought that if you really like a person, it is the person who likes her and her emotions.She is trying her best to give Xiaomi a complete family. If he really likes her, he should help her complete the family, instead of taking a look and calling her over.
She didn't want Xiaomi to know.Xiaomi is a sensitive child, if she knew it, she would be sad to herself.
But over time, Xiaomi still noticed it.Once when she slept with Sister Xiao Min, she woke up after sleeping, and found that Sister Xiao Min was not asleep and had insomnia.
Early in the morning on this day, there was heavy fog, and the radio kept reminding citizens to pay attention to traffic safety.
Ding Jiamin got up very early and made breakfast. She sat at the table with Xiaomi. After thinking about it, she said to Xiaomi: "Xiaomi, my sister wants to tell you something."
Xiaomi looked up at her and nodded her head.
Ding Jiamin said: "You may already know that sister and brother Xiaokai are not suitable, we are separated."
Xiaomi's small body was shocked and shocked.
She was aware of it, but it was different from Ding Jiamin telling her directly.
There was a huge sadness in her heart. The first thing she thought of was herself, and she felt that she must have harmed sister Xiao Min, who lost her fat boyfriend.
She has worked very hard to behave well, but...
"I'm sorry~~~" she lowered her head and whispered.
Ding Jiamin quickly got up and came to her, hugging her small body, and said: "Silly boy, what are you sorry? It has nothing to do with you. It is my brother and Xiaokai who are not suitable. I don't like him being older than me. It has nothing to do with you, really, don't be sad."
Xiaomi lowered her head and sobbed softly, making Ding Jiamin feel distressed and holding her for constant comfort, but for an insecure and cautious child, no amount of comfort will work for a while, her keen and fragile Inferiority complex makes her subconsciously attribute all bad things happening around her to herself.
After a while, Xiaomi finally stopped her tears, ate breakfast, and went to kindergarten.
Ding Jiamin took her to the door of the kindergarten, told her a few words as usual, watched her enter the door, and then went to work.
Ding Jiamin regrets that he should not tell her about it in the morning when he thinks that Xiaomi is going to school with great stress. Of course, he has to say it, but not in the morning, but in the evening. Such a sad thing will be much better after a sleep. .
Xiaomi came to the classroom and found that Xiaobai had arrived and was talking to other children, looking happily.
She glanced twice and sat in a daze in her seat.
"Guwazi, are you crying?"
Xiaobai is here.
Xiaomi looked at her and called Xiao Bai weakly, and she didn't know what to say.
"Yeah?" Xiaobai found that Xiaomi seemed to be crying, "Which Guawazi bullied you, you instigated, you instigated Xi."
It's like she always fights with Luo Zikang for Liu Liu. As long as Xiaomi tells who bullied her, she is willing to fight for her.Although she has been warned by the little teacher once.
Xiaomi doesn't know what to say, no one bullies her, but she just feels uncomfortable.
Upon seeing this, Xiao Bai thought about it, and thought of Xier's Guwazi.
That Guawazi hiahiahia all day, showing a small mouth without front teeth, very happy, playing with her, no matter how sad, the mood will improve, so he took Xiaomi to find Xi'er in another class.
Xi'er and her class are being led by a small teacher to do morning exercises, and they are jumping with the music, Xi'er is among them, and the one who is particularly active and serious is the one.
When she finished her morning exercises, Xiaobai waved to her and called her out.
The first words that Xiaodouding said made Xiaobai unhappy.
"Hiahiahia~~My sisters are here."
"You are screaming at treasure," Xiaobai said dissatisfied.
"Hiahia, Xiaobai, don't be monk. My sister will take care of you."
Xi'er raised her little hand, boldly trying to squeeze Xiao Bai's face, she was knocked off by Xiao Bai's pia, "Why do you live, what do you live?", chasing her and beating her ass.Xi'er ran away while hiahia laughed. Xiaomi couldn't help being amused when seeing this.
But happiness was only temporary. After a while, Xiaomi fell into "thinking too much" again. She urgently needed emotional counseling from Jiangbin. As for the two small puppies in front of her, they were not good, they were far apart. Only quarrels and fights, can martial arts but not literary.
"I miss my mother~" Xiaomi finally said his own voice.
Yes, she has missed her mother. For so long, for more than half a year, she has never said to anyone whether she wants her mother or not. She has not even mentioned her mother’s affairs to anyone. She just hides her heart and allows her to ferment. As for the young age, he was full of worries.
At this moment, at the time of extreme self-blame and insecurity, she finally couldn't help but said this sentence that had been held in her heart for a long time in front of the two little friends.
Mom, even though she has abandoned her and is missing, she still loves her in her heart, thinks of her, and looks forward to her return one day.
mom?
Both Xiaobai and Xi'er were dumbfounded, Xi'er's big eyes looked at Xiaomi blankly, and then at Xiao Bai, it seemed that it was difficult to understand what mother was.
"Wait for me." Xiaobai left a sentence and ran back to the classroom quickly.
Xi'er watched her back, hiahia smiled and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaobai is going to see her mother, Xiaomi, wait a minute."
Xiaobai went and came back soon. She took out a yellowed photo from her pocket like a baby, and showed it to Xiaomi and Xi'er with a smile: "This is my mother, so good. Boss Zhang instigates like me Ah, oooooo~~~~"
Xi'er stood on tiptoe, craned her neck, and pulled Xiaobai's arm to look up.Xiaomi also looked at Xiaobai's mother curiously.
The two Xiaodouding around the photo praised the young lady inside, and smiled with Xiao Bai's boastful eyebrows, but she found that Xiaomi's expression was sad and sad, and asked: "Come on, Xiaomi."
"I don't have a picture of my mother. I'm about to forget how she looked like." Xiaomi said sadly, she almost couldn't remember her look.
Xi'er turned and ran away without saying a word, Xiaobai shouted, "Xi'er, what do you live for? Don't let me go."
Xi'er didn't say anything, but came back soon, holding a picture book in her hand, Hiahia laughed and said, "Look at mom."
She opened the picture book, and there were various mothers in it. Some mothers were teachers, some were police officers, some were white-collar workers, and some were scientists... Some were tigers, and some were magpies...
This picture book is called "Our Mother".
Xi'er generously stuffed the picture book to Xiaomi and asked her to find one from it. Her mother must be in it.